GOD lead my way

can you hear me when i talk to you?

2008-03-14T02:58:00.001-07:00

this is a really nice song that really expresses what i want to say to... (guess!)

ISABEL 期待爱! (:

2008-02-23T00:24:00.001-08:00

this is like a DAMN NICE SONG! just thought that this song really suits me and my feelings now! LOKE KAI WEN! i envy you! ):

ISABEL 期待你的爱! (:

2007-11-04T22:40:00.000-08:00

3rd November 2007 - 4.56pm
BLINK BLINK, and its already nearing to the end of the year. anw, im NOT here to emo, im here to tell you that...
I DYED MY HAIR!!! and..
IM GOING TO SHANGHAI TWO DAYS FROM NOW! :D
make sure to miss me okays! im taking a 1am flight to shanghai. so.. you could say im going on the 6th, but... it feels like on the 5th! anws!! IM SO SO SO HAPPY!!! HAHA. :D OH! i told you i dyed my hair, right? wondering what colour i dye? hehe! its APRICOT MOCHA! haha. (: sounds yummy huhh! too bad my hair cannot be eaten! whatsmore, it MY MOM who helped me! HEHEHEH! anws, i realise my hair is super brown under the light! haha! something like jolynn's!! OMG! i dun like the colour that is under the light! i still prefer as it is! hehe. (: i expect my hair to be super super dry, so i put TONNES of conditioner! hehe! then the hair dye come with a leave-on conditioner. i combed it on my hair, using my fingers. i tried to make sure that its even. then i use my ALL-TIME BEST ANTI-FRIZZ comb! (it cost a bomb for a comb) my hair was then rather smooth! hehe! :D i'll have to continue using conditioner to allow my hair to stay at its top position! (: anws... im so happy happy HAPPY that im going to shanghai! i cant wait! hope there's a cute(older than me) guy waiting for me there! :D
i gotta go get changed and go to my mission training! BYE BYE! (:

2007-10-29T23:40:00.001-07:00

29th October 2007 - 9.48pm

OH MAN!! i've to hurry write finish my posts, or not i'll not be able to post it tmr! haha. (: im now a little busy smsing qing yang, ye wei and shang wei. im asking them if they need to go school tmr. cos just now i recieved a call from cai yun asking me if mr leong called me and tell me to go school tmr. i recieved somewhat regarding the same sms from hamizah too! so i was a little shocked and scared. so after i bathe, i smsed them. anws,... i think i should get on.. where was i?

"TUESDAY WAS MINI SPORTS DAY!!
it was really cool! haha. (: everybody have to make their own way to CCK stadium. and my dad drove me there. i was alone until i saw jorel." this was where i stop and where i should start from now. :D

i hang out with jorel for a while. we stood at the staircase. jorel asked me who im waiting for. hmm.. that really got me thinking, WHO AM I WAITING FOR?? i replied, im just waiting here aimlessly. then.. we chatted while waiting aimlessly. when finally i saw kai wen and jolynn! :D then, i followed them. so jorel sort of departed from me. haha. anws,.. I AM RUNNING FOR THE SEC 2 GIRLS 4 X 100M RELAY! MAN,.. im so scared!!! we cheered and cheered for our class! (: that is before i ran!! i was really screaming and shouting at the top of my voice! (: jolynn and i and some other girls came down to the running track and scream and cheered for 2B!!! (: i screamed for wai ying, we screamed for the 8X200M runners! ellen, jia yi, terence, yu jie, ye wei, valerie, fira and guolong! (: i screamed and jump and shout and did everything we could do to cheer them on! haha. :D then it was my turn!!!! i was the 3rd runner. i couldnt stop but feel my heart pumping hard! haha. (: im running with four not bad/super good runners lahh. tina, amirah, EMERALD AND JESLYN!! like what the heck, die liao lohh! haha. (: but my mind was just so blank when the baton was passed to me from shu hui. i ran as hard as i can! and we won 3rd! haha. :D its better than nothing though. anws,... we went back and screamed for the other runners. according to jolynn and ain and fira, they had a cheerleading competition when we're running! BOO HOO!!! i really really wanna scream and shout for our class. (: but since its over, it over then. haha, (: we continued to scream and shout for the others. and you know what.. for the teacher relay race. there was this young teacher whose boobs shake when she jumped from one station to another station. haha. and our class guys were "摇啊摇!" HAHA! typical class 2B guys' reaction! hehe. (: anws, overall. we had loads of fun! and and AND hohh.. when it was time to collect the medals hohh, cos our class got quite a number of prizes mahh. then cos im one of the reciever so.. im at the roll of those recievers. then... before that got our class, so i screamed from where i am!!! haha. (: then everybody surrounding me, looked at me! hehe. (: the guai lan sec 1s glare at me! haha. (: and i glare them back OF COURSE!!! no class spirit still stare what stare! i poke your eye then you know ahh! HAHA. XD anws,.. then... yeahh lohh. (:

IM GOING TO HONG KONG AND SHANG HAI!!!!! AHHHHHAHHAHHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHHHHHHH!!!! :D
i just called my aunt moments ago and she say she'll planned everything! and im going to leave singapore on 10OCT2007!!! :D :D :D YAY!!! :D :D :D

i gotta go now. i've got to go online now!! :D BYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYE!!! :D

2007-10-29T23:38:00.000-07:00

29th October 2007 - 3.49pm

okayies.. i've just finish watching "Casanova". i shall not elaborate more about the movie. where was i ahhs? i talked about last last sat right? okays.. so i shall start saying from sunday. hmm.. sunday(21st) was VERY FUN!! haha. :D prisy, me, hui ming and david went to NACLI and led the thai kids to a time of action songs! haah. we sang

LOVE OF JESUS

Love of Jesus
Sweet and marvellous
Love of Jesus
Sweet and marvellous
Love of Jesus
Sweet and marvellous
OH OH wonderful love
so high, you cant get over it
so low, you cant get under it
so wide, you cant get round it
OH OH wonderful love!

haha. (: we did the actions too! james do until he 傻笑then very cute lohh! haha. practically everybody do until 傻笑. haha. XD after that, hui ming gave us a treat at Ya Kun. hehe. then we bought a cake at United Square too! for sharmaine! its her birthday the next few days. hehe. then we celebrated with the youth. we're the 特别来宾!! :) yeahhs.. thats all, actually. hehe. shall i start saying last mon??!! this is where it really get exciting! hehe.

I WENT ICE-SKATING!!
its a post-exam activity, actually. we've to choose our own desired activity. and yupps. :D im going to learn ice skating! :D the instructor taught us the front glide first then the front swizel then one leg glide then back swizel then back glide and many others. i was a SUPER SLOW LEARNER so.. when practically everybody had no problem with the front swizel and was starting to learn the back swizel, im still learning how to glide forward WITHOUT FALLING ON MY BUTT! haha. but somehow, with God's strength and some practice, i learnt to glide and even do my front swizel. haha. (: i kept on falling down and my butt and back ache like never before. so then, i really disliked ice-skating! haha. :) but the next lesson, which was on wed, i tried very hard and i got the hang of it! SOMEHOW! haha. :D actually, not somehow, its by God's strength. AMEN!! then... we had this mini test. each have to show the instructor that one knows how to front glide with two legs then one leg. next, one must show the front and back swizel. both must at least 3! haha! lastly the backward glide, also called the wiggle! haha. (: i passed everything EXCEPT the one foot glide. haha. (: it was real hard! but while the others are getting tested, i practice and practice. and yupps, i think i finally get it. haha. XD and YAY! I PASSED THE TEST! haha. i asked the instructor what are we going to get if we fail and he said that we'll only a certificate of attendance. like HUHH?! i also asked what'll we get if we passed and he said that we'll get a certificate with whatever we've achieved lohh! haha. :D YAY!!! after that was free time, we can skate or we could also go down and buy our lunch. (: but i and jolynn continued to skate cos it'll be a waste of money if we just go down and buy when we can actually skate for the whole entire time. haha. :D i tried to glide the whole ring without holding the bar the whole entire time and i did it! the very first time i went there, i cant leave the bar!! even if i leave, i'll be holding someone's hand. hehe. anws, then... i tried to practice to get faster and faster. because before i start gliding on my own, i glide with jolynn, holding hands. because jolynn is SO MUCH better, so naturally she glide faster. and me, the slower had sort of a hard time catching up with her. it was scary too! haha. so i practice myself, trying to be faster each and everytime. but i just dun dare to get out of my comfort zone. hehe. but i still managed to get faster. because i didnt catch up with the class so there are some stuffs i didnt learnt because i was still learning to glide. haha.so whenever i've to turn, i'll have to stop and turn then i'll glide again, which isnt very fun to stop. haha. so i tried to practice my turning, BUT.. i kept on falling down. haha. then there was this 3 quite cute guys at one corner skating. so it was so pai sehh. haha. (: but i still managed to turn faster even though its not the right way. haha. then there was this malay girl, she asked me if i could do the fron swizel and i said yes. so i showed it to her. BUT.. this is so embarrasing man! i was too overwhelmed with pride, i fall down!!! GRRS... hehe. dont you dare gloat ahh, whoever you are!

anws,.. those observant ones, you would have realise that i jump from monday to wednesday. not mentioning about tuesday! haha. (: so.. i shall touch on tuesday!

TUESDAY WAS MINI SPORTS DAY!!
it was really cool! haha. (: everybody have to make their own way to CCK stadium. and my dad drove me there. i was alone until i saw jorel.

you know what, i feel like watching tv now. later than i continue lahh, okay! :D

2007-10-29T23:31:00.000-07:00

29th October 2007 - 1.36pm

i just finish eating my lunch! im super full! im just waiting for my mom to sleep so i could watch the part 2 of my borrowed movie. its called "CASANOVA". its rated R21 because it has strong sex scenes and its strong theme. haha. and they really mean it when they say strong sex scenes. cos i watched the part 1 a few days ago and WOAH.. haha. (: the story line is nice but.. its just the sex scenes are really OH MY GOSH! haha. for those dirty minded people, you cannot see the parts. haha. anws, my mom is going to sleep now.. so im going to start watching the movie now. hehe. TATA! XD

2007-10-29T23:29:00.000-07:00

29th October 2007 - 11.16am

ITS THE START OF THE SCHOOL HOLIDAYS!!!!!

like HOORAY!!! hehe. actually, its not really a "HORRAY HORRAY HOORAYYY.." kind of thing lahhh.. i'll talk bout this later. so.. where was i last night? the sentosa thing, right? okayies.. so i'll start on sat, last last sat to be exact! erm....

last last sat (20th) was a blast? haha. (: its really a sort of. haha. XD on sat, i volunteered to host TWO girls with jolynn and kai wen. because i slept at 1 the previous day so... when i had to wake up 8, i was super grumpy, real real REALLL.... GRUMPY!!! in other words, im totally easy to feel pissed! so... i went to NACLI to fetch my two hosties. NANA and BAITONG was my two hosties. everyone was split in groups of 1/2. when the adults are going to announce my hosties, BOW was practically PRAYING OUT LOUD that she'll be with me. haha. (: but unfortunately, she's not. haha. (: when nana and baitong names were called, bow was like "ai ya..." that kind of thing. hehe. (: so,.. i brought them to my van and off we went!
FIRST STOP! MY HOUSE!
haha. (: i was in the van calling jolynn/kai wen, seeing if they're okay or should i say if they're on the way to my house. but to my HORROR!! they're still at home! like WHAT THE HECK!!! according to kai wen, she's waiting for jolynn to call her and tell her that she's ready only then she'll leave her house. so,.. that means that jolynn is the one that is NOT READY!! she's always late lahh! okays, not always. but.. ai ya.. then i was so pissed off. cos i told them that they'll have to REACH MY HOUSE AT 9.30AM SHARP! but!!! they're still at home AT 9.24AM!!! not mentioning that they DO NOT FLY!!! i was so pissed off then! and i really mean it! I WAS SUPPER PISSED!!! fine, they say that they'll hurry. like HA HA HA.. when i reach home, we spent practically like 15 mins IN MY HOUSE, they taking photos and whatsoever. not mentioning that im at pasir panjang at 9.24am still! so overall, they took like what, 30 mins!? just to reach my house. and this really excludes that the time taken to walk up my house. cos since they're late, WE, me, nana and baitong went down to the bus stop and met them in the bus itself! so... they're super late! man.. i still can remember my pissed off feeling because im feeling pissed off NOW!! anws, we met in the bus. i introduced jolynn and kai wen to them. then we tried to converse with them. but it was still a total disaster lahh.
SECOND STOP! LITTLE INDIA!
we reached little india, so we alighted. we almost overshot. luckily, jolynn was facing the door so she asked me if this is the bus-stop. then i said YES and we hurriedly alighted! we tried to find the place that does henna but we cant find. so we asked this indian lady and she said SHE'S NEW to this place! LIKE WTH!!! an indian lady NEW to little india! what a joke, baby! anws, kia wen said she came here before, so... we all followed her. and YAY, we reached this small alley that sells tonnes of things. INCLUDING HENNA! so jolynn and nana did henna. i wanted to do henna but.. its a little too expensive. so.. we went round first. but it turned out that others are even worst! so... we went back and i did henna. (:
THIRD STOP! BUGIS STREET!
we took a bus to bugis and we brought them to shop for a while. :D BUT... they were bored. it was shown on their face. actually, not only their face, my face too. but... kai wen still managed to buy a dress. its not bad, though. we walked here, walked there. everybody was tired so... we went to McDonald and kai wen, jolynn and i bought McFlurry. we ate and took photos. it was about time so.. we took a bus too...
FOURTH STOP! CINELEISURE!
we walked like super far to get to the bus stop. we took a bus to cine and we took neos. it was 4 alr. so i hurried them cos we've to reach Calvary Baptist at 5. i've practice. haha. then.. we hurriedly take neos. it was quite crap lahh. haha. but we still managed to finish it with screaming lahh. haha. XD when the neos were ready and we cut them out. i took out my phone to see the time. OH MY GOSH!! ITS ALREADY 4.53!!!! LIKE DAMN LAHH! haha. (: i cant possibly take 8 minutes to reach Calvary. we have to take an MRT and we have to walk in the terrible alley in! haha. (:
FIFTH STOP! CALVARY BAPTIST CHURCH!
we ran and ran and ran! baitong fall down while we're running lehh. im like so guilty lahh. but we continued to run. isaac called me asking me where am i! haha. (: i thought he'll say me or something but he was like "just hurry lahh" haha. (: like WOAH.. anws, we hurried. when we reached calvary, everybody was covered with smelly smelly sweat! hehe. :D it was 5.27PM! like.. OOPS!!! i quickly went to find isaac, prisy they all and we'll have our practice! i asked prisy do i stink and she said i smelt like fri! hehe. (: she said i smelt NICE on fri. (she went to cell.) haha. (: i remembered then, i sprayed tonnes of perfume! hehe. XD so i think the perfume is still there lohh. haah. (: anws,.. we had our practice! i kept on telling jolynn and kai wen that JAMES IS SO SO SO cute!!!! BUT.. kai wen say pleom cuter! like SO NOTT.. haha. (: even jolynn say that james is SO MUCH MORE CUTER! :D HAHA! so.. when we reached there, i showed them who's james and pleom. haha. (: and jolynn said that james look SO MUCH better in real life! (i showed them james and pleom's photos!) we ate dinner. james was right in front of kai wen!!! i allowed her to do so lahh. cos i do not like to eat in front a guy, sort of! i have to eat "oh so lady!", which is not really me. hehe. (: then.. finally!!! kai wen surrendered and said that JAMES IS THE CUTEST GUY ON EARTH!! hahah. (: okays,... im so exxagerating! HEES! XD SHANG WEI IS ALSO THE CUTEST GUY ON EARTH!! haha. :D :D :D ANYWAYYSS.... haha. we all gathered in the "hall" and it was performance time! (: the thai people perform first! it was so funny!!! james isnt supposed to be in front but he stupid stupid de came in front! haha. (: see the videos, and you'll understand! haha. :D they mime a christian song too! GOSH! everybody is so emotional! like i said, see the video and you'll understand!!! :D

okays.. i think i should stop here for a while! its 12.35pm, lunch time alr so.. i think i wanna ask my mom what time she wanna eat and what she wanna eat. (YES, she's at home, unfortunately)

2007-10-29T23:09:00.000-07:00

28th October 2007 - 10.21pm

i've been ask to drink wine now butttt.... nahhs... i dun feel like. haha. how ironic this is. i really wanna drink wine but i dun feel like it. hmm... like i said, last few weeks was a blessing to me! haha. (: hmm.. where should i start?! i just have to much to write down now. shall i begin the starting of the month? i had my exams from the end of september, but the tense past was from this month's 4th to 9th! haha. (: even though its a little wierd saying the exam period when i already got back my satisfactory results! haha. okays.. the period was stress though, but NOT as stress as last term. TERM 3, i 拼了半条命!!! so this term, which is SO that important. I DUN FEEL LIKE STUDYING AT ALL! though i studied still, but... my humanities, history and geography was a total disaster!! haha. (: i couldnt finish it on time!! so my marks were total shit too! hehe. and after ALL the exams were over, i dun feel the "relief" as much as i had in the previous common test! haha. which is SO NOT good, because this really meant that i didnt put enough effort in studying! haha. (: MAN!! but surprisingly my results were quite, you know. SATISFACTORY! hehe! :D okays, anws.. whats over is OVER! :D and during the "6 days" weekend, i did some pampering too! :) on thurs, i went out with my mom after i did my dental check-up. i bought NEW SHOES too! :D and on fri, i went to my aunt's house ALONE! and i did quite some pampering AND fashion show. but because of my tight schedule, i didnt get to take photos! haha. (: i was too busy doing my SURPRISE! haha. (: i'll come back to that later! but i still tried on some clothes! WOAH! in one of them, i tried to make myself as somekind of old british rich, sophisticated lady (too much british council!) and i wore a high heel-ed slipper(my aunt's), and WOAH! the transformation was a total success! hehe. :D i wore a super short flimsy skirt and a super nice and furry "jacket". haha. (: and of course with a black/red super skimpy inside! hehe. and im totally SEXY! HEHE! even ME is interested in ME! HAHA.

CONTINUEING;;..... haha. (im so out of point!)

then after the exams, we had a SUPER LONG WEEKEND! :) it was from 10th(wed) to15th(mon)! SO!! i only get to go back to school on 16th, which is a tuesday! we had THREE DAYS OF CHECKING PAPERS, which is a total bizzare moment for me! hehe. then i had another long weekend, sort of. haha. (: 3 days! hehe! anws, back to checking of papers! haha. (: okays,.. let me start with a.. EVERYBODY WAS SUPER EXCITED YET SCARED! haha! not excluding me from it too! XD the whole sec 2 express batch went to the auditorium and collected our paper! haha. (: we got our MATHS paper first, and we got back our Paper 1 first! and guess what i got!!! 41/50!! WOOTS! for your info, my maths is totally horrible, sort of! haha. (: i was screaming like somekind of mad lady! haha. while mr marcus is passing to the others their papers, i calculated that i have to get 34 for my Paper 2 to get a A1!!!! like OH MY GOOOSSSSHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! haha. (: okays,... when cher gave out our Paper 2, i was really praying to get a above 34! i dun expect much! just an A1!!! HAHAHAHA!! cher took hours to give my Paper 2. haha. (: its actually a few moments but.. it really seemed like HOURS! haha. (: he gave me mine,.. and it was a 42!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i practically screamed my head off!!!!! haha. :D :D :D :D in other words, i got A1!!! hehehehe. FIRST TIME IN ISABEL'S SECONDARY SCHOOL HISTORY!!!!! HAHA HAHA HAHA! :D :D :D even yong sheng behind was like "dun scream scream lahh, boobs!" im called "boobs" in class lahh. i dun really care though. its better than having a big butt, though they're known for being super fertile!

BIG BREASTS IS A WOMEN'S BEST ASSET!

HAHA! then came the other papers.. doesnt realkly matter much though. haha. (: but guess what, im FIRST in class for CHINESE!! :D HO HO HO! its my second time lahh, so it isnt really much a "MAN! I ROCK!!!" kind of thing. haha. (: whatsmore, im sharing it with yong sheng and it is ONLY A A2!! 72 marks. haha. (: not like term 2, the ONLY A1 in class, which in other words im the ONLY FIRST in class! HAHA! im totally selfish, okays! hehe. XD

i watched a movie called "De-Lovely" on 17th(wed), though. i borrowed the disc from British Council. its M18! he he he! ai ya.. its just because there's homosexuality in it. HAHAS. then... on fri,.. i had TRUCK LOADS OF FUN with SHANG WEI!! AND TERENCE!! :D HAHA! im so going to miss them. MAN, im getting emo AND out of point again! ANYWAYYSSS.. haha. (: somehow we had nothing to do in class and everybody was just rotting NOSILY(not unusual), when benjimin asked me to come towards him and he asked me if i wanted to go swimming or something on the last day of school! haha. (: because shang wei and terence were near us, benji asked them too! haha. (: then... somehow somehow, mrs yip started reading people's hand! haha! and somehow somehow(again), mrs yip read my hand and compliment my hand was clean, soft and tender!!! HAHA! she also said i dont have visible "enemy" lines. which is those small lines out of no where that kind. HAHA! then mrs yip keep holding my hand telling everybody that my hand was so tender and blah blah blahh.. shang wei was below me and terence in front of him. i compared hands with shang wei and we, me rather, had lots of laugh!!! haha. (: then mrs yip say i got 3 boyfriend lahh,.. blah blah blah,... i kinda forgot alr! haha. XD then because mrs yip say my hands were clean, soft and tender.. terence and shang wei started saying it was because i dont do housework!! HELLO!!!!! explain jolynn, then. she doenst even boils water on her own! but her hands are not as clean, soft and tender. HAHA! this is so LAME! anws... then i sat with them and we went all "HAHA" here and "HAHA" there! HAHA. (: when i was thinking of "should i go back to the "girls' side" and back to my usual cliche?". i realised that i had more fun with shang wei and terence than with them. FOR THAT TIME only, kinddof! HAA.. anws, then this sort of new teacher came in. i was still sitting with shang wei and terence alone lahh, though. we named her "mrs yip 2" haha. cos her hair was like super frizzy and curly and she's quite plump too. i didnt really like her until then. haah. (: cos we three, me, wee and rence were sitting RIGHT IN FRONT of the cher's table so we kinda talk to the teacher! haha. (: and we talk about hand reading too! hehe! AND!!!! teacher say those boyfriend, girlfriend, husband, money, blah blah blah lines are not really true. haha. but she knows that if a line goes through your fourth finger down to your palm, you're artistic. HAHA! me and rence dont have that line! BUTTTT!!!!! WEE HAS!!! haha. (: the cher say it could be any art, singing, dancing blah blah blah. then i was like "wooo.. i better get your signature so next time i dun needa queue up just to get his signature! HAHAHAHA! then he was like "you think very funny ahh!" HAHA! very cute hohh?!

anws,... then... the next day,.. i had no school so i offered to help befriend the thai people. :D i actually was reluctant but.. God lead me to befriend them. (: we went sentosa!!! DAMN, IT WAS SUPER FUN!!! haha. (: i tried to befriend some easy-to-approach ones. but hohh,... all of them doesnt really seem very approachable! haha. (: but with the courage God gave me, i managed to take the first step. hehe. (: we took public bus from NACLI to vivocity then we had a short shopping time. i'm like the tour guide of jiab's group. hehe. lucky i came vivo before or else i'll be so... XD before we ate our lunch, everybody took photos and stuffs. it was then i realise this super cute guy called JAMES!! haha. (: he really look like JEREMY, one of the sec 2 camp instructors. i got tonnes of photos of him though. anws,.. we ate our lunch at vivo then we took the train into sentosa. we still had to take a bus to our desinated place, DOLPHIN LAGOON!! MAN!! it was so damn nice,.. there was this part when two volunteers get to interact with the dolphins. it was so touching!!! watch the video and you'll understand! haha. (: the dolphins were super intelligent too! :)we went to UNDERWATER WORLD next! marine life is just so calming! haha. (: see the videos and you'll get it! hehe! :D anws,.. then i went round the underwater water tunnel! MAN... it was so so so nice, i went round 3 times, at least! haha. (: FINALLY we went to take the LUGE RIDE!! haha. (: i didnt know what was that, at first but... since its free (i'm sponsered), why not try it out!? haha. we took the skyride up! IT WAS SO HIGH UP!!! but anws, i sat with BOW, JAMES and one small cute guy! hehe. :D bow demanded that she wanted to sit with me! haha. but sadly, james and i are the two sides. hehe. then during the skyride, me and bow were screaming away! hehe. XD i was not really scared, just to spice up the atmosphere! XD THEN!! when we reached the top, we have to alight. we took our helmets and we went to queue up. i was with james, bow and that small cute guy too! hehe. (: because it was quite a long wait, we played a little! JAMES IS SO SO SO SO CUTE!!! haha. (: the thai girls started it first though. because james is in front so they pull down james helmet. haha. then he turmed, not knowing whose the one who pulled! he looked SO CUTE! haha. (: then i joined in the fun too! haha. (: and he NEVER suspect me! he suspect poaw instead! HE HE HE! :D then... it was so fun! it was finally our turn. then because my back was facing the "instructors", he called my name! haha. (: then i turned and looked at the guy instructor that called my name! haha. (: i was SO SHOCKED because i didnt know him AT ALL! you know what, i was wearing my CLASS JERSEY! hehe! it has my name on it! like DURR!!! haha. (: thats my name, alright! hehe. :D :D :D anws, then.. we had our dinner. it was quite nice lahh. i ate fried rice and a giant slurpee! hehe! :D ALL CAN BE CLAIMED lahh! haha. (: then.. when we finish, we went to sea! hehe! i realise that i'll get wet so... i change to my fbt! we played and played and little did i realised that i was sprayed with seawater by pleom!!! HAHA. :D we kinda played water fight lahh! :D anws, i was wet!! haha. (: but we had fun!! :D loads of fun!! :D the guys were stripped to their briefs, if you like to know! haha. :D then.. after that, i was so embarrasing! because i was wet and i didnt bring extra shirt only extra shorts. bi yu and hui hui scared that i might get a cold, so... they wanted me to change to bi yu's extra shirt. haha. (: BUT!! its razor back!! which is NO WAY!!! i DID NOT shave lahh!!!! what the heck!!! haha. (: so... it turned out that,.. bi yu wore her extra short and her present shirt will be worn on hui hui and hui hui's present shirt will be worn by me! MAN!!! this is so pai seh!! hehe. (: hui ming still 万事交待that i take care of the children not bi yu taking care of me! MAN!!! haah. (: sorry, hui ming. then... we went to watch Songs of the Sea!! OH MY GOSH!!! it was SO NICE!! hehe! :D you see the videos and you'll get it! haha. :D anws... i think i should end it here, not only because this post is super long. its also because its already 12.21AM!! haha. (:

TOMORROW, NO SCHOOL!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D :D :D :D :D :D :D

2007-10-29T23:01:00.000-07:00

27th October 2007 - 12.43am

43 minutes after the "heart-breaking leaving of class" day! :C its ben super long since i last wrote a proper post!! XDlike what,.. 9th OCTOBER!! haha. 27 - 9 = 18!! 18 DAYS!!! haha. (: in this 18 days,.. i experience A LOT!!! and i mean A LOT!! haha. (: there are just SO MUCH to write! 我不知如何开始啊!! haha!

anws, i got back my report book today!! MAN!! haha. i'm so proud of myself!! :D this are the results that are written in my report book!

Subject OVERALL

ENGLISH LANGUAGE 68 B3
CHINESE 74 A2
MATHEMATICS 78 A1
SCIENCE 72 A2
GEOGRAPHY(REVISED) 65 B3
HISTORY(REVISED) 55 C5
LITERATURE(E) 72 A2
DESIGN & TECHNOLOGY 64 B4
HOME ECONOMICS 83 A1
VISUAL ARTS 71 A2
CIVICS & MORAL EDUCATION A
CO-CURRICULAR ACTIVITIES -
IPW B

TOTAL : 702/1000 CLASS POSITION :6/39
PERCENTAGE :70.2 LEVEL POSTION :16/199
RESULTS :PASSED PROMOTION STATUS :PROMOTED TO S3 EXPRESS
CONDUCT : VERY GOOD ATTENDANCE : 189/190
COMMENTS : She is outgoing, has initiative and is able to see a project through successfully. She is reliable and responsible too.

hehe. i didnt write the 2nd cont. assess't, 2nd sem assess't and 2nd comb. mark because i think you do not need to know so much. haha. (: the overall score is still the most important!! :) and guess what!! i got 6th in class! i actually was 7th but after i got my history marks, i dropped to 8th. i was like SO SAD!!! BUT... now, i got 6TH!! HE HE HE HE!! actually ye wei win me by some marks only and his ranking is higher. BUT.. somehow!!! we got the same total, which means we have the same class postion AND level position!! HAHA! :D i'm satisfied, though! :D HELLO... at least i get 300 bucks!! im the next top 10 after the first top 10! haha. (: in simpler saying, it means that im in the TOP 20!! HOHOHO!! :D

hmm.. i think i've better get sleeping!! its alr 1.19am! but before i do that..

"TO ALL 2B DARLINGS!!
i really appreciate your overwhelming response in wanting me to send you guys the movie.
its totally my pleasure! hehe. (: i really thought you guys'll get bored cos its a little too long,
BUT...
you only made me love you more!!

MUACKS!!!

I'M SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO GONNA MISS YOU, YOU, YOU, YOU AND EVEYBADY!! haha. (:
[{ shang wei's everybAdy! :D }]"

this is quoted from the post i wrote in the class blog!!

www.unleashourscreams.blogspot.com

CHECK IT OUT, okay! :D

2007-10-29T22:57:00.000-07:00

9th October 2007 - 8.17pm

oh man... i just now cried for at least 15 mins, just becasue i cant watch my 7o'clock show. my mum lock the tv cos i had my exams but she forgot to UNlock so i'm here with subsiding red and puffy eyes. its better now, though. just now was terrible, i gotta admit. i dunno why when i cry, all the sad thigns came to mind. the thought of that i'm going to be in the different class as him and him and all of them. i'm sad, very sad rather. i feel like crying now AGAIN. but no,.. i decide to be strong. hmm.. oh ya,.. i'm supposed to tell the luxuries i'm going to have on friday right. hope these luxuries would help to forget all those bad stuffs. err.. where was i? i'll indulge myself in shining jewellery and.. trendy, up to fashion clothes. (: im going to do a fashion show like that previous one in the march holidays, right? yeahhs, i think so. and i'll be reseaching stuffs, girl stuffs lahh, maybe for my future too. then... on mon, i'll do some work-out at the warren gym. i'll be swimming too. hmm.... im still happy that EOY has end,... but hohh... i not very with my i think so-so results. lucky i studied for my common test and scold rather well, or not.. i'll be dead meat this time round. dun say 3A, maybe not even 3B! sighs. anws,.. im tired after all those crying. i'll write my recent sms post.

30th September 2007 - 11.04pm
"Dont need to ask the matchmaker. close your eyes and there... your true love." something along the lines of this. no doubt that this is true. try it if you doubt it. yeahhs? haha. its surprisingly true, huhh. cos it happened to me. i was watchining 天涯侠医 and one 老pepe said that. i tried it out in curiousity and WOAH... and he DID came to mind. and nopes, he is NOT my true love and he NEVER will be, i hope. sometimes i just dun get it. he is NOT cute, shuai or anything nice! he IS very self-centered, bad-tempered at times, flirtateous, fickle-minded. VERY black, NOT cute!! BUT... why why WHY? i still 念念不忘. not mentioning it had been A YEAR! DAMN!!!!!

5th October 2007 - 3.45pm
man.. i cant believe this. I HATE TALKING TO HIM NOW! OMG! im saying this for the first time! good or bad? i dunno, i cant differentiate. X)

7th October 2007 - 12.42am

"its tooooo late to apologise...." a guy singer went. Man, my night emo diseases again. i just finish my 1HOUR, 38 MINUTES and 28 SECONDS LESSON with jolynn on the phone. haha. i'm practically explaining a little more in detail whatever that is written in the notes. (: i'm thirsty but i scared i drink too much then later halfway through the night, i feel like peeing. then cannot sleep.haha. but actually, i'm... i also forget what i wanna say le. anws, my eyes are feeling dry. goodnites. :D moochies! :x

last few days, i wrote this:
i'm looking at this super hot and cute guy. he's about 6,i guess. he has the same skin type as shang wei! i so wish i could take a photo of his super intelligent boy too! :d im gonna board the bus now. (: BYE!

PSST! i actually wrote 9th SEPTEMBER instead of 9th OCTOBER!!! IM SOOOO GOING TO MISS 2B!!!! *CRIES!!!!

2007-10-29T22:55:00.000-07:00

9th October 2007 - 6.13pm

HOORAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BYE BYE EXAMS! HELLO COM, TV, AND many other LUXURIES!!! HEHE! :D

the horrible exam stress have come to an end, at least for now. haha. (: im going to have a school holiday as long as 6 days, starting from tmr. YAY! i've already planned okay what to do alr. tmr, i'll stay at home and do my videos. then thurs, i'm going to the dentist at National Dental Clinic (NDC). my appointment is at 11.15am. then before that, my mum and i will go to OCBC to make my OWN bank account so next time it'll be more convenient for recieving prize money. HAHA. then after that, we'll go either far east or bugis and we go SHOPPING!!! ROAR!! the shopping tigress has escaped! HEHE! then on fri, i'll go my aunt's house and indulge myself in technology, which in internet AND not forgetting my tired body of mine (IT NEEDS SERIOUS PAMPERING!!). haha. i'll probably going to soak myself in rich, luxurious, sweet-smelling bathtub. OH MAN!!! haha. (: then.. i'll indulge myself in shining jewellery and.. you know what. i gotta go. bye!

2007-10-29T22:35:00.000-07:00

29th September 2007 -11.35pm

hearing one of my favourite bitchy song, the potential break up song. but now,.. the radio had change it to this quite emo song and MAN!!! im getting emo. haha. hmm... i just finish watching 天涯侠医. its was so nice. but thats not the point. when i saw my mum lying on my dad's chest, so loving. the sight of it reminds me of.. hehe. yeahhs. him, that super black him. it had been about a year ever since he helped me get rid of an irritating admirer of mine. it had been about a year ever since we first smsed, first look at each other in the eye and feel the arkwardness yet a hint of sweetness. the big smiles while lying on my bed, the laughs we had sitting next to each other, the feeling of liking him everytime i look at him. now,... all this remains but.. with a little change. sighs.. after a year, im still feeling the way i had last year at this time, the same arkwardness, same heart-breaking, same viguorous heart beating. today,.. i "mass sms"ed many people asking what they choose for their post-exam activity. for your info, i chose ice-skating. hip hip dancing came to mind too, but i could learnt it myself and i really wanna know how to play a sport! haha. (: well, especially. hmm.. then he replied me saying that he chose hip-hop! as i was alone at home, i screamed in frustration! haha. we could have spend a duration of at least 5 EXTRA days together! MAN! im so going to miss him and my beloved class. *shake head. this is so sad-dening! back to topic. so i asked him why did he choose that and he said "The reason y i wan to choose hip-hop is the reason u choose ice-skating." i scanned through and was like " OMG! WHY? does he really hate me until this state?" i seriously thought that he chose hip-hop because i chose ice skating. so he'll be different from me. haha. i was so shocked that i read it out loud again. then, it seemed a little normal. he chose hip-hop cos he like it, the same reason i chose skating, i like it! but i wasnt sure. so i was "HUHHS? haha." he replied a "Nvm". but i REALLY DO NOT GET IT! so.. hehheh. JOLYNN CAME TO RESCUE! i asked jolynn, my darling, to decipher the SENTENCE (noted alr, jolynn. :D). she replied the so called normal meaning, which is quoted from just now "he chose hip-hop cos he like it, the same reason i chose skating, i like it!" PHEW! PHEW! PHEW! i still thought he hated me or something. then... jolynn replied the interpretation with an extra "why, qing yang ah?" like DAMN! is my mind that transparent!!!! LIKE WHAT THE HECK LAHH!!! haha. (: hit bull's eye sia!!! she should join shooting instead of band, im sure she'll make it international. :D *shiver! anws,.. then i was all praising her then she replied "ai yo.u still like him then say la huh." HAHA! i was... nahh.. not gonna tell you. haha. (: later he read my blog then something happened again. hehe.

sms post!

23rd September 2007 -11.21pm

im back! in sms. haha. i'm a little unstable, i should say.(: i'm a little desperate in getting a boyfriend but i know very clearly very clearly that i'll NOT accept whoever. haha. the irony of it. anws, i went out with my aunt today, i cut my hair, trim rather. my aunt need to meet her sort of client at Hyatt hotel and she wants to leave them alone. i waitied with her till guest came. we say hi and stuffs then i went to far east. haha. thats not the point. im trying to cut short in my sms. but i'll detail everything when i actually write it in the com. then when my aunt and her guest are done, i went to find them. as i most probably will go shang hai and i told my aunt that i need a "tour guide" while she's at work. so she kinda try to introduse her guest's children to me. a girl and a GUY! HAHA1 the thing that made my eyes became bigger, despire the fact that i was alr wearing eyeliner and mascara. WAS THAT HE'S SIXTEEN!!! like OMG OMG OMG OMG!! haha. and the girl is eleven. yeahhs, like i even care! HAHA! i even imagine if whoever the guy is, he and sister would go to the theme park with me. we play and stuffs. them i'm scared of heights so.. OOO...! haha. IM SERIOUSLY HOPELESS!!! but hopeless as it is, i needa sleep.. GOOD NIGHT!!! :D

24th September 2007

OH MY...i hope i'm not suffering from insomnia!! im not tired when i reach my bed but am tired when i see the words on my textbook! im on my bed now, smsing my two darlings. jolynn and ye wei. (: anws, like what ye wei said, 16 more days to END OF EXAMS! My... so fast...! anws, i wanna TRY sleeping so good night night NIGHT! relax ye wei, you're not alone that may be suffering from insomnia. i may suffer from some kinf of nigh depression too. HAHA! X)

thats all, folks! but before i end, i wanna share to all my avid readers this :

don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened.
this is like the best quote i had ever cross for quite some time. hmm.. this can apply to all situations. relationships, friendship, end of the school year when you have to leave your classmates (me), when you're moving up to secondary school (P6), coming back from one of your best overseas trip, everything. (:

don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened.

2007-10-11T02:04:00.000-07:00

people people!
go to this url and watch this video! erm. its rated NC16 though! haha. (:
dun be offended by the video, i just find it very hilarious that there is such thing!

http://youtube.com/watch?v=K9zMizbLHYk

2007-09-23T18:47:00.000-07:00

22nd September 2007 - 6.21pm
this are all my "sms" posts! (:
today - 5.46pmi just read my "sms" post. GOSH, was i EMO. haha. im pooing now. so im super bored. so here i am, writing in my phone that im EMO, BORED and im pooing. HAHA! i needa go wash my buttockalr. BYE BYE. haha. i 画蛇添足. (:
today - 2.29am
im listening to 林蒙草的味道 now. oh man.. im getting emo all over again. AHH! this song actually represents my FIRST relationship.im totally emphasizing FIRST cos its my FIRST! haha. (: but anws, im just wondering what if that break up didnt come. and we're still in love with each other.Oh my... my life would be totally different! i would not get to meet qing yang nor the other guys, which are his friends! MAN... there i go with qing yang qing yang QING YANG AGAIN! haha. (: i saw my tagboard last few days and i saw carmen's tag. she said that i mention someone a lot. haha. i was like WHO? so i scroll down my posts and realise there is a lot of "qing yang". HAHA! so i think she was talking about yang. so i tagged back. haha.(: i said, we are just good friends. haha. thinking of it now, i feel like adding " that are once in love but never had a proper beginning nor an end. it just came and gone again in a flash."haha. okays... thats totally like SO emo! haha. but thats how i feel now. haha. i can definately go on with my relationship with qing yang.but im alr writing the 13th going on 14th "page" of my page of my sms alr. so times 14 and 160. that'll be the no. of characters i wrote. okay lahhs. 写了那么多，我也应该搁笔了。我也必须就寝了。晚安咯！

2007-09-23T18:44:00.001-07:00

7th September 2006 - 11.20pm
MAN!!! zoom zoom zoom,... one week of school holiday NO MORE! happy sad, whatever. mixture of them. okays... before i backtrack too much, i'll write what happened last sat. (:
LAST SAT!!! i had my "charity fiesta" volunteer-a-day thing. my group and some other groups went to EAST COAST!! trust me, i got super tanned!!! HAHAS(: kinda lahh. i've finally reunited with my long lost toy. HAHA! SAND and the BEACH. anws, WOAHH... it was a wonderful experience, i gotta say. through it, i made me realise that im super fortunate to be NORMAL!!! and i really need to be satisfied with whatever i have. like the poem in my previous previous post. :D they are just like the tramp and we're the writer. ): not a good thing because i said in my answer that "i was ashamed of the speaker" HAHA! im ashamed of myself. actually, YES I AM! XD im ashamed of looking down on them! okays, this was what happened when we reached there. we took a bus there and everything. we were late AS USUAL!!! then we went to meet up with our group leader and collect our t-shirts. we change to our shirts and put on make-up. HAHA! i put eyeliner only. i had already put on my mascara at home. but anws,.. when we were in the toilet, doing our stuffs. suddenly there was this a little "bongus" girl and another not so "bongus" one, accompanied with a normal girl came in. we were all astounded!!! we were all thinking if she would be the kind of people we'll be taking care of!!! ERR!! O M G O M G O M G O M G!!! HAHA! but it turned out that SHE IS IN OUR GROUP!!! OH MY! i was scared at first, REALLY!!! i was like OH MY GOSH!! but aftedr a while, i started to think. and i mean think DEEPLY!!! they are just normal people that are a little retarted, that's all. i started to accept the fact, and i gradually fit in with the situation. from the normal girl we met in the toilet, i was told the names of the two girls we met in the toilet. one is shu shyan and another is germaine. trust me, when we ask how old are they. germaine replied "14". i was like "COOL!! me too!" but the volunteer person told us that she was 17! HAHA! she is "ALWAYS" 14 to her. haha. okay.. then shu shyan, you'll be ASTONISHED because i was! she is 28!!! and she has a mentality of only bout 3 or less! they cant even speak properly! even my 2-year-old cousins speak more fluently then them!! that's how bad! everybody was shocked that SHE IS 28!!!! like O M G O M G O M G O M G O M G O M G O M G O M G O M G O M G O M G O M G O M G O M G O M G O M G!!! HAHA! XD anws, then i see this guy, a DISABLED ONE, dun think otherwise! i saw him alone there, so i started to talk to him, asking his name and everything. (: he said his name because he seriously cant speak properly, so i thought his name was kenneth! BECAUSE I HEARD SO!!! HAHA(: but after this quite cute guy talked to him about his cap! HIS NAME IS ACTUALLY KENNY!!! like AHLAMAK!!! HAHA! (: so funny lahh. anws, we went to the big space and there was this opening ceremony. okays, like BORINGG!!! then FINALLY, we moved off to our fun paradise. EAST COAST!!! :D we played sand and everything, but before that, we had our lunch. it wasnt really apealing but it was not bad, really! (: i ate everything! haha. (: then we were all so sian. cos we were all tired. but my long lost friend has never fail to make me high again! everybody was all quite high!! see the videos, you should understand. (: anws, we had super much fun! we had a lot of fun in the bus on the way back! there was AIN, the MONSTER and ISABEL, the WIERDO!! :D then when we were on the way back home on bus 156, we sat on a MUSIC BUS!! OH GOSH! was it cool or what! see the video, you'll understand! anws, then.. we download songs too!! the bus allowed to download songs just by on-ing our bluetooth. the songs are not bad too! see the video! (: okays,.. enough bout that day. im quire sick of typing.
i'll just type whatever i wrote in my phone the last few days.
4th September 2007 - 11.46pmim using my phone to write. (: haha. thats not the point, this is THEN the point. i just watched a bit of a ochestra playing on arts central. THERE'S VIOLIN!!! then i and my mum started to talk bout it. she sat uncle benette play very nice. the first thought when i saw the volin , yupps. qing yang came to mind. X) i so wanna see him play on his violin. HAHA! i mean jasmine see before, so why can't i? "OOPS!!" HAHA. X) actually, to say the truth, i dun regret liking him. liking him had further my knowledge in many stuffs. (: especially in music genres. i dun really used to take note of jay chou's stuffs but after i know that he likes him, i started to take note of jay more and more. and now, im an addict of jay, kinda. And also! VIOLIN! i practically didnt care its existance. but now, knowing that qing yang plays it, i take note of the violin too! and im so letting my son learn play the violin LAHH! but before that, PIANO!!! hehe. and also liking himhas also made me closxer to the guys in my class. before i even like him, i barely even know he existed, kinda. ever since, i realised his existance and i gradually started liking him, i got to know his friends too! ye wei, douglas and blah blah. they are kinda my good friendsnow too! and jane! was because of yang too! HAHA!
i still have the chinese part 2. but AH LAHH.. i also dunno what came into me that time. keep on blabbing on yang. anws, im SUPER SICK of typing. so....im going to do the videos, okays! (: bye bye.
psst sok hui! sorry if i hurt you in one of my previous post. i really dun mean it. i guess, i was gues jealous that i cant dance and stuffs. sorry, yeahhs! dun angry, okay!

2007-09-23T18:43:00.001-07:00

3rd September 2007 - 9.59pm
OH GOSH OH GOSH OHHH GOOSSHHH!!!! i have SO MUCH to say!!!! hahas. (: okays.... i'm going to cut short, oakys. last last sat, which is also 25th Aug! we went to NUS for the volunteering briefing. WE WERE SO SO SO SO LOST when we were at NUS! NUS is SO big! in the end, we were late for ONE HOUR! it starts at 10 but we only reached the "hall" at 11!!! HAHA! (: we were called the "lost sheep". then.. after it ended, we went out. we went to bugis street. jolynn went off with her 'rents to see their new house. so only left me, kai wen, ain, fira and sri. we shopped shopped shopped. then bout 3 plus, sri has to go so fira and ain went with her, leaving me and kai wen. so... since there isnt much time so,.. we aimed to buy a cardigen. i wanted a three-quarter one and kai wen wanted a waist level one. so ZOOM ZOOM ZOOMM... we went here and there. i had super little self-esteem then. cos i wore my class tee and a three-quarter jeans. and DAMN! im so ugly!! GRRS! and we also saw valerie, xiao qian, guo long, jia yi, ellen they all..... ): anws,... i still bought my cardi!!! it cost me 20 BUCKS!!! ahhs... kai wen's 18 bucks. cos mine longer mahhs. ah la mak! i bring 20 bucks and i spent 20 bucks. MANN.. anwws, i so envy kai wen, kinda. she and melvin was like SO sweet. lying on shoulders, brush cheeks and everything... AWW... unlike me, i lied on bryan's shoulder then he shrugged. ): but thats more than one year ago thing. but im still envy kai wen except for the part where melvin is SO petty!! GOSH! haha. (: anws,
okay, next. 26th Aug!there is an outing to macrichie reserviour. i didnt want to go cos prisy never go. so i wore my cardi and my pink razor back. but in turned out that prisy got go!!! GRRS. but i went anyway. OH OH OH!! i was in charge of celebrating prisy's birthday which is the next day. there is quite a big difference between the planned and the actual.
PLANNED!!isaac will prepare and take out the pudding then put it out on the tea preparation table. then hui ming'll say "EHH... got pudding!!!" then we'll all turn back THEN we'll sing her a birthday song.
ACTUAL!!the candle cannot stand on the pudding cos the pudding is too soft. then... when we want to take out and start the whole thing, prisy wants to change!!! OH NO!!!! then... when she change, my mummy cut the end of the styrofoam cup and place it on the pudding and placed in the candle. but prisy saw!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but we still act finish lah!!!
HAHA! it was so funny, then we went to eat prata.
okay okay NEXT! last tues, which is also 28th Aug. i and cai yun went to watch 881 at causeway. we went after school. it was kinda touching, i cried about two times?! yeahhs, bout there or maybe even more than that. the second time i also dunno where lahh, but... i know i cried because i somehow thinked about calvin then yeahh lohh... "drip drip drip" haha. (: it was nice lahh!
okay okay okay... NEXT NEXT NEXT!! im super speeding lahh.29th Aug, i had my english oral. and i also got my maths results. i already said bout the oral in my previous post le, so...
20th August 2007 - Maths paper-23/40 {C5}--one more mark to B4! ): --
NEXT NEXT NEXT!!! 30th Aug!! (:i kinda like and hate today!!! okay... i'll say the sweet part first!! it was CD period. jolynn, ain and fira went for their dancing prac, wai ying went for the teachers' day prac. then cai yun never come. so i was so lonely!! but i still got jane lahh, who is beside me. anws, we did our maths. then jane wanted to tell me about qing yang, then she accidentally called me qing yang, and I REPLIED!! AHS! this is the SECOND time that somebody called me "qing yang"!!! im NOT that black OKAYS!!! fira also called me "qing yang" in art lesson today!! HAHAS!!! continueing,.. we were both laughing and laughing. then she also tried on qing yang! she said "ISABEL!!" bout two times, THEN HE TURNED BACK!!!! AHS!!! HAHA!!!! i totally blushed LAHHS! HAHA!!! after that, we were like "HAHSHAHAHAHHAHAHAAHA" the whole entire time. then... terence and zhen yu were interrogating qing yang. he looked so poor thing. sexally, physically AND mentally abused by them!!! HAHS! cos they were talking quite loudly so i and jane kidna can hear. they were SO FUNNY!!!! so we laughed while we're doing our maths. :D i turned back a couple of times and i can see that he is looking at me too!!! *blushed anws, okays... this is the bad, sad part. because its thursday, so i need to eat before i go british council. but there isnt anybody to accompany me to eat. and i dont want to eat alone, so... i 打包 (which is packet in chinese) my lunch and wanted to eat at some HDB block staircase. SO SAD, right!! anws,... in the end, i ate my lunch with this ang moh girl from sec one. AI YA... anything lahh.
OKAYS.. next!!! last friday!!BE YOURSELF DAY!!!i wore my cardi and my pink razor back with jeans. i was with wai ying, cos everybody were all.. performing. to say the truth, i expected shang wei to wear until very shuai cos, that time when we did our CIP at cathay. but.. it turned out that shang wei wore quite casual. and qing yang wore a long sleeve strip shirt, i think. haha! it was quite nice lahhs! not exactly handsome neither is cute. he is in the middle. handsome with a hint of cutenesss? haha! then shang wei is 98% cute and 2% handsome!! HAHAS! anws, then... after jolynn they all performed, i went to find them at the dance studio. i screamed and screamed and screamed. then the guy that looked like wu zun de and is also sri's ex was sitting next to me. he was like closing his ears!! HAHS! everybody were looking at me when i screamed. i thought they cannot hear from the stage, you know. so i screamed extremely loud!!! HAHS! how i know, when i went to find them, they said they can hear my voice crystal clear from the stage! OOPS!!! haha. (:i also screamed when kai wen they all come up. i practically screamed for whoever i know that went up to stage. HAHA! (: oh, and there's this super horrid sec 4 band. they sang "face down". i was happy, you know.. but lehhs... they... err. you see the video then you'll know lahh. then when i go dance studio, soem sec ones are there. they left their hair colour spray on the table, and they wanted to go alr. so i asked them "you all dun want your spray ahh?" then they say no more already, but when i spray, go lehhs. so i sprayed my hair, fira said that it acts like a hair spray, and i need to style my hair so that my behind hair will not fall in front. so... i sprayed it on my hair as if its like a hair spray. at first there wasnt any colour so i anyhow spray, how i know i need to wait for it to dry! HAHS! and i put like damn lot lahh! anws,.. i was kinda crazy. see the video, then you'll know. anws, after school ended, i, kai wen, jolynn, joey, jolene and tan yan went out. we ate in KOPITIAM at BPP. then... we decided that we go jurong east to take neoprints. then.. at jurong, while taking neos, i saw germaine, qian hui and charmaine. we were like "AHHHH!!!!" haha. (: then we also took neos. not with germaine they all but.. with ourself. we were posing and everything. then when we were editing, the time limit was so short!!! 10o plus seconds only. but at 35 sec, the time stop! YAYS!!! haha! (: then we edit edit edit. HAHA! (: its all in the video, see yourself. haha. (: okay lahh... i need to do the video alr.
BYE BYE BYE BYE BYE BYE BYE BYE!!!! haha. :D

2007-09-23T18:36:00.000-07:00

29th August 2007 - 8.57pm

oh GOSH!!! i have so much to say!!!! HAHAS. (: today!!!! I HAD MY ENGLISH ORAL!!!! for once, i wasnt THAT THAT THAT scared. becasue of the teacher? maybe? haha!! the oral is around the topic of "MUSIC" YAY, i think. my picture discussion was the worst ever part. so... i was like super scared when i saw the picture. its a picture about a group of people helping to raise funds by playing on the guitar. HAHA! then the people who passes by did nothing. so i said that from this picture, i think that singaporeans need to have a heart of generoisty and blah blah blah. HAHA! then i blabbed away. the teacher was like "good", "Very good" HAHAS!!! i was like grinning. i was having quite some fun too! HAHAS!!! especially the conversation!!! we were like "HAHA!!" that kind of thing. it doesnt really sound like we are having an oral. anws, i really like so LOVE today, kinda! HAHAS. (:

okays... i've not been writing ever since last wed. okays... last thurs HOHHS!! guo jie was like "EWWW!!!!!!" okays, this was what happened. ER HM... hehe. (: it was an ordinary night after British Council. me and agnes was waiting for a bus. agnes could take any bus but i wanted her to 陪我.eventually... she sat next to me in the bus. you know the bus there is this chair that faces the back near the front. yeahhs. i was sitting at one corner and my friend was sitting next to me. guo jie was sitting at the other corner, also facing the back of the bus lahh. then after a few stops, my friend alight. i quickly put my bag beside me in case, guo jie wanted to sit with me. anyway,.. i was super sleepy so i rested my head on my hand on the bus corner. because i'm closing my eyes so i OBVIOUSLY would not know where are we. so i would peeped at my side to see guo jie if he had alighted. HAHAS! if he alighted, i would as free as a bird!! XD anws,.. when i saw that guo jie was gone, i opened my eyes. guess what?! he is just like in front beside me!!! looking at me like so ti ko!! if he is a guy that i crush on, i would so loved it BUT BUT BUT!!! HE IS SO SOSOSOSOSOSOOOSOSOSSSSOOOO GROSS!!! i would rather be desperate can!!! HAHAS! not that i am or anything. but.. its just ewww!!! haha. (: i showed jolynn, ain, fira, kai wen, cai yun mostly all my girlfriends how he looked at me and they were like "EWWW!!!" HAHAS! (: its a natural reaction lahhs! anws, then i always SO freaked out!! i tried to be calm and fidgeted with my MP4 and handphone. THEN i continued to be cool and continued sleeping. its better than looking at the small, short ti ko looking back at you, right. i may puke any second. when it was his stop to alight! i was SO HAPPY!! oops! HAHS. (: okays... heres my latest results. i will NOT announce my maths results BECAUSE it totally HORRID HORRID HHHOOOOORRRRRRRRRRRRRIIIDDD!!! haha, not funny. dun you dare gloat. hmm.. why i suddenly so bitchy? fine, whatever. anws, heres the results!

16th August 2007 - Literature paper
-20/30 {B3} highest = 22(ain)
+second in class+
++got a "good answer - very mature."++

HAHAs!

14th August 2007 - History paper
-29/40 {C5} highest = 35(farhan)
+only 23 pass, including me.+
++yang got 26!!! (improved A LOT!)++

okays.. i wanna write out one poem from my literature paper. i think its TOTALLY nice. its meaning and of course my scores in that section! :D

Tramp

A knock at the door
And he stands there,
A tramp with his can
Asking for Tea
Strong for a poor man
On his way - where?

He looks at his feet,
I look at the sky;
Over us the planes build
The shining rafters*
Of that new world
We have sworn by.

I sleep in my bed,
He sleeps in the old
Dead leaves of a ditch*,
My dreams are haunted;
Are his dreams rich?
If i wake early,
He wakes cold.

-by R.S Thomas

isnt it nice?! haha! okay ahhs,... the question that earned me miss chong's "good answer - very mature." was this question.

11. How does this poem make you feel? Refer closely to the text to explain your response.

and this is my answer:
I feel very touched. A tramp, living in harsh conditions is happier, compared to the speaker, who have a bright future. Even though, the tramp needs to beg for food, sleep in a dirty bed and is always cold in the morning, he leads a life of satisfaction, which is a huge acheivement. While for the speaker, i feel ashamed of him. He has a bright future, sleeps on a proper bed, yet he is still not satisfied. We should really learn from the tramp, to be satisfied with everything we have, at least we still have something important and that's our life. With love and care around us, we should be more than satisfied.

okays!!! HAHS. (: thats my "very mature" answer. im proud of my this answer though. HELLOoo!! what for published in my blog if it suck? common sense lah! HAHAS! ( anws, i think i really shouls get on reading my princess diaries 5 already. but i think before that,.. i really wanna let you all guys hear this SUPER NICE song that was sent to me by isaac. :D i so loved him for sending me this song!! HAHS (: its called "Running Away" by Midnight Hour. yeahhs. weird band name, but WHO CARES, when their songs rock! okay okays.. i said enough... happy listening to the song, i shall go read my previous post about calvin. it'll make me sound like a cute fool in love! HAHA! XD

2007-08-24T01:34:00.000-07:00

22th August 2007 - 9.51pm

okays, i feel so much fresher. but im still quite sleepy. but because of this, i still open my eyes big and write. (: okays..
i'll write down the date and day alrights! if i skip the day, it obviously means that i have nothing to say bout that day, yeahhs. (: i'll elaborate if i have too. (: here it goes.....

29th July 2007
it was YOUTH SUNDAY!!! i acted as the nodding head disease girl. haha. (: it was seroiusly funny.i invited kai wen and jolynn but only jolynn can come. so.. yeahhs. (: my 'rents went to fetch jolynn and go go go!! we went to our church. im supposed to reach at bout 7.50 for practice. i wasnt late lahhs. we rehearsed a few times. i haven warm up yet so.. yeahh... i wasnt very "high". justin wanted me to be "audience interactive". haha .(: its kinda wierd with no one as your audience when you are supposed to be "audience interactive". anws, i was kinda excited and scared when the real thing came! haha. (: but i was quite high alr. so... i was rather "audience interactive". i told the congregation to clap when "linkin park" came out. it was actually isaac and justin LAHH. when they come out, i feel rather idoit if im the only one to scream and jump in front so,... i turned behind and told the congregation to "CLAP LAHH!!!" HAHA! (: then justin was "thats more like it!" "D i grinned from ear to ear. it was COOL!! HAHA! (: then after that, we had a little youth outing. we went to pizza hut to eat and then went to watch movie!!! :D WE WATCHED THE SIMPSONS!!! (:haha.:D it was so damn hilarious!!! GOSH!! you are a so goner if you LOVE LOVE comedies!! because this is such a the HAHAHAHA show!!! there was this rather fat guy two rows from behind laughing "HOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHO!!!!" HAHA. i know its funny but his laugh is SERIOUSLY LOUD!! haha. (: but there was times when i laughed something like him lahh! haha. (: like i said, we went to pizza hut to eat. we ate the CHEESE FONDUE!! and the THIN PIZZA! it was not bad, really. but the cheese fondue wasnt as "O M G ! ! !" as i thought it would be. its just a "wow, cheesie...!" HAHAS. (: i and jolynn was totally crazy then. we laughed and laughed but we still eat. there was some leftover so we "packet" it in to the cinema. :D halfway while watching "THE SIMPSONS", we were munching in our yummy warm pizza. (: i tried to pour cheese on it, but i had difficulty opening that i actually pulled open to hard that i "splashed" the cheese onto my jacket. i was like "SHIT!" haha. (: i sweep off the cheese away but in the cinema, ITS DARK, so i cant see. so i just sweep everywhere. HAHAS. (: after that, i and jolynn walked plaza sing for a while, but there wasnt much to shop! we went spotlight. we played with the things there. the pictures showed it all. we continued to walk. but there wasnt anything shop,... so in the end, we went home. (:

i think i shall end here, im seriously tired. and since im having british council tmr, i going to have a SUPER LONG DAY... and i need lots of rest to replenish all those energy i've lost when im dancing, stripped to my bra and undies!!! HAHAS. (: this have no details so... good nites. (: (: (:

2007-08-24T01:32:00.000-07:00

22th August 2007 - 9.29pm

im back! today... is just a normal say lahh. not much exciting stuffs but not very nothing day. i got another result already!!

14th August 2007- Home Econs paper
-62.5/70 (83%) highest = 63.5/70

HAHAS! cai yun told me that practically all my results needs less than 10 marks to get full marks!! WOOTS. i just realised it too. that good LAHH! DURR! anws, since there isnt much to say about today so i'll write my chart summary for the last whole MONTH! haha.(:
but before that i'm going to wash my face and take in a bottle of cold water, back to my room. wait for a while, okays.

2007-08-24T01:22:00.000-07:00

21th August 2007 - 8.53pm

hmm.. i guess im much much much happier today despite the "almost cried" in the morning. sighs. dad's have their "menopause", cant blame. put the crying past behind and let the happy times roll in!!! like what prisy and i said, "ROLL THE DRUMS..!!!" (: today,.. im was so much crazier than the last whole week. fira was like "isabel is crazy today." i was thinking that i should be happy because the OLD, CRAZY ISABEL is BACK!! :D WOOTS! i think in science period, i think is we getting paper then.. i said i wanna know who fail and stuffs. then everybody was like telling me that the failures wont be me. haha. (: i mean i know lahh, but... you know i wanna know who get mahhs. care for classmates cannot ahh. haha. XD then jolynn say "qing yang lahh." haha! my natural reaction is "WHAT?!" HAHA. then fira said that two of my important guys was QING YANG AND SHANG WEI! totally emphasising shang wei's name, making shang wei turn around and shouted "WHAT?" HAHA. (: we laughed. then when CD period, mrs yip did not come because she had to attend to the sec 4s oral exam. she have to travel somewhere somewhere lahh. then we were left alone. qing yang was playing with my bag, kinda. he put wen hao's bag under my bag. haha. (: then wen hao know then he scold "!$#%$^%^&$". its censored lahh, okays. then somehow somehow shang wei and terence sat with us. us is me and jane because we sitting next to each other. then wee wee sit in front of jane then terence sit in front of me. then we also somehow somehow talked about beef then japan then japan girls then PORN. haah. (: i told them about this video i saw. i was totally GROSS OUT lahh. haha. (: then halfway we were talking, then qing yang came and join in the conversation. HAHAS. he was kinda shocked that isabel liew actually watch this kind of thing. haha. (: 你也太看小我了吧，林磬杨先生. HAHAS. (: then suddenly wai ying came along spoilt the whole peaceful conversation. haha. (: we were happily talking until ms yee came and told us to go to the hall. sighs.. there goes my once in a blue moon conversations with my darling qing yang, shang wei and terence le. HAHA. (: OH YA OH YA! i'll give you a update about my common test 3 marks first, yeahhs!! :D

7th August 2007 - English paper
=okay lahh... still can manage. (:
-19/25 (76%) [A1] highest = 21/25
(why am i always short of two more marks to be the highest?!)
13th August 2007 - Chinese paper
=okay lahhs... harder than i expected it to be, maybe because i'm studying mostly history and not chinese.
- ): ): ): only 40/60 (66.7%)[B3] highest = 47/60
(even qing yang got one mark higher than me LAHH!! )
14th August 2007 - History and Home Economics paper
history
=i studied like the whole weekend lahh! i brought it everywhere i go sol i could read.
ques are quite easy but there ISNT ENOUGH TIME. but i still manage to finish lahh.
home econs
=okay okay lahh.
15th August 2007 - Geography paper
= okay okay lahh. i did study the night before like until midnight with qing yang, so DURR..
hope can maintain my usual A1/A2 standard. (:
16th August 2007 - Literature paper
=studied a little but the UNSEEN POEM is like SO DAMN HARD!!! OH NO!!!
(today, ms chong say a lot of people failed! D:)
17th August 2007 - Science paper
=quite easy. i mean i did sudy lahh, okay!
-41.5/50 (83%)[A1] highest = 47/50
20th August 2007 - Maths paper
=thanks to the cold weather, i didnt had much a headache. and it wasn't as hard as i thought. (:
i even listen to qing yang's advice he gave me last time. wake up earlier to do short practices. :D thankies yang!!

my eyelids are dropping alr. so i think i better get some rest! (: nite te nites!! (:

2007-08-24T01:06:00.000-07:00

20th August 2007 - 9.45pm

its been like ONE month ever since i wrote my post. i dunno how to describe the whole week. happy, fun, shocked, scared, sian, super happy... after "super happy", everything seem to be falling apart. the whole of last week, i cried 4 out of the 5 weekdays. the whole week, i'm in the state of... like my last year's experience. when i broke up with bryan, that whole entire rough patch. i dun think i'll write everything now because i wanna watch my 保国卫军. today is last episode. i should be happy because today is the LASY DAY OF COMMON TEST 3. but today, IMMEDIATELY after school ended, i didnt even went toilet with jol, wai ying, fira and ain. they went to the 5th floor's. i said "bye bye" and they were like "bye bye" too. i thought they will asked my why i didnt want to stay with them but they didnt. i guess my presence would not make no difference, since they already had more fun without me around. i was all alone. peaceful? not exactly. after i left them, i realised i need the toilet. DAMN, so i went to the 3rd floor's, where i saw sok hui and shu hui. carmen was in the toilet. i went in the toilet and shu hui asked me where was jolynn they all. i was rather taken aback at that question. it shows that i've always been with jolynn, fira, ain... now, i'm all alone. standing on my own. learning to get out of a shadow? i hope. anws, i went home. i took the bus back. when i alighted from 171, i just could'nt stand it. i cried. sighs.. i didnt allow my tears to slide. and so, the tears blurred my image of everything. i went home. it was only 2. i ended school at 1.30. i had a habit to call my mum the moment i reached home. even my mum was shocked at the time i reached home. only half an hour! i cried a little then i went to bathe then watched tv then have my afternoon nap.

im gonna watch my show now. i'll give you a BIG CHART of what happened in the last one month. i'll hate myself for doing so because it really hurts to recall everything. but.. it's better to pour it out then bottled in. it may explode one not fine day. wait for tmr's post.

2007-08-24T00:40:00.000-07:00

28th July 2007 - 9.22pm

GOSH!!! another half an hour and im outta here. haha. (: okays.. lets zaap zaap. (:

on friday, like i said, i cried in school AGAIN. anws,.. i shall continue where i was. when i drop my tears, fira, ain, jolynn and wai ying were around me. and they kept on calling me to stop crying. OH MAN!!! haha. (: then cos i face the other side, so the guys wont actually see me cry. i mean EWWW!!!! then jolynn shouted quite loudly that i cried. but luckily or somehow sadly, nobody heard except for the girls, that was super near to me. haha. (: anws,... i was so angry that i actually ran SIX ROUNDS!!! when im only supposed to actually run FIVE. im PROUD of myself for perservering for SIX rounds but sadly, i have to RUN AGAIN!!! sighs... but.. after a round of consolations, i was kinda back to normal. fira was kinda shocked that i actually CRIED!! haha. (: she said that this was the first time she saw me cry. and i was always the "laugh laugh laugh" girl, then i now cry! haha. (: OH OH OH!!! i and my jelly made a song.

(sing it with the recess bell tune)
I HATE P.E
DUN WANT P.E
P..E..
PEE PEE,
PANG SAI, ANATEH ANATEH... :D

haha. anws, then when we were going up for class, after recess. i and jolynn got engaged!!! its on the fourth floor and the date was 27th then. so we kinda made it on my "birthday" 27th April. (: HAHA!! so cute right? then we had a witness, which is fira and a co-witness, which is ain!! (: we even had splashed waters as our flower!! haha. (: funny hohhs?! then.. we made up a song for our marriage. (:

(sing it with the Barney's i love you, you love me tune!)
I LOVE JELLY!
YOU LOVE ICE-CREAM!
WE ARE THE "COLD SWEETIES"
WITH A BIG GREAT HUG AND A KISS FROM YOU TO ME! *muacks!
WONT YOU SAY YOU LOVE ME TOO!!

haha. (: we had so much fun. jolynn wanted to make a guy name but in the end, we still thought that... we'll call each other jelly and ice cream!!! arent we just that adorable?! HAHA!!!! hao lahh hao lahhs..!!! i think i'll take jolynn's post from here cos i so wanna watch my UGLY BETTY now!!! TATA!!! (:

2007-08-24T00:30:00.000-07:00

29th July 2007 - 5.42pm

PEOPLE PEOPLE!!! haha. (: hmm.. (: i finish doing my mask! now, my face is all HOT!!! anws,... thats not the point! im writing about about.. OH YA!! FRIDAY!!! haha. XD the second half of my two consecutive days of crying in school haha. (: i cried not because of detention or what. it was because... ): okays... this is how it goes...

it was P.E and we had to run our 2.4. SAD!!! i didnt feel like running at all because yesterday, i slept super late because the stupid history thing. but no matter what, we still had to run! i ran with jolynn. so our timing should be about the same. but... DAMN IT!!! i ran an extra round! which made me at position 47 and jolynn is only at 17!!!!! WHAT THE HECK HECK HECK!!!! sighs... then i was so sad that i actually cried. i didnt actually BOO HOO HOO loudly! i just drip drip drip! HAHA. i also dunno why...

oh shit, i gotta go eat my dinner alr! err... laters, people!! (:

2007-07-27T22:19:00.000-07:00

27th July 2007 - 11.27pm

hmmm.... just now, i was smsing shang wee weeee!!! HAHAS! *smiles. i feel much happier, having the fact that im smiling from my heart. (:

*^*^ sms conversation history ^*^*
shang wee wee and me: blah blah blahs...
me: ...Oh ya, you guys wanna watch 不能说的秘密mahhs? Maybe national day or something? :D
shang wee wee: Wan sia.. Hw u noe d.. Ur qy oso wan lei..
me: HAHA. LAME LEHHS, YOU! anws hohhs, i say hao with him le mahhs. so... yeahh lahh... (:
shang wee: Huh? Orh.. Diao.. Wadeva.. i dun wan be lightbulb..
me: HAHA! what the heck!! i will never go out with him ALONE lahhs. haha. SIAO... (:

haha. thank you, wee wee. (: okays.. where was i ahhs? right.. i stop at yesterday hohh. okays.. yesterday,... GOSH!!! yesterday was the start of my two consecutive days of tears. ): yesterday when we were released for class, i and jolynn went up class and put our stuffs. mrs yip haven come yet so we decided to go to the toilet. we saw jia yi and cai yun in there. they didnt want to go back to class, neither do us. so we stayed in the toilet to study our geog and also to chat. we wanted to go up soon after but,...cai yun said she wanted to poo. so we waited for her. we studied for a while more until the bell rang. we went up and saw mr tannable there talking to mr momo. we didnt think much about it until when we went in class. then quite a number of people told us that we're dead because mr tannable finding us. DAMN!!!! then he say that when recess time, go find the dm. "f***" was the first word that come in mind. then ya lohhs... we had our history. guess what, suffering wasnt over yet. mr momo wanted us to finish the essay by friday, which is today. i haven even started doing nor even read the notes for GOODNESS sake! whatsmore, write a essay of at least 2 pages long!!! GOSH!!! anws, then after history was recess. so we went to find the dm. the dm asked us to write the 过程of what happened and also why and stuffs. we sat down at the detention area and wrote. by the time, we wrote finish, the bell rang. we asked the dm if we could eat some stuffs. but he said we cant. sighs... sian! the dm stapled the four papers with a note to the form teacher. over there, stated that mrs yip have to call our 'rents and we'll have detention until 5. "f***" came to my mind again. sighs, i so hate this word yet ironically, im using it. sighs.. anws,.. because its better if we broke the news to our 'rents than having the 'cher to do so. so cai yun and jia yi called their 'rents. i didnt want to call cos i really have nothing to say nor dare to say anything. i was supposed to go home and changed and also take my BC file before i go BC. but now, i have no time to do so. how am i supposed to go home and changed and not be late for BC? sighs... this is so damn *___*ing lahhs! I HATE THIS WORD!!! AHHS.. anws, then... i dunno how to tell my mum about this so i broke down. i try not to cry but... the tears were too heavy. the others told me not to cry. but sighs... then.. after that,... when we went back class, it was science. i was shocked that terence and shang wee wee is sitting at my side! COOL!!! terence sat at my place and shang wee wee sat at farhan's place,leaving qing yang's place empty. so... naturally i have to sit there, but the damn problem is that there is no chair!!! terence called me to take his chair. so i went to the other side and took a chair that was in front of yang. then.. he was like "why take the chair? i want to put my feet de lehhs." i gave him my "dun irritate me" stare and he shut up. i took the chair and slammed it before i sat down. i was normally the "laugh laugh" girl in class with very little bad moods. so shang wee wee was kinda shocked that i actually slammed the chair. i forgotten what he say alr but i laughed at it. for once, i forgot all about the bad things and concentrate on laughing with wee wee and terence. (: but then when it was maths, mr mucus called shang wee wee and terence to go back but PHEW, he did not. (: at that moment, i remembered that i have detention and i have to tell my mum about it. sighs... i told her and everything. even she asked me, why i had detention. i didnt tell her but i say that i'll tell her at home. she didnt scold me at all but instead she told me what to do. haha. i was so guilty, causing me to almost cry. even as i write this, there are a few tears whelming up alr. i was in a kinda moody mood so i kinda gave attitude to terence. but he kinda make a joke out of it. shang wee wee, the more sensitive one, realised that i was in a bad mood so he tell terence not to play alr and that i was angry. sighs... anwss.. after school, we went for detention. as we didnt eat recess, we were rather hungry. i and jolynn bought snacks and put it in our bags so we could eat. (: then we went to "register". we did our work and also ate secreatly. about 4.30, we were allowed to go. i quickly went home. while i was waiting for 920, i smsed mummy. "take care when you run" made me so so so guilty!!!!!! anws,... i think i shall speed up. im very tired. anws, i sped home and to BC too. i was still late for class, though. hmm.. sadly, kay hian never come. ): then... after BC, i have to take my own bus home. surprisingly, when i came out, the bus came too. haha. (: i board the bus and listen to my mp3. guess what, my mp3 went out of batt after a while. DAMN IT! then i on my phone's mp3. while listening, i smsed people because i was seriously bored bored bored. i smsed yang and yun. (: ehhs... both y lehhs. haha. (: oh ya,.. i dunno am i a little sensitive but.. i think yang still cares for me. (: i mean who dun care their friends. but im happy that we are at least still friends. anws,... after that, i ate my dinner. my mum asked me who was the 'cher that had us for detention. i said "mrs yip lohh, still got who?" but she didnt really hear properly so she was like "HUHH?" i was a little pissed off so i told her to let me eat first. then i went to bathe and i did my history essay. i burn midnight oil. haha. (: i did until bout 12.30 plus. then i went to sleep FINALLY!!

talking about sleeping makes me want to sleep too. today is another long day so,.. i shall continue tmr, yeahhs. (: nite te nites!!! muacks!

PSST!! thankies wee weee for making my day, though im back to square one now. THANKIES!! and sorry terence for giving attitude at you. i was really in a bad mood. SORRY!!

2007-07-27T21:44:00.000-07:00

27th July 2007 - 3.27pm

I LOVE JELLY!
YOU LOVE ICE CREAM!!
WE ARE HAPPY COLD SWEETIES!!!!
WITH A GREAT BIG HEART AND
A KISS FROM ME TO YOU!!!
WON'T YOU SAY YOU LOVE ME TOO!!! (:

I LOVE YOU, JELLY!!! muacks!! :x
(i'll explain who and why jelly later!! so,.. READ ON)

its officially a week since my last post. haha. (: it kinda lame, i know. (: anws, so much happened in the last few days!!! i even cried two consecutive days in school. sad huhhs. anws,.. i wanna say my BIG finding last sat!!! beverly told me that lisa isn't a chinese girl but a very KAY PO malay ah lian. that was still alright. but the DAMN THING is that guo jie told practically EVERYONE in his school that im his girlfriend. and im very chio. HA HA HA. i take that as a compliment. OH MY GOODNESS! yes,.. i do want guys to like me but not PERVERTIC like him!!!! OMG!!! beverly even say that she thinks that the toilet thing is real because she think she saw something like that. and this time she said that there was "call me for free sex" other than the already horrible name and hotline! anws,.. i also dunno lahhs!!! who to believe and everything. haha. im looking at my calender while writing. because as you know, i write the day's most important event there. so it helps to recall even when i tend to forget the day or the event. anws, i also dunno why i wrote "sian lahh... in a dilemma" but... i think its most probably because of that guo jie thing! SIGHS!!! really damn sian. haha. (:

okays... lets say this week, yeahhs!!! on monday, there was this humanities quiz thingi and it starts from 3-4 when school ends at 1.30. HAHA! so lame, right. practically less than half went for the quiz so,... i, jol and fira went to ain's house for a while because ain didnt come to school. so we thought we could go there and you know,.. meet the patient. HAHAS! and WOAH!!!! her house is damn BIG and NICE!! haha. (: we stayed there for a while and after that,.. we walkde to plaza and from there jolynn and i go home our seperate ways and for fira and ain, they go plaza to walk-walk!! haha. (:

TUESDAY ahh,.. TUESDAY!!! haha. (: very funny lohh, tuesday. we had our MP4 and then we went up for literature. OH OH OH, literature!!! i tell you my poem!!

Second Home

Talk about me
Ask about her

What's the use
What's the point

Never ending suffer
Never ending laughter

Always like that
That specious her

okays.. that was my "Surviving School"poem. do you get what i mean? haha. okay ahhs... you see.. the "her" is the school. dun get mistaken as a person. then when you talk about me, you would ask for my school. whats the use and what the point of going to school? the "suffer" means the exams lahhs, the scoldings and everything. then the "laughter" means the happiness with your friends. and for "always like that", it means that everyday, its the same routine. and finally, "that spacious her" like before, 'her" is the school. "spacious" here has quite a lot of meanings. 1-a building is big and got space. 2-school is not petty. haha. (: okays... lets get back to the point. the girls went back for literature. but some of us went to the toilet first. fira, ain, jolynn and i were kinda the last ones in the toilet so we hurried and went back to class. haha. (: then when i hurried back in class. i think qing yang was throwing something or whatsoever then we "POOM!!!". haha. (: i think i stepped his shoe! OOPS! haha. (: i was like kinda scared and i closed my eyes damn tightly. so i didnt see anything. but i know i screamed and according to qing yang, i screamed rather loudly. haha. XD anws,.. ever since that incident, yang started smsing me! haha. (: i mean like last time, when i smsed him, he doesnt even reply. whatsmore 主动 sms me lahh! haha. (: anws, we did chat even till today still. haha. (: okays.... then on WEDNESDAY!!! i had my maths tuition as usual then after that bout 6 plus. i met evan kor kor at cck mrt exit to go to warren club. haha. (: i put on simple make up and "POOF" i went. i just realised that cck mrt station changed SO MUCH!! haha. (: anws, i reached there earlier than evan kor kor. expected. i called him and asked him where was he. OH GOSH!!!! he got such "WAHH..." voice. haha. (: mature with a hint of cuteness. HAHAS! anws, then we hurried to the bus station and PHEW!!! haha. (: the bus was just turning in. HAHA! so cool! (: then we board the bus, we sat next to each other. we chatted about mostly studies lahh. haha. anws, then... we reached the restaurant. guess what, we are the first! AH HA HA! we hurried like anything yet we were the first. but soon after,.. the rest came! EUNICE JIE JIE and her BOYFRIEND!!!! haah. (: he look so ang moh lahhs. haha. XD but he is not exactrly ang moh. he is half scottish, i guess. and the sad thing is that he didnt get to even see his dad. OH MAN.. ): anws, the FOOD was damn scruptious. haha! it was SUPERB!! (: we took photos and everything after we eat. (: haha. :D:D:D evan kor kor 变帅le worr! haha. (: eunice jie jie also. she rebonded her hair! GOSH! haha. (: hao lahhs..

i think i'll stop here. i need to get a good nap before the continue version. haha. (: noon te noon!! (nite te nite)

2007-07-21T08:24:00.000-07:00

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2007-07-21T06:54:00.000-07:00

21th July 2007 - 12.44pm

i only have bout one hour to write finish what happened yesterday. okays.. yesterday,.. there was about two sad parts though, despite all the laughters and stuffs. (:

yesterday was ain's birthday. we sang her birthday songS before and during P.E. haha. we sang along the way down to the basketball court. (: during P.E, we had to run twoo rounds and meet mr poon, the P.E teacher at the library. i, fira and ain only ran one round. while jolynn ran another round herself. we took our height and weight! ): im like so heavy lahh!!! im like 57.4kg when im 163cm. i thought i will be a little overweight and stuffs. but surprisingly, i was not!!! haha. (: im still in the PERFECT WEIGHT range!!! haha, (: my percentage was 100%! haha. (: i didnt know what that meant but i asked mr soh and he said that below 100% means they are slightly not so perfect. and above 100% means they are slightly overweight! GOSH!!! and 100% means its perfect! HAHAHAHAHAHA! i was so happy! haha. (: okays... then the last period was chinese. according to victor, huhuhu never come. so.... i , jolynn and wai ying went to the toilet and slack. we walked up the stairs and we felt like slacking some more. after a while, wai ying scared LC catch so.. she went back first lo, leaving me and jolynn to private time. X) jol called me to sit next to her and i went lahhs. we chat and chat. about kay hian, about shang wei, about our skin tone, about bikinis and everything. suddenly jol felt that we should go back and we went back. i was shocked that shang wei and terence came all the way from the other side of the class to my side. haha. (: and whatsmore shang wei sitting at qing yang's place. haha. (: but i change from my previous seat to the seat next to jolynn's. even though we're stilll close but that jing yong keep on blocking. im so angry lahhs. haha. (: i took out my cereal and shared it with the others. :D i gave it to jol, shang wei, terence and jane. they all took one. but it was so nice, that i think all of them took a few more. haha. (: when shang wei asked for a second one. i called him to sing the 费玉清's song. HAHAS! it was so funny lahhs! he sang with the accent too! I LAUGHED and gave him one. there was a relief teacher there and he gave us our homework. it has to be done and passed up on that day itself. so,... i took my chair and sat next to wai ying as she is like good! haha. X) but she was doind her workbook and my workbook is at home. DAMN! wai ying lent me hers, she didnt do a lot. but i just copied. shang wei and terence did something like damn funny, that i laughed and laughed and laughed! cos i laughed like so loudly, zhen yu, the crazy artist came and laughed like a mad person next to me. it was super loud, okays! it was so funny that everybody there laughed and laughed non-stop. HAHAS!!! then douglas and ye wei walked past, somebody asked them if they had already finished. and they said yes. so... i asked them to lend me their paper to copy. douglas gave me one and i coped. jolynn saw and she started copying too. (: like jolynn, wai ying saw and started copying. :D school ended and i went home immediatly. i went home with chow chin, kinda. haha. (: he stayed quite near to me, so we both took the same route. (: anws, then.. i bathe and cook mee and of course, finish eating my mee. my ah gong was supposed to fetch me at 2.15. but he reached earlier. but i still went down at 2.15. haha. (: im so damn crapping. then when i reached school. there were quite a number of people there alr. i had to walk pass the enterprise club people. and macs was there and the first thing he saw me, he asked if my weight was 57! DAMN!!! whose that stupid big-mouth idiot that told him!!! GOSH!!! at least its perfect, what! then i went to the FMU people there. i said hi to jorel and put down my bag and i rushed to the toilet. haha. (: i was rather urgent. anws, then... i went back. wajiha told me that we have to go to IT Lab 2. mr momo want us there. i was like"right.. okays." and i went with jorel. mr momo wanted us to "research" more about where we are going. mr momo called me and jorel to be the photographers. HAHAS! after a while, we went out and board the bus. we reached the place but we still have to walk up the road before we reached the place. i and jorel got so many mosquito bites lahh! it was so itchy! haha. (: when we finally reached the place, its called "reflections of Bukit Chandu" we watched a few short clips there and stuffs and we were off. we went to Kent Ridge Park. we played volley there. but before they knew it, the ball flew down. haha. (: so they decided to go back. my papa came and fetch us, which is me, jorel and kenneth. before they came, jorel suggest that maybe we could shout out and unstress. she was actually kidding, but i thought it was a great idea and so.. i stand up and shouted! haha. (: jorel joined in and kenneth was there, "don't disgrace me in national public". haha! i didnt care and continued shouting. at first was just "AHHH.." but after that, i shouted names. i shouted shang wei first. then kenneth thought i like him or whatssoever. haha! so i shouted his name next, and replied him "like that, i like you ahh?!" haha! then i shouted qing yang's. when i turned my head, i saw my dad's car come. so i hurried and screamed that "i love 2B!!!" haha. (: i screamed and jumped. and shh... when i pull open the door. we went in and the car was going smoothly until a suddenly "POOM!!!" and"SIIIIIII................". haha. (: the car stopped in a adrupt halt. it had banged onto the side. kenneth's specs flew in front! haha. (: it was so funny! my dad called us to go down. but kenneth doesnt have his specs and he acted like a small cute baby! haha. (: SO CUTE! haha. (: then i came out first and went in front to find his specs. haha. (: i gave him back his specs and he return to a normal 14-year-old boy. it was so funny! haha. (: it was because the road was super slippery. haha. (: and the van lost control. luckily my dad made it stopped by hitting the side or not we'll end up in the middle of the road crushed! haha. (: there was oil flowing out from the bottom and the tyre had burst! my gong gong called us to go back first. kenneth offered to pay the taxi. so we went to find the taxi. we couldnt find any taxi that wants to stop. so we walked down to the main road. because we have to cross serveral small roads and there may be cars. there was this road and kenneth was walking in front of us. jorel and i were talking away so we didnt really saw the car that was coming. kenneth stopped us by sheltering us. AWWW.... haha. (: then we continued walking. we finally had a taxi. we went in the taxi and had a super fun time! haha. (: we stopped at bukit panjang plaza. then jorel said that she could imagine what would happened if me and kenneth were to stead! haha. (: WHAT THE HECK!!! haha. (: then kenneth was like who wants to stead with a tigeress. haha. i was like "i tigeress, then she what?" pointing at jorel. haha. (: then he started singing "两只老虎，两只老虎" both i and jorel "WHAT!?" and we chased him. haha. (: it was so funny lahh! haha. (: then we chased passed Mac. then when we were finally walking, cai yun called and she asked if that im chasing after kenneth! haha. (: i was like how you know?! and she said that she was in Mac. RIGHT!!! haha. (: so funny... anws, then... we walked our seperate ways. i and jorel went home and kenneth took the lrt back home.. haha. (: i tell you hohh, whoever is kenneth's stead, right.. that girl will feel very protected! haha. (: im not saying this because i like him or what. but i just think it this way. (: i need to get ready for tuition le. LATERS!!! :D

2007-07-21T06:45:00.000-07:00

20th July 2007 - 11.14pm

its already so late. haha. i wont be saying much now cos im like super tired. im justingwriting cos my air con just on so.. not cold.. haha. so i decided so write while waiting. (: okays... my previous previous post is about shang wei. soi'll write about happenings after last friday. okays... on monday, jolynn, wai ying and me went to see the west spring idol. all totally suck!!!! GOSH! all sing all got go wrong and stuffs. some are like... OH MAN!!! haha. i wonder how they even got in through audition, for goodness sake. then ya lahhs.. ai yo... there were so little people there, okays... last year was packed with people until there are some that have to sit on the floor. GOSH!! anws, jeslyn and venice were in. and their skirt are SERIOUSLY SHORT SHORT SHORT! haha. whatsmore jeslyn is actually RUNNING and JUMPING around with it! when she go up the stairs, i can see her undies! AH LA MAK! hahas. okays.. tues is a FUN FUN FUN day! haha. (: we had this character workshop thing, i so do not want to go but we had no choice, what.. haha. so yeahhs... just go lohhs. it was quite fun, though. i was super hyper. screaming and shouting as usual. not forgetting the laughings! haha. :D we played a damn fun game called "the clock" everybody was seperated into 3 groups. i, jolynn, sri and ain were different groups, but you know what?! WE DUN CARE! haha. (: we went to group TWO! haha. (: surprisingly, it has the rather fun people. shang wei and victor and of course, ME!!! HAHAHAHAHA! XD we are supposed to hold each others hand and turn one whole circle. aha. (: so cool! then we were the frist for the first two rounds but got third for the third round. "we let them de lahh" quoted from victor. haha. (: anws,.. it was so so so FUN!! hhaha. (: and the next day, i had another workshop. haha. (: a history SBQ workshop. kinda boring but at least it helps inm studies. doenst it? haha. (: jolynn gave quite an attiude at first but she was alright after that. haha. (: i also dunno what i do that made her like that. then OH MAN!!!! yesterday!!! NAPFA TEST!!! i wanna die liao lahhs! i so sad, you know! haha. (: i did like so badly! i onyl did 3 inclined pull ups and i only did 25 sit ups! ): i at home can do more than 40 sit ups lah! WHAT THE HECK! ): the rest are still can lahhs. our group waited quite long for the pull ups so... we were rather late. gong gong was already outside at 4.45pm. but i only leave school at 5.10. and i only reached the van at 5.19pm. i was so angry! because all the girls said that have to take attendance that can go. LIKE SHIT! guo long, that had already finished his test told me that only the record reading person need to give the paper. the rest can go anytime they like as long they finished their test. GRRS!!!! when i wanted to go, the others were like you cannot go! GOSH!!!! im in a damn HURRY!!! jolynn followed me. and i even told her that i got the urge to scold the f word. oh man! haha. (: then i hurried down the stairs. jolynn didnt need to hurry, so somewhere she went back to find wai ying and i rushed to my ah gong's van. i was late for british council. i mean... DURRR!!!!!! haha. (: then... i also dunno lahhs. anws, KAY HIAN WORE PINK!!!!! GOSH!!! HE IS SO SO SOSOSOSOO CUTECUTECUTECUTE!!!! hahah! he didnt wear his specs too! oh man... PURELY HOT! haha. (: he is wearing that kind of collared pink shirt, not that kind qing yang wore in the chalet but those more cool ones! haha. X) but trust me, HE IS SERIOSLY HOT HOT HOT!!! i cant seem to you know,... not see him. (oops!) haha. XD but i make myself clear!!! I DUN LIKE HIM!! haha. :D

okays,.. im tired. and my air con is also cold le so... bye bye! nites nites!! (: i'll write my literature poem in the next post, yeahhs! which i'll most prob post tmr! (:

2007-07-21T06:42:00.000-07:00

20th July 2007 - 9.52pm

i wont say so much now cos im hurrying to watch my ghost whisperer. anws, i would like to sing again! haha. (: and no, victor. i do not get bored of doing so. (: okays....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO AIN!!!!!!!
HAPPY BITHDAY TO YOU!!!!!!!!

hahas. yupps. (: and i just wanna say i had a shock and had tonnes of fun today!!! (: haha. i had a wonderful day today. i'll detailed this either later or tomorrow! :D
bye bye. haha.

2007-07-14T01:40:00.000-07:00

my wallpaper. ):

14th July 2007 - 1.59pm

oh man,.. i just pooed. so nice.. haha. anws,.. err... where was i last night? hmm... i stopped at yesterday, right? okays,... yesterday was so,.. so,.... i dunno how to say. haha. err.... sad yet happy. whatever. okays,.. this was what happened yesterday...

yesterday was the west spring superstar's audition. i didnt join, of course. haha. (: terence was joining! haha. (: cool.. then terence came to our side of the room. we wanted him to sing. haha. (: he was scared at first, but after some persuation, he gave in and sang. OH GOSH. i told myself that he cant sing. he cannot get in tune AT ALL. haha. then shang wei came too. i and jolynn teached him to get in tune and stuffs, but he just cant. then.. shang wei suddenly sang for terence to hear. OH MY GOSH!!!! i in love with him!!! haha. (: i didnt even know he can sing, whatsmore sing so nicely lahh!!! haha. :D he sang really good, i mean really. maybe he is just to adorable to you know... OOPS! HAHA! but it was only terence that joined the competition so... sighs.. then after school, we helped terence to get in tune. i, jolynn and wai ying and of course the ADORABLE shang wei. haha. anws,... we even skipped our lunch for them. WAHH... SO TOUCHING, hohhs!? hehe! we went to find a quiet place to sing when we walked to the library. we remembered mr soh said that there was this measuring height and weight thing, so we went in. guess what?! im like so heavy!!! BOO HOO HOO! i'm like 57.5! MAN!!! shang wei is 50.4 and 166cm tall. next was terence,.. he was 60 over but he is 170cm. SO... im still the most heaviest! ): anws, we went out to the benches outside. while we're teaching, somehow wen hao came. grrs... he is so... damn.. cant think of the word. OH! IRRITATING! we teached and teached, but he cant seem to get in tune at all. then shang wei started singing AGAIN... oh man!!!! 天啊！！！我被他着迷了啦！HAHA! really.. he sang damn well, kinda. then hohhs,... we went up to a better quieter place where ther are no teachers. so we went to this alley. but mr singh said we cant go in because we might do something bad inside. haha. (: so we went to the benches outside the auditorium to practice. we persuade shang wei to join because terence voice suit duet. but he needs the original to duet what. so... we persuade and persuade shang wei to join. and.. :D he agreed quite unwillingly, but still,.. he agreed! haha! YAYS! soon after, a lot of people came. it got noiser so we went to the nearby classroom to practice! it was very very rush! SUPER rush, rather. because shang wei have not memorise the lyrics of the song. and he needs to do so in less than half an hour. haha. (: in the classroom, i helped to write down lyrics for shang wei. then after i write okay le, then shang wei learned. they learned very very hard. then i and wai ying dun really have much to do. so we made posters for them. (: but in the end, we realised that outsiders cant go in! GRRS!!! we left that aside and continued to practice. they sang and sang! (: there were some people that we thought will out, actually went in,... so we were positive that shang wei and terence will make it. we gave them confidence and they take it well, they were confident that they'll do well too. ye wei came to support them too. (: i now then realised that he is actually quite cute. MAN! HAHA! XD soon after it was their turn!!! i can see that they are scared especially shang wei! haha. (: they went in,.. i and jolynn were both very anxious. when they come out, they said that they're out. jolynn and my heart cracked. we didnt cry, of course. i wanted to but there wasnt any tears. sighs... we walked back to get their bags. because i was just behind the two guys. i saw shang wei wiping off his tears when he picked up his bag. OH MY GOSH!!!!! my heart cracked even more. sigh yo... i didnt expect shang wei to cry, i expected terence to do so. anws, we went down to the canteen and terence and ye wei went back to their cca. we sat at the canteen table. wai ying and jolynn went to buy something to eat. but i wasnt very hungry so.. i did not buy anything. and i just realised i forgot to collect my wallet from the office. i lost it after recess and just realised after school. haha. (: it was mr singh and another uncle that helped me collect. haha. (: then... we chated and chatted. victor came and we continue chatting. everybody kept on making fun of me and shang wei because i said that i like shang wei liao! HAHA! :D then they acted it out and whatsoever. so funny yet ridiculous. haha. (: then i asked the guys what time are they going home. then victor said that since i like that asked, lets go home now. then wen hao was like "okay". shang wei had no comments. but wen hao kept on pulling him so he went home too. so sad. jolynn said that her mum is going to drive her at 5.40. and it was only 4.20 plus. so we strolled around the school. we end up in the study room. we sat there and chat but we were too sad and tired to chat more. time seem to pass very slow,.. it was only 4.40 when we seem to be in the study room for an hour or so. it was quite late. and jolynn's mum will be a little unconvenient if she bring me home. so... i told them that i'll go home first. and so.. i go home lohh. guess what time i reached home. 5.10. haha. (: if i had not went home myself, i think i would be still in the study room, waiting for the time to pass. sighs.. anws, i was quite moody. i went to bathe after coming back from my granny's house. i was in the shower. i kept on thinking if i like shang wei or not. while i was washing my hair, i kept on slapping my head. haha. (: anws, after i watched ghost whisperer, i went to sleep. i slept with my mum because my dad isnt in singapore. i climbed in the bed and i looked at my hp wallpaper. its got it shang wei's hp. (: i looked at it. and felt tears welming up. and tears dropped.. and like that, i dozed off to sleep. (:

2007-07-13T21:15:00.000-07:00

look at ain!!!!

shang wei's SPIKY hair !

the moustache people!

im your new hair dresser!

HEY!! where's your manners!?

13th July 2007 - 9.15pm

OMG!!! its just three days, yet i have so much to write!!! haha. (: okays,... i have to write finish before 10 cos i wanna watch ghost whisperer. anws, where was i last post? the thermometer thing, right? okays,... but let me say that i have a GREAT TIME on jolynn's and ellen's birhtday,which is like on monday. haha. (: anws... back to topic. bout 10 of us waited for more than 1 hour just to get our damn temperature. haha. (: anws, then.... i lene joey's english-japanese translator. and i realised that handsome in japanese is "hansamu" haha. and then cute is "kawayi". the most funny was that mother was "haha". HAHA! i shall call my mummy "haha". :D anws,... by the time we had our temperature taken,... it was half towards our recess time. there isnt enough time to eat. neither do i have the money. haha. (: anws, then we had our MP4 lesson next. while waiting for the teacher to come, something that made me dropped a tear happened. i promised to not to say, so.. i'll not say. because like what qing yang said, "it shows the trust that your friend gave you" hmm.. okays,.. then we danced and danced! it was super cool! haha. (: i think i kinda did well though. anws,... after that was literature. and we know that ms chong did not come so.. HA HA.. some of the girls stayed in the dance studio. haha. (: it was so fun. we on the radio loud and we danced. (: okays,,.. not exactly all. not even most. it was only the talented dance people! haha. (: kidding lahhs. i, jolynn, fira, ain and wai ying was dancing. i and jolynn even dance the..... i also dunno how to say lahh. haha. (: but whatever it is,... i danced very wildly. and i mean VERY. haha. (: be it the hip-hop or slow dance. i was wild, especially for hip-hop. haha. (: jane was like saying i danced like a pro. HA HA. no... i dont. i barely move my hands and legs and hips according to the beats of the song. haha, (: a pro is much more GOSHIE then me. haha. anws, we dance and dance and dance for the whole hour. haha. (: if i add the MP4 lesson time, it equals up to... 2 HOURS! hahal. (: a lot, hohhs... but surprisingly, i was enjoying myself A LOT. it's been ages since i dance that wildly and stuffs. miss the feeling. i remembered once when jolynn was at my house, i danced until both my big toes got a big blister! haha. X) anws,... yeahhs... then when we were packing up to go back for class, jane suddenly ask me if i could take a photo with her. HAHA. i mean "yeahhs! DURR!!!" then i was like "why?" then she replied cos my specs very cute! haha. so funny. but i liked it! hehe. XD okays.. end of tuesday lahh...

on thurs,... sighs... i was kinda sad and lonely. after CD period, i and wai ying went to the dance studio to watch jolynn and the other people. then ye wei came too. soon after, so did xin ying. then... we were watching them dance when i and xin ying started talking. haha. (: then i said that the dancers are chosen becasue of their heights. i mean.. even if its not real, its still kinda logical. i dunno i heard from where lahh. but if i not wrong is cai yun, ellen they all. anws,.. then i told her lahh. then after that, they were released. so... we went down to have our lunch. i took my wallet and was totally prepared to fill my growling stomach when jolynn tell me that she and sri is going to but ice pop. i was "okays.. lets go!" then she said that she's not eating! WHAT THE HECK! fine, i bought my food and ate it with wai ying, jane they all. when i eat finish, jolynn and sri came back. then i asked them if they bought ice-pop alr. and they say that they went to NTUC. right, that explains why are they so long. anws,.. jolynn was shocked that i finished my food. i was like "huhh?!" i thought that when she come back, we're going to go back. but NO, we're not.. jolynn claimed to tell me to buy my food first and wait. WAIT?! HA! wait until when? when my rice got cold? you think i what ahhs? anws,.. then sri came back with food! HUHHS?! then jolynn say she promised to wait for her! WHAT?! HELLO~! i got tution~ but anws, we still waited. then in the end, sri is waiting for fira to come back from her cca, so she is staying in school. whatever. then i and jolynn walked to plaza. jolynn told me that when i was saying about the dancers are chosen because of their height. jolynn told me that fira told her something along the lines of "somebody have to tell her that its not real. the teacher dun even know this is for a performance" HA... right... you know what is WHATEVER. i dun think is fira say de lohh. more like her, can... and please... if they are chosen because of their skills, then explain sok hui and joshua? cant? then shut up! face it lahh, okay.

anws, i dont really have the mood to write bout today anymore. i also dunno why i so angry. sigh yo.. maybe because im hot or grumpy but im sure that im moody because im quite heart crack. anws,.. to whoever i say bad about in this post, im sorry... im just very angry and when im angry, i say some stupid comments. so dun take into heart.

PSST!!!girlfriend, im sorry what happened today. i really didnt mean it. i was just.. just... passing comments. i didnt you to take it so hardly. but i promised that i wont say that thing again, yeahh. (:

2007-07-10T16:37:00.000-07:00

10th July 2007 - 4.37pm

err.. before i start blabbling, i wanna sing! haha (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOOOUUU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUUUUUUUUUU!!!!

the reason i said "you" and not the name because there are THREE!! haha. yesterday was ellen and jolynn and today is albert's. i dun think i'll dweel so much on yesterday. if you want details go to jolynn's blog, yeahhs. (: anws, i had like so much fun today! haha. :D i sweat so much! haha. why? because we DANCE!! :D okay okays.... today is like no school like that. becuase i did not bring thermometer... then ya lohhs.. all the people that didnt bring their thermometers have to take their temperature using the ear thermometer. anws, yeahhs... we waited for like more than 1 hour. we even skip IT, which i DO NOT want! anws, ah lahhs.. i want to rest. im like so tired. haha. X) later, alrights. (:

2007-07-07T12:59:00.000-07:00

7th July 2007 - 12.59pm

this is a short post i write ytd on my phone. it says:

6th July 2007
im using my phone to write this. haha. anws, i'm like so super tired now. that why i'm on my bed. i had my 2.4 today and also i went kayaking with my FMU people. WOAH!!! tough day today! X) anws, my lids are like tremendously heavy so,... good nites! i'll detail this tmr, yeahhs! :D

okays,.. haha. (: sorry, i was thinking about something. err.. yupps, like i said yesterday. i had my 2.4 and also went for kayaking. guess whats timing for my 2.4! 16.13min!! AHH! thats like so long! but i tried my best! (: i was so worn out at the second last round that i wanted to give up. but i kept on praying and praying until i almost finish my last round. after i said "amen", i sped! ZOOM!!!! haha. (: ta da... its still 16.13min. i got an C. ahlamak! haha(: but this also not real one. only trail bahhh le. then ytd, class was so noisy at mrs yip lesson. i think its after recess. yeahhs... then cos wai ying brought the newspaper i wanted her to bring, which contains one of the Soul members died because of relationship! AI YO! anws, yeahhs. she lend me the newspaper. then i was like OMG OMG OMG! haha. (: then since the lesson was boring, i read the rest and stuffs. then i lend jolynn the newspaper. after it came back to me, qing yang took some. yeahhs... then he read it like a freak like that. haha. (: really wonder why i like him last time! super bad taste! haha. (: by God'd grace, the feelings is no longer there! i mean it! too many guys asking me for stead, gives me a headache. haha. then the others somehow make us together. i was like "WHAT THE HECK!!" haha. (: theres nothing between us lahh! haha. (: the class was like "yang fake fake read newspaper de. he actually looking at isabel." GRRSS!!! haha. (: L A M E, LAME! haha. :D then after that wai ying add oil onto the fire. she said "last time table very far de, how come suddenly so close lehhs? and you are the only table that is so close to the table next to you." i was like "GOSH! fine!" then i move a little to the side. haha! so idoit, right! AI YO! err.. anws, i gotta go eat my breakfat-cum-lunch le! i'll continue next time! (: ta da! :D

2007-07-03T21:05:00.000-07:00

3rd July 2007 - 9.05pm

WOAH,.. talk about late. i need to sleep at 10.30am so only then will i have my sufficient rest. anws, i think i shall just hurry continue. i'll skip what happened on fridaybecause it isnt very important. haha. (: one sentence summary : cai yun and mrs yip had a very firece quarrel. this should be enough for you to imagine already. okays... i shall say what happened on sunday. i breifly say lahh.

on sunday, i went to church as usual and the sermon is as boring as usual too. every week is the same old usual thing. but the different thing is that this week we had our barnabas group. barnabas group means you'll hang out with your gender. be it for sports or just a short sharing at ya kun. then,.. yeahhs. we went to ya kun and ate. but of course, we have to share. but we had fun sharing about relationships too. about hui ming's future wedding and stuffs. (: then after that, i and prisy went to square2 to WINDOW SHOP! we are seriously broke so,.. yeahhs. i heard from the radio that square2 is full of korean stuffs. so i thought WOW, i could go there and you know.. yeahhs.; but.... GOSH! there was NOTHING much to shop. its worse than vivo. i mean DURR. haha. vivo at least still have the shops that are cheaper yet hip. but square2 is like branded SPORTS wear! its not that i do not need those but... ai yo.. i'm not in the despo need of those. haha. anws, when we were there, there's this cancer thing. WOAH... we walk around and realise that people are volunteering to go up the stage and let somekind of hairdresser cut their hair! GOSH! i cant believe they bear to do so. even though, my hair is already quite short but!!!! if i cut, i'll be BALD! GOSH! despite this, there are still a long queue of people. there are even girls. and i saw this indian lady, she vut her hair bald! OH MY GOSH! i cant believe that. haha. (: anwss, we shopped until we were like super bored. then prisy's 'rents came and fetch us home. they fetch me to the king albert's park bus stop. it was only walking distance to the Bukit Timah Macs. so.. yupps, i went to buy a sundae then i went back to the bus stop. haha. (: and ta da... i got home. (: THE END of sunday.

okays,... i shall say yesterday. it was youth day. so obviously there isnt school. i and wai ying planned to go jolynn's house to study. we were supposed to meet at the bus stop next to pending lrt. but i was kinda late so.. wai ying came to my house downstairs' bus stop. she told me that she wasnt allowed to go out but she didnt care. she woke up at bout 8.30am to do the housework and so,... after that she quickly came out. while we were waiting for the bus, she showed me what she brought. she even brought milo! HAHA! as if jolynn's house dun have like that. haha. erm. while we were happily chatting away, her mum called. she ordered her to go home immediately. and so,... she went back. and i went myself. its not like i dunno the place like that. anws then,... i ate breakfast and jolynn's house. GOSH, it was nice! haha. (: then after that, we slack for a while then we went to the study room and studied. we had fun too. we even took videos. haha. so funny. i took jolynn most of the time. we took photos too. (: after that, we went to meet wai ying and her mum and dad! AI YOO! haha. (: after we met her, we went back to have lunch. OH MAN! the porridge was quite nice. but the ingredients was like damn nice! haha! (: but then hohh, that stupid wai ying kept on pissing me off. FINE, im considered fat when im with them. but hello!!!!!! you dun have to keep on saying as if im like a dinosaur that eats the whole entire village up yet still unfull, right. wah lao! i was super super super angry!!!! i almost lost my appetite, just by looking at her. like what victor say, "lan jiao bin". its just so irritating. she kept on saying that i eat a lot and stuffs like that. when i say im full when i haven even finish my food, she went "WOAH! im surprised that you'll say that you are full." i knew that was the last straw but i controlled. no matter what, this is jolynn's house. must be you know polite and stuffs. then after that, we make up wai ying. and please... under me and jolynn's professional skills, she became a not bad swan after being a self-disfiguring duckling. i did the outfits and assereries and also gave tips on the make up. while jolynn did the make up and did most of the hair. i did the whole punk-rock style while jolynn did the elegant style. haha. (: btws, wai ying thought the make up was too exxagerating. me and jolynn was "this is considered very little already!" jolynn even thought of putting more. haha! okays, then after that, we went for a swim. jolynn come that thing so,.. she was like damn uncooperative. and so she didnt want to go for a swim too. so me and wai ying went down lohh. we had like tonnes of fun. but the damn part is that wai ying kept on pulling my swim suit. as if she wanna raped me like that. LAME! hahas. we took photos and videos too. i was super crazy. i think the videos will speak a thousand words so i shall ot waste time and say bout today! :D

i dunno should i say im happy or angry lehhs. because im somewhere in between. haha. (: as usual, the stupid wai ying pissed me off again. i think she's borned to piss people off. anws, the damn good news is that the JoBel team won FIRST PRIZE in the Teenage Writing Competion! haha! JoBel means jolynn and me. haha! (: this was our name we made up since primary school. haha. (: i was liek super crazy bout it. fira, ain, me, jolynn and wai ying were talking when mrs yip's phone rang. its a totally "who cares!" we think nothing of it only when mrs yip suddenly said to the whole class, something along the lines of "the health promotion board just called. class, lets congratulate isabel and jolynn for winning first prize in the Teenage Magazine Writing Competition!" i screamed! i was shocked, stunned, surprised! this was so unexpected! GOODNESS! :D haha! i was still like what do we have to do health promotion board. and since when did i and jolynn joined somekind of writing competition. but after i digest everything, YEAHHS! YAYA! haha. (: i and jolynn was still like "you gotta be kidding!", "how mrs yip know de? she anyhow say one isit?" haha! it was really a total BIG FAT SHOCK! haha. (: OH GOSH! i and jolynn is going to be 250 dollars richer in like a few days! AHSS! haha. (: im so happy i so happy. then mrs yip said she wanted to make into a presentation for the whole school. OH GOSH! haha. (: i wanted but once i imagined me and jolynn up the stage reading and stuffs. OH GOSH!!! im scared. haha! (: actually, i have to owe it all to jolynn. because of her strong english, only we could win. haha, :D but also lahhss, of not for my photography skills. HAHA. we can win mehh! HAHHAHAHAH! i trying to find some credit. haha. :D but whatever it is, i so do not want to go up to the stage to present and everything. at most i could just you know,... explain the defination behind the pictures and all that and of course, collecting the prize. DURR! but i do not want to read. im scared. haha. (: i will laugh and laugh. you can imagine lahh, ojkays! and then because we are richer, cai yun and jia yi was like "isabel, i love you. can give me 20 dollars or not?" *roll eyes. if i lost 250 dollars, will you give me jsut 20 bucks? no, right? and for jia yi, i know you very well mehhs? i dun think so lohhs. and please why must i give you guys 20 dollars when you hardly even know that we joined this IGNITE thing, whatsmore help? use your brains lahh! if you asked for like a drink or so, yeahhs. i could CONSIDER. but 20 bucks! i give you i draw de, want or not? crazy! then mrs yip asked us to maybe buy some small little thing for the class. i dun mind, really. but we really worked hard and everything. so do you think its fair if we give you guys like expensive things? obviously a BIG FAT DAMN NO! and grss... and that stupid wai ying was damn ****ing lahh! i was just joking that i'll go bankit and buy one big box of chocolates that coats only 1 dollar! i was JUST KIDDING! get this term, miss chan wai ying?! if not, it means ITS NOT REAL! that damn wai ying was like "ee... you so selfish!" EHS! what selfish?! you got helped ahhs?! never, right?! say say say! only know how to say. you go joined lahh! you win, i chopped my head ahhs. i know you very rich lahh, also dun need like that,right! that was just okay. what really made me fumed was that she told cai yun what i say bout the buy 1 dollar chocolate thing! HELLO, ass hole! i was JUST KIDDING! and like always others say "你不说话，没人叫你哑巴". wah lao! i was so angry! anws, i shouldnt let what others' affect me because no matter what, im God's creation. and he made me this way. (:

prayer: thank God for letting the JoBel team win this competition. sometimes i just need your hug. even though i cant touch you, but i can and will always feel your presence. but God, i really hope you would help me to control my terrible temper. i know myself very clearly when i get angry, i can create chaos of hatred. Lord, i really would pray for this hatred of mine towards her. i really want it to be controlled. i dun want satan to use this against me. and Lord, i really hope that you could guide me to the path you want me to be and of cos, Lord, i hope that you would teach me not to take you for granted and always make you the center of my heart and everything i do. Lord, guide me. thank you. i love you. in Jesus' name, i pray. AMEN! :D

2007-07-02T21:53:00.000-07:00

2 July 2007 - 9.53pm

sigh yo, its been another long time since i post again. hmm... im checking at my calender now to see if there's any "WOWIE" events. but it seem that its not much only for these few days. haha. lets start from last thurs? haha. (: because of what victor had done to mavis, everybody had to change their places. victor just sprayed some water under mavis' chair and so everybody started saying that she peed or her menses overflowed. it was all a joke, but somehow mavis fragile little heart break and she cried!!! WHATEVER!!! haha. (: i mean she cried for what! SIAO! haha. (: it was chinese class then. and it was english after that. so the guys started saying that she very bitch. she purposely cry longer until mrs yip come then she'll scream at victor. i heard that and surprisingly, i thought she was a bitch too. TSK TSK TSK!!! i feel like slapping myself. how could i think like that. haha. hmm... after school, i decided to go home before going to british council. i wanted company then so i asked jolynn if she wanted to come my house and she agreed. so we happily went to my house. then since jolynn had quite some experience for cooking maggie. so for the sake of time, i told jolynn to cook the maggies and i'll go bathe. haha. (: it went well at first. then when i was happily clean and fresh. even though i smelt some chao da smell, i thought it was downstairs or something. but when jolynn look super lost when she came in the room. i guess it but i was praying that its not. above her was clouds of smoke. SIGHS. i rushed to the kitchen. my eyes sting and my breath was choked. i cant see anything except smoke!!!! it is that horrible!!! then i realised that jolynn never add water before she put in the bowl of maggie. and ait burned! and she is like so stupid that she cant even smell the chao da smell, even in the kitchen. i can smell it from my toilet, why cant she? i was like angry. i was like "why didnt you add water?", "you never smell mehhs?" and all that. but she kept on saying "im really sorry, im really sorry" i was like "its okay." but i was NOT okay! HELLOO~~~ what am i supposed to do with this damn mess?! say "mummy, this is jolynn do de."? crazy! my mum dun even know she came my house for damn goodness sake. and "SORRY"? where's the "sorry", when you give your damn "大小姐" attidude. it always ME compromising with her. sometimes im just so tired, but i know i cant let our girlfriendship sink. its too priceless! SIGH YO! jolynn was also "i give you eat my mee lahh." again, i said "its okay." GRRS!!! sometimes i really wish i can squabble out! haha. but anws, i dun want to you know.. make a mountian out of a mole. so i just quickly cook another mee. and we continued to eat. i just "cant wait" what my mum will say bout this. she is so going to go crazy because tonnes of washed and almost dried clothes are on top. and with the smoke, its going to smell as if they are the ones that were in the microwave itself. i rushed to british council. on the bus, i saw isaac! haha! that is like so coincidental! oh, and its the isaac from my british council not church. haha! we were like as if strangers. then we alighted at the same bus-stop, DURR! haha. and we both walked there too. but i was wearing my short denim skirt. which tend to go up very often whenever i walk fast. haha! and since i was like so late, so i had you know, walk fast. OH GOSH! haha. anws, then yeahhs... we went to class. i was in need of the toilet. so i asked the new teacher if i could use the washroom. she look SO SWEET!!! haha! im so in love with her but not exactly her personality though. haha. anws, the teacher called me to take my materials first before i go to the washroom. i took my notes but i also need the file, which is at the other side of the class. that doenst really matter, though. the problem is that guo jie is just infront of the box of files. so he could easily help me take. OH MAN! but my buddie, xin ying, volunteered herslef to help me take. then yeahhs. because i walk to the door, then guo jie was right in front of me. i was talking to xin ying to help me take and thank her too. but guo jie was like so shocking. haha! he say "OH, i help you take." haha. then he stand up and look behind. but i said "no need, xin ying help me take liao." haha. he look kinda ma loo. anws, then i went to the toilet. did my hair and everything. haha. so i went back to class. i sat at the table with xin ying. but the teacher asked me to sit behind because the table i was on is kinda crowded and it wasnt even numbers in a table. so she moved me behind. haha. oh, and before she moved me. there's this quite cute guy came in. he sat at the table behind. haha. so yeahhs... i sat behind. i was kinda sad though. i mean i cant sit with my buddie. but nahhs... be socialble, my dear. and since this is the first lesson of the term. theres this intro thingi. we are supposed to find people that have these things. haha! yeahhs. then i, of course, asked the girl beside me. after a chat or so, i knew her name. it was jia ying. haha. then i went on asking the quite cute guy. it was quite obvious his name lahh. he wore his school uniform. he is from maris stella and he is called kay hian. haha! not a very cute name but AI YO! haha. (: we are supposed to move around and stuffs. so... guo jie was like so scary! he zoomed to my table and sat with isaac. isaac was in my table too. he sat quite near to me lahh. so i mean guo jie came and he was just beside me! BRR.. haha! chills. but anws, he treated him as usual. i didnt hide nor avoid. haha! (: isnt it nice for a guy to like you? but.... sometimes its just so irritating. haha. anws, then class went on. sometimes, i can feel that someone is looking me. i pretend to glance around and saw guo jie looking at me! AH LA! hhaa! so whatever. anws, my table had tonnes of fun. kay hian's voice is like so broke. he really should eat pi pa gao every day. it will help his breaking voice. haha! (: fine, its geting late. so i shall shorten it. class ended and i called my mum. we talked and talked until papa came. we could have out down long ago but... i kept on pushing my mum to continue talking because i can SEE that guo jie is looking at me. and it seems that he is waiting for me to put down the phone and then he'll talk to me. so i tried to be on the phone as long as possible. but somehow, he walked towards me and he mouthe to me "waiting for your 'rents?" haha. i was like yeahhs. then he nodded his head and waved goodbye to me. hha. i was like "orh okay, bye bye." haha. then i went on talking to my mum. hhaa, (: anws, after that, we went to chinatown. we went there to make my specs! :D YAYS! we did my specs before we went to eat our dinner. haha. i choose a lot of specs. but after a long run of specs-choosing, i finally found one! AHS! and you know what, its the first specs i choose. hahas. its red, rectangle, yeahhs. i look very very professional in it. i look like a clever student, which is a fact. ahha!!! but i really love my specs. and i should be able to get it by tmr. but most prob, i'll go on wednesday to collect or something. because i want the british council people to see me!! haha! :D anws, yeahhs... i told quite a number of people already. haha. (: ot like 10.58pm already. and i haven even say what happened on fri, sun and today!!! haha! nahhs,... i shall continue another day. i have to get to sleep now. i already pass my supposedly sleepng time. so,.. NITES!! (:

2007-06-23T23:41:00.000-07:00

23th June 2007 - 11.41pm

its getting late and i need to get my sleep soon. its going to be another long day tomorrow. hmm... its been quite long since i last wrote in. there's a few reasons though. one is that i kinda lost my enthusiasiam to write it all down. and that this few days im rather busy and lazy. haha. we had a cca and 3F combined bbq last friday. we took photos! only at niight. haha! i even took with jing min. see the pics! (: because i went out with my aunt on last sun and mon. on sun, i bought a 3/4 slake at ice lemon tee. it cost 16 BUCKS! WHEE... its expensive. but my aunt still buy it for me. aww.. haha. it was nice btu not exactly what i want. but we still bought it. after that we cross by mango and decided to go in. guess what, my aunt bought another slack. this time its for herself. but trust me, after a few times she wear. the owner will be me. haha! (: its nice and it cost 36 BUCKS. haha. (: anws, then on mon, she gave me two belts. its nice! really. haha. (: and she say its expensive. i was like "its there anything that is NOT expensive in your closet?" haha. i didnt say it out though. okays. then on tues and wed, i went to EXERCISE..!! haha! yupps, massive low-fat diet and massive workout at the gym and swimming pool. haha! i didnt actually lost weight. but i toned up. WHOA!!! and the biggest and most obvious achievement is MY BUTT!!! it was like so... haha! solid, you know? HAHA! XD really really, no kidding. i love my butt! hehhehes. :D VIP sneakpeeks will only be given to my girlfriends! (: and boyfriend, if i have, that is. that was what GYM has done to me. now, swimming pool. haha! i think i grown taller? i dunno. but i feel stretch. haha! anws, i got like super tanned. haha! my retreat tan haven even fade off and yeahhs, two more days of tanning. haha. then today, i went for my work out again. haha. (: but i think the caleries burned have been replenish with what i ate later. i ate dinner then went to tuition. then we went to orchard. we rushed from john little to another john little and then to this fashion then robinsons then cold storage. we rushed here and there. there was a 20% off storewide. but the thing is that with all the DAMN RUSHING,how am i suppose to find what i want? even though its SUPER DUPER CHEAP! like... 2 pierre cadin bras for 10. cheap or whatt? but lehhs. "material not good lahh, lets go lets go. dun waste time!" WHAT THE HECK! then i wanna go find some clothes. then they were like "lets go find the sunscreen lotion" which is like DOWNSTAIRS! oh, SHUT UP! i was so fed up! so what if its 20% storewide or even 50%, they also dun give time to go see. to me, thats NOT shopping. thats SHIT. even window shopping, also can take your own sweet time. yeahhs, i agree that we have to hurry a little because all the shops closed at 10. but we are NOT in short of time. its like what 8 plus 9? then we go this fashion, i was finding white shorts. i finally found soem not bad ones and wanted to ask my mum for opinion. guess what she did. she look at me and said "no more mini skirts, okay." then she turned back to see her pants. i was like "ITS SHORTS, WHITE SHORTS!!!!!" OMG!!!! im going mad...! but she did not care and kept on looking at her damn pants. then i had no choice but to ask my dad. my dad's reaction was even worse. "white very easy dirty lah. once dirty, very hard to wash the stain off. and with the stain, forever cannot wear." I WAS LIKE FUMING. i went back to finding the suitable pants, using MY OWN FASHION SENCE. both my 'rents were looking at me, their body reaction is like telling me "can you like hurry?!!" i was so pissed, that i had no mood to shop alr. then i said to them "lets go lahh lets go lahhs. sigh!" in a very disappointed manner. i HOPE they get it but they simply DO NOT. this is the damn reason why i HATED to go out with them. they keep on nagging bout me not thinking about others. HEY, thats life. and now what, aren't they too? nag nag nag... what SHIT, can. im like so damn angry. then suddenly they stop at this store selling some kind of singapore souvenirs. i had ABSOLUTELY interest or so. so DURR, i walked on myself since there's this store that sells accessories and belts. so yeahhs.. i look at the belts. theres this crown belt which is like so nice. and yet, they say "走啦". "go lahh" in chinese. i was like WHAT THE HECK. i was tired, pissed off and everything you can think of. in the end, i did not buy anything except cabury chocolate, my shave leg thing and i think nothing else already. luckily, they bought Haggen-Dazs tiramisu pint. or not i'll go hot hot hot. we ate finish the WHOLE PINT on the way home. its was delicious.
anws, i think i have to sleep. its 12.25am already. tmr, maybe still have to go to Lighthouse. if priscilla go then i go. or not then dun lahh. as mich as i hope to go another church, i kinda hope priscilla dun go. because i dun really feel like going either. oops. x) good nites, people!

2007-06-16T19:23:00.000-07:00

16th June 2007 - 4.04pm

i just finished watching my shows. (: okayys.. i still have not finished detailing my life yet. okayys... here it goes. :D

THIRD DAY!!
today is "THE DAY ALONE", which means that we had to keep quiet and concentrate what God wants to tell us! i was like "OH SHUT UP!" xD that means we are going to keep quiet the whole entire time! COUNT ME OUT, baby! we were still sleeping when it was sunrise devotion. we woke up rather late today. we went down to have our breakfast at like 8.30am! haha. i've been craving for the cheesy egg but!!! there was NO CHEESE!!! ): so i jusy have to eat it with NO CHEESE! i went to queue for roti prata! yupps, egg prata! haha. it was hot, crispy and nice! x) we took our own sweet time to eat. okayys... fine. more like i was the one to take my own sweet time. we were late for the worship which is after that. luckily, i was in time for hui ming's chinese songs! it rock! (: but as we were late, there wasnt much space left and so, we had to sit at the front! OH MAN!!! i was super super sleepy! i kept on yawning. i dont really care if the pastor saw me yawning because YES, I AM BOREEDD!!!!!! hehe! i couldn't stand the boring-ness and i decided to go toilet. and surprisingly, i saw donna and ivan outside lazing around! i dun expect the pastor's daughter and boyfriend to be outside, skipping the sermon!! haha. but i went to the toilet and then went to laze witht them! it seriously was BORINGG! we had a tea break but since it was PERSONAL TIME for journalling. we stayed in our room and watch tv!! HA HA! to me, i kinda did my journalling alr! i wrote in on the iternery! x) but anws, we had our lunch and then we went swimming. we were kinda freaking out becuase we were wearing only our shirt and of cos, our SKIMPY swimming costume from our room to the other side of the buidling! OH NO! hahas. we ran into quite a number of people! like luke and wan suan, the so-called "enemies in love" HAHA! but anws, we did make it to the olympic swimming pool. and beside it was the soccer field!!! OH MAN!! isaac, ivan and some of the guys are there! GRRSS!!! so we went to the other side and took off our shirt and "POOM!", in we go! :D we swam for like hours! from ending of lunch to in the middle of the bowling! haha! which is... one hour plus two plus one, which equals to 4 hours!!! HA HA! its really a lot! and we seriously got tanner!! hahas! YAY!!! (: my tan difference was SHOCKING when i took off my swimming costume! hahas. it was like black and white! i love my tan, though! i isnt as black as qing yang's and not as white as jolynn's. so!!!! I LOVE MY brownie tan! hahas. (: when we went back to our room, we of cos, have to bathe! and so we stripped. then jolynn and i compared our tans! TRUST ME, mine was so obvious!!! i mean, compared to jolynn's lahh! haha! i was like from light brown to seriously brown. haha! we skipped prayer at sunset#3 and went to ivan's room to reherse our skit! (: it was SUPER FUNNY! haha! we had our lunch after that. yupps, it was very funny too! there was gay partnering! :D :D :D we were rather near madness!! %D we all gathered for "God Makes You Special & Thanksgiving". our group performed the skit. (: it was the funny version of the parable of the four sows! hahas! (: we made it to a play station game! haha(: it wasnt exactly our idea, it was micheal's previous performance! :D i was the seed, the plant and also the branches! HA HA. we also have a birthday celebration for papa, e-shen and auntie margeret. the cake was nice! haha! :D before we were dismissed, the photograph we took were given to us. after that, ivan and isaac came to our room. we went around to get autographs. we also watched school of rock! WOAHH!!! it was nice! anws, ivan, isaac, me and jolynn agreed not to sleep for the night! ivan even took his mattress over and isaac took his pillows and blanket! but nahhs... i and jolynn cannot ta han. we dozed off somehow. when i suddenly awoke, i saw the two cutest angels sleeping! AWW! haha! :D

FOURTH and FINAL DAY!!!
): so sad. the last day here! we were all so tired that we only woke up at 8.30am! which is half past the breakfast! somehow, we took ONE HOUR to get ready. according to donna, we reached the breakfast area only at 9.22am!!! SHOCKED! haha! that was late! hahas! the sunday worship have already started for half an hour when we just getting ready to eat! HA HA! xD by the time we eat finish, it as about time the service end. so we slacked outside the conference room. only isaac went in. we only went in at the last part when they prayed! it was about time, we checked out. while we were waiting for the coach to come, jolynn was super super emo! i hate her when she is like that. she gets super uncooperative! anws, we took a group photo but DAMN!!! my cam went out of battery!!! BOO HOOS! finally when the coach was here, we all went aboard. when i wanna take my hp out, i suddenly realised it wasnt inside! OH MAN!!! DAMN IT! but we were halfway on the road already! i find and find and find!!!! DUN HAVE!!! so i've no choice to tell my 'rents. my dad gave me his DAMN FAT F***ing attitude while my mum helped me to get back my phone. i called auntie mee ling as they were still there. they helped to get back my phone! PHEW!!!! THANK GOD!!! and soon, we were home.

THE END of the retreat. thank you for reading! haha. (:

2007-06-16T17:06:00.001-07:00

16th June 2007 - 5.06pm

i urgently need to write finished what happened on the k box day! because i'll have to go to tuition soon and IMMEDIATLY after that, i'll go my aunt's house to use the net! anws,.. okayys... here it goes. i'll write kinda briefly, yeahhs.

on 14th June!!! ivan treat us to k-box! i wake up like earlier than usual. then i get ready for the treat! haha! i put on some make-up and snap some photos and"WHOOSHH!" i went to meet jolynn! hahas! before we went to cineleisure, we took an lrt to lot one. jolynn went to pierce her nose and her ear!!!! we hurried to yellow and "OWW!!!" haha! we went to the toilet for the revival of our make up then we rushed to take a bus to cineleisure. haha. jolynn and i went to meet ivan. as donna have not reached, we waitied for her lohh. when everybody was here, we went to buy our lunch at Long John. then we sneaked the food in K-BOX! xD as it was the FIRST time i and jolynn comes for k-box, we were super excited! haha! we snapped photos here and there! and we super excited when we we were introduced our room, that the first thing is that we snapped photos!!! haha! (: we had tonnes of fun! but halfway, we were..... i'll continue later. im late! bye! :D

2007-06-16T06:41:00.001-07:00

11th June 2007 - 2.47pm

HALLOS, everybody. its been a very long time since i last posted huhhs! anws, i needa poo first. later than i continue alrights! SORRY! (:i actually wanna watched tv and not continue. but i scared you might think i poo very long so im here to say i poo okay le! haha! (:

2007-06-15T22:46:00.000-07:00

15th June 2007 - 10.46pm

heys people, i really feel like ending my blog. i lost my enthusiasm for writing my life. its not that my life sucks but yeahhs.. i just dun feel like writing anymore! sighs... but i know that writing my life events is worth it when the time i have white hair and i read back. okays... shush with the emotions! i shall continue with my retreat! (:

FIRST DAY! (con't)

after the lunch, we had ice-breaker. it was led by luke and his dad, uncle alex. we played a game called "squirrel and nuts". it was SO SO SO messy! haha. the winner wasn't mention but i guess we won because in just like 40 SEC, we managed to finish our task. and our task as the squirrels, is to get the opposite gp, the "nuts" over to our side. in the middle, will be the blind mice! hahas! it was fun, though. after a game or two, we sat down with a WIDE smile and listen to uncle chee meng brief about a play that the west group will be performing. its called "Mind Your Language". it was FUNNY!!! haha! my 'rents were part of the play and they acted like "HAHA!!" my mum acted as a crying student that got bad results! HA HA! YES, CRYING! hahahahah. then after that, we had like quite some time as we were waiting for the keys to be ready. so i and jolynn saw micheal, showing his magic in front of the little kids! hahas. as i was kinda crazy then, i sat down with the little kids and played with them. jolynn joined me and so did enoch, luke and even isaac! hahas. (: we play and play!!! we even throw "snow flakes" at each other! haha! the "snow flakes" are made up of teared styrofoam cup! HA HA! but we did had fun, of cos! i mean, DURR! with me, where got not fun de hohhs? x) we played like crazy and FINALLY, the kets are READY! YAYS!! (: i quickly exchanged our room numbers and "ZOOM" to our rooms! i remembered that my 'rents said that the place had just renovated. HA HA HA! AS IF! it did not changed a bit! but anws, we rest for a while and next up was prayer at sunset #1. it was BORING!!!! after that, we had our dinner! YUM! i think its much better than lunch! hahas! GREAT DESSERT, though! LOVE IT! :D after a scrumptious dinner, we had our first Worship and Word Session. i expected it to be great becuase my mum kept on praising him and stuffs but nahhs.... its NOT! BORINGGG!!!!!! it was on the sabbactical lifestyle! OH WHATEVER! haha. im not saying that God's word is boring, but really! the pastor say until i cant stand it plus i WAS tired!!! haha. okay okayy... here comes the JUICY, HOT and SPICY part!! (: after the sermon, we decided to go back to our rooms but instead we changed our minds and we went to isaac and luke's room as we reached it first! i and jolynn was the last to go in the room and so we decided to be naughty! i took out the card that start the electricity. okayyys... it was my idea. jolynn only helped in keeping the card! hahas. (: we waited and waited for the lights to go off! and YES!! IT WENT OFF! hahas. (: it was pitch dark! it was so dark that i cant even see my 5 fingers! XD as we was so dark, we couldn't see so we toppled on each other! HA HA HA! (: we knocked onto here and there! it was SUPER HILARIOUS! (: the guys were shocked and they panicked too! hahas. (: isaac's reaction was so funny! he was like "OPEN THE DOOR, OPEN THE DOOR!!" x) yeahhs,... in the end, ivan opened the door and WE ARE SAVED! HAHA! we laughed super much then we on the tv and guess what!!! its INCREDIBLE TALES! OH NO!!! hahas. (: the show is about people that had experienced the spirits. even though i know its not true, but i cant help but to think about it! sighs! we watched the whole show and i was SO SCARED that i kept on screaming! hahas. (: to jolynn, its NOT scary! she can even ta han "The Omen", dun say incredible tales. and to the first-timers' luke and isaac, they say its NOT exactly that scary! i was like "OH SHUT UP!" haha! after the show, we decided to go back and bathe then after that, we'll meet in our room. i and jolynn went back to our room! we both are quite open so, we stripped together. then we bathe together in two SEPERATE CUBICLES! hahas! (: when we stripped down to our bras and panties, a knock was heard! it was isaac and luke! we quickly take the nearest shirt and short and put it on! and guess what! it turned out that i wear jolynn's shorts and jolynn wore my shirt! it was super damn funny! (: HA HA! then okay.. we talked talked talked and told them to come back in another 30 mins! we stripped again, this time we were naked. haha.(: then a knock was heard again! AGAIN, it was isaac and luke! we told them behind the door that we were naked and told them to come back in 30 mins SHARP! hahas. (: we went to bathe and there was a knock again! HA HA HA! too bad, my boys. we are wet with soap on our naked skin! hahas. (: i was so scared after watching increidble tales that everytime i close my eyes, i see her! the banana tree spirit! EWW!!!! it was so scary! so i bathe quite fast and i hurried to dry myself. i was almost ready except that i havent comb my hair nor put toner on my face. but overall, i was dressed and can be seen in public! hahas. and YUPPS, they knocked again. this time, we opened the door PROPERLY DRESSED! haha. ivan, isaac and luke came to our room. we chatted and took pictures and everything. it was fun! we even played cards. it was about 2 in the morning when they decided to go back. i wanted isaac and luke to stay in our room. hahas. (: but nahhs, they were like "CRAZY AH!" hahas. (: then yeahhs lahhs! but i seriously was scared and only their presence made me not soo scared. so we used the cards in our room as an excuse to go to their room. we went there and "gave back" the cards. they say that their pone isnt working and they need a alarm clock. so we used this excuse and asked them of they wanna come to sleep with us. surprisingly, luke immediatly agree! and it was isaac that was thinking hard! hahas. (: but we still won! haha. they came over and sleep. :D i and jolynn slept on one bed and luke and isaac took the other one! but poor isaac, he did not have a good night sleep. he only had about 2 hours of sleep as we kept on changing from bed to the chair. poor thing, huhhs! :( hahas.

SECOND DAY!!

isaac and luke woke up at 5.12am. because isaac need to bathe and since luke is his roomie so he wake up too and went back with isaac. they kinda woke us up. but i went back to sleep. hahas. (: and i only wake up at bout 6 plus! hahas., and i was seriously tired!!! we were late for sunrise devotion. isaac and luke waited for us so.. they were late too! hahas! X) but instead, we went to eat our breakfast earlier. it was NICE! but hohh,... the egg cooking man was so damn idiotic! GRRS!! he gave me like DAMN ATTITUDE! sheesh!! i shall forgive and forget. like the previous sermon, BORINGG!!! we took some crazy photos at the photo-taking session that was held after the BORINGG sermon. i was in between hui ming and jolynn. (: i wanted to go back to sleep. my 'rents finally agree to let my go back and yet jolynn do not want! i was like "WHAT THE HECK!!! you were the one who suggested this idea! DAMN YOU!" i of cos did not say that aloud but i guess jolynn can see that i was rather serious about going back. she only wanted to stay because she do not want her 100 dollars to go to waste! DAMN! i told jolynn that i'll stay for the workshop for half and hour and if i cant stand it's boringg-ness, i will GO BACK ALONE if i have to! and YES, i really cannot take it and i went back ALONE! on the rather long route from the conference room to our room, i felt like crying. for no particular reason! SIGHS! probably its because i cannot believe this happened? but anws, i went back to our room. i washed my face and crawled to bed. before i actually fly to my dreams, jolynn came back. she said that it was "personal time", so she decided to come back. we rested and said that we'll go to the gym before we go for lunch. but it turned out that we slept to 1.20 plus. jolynn was awoken by the knocking of luke. and i was awoken at the jolynn's wakening! hahas. (: thats like domino. anws, yeahhs. luke went away. and i continue sleeping. then isaac came knocking this time. and FINALLY, i was awaken! hahas. (: however, jolynn wanted to continue sleeping. but i pulled her out of her bed and i pulled her to lunch. left only a little bit lohhs. but it was better than nothing. we went back to our room where isaac is waiting for us. haha. the youthwent to play snooker while jolynn and i went to the gym! we decided to go to gym because it was NOT above 18! YAYS! hahas. :D after that was amazing race. jolynn and i pair up to find our question which is this hand shape thingi. we ran here and there but we couldn't find the answer. so we were helped by the other group members. (: and YAYS! finally we found it. (: next was prayer at sunset#2. it wasnt as boring as yesterday. it was led by e-shen. (: dinner was up next, not bad though! :D after dinner, i helped my mum with the kids! hahas! it was fun yet tiring! hahas. (: it was messy, crazy, noisy and everything that come to your mind when kids are playing! hahas. (: caleb was uncooperative so... i made him cooperative but playing with him. (: it turned out good! (: i swing caleb round and round! (: and he LOVED it! hahas. :D we finally finished but the sermon have not ended so i sat down. wan suan sat down next to me too. and she started blabbling about her friends, SEX and guys! her content was bad enough plus my ear has hearing probs and she is mummbling her words! i tried so hard to concentrate on what she was trying to say! even though i totally DO NOT wanna hear! haha! sometimes, they're just so immature. i cant stand it so i went to sermon. hahas. jolynn wanted to know the time and so she just take isaac's pouch from his leg and see the time. i was like shocked! she is getting the attitude that i totally detest. the 大小姐脾气! when the sermon finally ended, isaac went to play the guitar when the remaining people discuss what performance we are going to do. we discuss for a while then we dismiss ourselfs. isaac was playing the guitar. then jolynn wanted to learn the "more than words" struming. as i was kind of left out, i was absolutly green with jealousy!!! i kept asking them if they wanted to go back to bathe but they kept ignoring me. ): to say the truth, i regretted bringing jolynn here at that moment of time. but after that, i realise this thinking of mine and reprimended myself for think this way! she is my girlfriend, 同甘共苦 mahh. i cant be so selfish. anws, they finally decided to go back. isaac with the guitar and luke came to our room too. jolynn was obsessed with playing the guitar so she decided NOT to bathe! EWW! hahas. i was dirty and cant survive if i dun bathe so i went to bathe alone while they played the guitar. after i come out, we were crazy for a while but then jolynn sang "First Love", the super emo song. it made us emo so.... yeahhs.. we were all emo... until ivan came. we were a little high but we soothe down. luke, the poor little thing was so tired that he fell asleep on my bed! hahas. luke cant take it anymore and he said that he is going back first. isaac and ivan stayed in our room to about 2 plus and then they went back. i did have a good night sleep. but not enough! hahas. (:

okayys... its 12.47 already! and im super tired after the craziness at the bbq today! WOO! hahas. (: i'll detail the 3rd and 4th day of the retreat, yesterday's k-box treat and today's 3F and FMU bbq tmr, yeahhs! GOOD NIGHT! :D

2007-06-11T22:09:00.000-07:00

11th June 2007 - 10.09pm

SIGHS! im supposed to watch my "隔世追雄" but my dad say he already taped it for me and asked me to watch tmr. his reason for doing so was that im going to increase the volume very loudly. sighs... this few months, my ear has a little BIGGIE! i cant seem to hear properly! think of your granny or grandad! thats how bad my hearing is! SIGHS! anws, im not here to vent my grievances but to tell you bout my trip to sofitel palm resort which is 2007 CCBC'S CHURCH RETREAT!!!!!! haha! to say the truth, i dun really like the retreat when it comes to the day, but when you say bout the nights... I LOVE IT SO MUCH!!!!!!! i wrote that particular time's feelings on the itinerary. almost every box has written feelings. sad, happy, jealous, bored, tired and even love. hmm,.. but before i start i want to apologise to jolynn. haha. i doubt she actually realise this but yeahhs. sorry jolynn! at many times, i keep on saying qing yang. saying this and that bout him. but actually im using him to "neutralise" the budding crush i have for isaac. haha! i also have to thank you too, for listening me crap on that F3! hehheh! okays.. i shall start. sit back and SQUINT YOUR EYES, baby!

FIRST DAY!!
today is officially the start of the retreat! (: YAYS! this time, its going to be different! JOLYNN LIM SU HUI, my GFF aka. sex partner is COMING! WOOTS! im i happy or what?! anws, we went to fetch auntie sharon then we fetched jolynn. i was so so so excited! i slept at like 1 plus, 2 just because i wanted my mp3 to be filled with nice songs! hahas. (: oh! i brought my aunt's samsung flip-up speaker mp3 btw. (: i reached church at 8.40 plus. jolynn was rather "WOW"ed at it. she had never been to such a church except for kai wen's. so i showed jolynn around. we went to the hall. there was a piano at the side so, the more instrumental one which is jolynn, played the piano. and for me, the dancing freak did free style "ballet"! HAHA! we both were very excited! i introduce her to some of the people in my church. the youth, especially. :D
soon after, it was time to board the bus! (: e-shen, isaac, me and jolynn sat at the back! jolynn was rather "inside". isaac suggested that we play tai-ti. and so, we did. haha. (: e-shen didnt really know how to play so we three kind of teached him. HA HA! and now, the REAL crazy, sexy jolynn is stripping! HA HA! dun think dirty, alrights! stripping = unfolding! :D it was in the bus, which my little crush began to grow! argghh!! i dun like when its budding! haha! (: it only took the bus bout an hour and a half to reach our destination! (: we went in to a conference room and we unload our barang barang! we gathered down and uncle chee meng started to brief us. GUESS WHAT?! im the ASSITANT LEADER!!!! WHAT?! HA HA HA! (: very hard to believe, i know! hahas! :D but anws, our gp name is plērōma!! (: it meant "FULLNESS" in greek! :D HE HE! the lunch was not bad. i absolutely LOVE the fish! haha! but i dun exactly think jolynn enjoyed the lunch because enoch, isaac's irritating brother, sat beside her and he is like so GROosS! HAHA.

hmm... i think i shall continue tmr. im.... tired after all the.... tears. wait for my next post about one of the HOTTEST NIGHT! (:

2007-06-01T07:08:00.000-07:00

31st May 2007 - 2.11pm

last day of the month. some people i once love starts to fade while some starts to appear. can i conclude that life is full of revolutions? i guess so. (: anws, im here today because i wanna say what happened yesterday! hahas. (: yesterday, i was awoken by my mum like tonnes of time just because she thinks its raining and i need to take in the clothes!!! X) but the angry thing is that it DID NOT rain!! hahas. (: then in the end, i was awoken by qing yang's sms. he say he going back to school to give his shirt, and he asked me if i want to go back or not? i was like "OH YA HOHHS!!" i practically forget all about it. but then in the end, it turned out that i went and he DID NOT!!! stupid hohh! i went with jolynn. then we went to greenridge to meet wai ying and kah ling. jolynn want to buy her lunch anws. so... yeahhs. we went there, met up with wai ying and kah ling then jolyn bought a lunch. after that, jolynn came my house!!! we eat while we watch "终极一班". while watching, my mum called me to take in the clothing. i did what she said. i took in the clothing!! hahas. (: but guess what i saw that made me totally crazy!!! hahas. (: i saw a spider on my bra!!! hahas. (: NOT the bra that im wearing then but the bra that was washed and dried and now, i have to take it in! OH MAN! just the spider itself, can make me go bizzare. but i saw the spider dropped with his web and up again!!! OH MY GOSH!!!! i screamed and screamed and screamed for jolynn!!! hahas. (: then jolynn came to the "rescue"! hahas. (: she came and took the plastic clip to swipped my bra. BUT!!! the spider dropped!!! she not only screamed, she ran from the toilet to the living room! hahas. (: SO FUNNY!!! then after that, we were like trying to kill it! and in the end, i swipped the spider out of my bra but it dropped on the floor. and YES!!! i SCREAMED all the way to my room! hahas. (: asked jolynn!!! i think she was shocked too!! she's in my room! and she said that i screamed DAMN LOUD!! the whole building can topple even! (: BUT!!! i killed the spider in the end! hahas. (: i as super crazzy after that!!! we continue to watch the dvd then after that, we went to my room... OO... hahas. (: NO LAHHS! we DID NOT sex. HAHAS, we went to say what we are goingto bring for my church retreat. this is the first time i go OVERSEAS with jolynn lahhs! WOOTS!!! then we say le, we took photos!!! hahas. (: tonnes of them! i tied my hair then, so yeahhs. hehhehs. (: see see worr!

2007-06-01T06:51:00.000-07:00

29th May 2007 - 11.59pm

one LAST minute to minight. hmm... i forgot to say bout the SEXY FROG DANCE that the teahers dance at the campfire!!! hahas. (: the teachers, which of course includes the sexy MRS YIP, MS ONG, ms jasmine chuah, mrs lim or something like that, miss something something, mr vincent seah, MR SEAN SEAH, MR MARCUS SZE and mr something something. hahas. (: the guys danced the MACHO FROG DANCE and also the SEXY FROG DANCE!! while the women danced the SEXY FROG DANCE!!! ai yo... hahas. :D mrs yip THINKS she is so damn sexy!! HA HA HAS!! she danced like she in pub doing pole dance like that. only difference is that nobody wants to see! hahas. (: okays. lets not say anymore! (: i shall say what happened yesterday! i think the pictures will interest you guys more! hahas. (: especially the perverts, like... dun tell you! hahas. :p i dun wanna think about him anymore, whatsmore talk about him. hahas. (: hmm... okays...

one word summery : i and my sex partner, JOLYNN LIM SU HUI, went to VIVOCITY!!! hahas. (:

its not very surprisingly for some of you. but for your information, for my 'rents to let me go out for a shop with A FRIEND is a miracle!!! hahas. (: they NEVER allow me to do so. ask jolynn, if you dun believe! X) hmmm.... we met on the bus! we actuall arrange that i will leave home at 9.55am then she'll board the same bus and we will togerther go vivo! haha. (: but it turned out that we need MORE TIME for make up!!! hahas. (: i promised her to call her before i leave the house. i realised when i spray on my last layer of hairspray, it was already 10AM!!! OH DAMN!!! hahas. (: then i hurried my things and called jolynn to say that im ready. BUT she wasnt ready too! hahas. (: she is still putting on her eye liner! UH OHH... hahas. (: and while we talked, i found out that my bag DO NOT suit my outfit!!! grrss!!! hahas. (: so i HAD TO change my bag. i just dumped everything in my fila bag and "OFF!", i go. but of course, i put down the phone too! hahahs. (: i didnt take my breakfast!! AHSS!!! hhas. (: so i just take and dumped in my bag, the cream puff that my 'rents bought for me and two packets of cheese lexus biscuit! hahas. (: i kinda ran! hahas. luckily, the bus came soon enough. i called jolynn and everything. and soon... we were on the bus together, heading towards our FIRST SHOPPING SPREE with each other! hahas. :D in the bus, we were so damn UGLY!!! hahas. as in not look ugly but it was the actions that was ugly! OOPS! haha. (: it was kinda my fault. i had a lot of things on my bag. camera, handphone, mirror, empty plastic wrapper with bits of cream paste in it. hahas. for some reason, we laughed and the things DROPPED!!! yes! on the bus floor!!! hahas. (: jolynn went to help me take up! hahas. (: but it dropped two times!!! SO UGLY, right?! but anws.. soon we reached vivo! HA HA HA! here we come, clothes! we went to several shops first. then bout 11.55am, we went in voxy, a corner in guardian. hahas. (: we went there to do TWO FREE MASKS!! hehhehs. :D we both did the elbow softing and the nail hardening mask! after that, we went SHOP SHOP SHOP!! hahas. (: we went to many many shops and tried on MANY clothes too! hahas. (: we even tried on a BIKINI!! WOO WOOTS!!! wait until you see the photos. hahas. (: heys people who think im thin, see the bikini pictures!! IM NOT THIN! hahas. (: neither am i fat, alrights! im thin plus a litle more fats at the tummy? hehhehs. XD we went to top shop, pull and bear, where we tried on the bikini. hahas. (: we went to countless shops. hahas. (: and we finally settled down on one shirt at myphosis. hahas. :D mine cost $18.90!!! OH MAN!!! hahas. (: then jolynn's cost $9.95!! OH MY!!! hahas. (: i wanted a shirt that is in top shop but its TOO expansive and it has this gigantic hole at the lower back! ): spoiled the whole shirt! or not i will so plead my 'rents to buy for me! hahas. (: i took a photo of it! the white shirt with the pink patterns at the front! (: its very nice from the front, but the back... errs.. hahas. (: SO NOT!!! so i didnt buy that shirt, instead i bought a shirt at myphosis. it cost much cheaper and its kinda a shirt im finding for. there is another shirt i really wanted at myphosis but... it do not have the colour i want, BLACK! ): i need black NOT white! CRIES!!!!!! hahas. (: but at least i bought a shirt!!! hahas. (: but before that, we ate our lunch at the Bauquet. i ate chicken chop with rice, while jolynn ate fish and chips! (: it was nice! hahas. (: even if not nice, i also have to eat! its cost me a bomb! hahas. (: kinda. X) it cost $5.80!! ai yo! everything on the plate, i eat it clean!!! hahas. (: except for some rice. :D even the baked beans, which i dun really adore and and and the CUCUMBER!!!! which i totally hate!!! hahas. (: but it paid off, i guess. X) i was bloated! while we were walking in vivo, we met charmaine and her boyfriend!!! hahas. (: WAHHS... we met up and went to bebe, then we from there walk our different ways. two reasons basically. one is that charamaine has a boyfriend to attend too, my darling. and two, i dun really like the feeling of being squeeze in the middle of charmaine and jolynn. hahas. X) anws, i dun wanna say too much already! the pictures will speak for itself, i guess! (: happy "gaga"ing! :D

2007-06-01T06:29:00.000-07:00

28th May 2007 - 10.25pm

OH MAN! i so DO NOT know where to start? should i say about the camp's day 2 and day 3 or what happened today? hahs. (: i think i shall write bout the camp lahhs. that one happened longer. hahas. (: anws, yeahhs... i shall continue! hahas. (:

SECOND DAY!! (continued)
PSST! im so sorry! i so mrs yip in a towel BEFORE lunch! hehhehs. XD okays, let me tell you in detail what happened! because our telematch end early, so we had extra time. hahas. (: okays... we were supposed to prepare for our campfire performance. but some guys said they wanted to go back to their dorms for a while. yeahhs.. then chin gave them 5 minutes! but they wasnt back by then. they took like forever! anws, most of the girls stayed in the "hall", waiting for the guys rto come back. only THREE guys were with us. chin, alesteir and nigel. hmm.. then we took chairs from outside, inside the "hall" and sit on it. we were chatting chatting chatting then i think alesteir or nigel saw mrs yip wrapped in a towel only! she went to the near-by toilet, which is NOT so near-by. hahas. (: OMG!!! what a sight!! because the guys were facing there, so of course they saw it first. then me, candy and gilyn turned back and saw the "EWWW!!!" scene!!! hahas. (: then after that, i got TOTALLY DIRTY!!! hahs. XD yupps, ABSOLUTLY DIRTY!! hahas. (: who call im in love with.. nahhs... hahs. (: then i said, i should have take a photo and put it for IPW! hahas. (: and the problem shall be "SCHOOLS ARE HAVING SUCH OBSCENE SIGHTS IN CAMPS!!!" HAHAS!!@#@#%#!! hahas. (: then we laughed and laughed!! hahas. (: then ms ong saw us then she said, "what if it was her?". hahas. (: i was like "GAWK!!!" hahas. (: my jaw practically dropped to the ground! hahas. (: where got like that asked de? hahas. (: anws, mrs yip came out of the toilet. i was VERY HIGH then, so i ran out and shouted "MRS YIP, SO SEXY!!! WOO WOOTS!!" i even did the "SEXY CLAP"!!! hahas. (: then everybody saw me and of course, MRS YIP!! i think they'll think im crazy if they hasn't saw mrs yip. but once they see mrs yip, HAHAHAHAHAHHA!!!! you know..! hahas. :D :D :D HEYS, not only that she is wearing a towel. when i shouted at her, she totally SMILED WIDELY and hold tightly her towel and RAN!!!!!! GROSS!!!!! hahas. (: but i was laughing like crazy!!! hahas. (: i and candy, or rather the whole group that was persent was laughing and i told them. lucky she run ahhs. hahas. IF she shocked then put her hand in the "surrender" position, OMG!!!! her towel will "WOO" down and "TA DA!!" the cough cough "SEXY" body reveal!!! hahas. (: EWW!!! who wants to see?@##@%$#$^$! hahas. (:

okays! done with mrs yip's SEXY body. i shall continue what happened at the WATER RAFTING!!! :D
oh! and we took shelter in the BOYS' DORM not in the "hall". okays.. then after a while, the rain STOPPED! and activties CONTINUED!! yay yay yippie! hahas. (: we were brought to the beach. WAHHS.. the seawater sparkled under clear light blue sky. it was a magnificent sight, baby! it sparkled as if there was crystals on its sea bed, it look so tempting! hahas. (: even though, it just rain. the sun was shining with force and it was sizzling hot hot hot! hahas. (: roasting chickens, most fits the situation. hahas. (: we put our bags at the side, where they are grass and NOT sand. and we sat under the RED HOT PIPPING SUN, and on the sand. hahas. (: papa jeff gave us intructions and we were ready to start the game!!! hahas. (: its called WATER RAFTING because we are supposed to use the given three floats and rafia string to tie the three floats together in any way we like. and we have to use the given plastic spoon to scoop up as much salt as possible. hahas. (: then pour the taken salt into a plastic cup. then the winner will be the group that it's cup has the MOST salt! hahas. (: we tie our three floats together in a "circle". hehhehs. i do not know how to say lahhs. but yeahhs.. anws, some of my group members did not want to go down! hahas. (: OH MAN!!! then left ONLY three girls and some boys to do this WET and SANDY job!! dun forget SALTY too! hahas. :D for the first go, i reena and candy was up! hahas. (: because my hand was injured so i got an advantage. hahas. (: i would take the salt. THANK GOD!! hahas. (: so i sat in front. but in turn out that the float turned and turned until i was facing behind. hahs. (: so.. i used my STRONG LEGS to pedal, while reena and candy do the superman postion and pedal pedal!! hahas. (: OH MAN!!! dun belittle the kind-of clear water, it was SO SO SO SALTY!! hahas. then the guys were up next. the guys were SUPER!!! hahas. they were like damn fast!! so for the group sake, we let them go again.. hahas. :D 伟大吧？！then... i didnt really hear who was the winner, because i didnt care much too! haahs. (: but i know that AH CHA and CHA CHA who did "water rafting", did not do at all. because there was LOW TIDE!! hahahs. (: so we can say that we are SUPER DAMN LUCKY!! hahas. (: we are the last to try out water rafting but we are the first who actually experience "water rafting" hahas. get it? no, yes? haha. :D but after that, we had a "water rafting" debriefing. then we sat in the water! hahas. (: it was so cool! i know that mineral salts can help to get rid of dead cells. hahs. (: so while i was in the water, i grabbed a handful of sand and rubbed it on my legs!! hahas. (: it isnt exactly MINERAL SALTS, but it still can act as a "scurb", cant it? X) anws, then we went back to campsite and we were told to bathe. hahas. (: but there was a super damn long queue and the toilet was FLOODED!! hahas. so.. i, reena and candy thought that we shall bathe at night. BUT!! we are so dirty! sand, salt, water!! hahas. (: so me, the more "brave" one, went to ask mama ken to lend us a few pails. so we could use that to wash away the sand, at least. hahas. (: he lent us two pails. and we three "bathe" in the washroom. for your information, the bathing rooms, which is the toilets, and the washrooms, which is the one we used to pee/poo in, are two different "buildings". hahas. (: so we filled up the two pails and washed ourselfs with the plastic cups that we found in one of the cubicle. (: anws, we are supposed to wear our camp tees for campfire, whoch is next. so.. i went to take my camp tee! hahas. (: but it took seriously damn long! hahas. (: so i tell hamizah to help me take then i went back to the washroom to "bathe". then we washed here washed there. hahas. (: then i changes to my camp tee! i totally forget that i DID NOT changed my bra! hahas. (: and its SOAKING WET!!!! ahhs! hahas. (: so my supposedly dry camp tee was wet at the bra part! hahas. (: OH MAN! then since my boobs are close to armpits. my armpit area is also wet! then you know got two different colour. my camp tee is yellow in colour. it quite tight. haahs. (: then zhen yu said my armpits sweat a lot. i was like "OH, SHUT UP!" hahas. (: then i have no other way than say the truth. i didnt change my bra. haha. XD okays, then we took our dinner then we had our campfire!!! WOO WOOTS!! i told myself to get super high!! hahas. (: and i DID!! hahas. (: I GOT SUPER HIGH!!! hahas. (: there were countless times when i screamed myself!!! hahas. X) mr seet and some other parents came. mr seet blahblah then he started up the fire. which meant the start of the CAMPFIRE!!! hahas. WOOT WOOOTS!!! (: i mentioned before about the campfire performance in my previous post. hahas. (: every group has to come up with a performance. and then a prize will be given out to the best campfire performance. :D i'll tell you my group's campfire performance later, okays!! :D lets get back to the point that i screamed many times ALONE! hahas. (: i was super high plus im sitting in front, perfect view! hahas. (: i remember i screamed for every group that has my good bud inside. hahas. (: i only remember i screamed for gp 5, gp 9 and i also dunno lahhs. as long its a lot a lot of groups lahhs. i screamed for gp 5 because got my beloved fira, kai wen and qing yang. then gp 9 is my sex partner, jolynn and cute cute shang wei and sri! hahas. (: then ya lohhs. hahas. (: i screamed at like every moment! hahas. (: when i screamed for gp 5, benjimin was like "ai yo.. i knwo why you screamed so much. got qing yang mahhs." hahas. (: he said something like that. hahs. (: NO, thats SO not the reason! hahas. (: anws, then i screamed super much at gp i dunno what. i only know its jing yong's group. (: hahas. they did the "singapore idol" performance. OH OH OH!!! i know what gp alr!! hahas. (: GP 2!! ellen's gp!! hahas.(: okays.. then jing yang, the "she bang" papa, ellen, the "she bang" mama and jie ning, the "she bang" daughter. they three tucked in there was no shirt outside! hahas. (: OMG!! then when it was the "She bang" family time to "audition", jing yong did she bang!!! hahas. :D :D :D i screamed like so so so so so so so sos so SO SO LOUDLY!!! haahs.(: not only because he is cai yun's "boyfriend", he is also our class "THE MAN"! hahas. (: macho macho worr! hahas. (: then yeahh lahhs. i screamed and scream! hahs. (: until intructors in front look at me and asked me if he is my boyfriend!!!??? HAHA!!! i laughed like crazy lahh! my boyfriend, OH SHUT UP! when our group was called out, me, reena and i think the whole group shocked tio! hahas. (: then we went up. because our group name is called 7-UP, i gave the idea of doing a commercial. hahas. (: then yupps, they picked that up. then i, candy and gilyn was in charge of writing out the script of the commercial! hahas. (: okays, this was our script! :D :
1) We are promoting a very unique drink called 7-UP. (isabel)
2) This drink is not an ordinary 7-UP you drink daily. (candy)
3) It can let you acheive teamwork! (gilyn)
4) It is an excellent drink for every occasion. (reena)
5) It can also make you achieve higher goals. (pavneet)
6) 7-UP is named because of the chinese idiom "高高在上" (hadi)
7) This idiom means being more successful than others. (wei jie)
8) This drink can only be found in West Spring Sec. (zainal)
9) and it quenches our thirst for knowledge! (guo bin)
then leon, terry, alesteir, nigel and alex are invovled in the skit! hahas. (: leon is supposed to sit on a chair, then terry, alesteir and nigel will carry the chair to reach alex's height. alex will be holding a water bottle high up. the bottle is supposed to represent the can drink 7-UP. then leon will take the drink and drink it. and he will show an expression that he love it! (: and ta da! finished! (: hahas. (: when the campfire has come to the end, all the instructors gave us a final performance. they danced para para. hahas. (: then after that, they gave their thank you speech. OH MAN!!!! it was so so damn sad! so sad until i dropped a tear! hahas. (: every group instructor will go to their group and say something like "its been two days and you all have grown a lot." blah blahs.. all the "aww..." words! hahas. (: then the first few groups were so touching that i wanted to cry. but i controlled. but DAMN! hahas. (: when its our intructor, CHIN! he didnt actually said anything sad or what but to me, it was sad. hahs. (: and then he end off with a "i miss you guys!", then i cannot stand mahhs. then i shouted back, "we will miss you too!" hahas. X) i wont exactly miss you though. eww.. hahas. XD then candy, behind, was like "its YOU, not WE hohhs!" hahas. (: then campfire ENDED! we went to bathe and "TONK!" on our beds. tmr, im going to say goodbye to all this. )':

THIRD DAY!! final day! ):
its the last day! im sad, a lot of people are sad too. but when i hear that we are to assemble in our class, i was OVERJOYED!!! hhas. (: we were called to take our "barang barang" to the basketball court and arranged them in class! hahas. (: the crazy ones like me, jolynn, wai ying was like "WELCOME BACK TO 2B!!!" to practically all the 2B mates! hahas. (: then we had a round of craziness. so long never so crazy le!!! wahhs... so nice! hehhehs. (: then we were called to get back to our groups for area cleaning. we were in charge of logistics, which meant that we have keep all those.. bunk beds and everything lahhs. then after that, we got back with our class. then mr seah was taking photos so since fira and i wanted to take a photo with jeremy and azril aka. CrazyMonkey(CM) hahas! then i tell mr seah to coem and help us take. so we called them two to take a photo! (: WAHHS!!! and we so did take a photo!! hahash .(: but too bad its at mr seah there. sighs.. im SO going to get it from him! hahas. (: JEREMY lehhs!!! WAHHS!!! the CUTEST instructor!!! and CM, the CRAZIEST instructor! X) then.... hmm... after that, we have to take our "barang barang" to the peir. and we did it as a class! hahas. (: kinda! the crazy crazy people which is me, jolynn, ain and fira was singing here and there! hahas. (: then i and ain was SO crazy that we even said "bye" to the grass-cutters. hahas. then when we reached the pier, there were other classes in front, so ya lohhs. we were behind. we were so so so crazy!!! haahs. (: then because behind the instructors played songs. we, the crazy people, either dance or sing. hahas. (: IN FRONT OF EVERYBODY!! hahas. :D :D :D then the intructors played the "我左看右看，上看下看。hahas. (: yupps. its the "对面的女孩看过来，哦。。。看过来，看过来。" hahas. (: its super funny. we did the exact action. when it 左, we look 左. 右, we look 右!!! so funny! hahas. :D :D :D then we dance here, dance there. sing here, sing there!!! hahas. (: then we took the boat back to singapore! awww..... BYE BYE, ST. JOHN ISLAND!!! hahas. (: BYE BYE, INSTRUCTORS!!! hahas. (: because of class was serperated into half to take the boat. so... when we reached marina south pier, we have to wait for the other 2B mates! hahas. (: so we went to the toilet and everything. then we went to the snack shop. i saw that there was paddle pop. normally paddle pop is 60cents. so i gave the auntie 1 dollar. i expected change, i even out my hand! hahs. (: then hse tell me its correct, 1 dollar! i was like "WHAT!? SHIT YOU LAHHS!" hahas. but anws, i ate it and together with wai ying and jolynn lay on my bag! because wai ying beside me so she was like trying to SEX with me! hahas. (: because guo long and gabriel in front of us mahhs! hahas. (: then she was like OH MAN!!! hahas. (: she even SMACKED MY BOBBIES!!! hahas. XD so funny lahhs. then the two guys were like "ai yo!" hahas. (: then we chatted more than the time we rest! hahas. (: anws, then by the time, we wanted to rest. the rest of the 2B mates have already reached lahh! hahas. (: then we boarded the bus, we say our LAST GOODBYE to the instructors on the way to the bus. i sat with jolynn. then we chat here chat there! laugh here laughed there! hahas. (: then when we reached school, we are needed to stay back to collect our report book! hahas. (: i was so glad to get back my report book especially with the FANTASTICO results! hahas. (: kinda fantastico. hahas. (: but if compared to the school's highest, err.... still got quite some distance! hahas. (: i want to tell you my results and everything, but cannot.. my report book is in my 'rents room. and now its 12.51am. so... they've already locked the door and sleep! hahas. X) so i think i shall sleep too, yeahhs! hahas. (: tmr, i still have to chiong my maths! hahas. (: i will most probably write about today's trip to VIVO tmr, i guess! hahas. (:

SNEEK PEEK!! i bought a shirt at VIVO!!! hahas. (: and its BRANDED, kinda! hahas. (: there will be many photos that will make you go "GAGA" hahas. (: bikini, maybe! hahas. (: wait and see, alrights! :D

nite te nites! :D

2007-05-26T02:40:00.000-07:00

26th May 2007- 2.11pm

okays.. let me continue where i stop yesterday. (: this is going to be very long! hahas. because day 2 has the most activities!! (:

SECOND DAY!!
today, we are supposed to assemble at 7am. i thought of waking up at bout 6.30am but lehhs.. some girls in the dorm have already on the dorm lights at like 6.15 like that. so you say i can dun wake up or not! hahas. (: i went to wash up and then assembled at the basketball court. we did our morning exercise! OH MAN!! it was so damn.. i dunno how to say. needs a lot of endurance!! hahas. (: we did buddha claps! hahas. (: its like your hands placed 90 degrees from your body and then you have to clap above your head. our hands have to be 90 degrees each time after we clap, we cannot put it down. once someone put it down, the instructor will recount. MAN... it was so damn hard!! my hands are the most no strength part of my body. i even lose to benjimin when we arm wrestle. hahas. anws, we did like a consecutive of 110 at last. but according to the instructor, we did about 250 if we add in all the previous recounts. OH MAN!! my hands were soring hard, baby! not only me lahhs, im sure everybody's are too. hehhehs. anws, we ate our breakfast after that. fried bee hoon with sausage and a packet of soya bean milk. i was SO FULL!! even though i did not finish everything. anws, we had our activities started after that. the three major groups took turn. AH CHA went for gladiator, BAA BAA, which is mine, went for telelmatch and CHA CHA went for water rafting!! tele match was damn fun!! hahas. (: but i wore fbt then it was very short so when we played fbt, i think can see a lot of "i dun think i will want anybody to see" things. in TELEMATCH, the 5 groups are supposed to compete against each other. there were different stations that we have tro clear in order to go to the next one. the first one is that the whole group has to do the elephant turn. hahas. (: the ELEPHANT TURN, every member have to hold the stick to their head and turn 10 rounds!! hahas. (: oh man!! everybody was SO dizzy! hahas. (: we kinda cheated though, some did not even finished the 10 rounds and we cleared ourself. hahas. (: then the next station was to EAT AN APPLE FROM A PAIL OF WATER. hahas. (: the apple is floating on the water. and we have to eat it to the core without using our hands to touch it. hahas. (: bear bear use his shirt to carry the apple then all the guys went to eat it from there! hahas. (: no girls dare to actually go eat because it was SO GROSS! hahas. (: the guys' saliva everywhere on the apple. hahas. (: in the end, we still cleared that station. the next station was that we have to go and change the water thats in the pail and use the water to wet our hair and we have to run to our specific cup and fill it with the water in our hair. hahas. (: it was so funny! hahas. (: candy and gilyn wet their hair but it have took very long, so bear bear put his whole head in the pail and tried filling the water. hahas. (: then terry joined in. he did the same as what bear bear did. it took quite some time to fill the water. but it took quite some time so i thought i would just sacrifice my hair and fill the cup. but the FUNNY THING is when i already wet HALF OF MY HAIR, somebody told me the cup is filled!!!! GRRS!!!! hahas. (: so stupid! anws, then we cleared that station too! the next station was that we have to PASS A RUBBER BAND USING THE STRAWS PLACED IN OUR MOUTHS!! the most important thing is that we cannot use our hands in any way! hahas. (: we cleared that station in no time! the last and final station was CATERPILLAR CRAWL! hahas. (: we have to put our legs on the person's leg in front of us! hahas. (: then only use our hands to move as a group! it was very very fun! hahas. (: we broke off several times but we did it faster than the group 6, which was in the lead. but in the end, they still won. hahs. (: but we got a SECOND!! hahas. (: an EXCELLENT JOB for a group that is very cold. hahas. (: everybody was happy and tired too! hahas. (: we had tonnes of fun. alesteir, bear bear and some other guys splah the water at the other groups that had not finish. hhaas. (: so fun! during the whole thing, i was like so crazy. hahas. (: screaming and cheering when nobody else did! hahas. (: then at the rubber band part, i was behind so when the rubber band was in front, i went in front to cheer them up! hahas. (: "加油加油！！！" and "GO GO GO!!!" hahas. like crazy women like that, but then i think alesteir saw then he went in front and cheer with me too! hahas. (: YAYS!! i kinda change my view at him then. i didnt really like him because of ytd's "si bei act cute". but... nahhs.. let begones be begones, yeahhs. hahas. (: then after that, everybody gathered for lunch!! hahas. (: after that, we continued our activities! AH CHA, BAA BAA and CHA CHA swop activities! this time, AH CHA went for water rafting, BAA BAA, which is mine, went for gladiator and CHA CHA went for telematch!! hahas. (: i got from fira and kai wen that GLADIATOR was a waterbomb game! hahas. (: YAYS! we are so going to get wet, baby!! :D :D :D BAA BAA went to another basketball court. like what fira and kai wen said, it was a water bomb game!! hahas. (: we are supposed to build a target board with the things given to us. we were given one big piece of newpaper, one arm length masking tape, one hullahoop, one pole, one black gabage bag and 50 plastic bags with strings. hahas. (: that kind of bag that you get when you buy take-away mee.hahas. (: we had like tonnes of fun! my group and group 6 said that we both together kill the other groups first. hahs. (: they killed one group first then killed us!!!! DAMN ! hahas. (: so evil! then after that, carmen asked me if she could throw a water bomb at me. hahas. (: i agree to it, of course! hahas. (: i have TWO reasons in doing so. the first and the main one is that i want to get wet!! hahas. (: second was that she is once my love rival, or should i say we are still now. but... why must we let our friendship fall in the hands of a guy that is not worth it? hahas. (: so.. i allowed her to do so. she could use all her strenght in doing so and even all the anger she has towards me. hahas. (: anws, then the game went on. group 10 won. there is THREE ROUNDS to this! hahas.(: so.. the second round, we targeted our betrayer, group 6! when the game start, i charged towards group 6. i tried throwing the waterbomb at thier target board, but lehhs.... the big hafiz "POM!" on me! hahas. (: i fall down! so sad hohhs... my left hand was scratched quite deeply and my right hand very minor scratches and my left knee also, minor scatches! i let my group instructor, chin, to see. he was like "SHIT!" then he use the water in his waterbottle to wash my wound. then i tell him to go in my bag to take a plaster. mabel's aunt, i think, gave me a tissue to wipe. then chin helped me put plaster. chin asked me if i can continue to play. i replied "yeahhs but later, when its not so pain." i see my group play. i cannot take it! hahas. (: I WANT MY REVENGE!! hahas. (: so i run down and take a waterbomb and throw!!! hahas. (: my left hand injuries bleed so so so much!!! hahas. (: in like bout 10 mintues, the blood can seen through the plaster! hahas. (: anws, then it started to rain. so we went to take shelter in the "hall". err.. i think i shall continue later. i want to post my other posts first. (:
a sneakpeek for the next post - i saw mrs yip wrapped in a towel only!!! hahas. (:

2007-05-26T02:20:00.000-07:00

my group FLAG!
HEYS, CHIN!! (:

25th May 2007 - 11.10pm

HALLOS, PEOPLE~! im back from camp! i wanted to put a "(:" but i realise i cant put that. because im not exactly happy. i miss those days we see the instructors going bongoes and having to scream and cheer and everything. hahas. sighs.. oh man! im so ironic!!!! anws, this few days of camp had been a very.. hmm.. i do not know how to describe. hahas. fun? tired? sad? hahas. im still in the camp mood! "OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO....................................... BAA BAA O LEH, BAA O LEH..." hahas. (: BAA BAA is my major gp! hahas. im in group 7! my lucky number but i isnt very lucky when it comes to my group mates. hahas. (: sighs.. i also 不知如何开始耶。感想太多了！真是的！哈哈！i think i shall start from day 1. (: the first day, which is the WORST DAY OF THE CAMP!! hahas. (: my group consists of either ah lian, ah beng that kind or very nerd that kind. hahas. (: actually got normal lahhs, candy and gilyn but lehhs.. they pair mahhs. so i have to find my partner. sad lahhs! i dun want to be with ah lian neither do i wanna with the nerds. sian! hahas. (: but i, in the end, i choose to be who i am! hahas. (: sometimes with the ah lians and ah bengs, sometimes with the nerds, sometimes with the normals. hahas. (: okays, my group is called 7-UP! yupps, that can drink. hahas. (: then in my group have me , reena, jia yi (2G de), candy, gilyn, pavneet, wei jie, terry, zhen yu, alesteir, alan, hadi, guo bin, leon, zainal, nigel, bear bear (i forget his real name! XD). hahas. still gto ONE MORE!!!! but i cant remember because he DO NOT talk!! hahas. (: and you know what, in my group, i think im the most enthu one!!! hahas. (: you know me lahhs, one day never go crazy not me de. hahas. (: whatsmore, we are in a camp! we ARE supposed to as crazy as can be!! hahas. (: but i have to say i miss my class. HOW?! what if next year seperate until like OH MY GOSH! ): okays, lets not go emotional. i'll shall officially start the camp's 经过.i'll write like i've write on that day itself, alright. (:

FIRST DAY!!
jolynn's dad fetched me today. he fetched me, wai ying and also yan ting to school. we assemble at the parade square according to class. the sad thing is that we were seperated in our groups in school! DAMN! hahas. (: anws, when i first got my group number, i was praying hard that they'll be someone i really know or someone as crazy as me in the group. but sadly, it did not happened! when i first saw reena, i was beaming like crazy. BUT... the storm soon came, jia yi. she suddenly come in front of me. i was like "OH SHIT!!!" i asked her if she was in group 7 and she said a STUPID DAMN "yes". hahas. then i tried to pair myself up with someone, but i cant! i thought i could be with reena. but there is jia yi. so i mean... aren't they closer or are the same level? anws, then candy would be gilyn. candy is in netball while gilyn was once in netball or is she now still in? hmm... hahas. (: i also dunno. then left pavneet!! "HUHHS!!!???" was my first reaction. really, not kidding! i was like i rather with jia yi they all or even a guy then her lahhs, for goodness sake. its not that she is nerd or what but she is not crazy like i am! sighss... hahas. (: but i still got hang out with her and stuffs lahhs. i very sociable de, okays! hahas. (: hmm.. then we took a bus to marina south pier and then a ferry to St. John Island. i was with reena the whole entire time. hahas. (: i also know this guy called "bear bear". hahas. (: i seriously forgotten his real name! hahs. (: but yeahhss... me, reena, jia yi and bear bear hang out most of the time. hahas. (: when we reach St. John Island, when we wanted to "check in" to our dorms. it rained! hahas. (: we take shelter at dorm 12. it was AH CHA girls' dorm. oh oh oh.. AH CHA(gp1-5), BAA BAA(gp6-10) and CHA CHA(gp11-15) are major groups. then we waited for the rain to stop and we carried on with our activities. we, of course, "check in" first. and i tell you!!! the dorms are like "EWW!!" they look like last time that kind of hospital bad. so scary. haha. (: but please lahh, count the time that we are inside the dorm itself. only sleeping, itself. so there wasnt much you know. and by the time we reached the bed, we practically are knocked out! okays lahhs... last year more knocked out. anws, we did the "amusing race". we are supposed to find the place that is shown in a picture and after that, we have to do some things like a brain teaser or something. my group was SO SO SO not cooperating. reena, bear bear and me are trying damn hard to find a certain place but yet there are some damn inconsiderate people who just cant be borthered to help.not only they do not help, they take very slow to move! they think they taking a stroll or something isit?! wah lao! i even went behind to push the guys to walk faster!!GUYS lehh!! hahas. (: arent they supposed to be more macho, the ones that walks faster than the girls?! hmm.. whatever. then after that, we had a wash-up time. but i didnt really wash up. i mean like after that there was night walk!! DURR~~!! wont we get dirty again?! hahas. (: while we were supposed to assemble at the basketball court for our dinner, I walk to somewhere to find someone, i think. then zhen yu, alesteir, qing yang and a few other guys were near me. but i didnt see them until zhen yu said "等一下isabel来打你啊!" VERY LOUDLY! hahas. (: then after that, i walked away, but i heard alestier said something something "si bei act cute". then i got a feeling its me. he say i act cute then act cute lohhs. but then after i qing yang replied him something along the lines of "hm, ya." i was quite sad at the reply. i mean..nevermind. lets not get all emotional again. anws, at dinner or rather everytime we eat, we have to say the hungry cheer. "HUNGRY HUNGRY! VERY VERY! HUNGRY VERY! VERY HUNGRY! CHEE KA GA LA PI YA PI YA! CHEE GA LA PI YA YA! JIA! " then while we eat and while we were eating, i was "bullied" by jowel and zhuan jian. hahas. (: not exactly bully lahhs. hahas. (: we play play only! hahas. (: anws, the night walk was fun and scary too! hahas. (: i screamed like 3 times out of fear lahhs! stupid de! hahas. (: there are parts where its SO dark that you cant even see your hands!! then when we reached the ending point, we still have to wait for the rest of the groups. then we sat on the floor. but... while we were waiting, we saw a BLACK CAT!! hahas. (: everybody was so scared! not really everybody but rather, its me, reena, jia yi and bear bear. bear bear was so scared that he went in front!! hahas. :D :D :D then me, reena and jia yi hide behind jowel. hahas. (: then after that, we went to bathe! OH MAN!!! the toilets was flooded! hahas. (: about half of your feet is covered with water lahhs. but i still have to bathe!! hahas. (: the toilet "cubicles" have plastic curtains to cover. but when the water sprays hard, the curtain would "fly". and then ya lahhs... so many people see my body le! OH NO~! hahas. (: then we went to sleep. reena was beside me, but beside her was kah ling! sigh yo... they talked like for very very long and loud too! i was awoken by them even. but in the end, they decided to sleep and finally!!! PEACE AND QUIET!! and we went into our dreamlands...

SECOND DAY!!
today, we are supposed to assemble at 7am. i thought of waking up at bout 6.30am but lehhs.. they have already on the dorm lights at like 6.15 like that. so you say i can dun wake up or not! hahas. (:

ehhs... i think i wanna sleep now lahhs. even though i took a super long afternoon nap, im still kinda sleepy and its super late now. its already 1.30am. so.. hahas. (: nites, people!

2007-05-26T02:02:00.000-07:00

the photos i took at my aunt's house!(:egypt style!
sophisticated! pink date! (:

what a BITCH!
date?!
sexy night date. (best night outfit!)
GOLD, girl!
a NAUGHTY girl!

from afar.
close to you.
day date? (best day outfit.)
hey, bitch!

nothing but casual. (:

22nd May 2007 - 10.34pm

its rather late now. i've been at my aunt's house today. i was alone there. so after i did my e-learning. i slapped on all the make up that i think i wanna try.. and wahh lahhs... NICE... hahas. :D i tried out practically all her nicest, sexiest, prettiest clothes! hahas. (: and i used my excellent fashion sence to use the avaliable bags. hahas. (: and TA DA!!! hahas. (: i took super much photos. an average of 4 to 5 photos per outfit. hahas. (: and i also put on her accerories. hahas. (: kinda. hahas. (: okays... only the earrings and the ring! haas. (: i practically did a fashion show! hahas. (: anws, tmr im going for camp! and im really very scared! hahas. (: my camp bag is like SUPER BIG! i very scared people will say lehhs. hahas. (: but everything is INSIDE! water, slepping bag, shoes, clothes, EVERYTHING! hahas. (: even my dad was like "only 3 days lehhs". hahas. (: those who will see me tmr, prepare to have a shock!! hahas. (: i kinda "styled" my hair at home and i think it RAWK! so i think yeahhs... i will probably do the same at the camp! haahs. (: i will have to pray that my camp mates are nicer, compared to last year. i so hoped a girl tat is fatter or about the size as me! hahas. (: please LOAARD, hear my prayer. give me a nicer group mates this year. and if can, i would really want a close friend!! hahas. i think i said it in the last post hohh.. hhas, (: okays then.. i'll make it end here as i need to prepare my hp for the camp days to come! miss me, okays! (:

PSST PERVERTS! dun gaga, alright! :"D

2007-05-26T02:01:00.000-07:00

22nd May 2007 - 12.16am

im still living in yesterday so my "today" will be actually yesterday, yeahhs. (:

today, my blog became suddenly SO famous! in science lesson, so many people go my blog and see, so was IT! hahas. (: in science, it was only the girls, rather. but then in IT, i dun think only the girls only. i think the guys too! hahas. (: yeahhs... im talking about him again! OKAYS! SHH! dun say or even think about him. because in IT, here and there i hear my blog song playing. hahs. (: i dunno isit a good thing or bad thing. they went in to see what i write because, i post qing yang's picture. UH OH~ i said his name again.. grrs... hahas. (: anws, yeahhs... then they were like"ooooo..." the whole entire time! lame or what?! anws, yeahhs.. cai yun read my post about i saying that i think bryan likes me. then she looked at me shocked saying that they were not talking about me. agh.. whatever. hahas. (: i dun really care, i dun even like him now. hahas. (: my heart has already flown far away to him. OOPS! haas. (: im getting emo emo again. hahas. XD but anws, today is the LAST DAY OF SCHOOL, kinda. there wont be any going back to school for classes anymore, i hope. tmr is e-learning day. that means we dun have to go school. then on wed, i would be overseas! hahas. (: that was what chief veron said, we will be going overseas. hahas. (: LIKE REAL! we will be as "far away" as St. John's Island. hahas. :D i heard many ghost stories from there. hahas. OH MAN! i totally scared! but i got GOD, who will PROTECT me from anything that i wont like to be near me at all. haha. (: i just hope that my gp will be fun this year, compared to last year, which was a gp of total bitches. yeahhs... i really will pray for that. maybe at least i want a friend that i know quite well like maybe even terence, for an example. because i dun think any of my buddies will be in the same gp so i just hope that there will be a fun person in my gp that i can "lean" upon. hahas. (: or even shang wei? WOW! hahas. (: victor also can. hahas. ehhs..? why all guys ahhs? hahas. xp hehhehs. i think because i perfer guys? more fun, probably? hahas. i also dunno why lehhs. i just like to be bullied. hahas. of cos as in like the fun fun way lahhs. not that kind of gangster de. hahas. DURR~~! anws, i kinda finish packing my stuffs for camp. still have some things that are not inside. i think my bag is HUGE! hahas. (: just hope that there are people that are BIGGER! hahas. (: anws, the pictures above are the scratches of this little cat named JOLYNN! hahas. (: 多亏她还是我的sex partner耶！！！你说利普不利普啊！！hahas. (: anws, i think i wanna do the class blog alr lahh. (: bye!

2007-05-26T01:48:00.000-07:00

19th May 2007 - 9.53pm

hallos~! today, i didnt really spent a lot of time doing stuffs. i only woke up like 11.30am. hahas. and its only because my mum call me to wake up or not i'll still be in bed until i dunno when.. hahs. (: then i ate my breakfast, do a little of packing of my camp stuffs and then my dad came back. which means that we have to leave for church for this "parent honoring day" event. its F4 lahhs. anws, i so DO NOT want to go, alright! there's this old singer called 潘秀琼. then ya lahs.. i dreaded going... the event was boring too, except for the worship and the last two songs sang by her. wahhs.. its so nice. (: especially the second last song. the title is "赞美敬拜你" hahas.
heres its lyrics:

每当我在痛苦伤心绝望的时候
主的话语来安慰我
主说我的恩典能使你经过风浪
我的双手能令你到彼岸
C：我全然相信你永远与我同在
在患难中在绝望中
你圣手扶持我
耶稣我赞美敬拜你

meaningful bahhs?! ahahs. (: i got taste when it comes to music, alright!!! hahas. (: dun belittle me, okays! hahas. (: anws, i think i have to sleep now! but before i end. i'll say something in one sentence that im shocked till now! guo jie asked me for stead!!! OMG! he is my british council friend. i so DO NOT like him as a boyfriend, of cos! he called me like endless times, alright! hahas. (: im like SO irritated! i even asked yang for tips to GET HIM OFF! hahas. (: and i was stupid enough not to heed his advice! hahas. (: not exactly did not heed his advice but was too shocked at hearing guo jie's voice until i blabb. hahas. XD anws, i think i overshot my ONE sentence. and im going to call jolynn now! so wait for my next post worr! (:

2007-05-26T01:32:00.000-07:00

18th May 2007 - 11.58pm

Two more minutes to midnight. sighs.. hahas. (: today, i didnt went to school. hmm... i was said to have "stomach cramp", but only i know deep-inside, that its not. i NEVER have serious stomach cramps in my life. i do sometimes but they are always bearable. today, i only have very very minimum. i still can walk like a normal person and everything. i can even run, for goodness sake. hmmm.. if you are clever enough to guess, it gotta do with the him. sighs.. since when i become so pathetic, huhhs? ytd night, we chatted through sms. he cant sleep and so we drank some fermented red grape juice, also known as red wine. he told me he is NOT going to school tmr. and so, i lost my enthusiasm for school. ): and i decided that night, i shall NOT go to school too. so i kinda faked my serious stomach cramp and end up not going to school. but how i know, when i smsed him today, he said he went to school although he was late. because he woke up late. SIGHS!! can somebody please tell me how pathetic and stupid and idoitic and.. and... SIGHS..... forget it. i am hopeless. 简直就是无药可就。
爱上了一个不可能
有开始，有结尾的人。
我真是可悲啊！
他已经爱上隔壁的女生，
我和那个他，
只会有一个可悲的感情而已。
我还要继续爱他下去吗？

嗨。。。我现在一直叹气。都是你啦！嗨！ i think i'll write in english lahh, hohhs. sighs.. 叹气啊，叹气。。为什么你一直缠着我啊？！hahas. sorry.. (: sighs.. listening to the radio now, i hear your idol singing a love song, will you one day sing it to me? sighs.. i doubt so, right. sighs...

only yesterday, i found out who he really likes. and sadly, it does not include a I or S or A or B or E or L. )': i just started going gaga over him again. and there he goes,"you dunno who i really like, seriously." 我现在只可以看得到你一个人，我还有别的转弯吗？对我来说，应该只有“放弃“ 这两个字吧。he likes a girl that neither i nor carmen like. to carmen, this is shocking. to me, i just have to face it. im now hearing "first love" by utada hikaru. ytd in class, jolynn and wai ying sang this song. it tamed me from a wild mad girl to a little sheep resting. sighs... you should know why. i was indeed quite shocked when i first heard it from <____>, but... after a while, i realised that i already in the history. i just have to live holding on to the memories we have. and if im lucky enough, i still have space to hope for this memories to relive, which i know is impossible. he already said, if he cant reached that girl's heart, he shall stop persuing love and concentrate on what he is supposed to. sighs... which stands me not even a dim of light.

today, about after school time, <______> smsed me. she was jealous of my everything. she wants to know why is everything for me so good. and while hers, its a total opposite. she even told me that she cried the whole time when she go back home. sighs... is really my everything that good? please think again.. from the outside, yes. from the inside, i dun dare to gurantee. i thought she was referring to yang. but SURPRISINGLY, it was not! its about my results. my results sudddenly becomes so good, and hers dropped like drastically. HEY! i worked hard for it, my darling. so please dun cry, okkays.. like i saidk, you wont be pretty. and DUN listen to that wai ying about yang using black magic to swop us two. she is just trying to make things worse, okkays. trust me, just work harder and everything will be back to the way you wanted. but.. i will work hard too. so lets both 把“林磬杨“ 这个晚八蛋的名字抛到心里最后面的角落，好吗？(: and since you can stop thinking of him now, i give you my best congrats because liking someone for about one year plus and now, trying to forget him now is a very very hard task to do.especially with him right in front of us the whole time. good luck and thank you for trusting me. (:

its 12.58am now. i shall put an end to this. and i hope both me and <______> could put and end to this agony we are going through too. (: 祝我们能永远记得他对我们的爱和珍惜，但在这时此刻，我们也不能因为这些美好的回忆而动摇我们不能再爱他的坚持。加油！！我们是做的得到的！(:

2007-05-18T07:37:00.000-07:00

15th May 2007 - 10.27pm

err.. before i start writing what happened, i think i want to sing a birthday song first. (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO QING YANG!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!!!

sighs.. im not exactly in a very happy mood, though. i mean, now that is. i was listening to the radio and i heard a girl's heart cry. her story was touching, very touching. probably because its similar to mine? yeahhs. i think that why. sighs.. i dun wanna blab on my sadness now. i'll write about what happened in school today. can be group under embarrassed? happy? shy? aghh... whatever.

today, its QING YANG'S BIRTHDAY! (:
i gave him a postcard with a HOT MAXIM BABE on it! hahas. (: ai ya... if you asked me why i like torture myself, i truthfully think nothing about it. really, though i seriously regretted it now. hahas. its not about the maxim girl thing, its the words. OH MY! i cant believe i was so easily wavered by a song and of cos, his words! he said that he wasnt excited about his birthday or so. then you know me lahhs, im the kind of girl that thinks damn deep into words especially you know. then after a while, he said that he was tired because he had a long day rehersing the student councillour investiture and he was going to sleep. sighs... i suddenly become damn ): . i also do not know why! grrs.. anws, i was listening to the radio when i was writing the card. and then because i wasnt very happy, so i craved for sad melody love songs. what the HECK am i doing?! sighs.. anws, then... yeahhs... i was super emotional then. then ya lohhs.. i wrote damn emotional stuffs. okay okay... this was what i wrote EXACTLY. "happy birthday! wierdo! X) one more candle on your cake!! should be happy, yeahhs! to be honest, i do not know where to start. hahas. (: just wanna say THANKIES for being there when i needed and for the tremendous advices! :D can't imagine what i'll become WITHOUT you! (: EHHS! dun so flirt, can! hehes. your girlfriendS will NOT like it! anws, muchh huggs & kisses! RAWK ON!! :D" AI YA YA YA YA YA YA YAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!! very mushy, I KNOW!!!! who call me?! so blinded in love. im helpless. how i wish i could an ostrich NOW!! dig a hole and just hide! sighs.. anws, i FINALLY gave the 麦芽糖 to the rightful owner! hahas. (: i've kept it for SO LONG! ever since last dec! hahas. (: lucky it could still be eaten. it could be stored for ONE YEAR! i just gave it to yang, so he only can keep it for another half a year. hahas. (: but now, i finally gave it to HIM! hahas. YAYS!! (: sighhs.. im so ironic!!! for one second, i'm in JOY. the next second, i'm sighing again. what has love done to me?! sigh yo... but anws, i really want to take back my words!! really really want to! even jolynn thinks its a little over. if she say a little, that means its SUPER! "i can read your mind-ind", jolynn! (: sighs.. although i know i will not have an beginning with him, but love is all about seeing your loved ones being in joy, isnt it? sigh.. but isnt easy to let him go just like that. today, when in student councillour investiture, i was very crazy. screaming at every person i know quite well, eg my WHOLE CLASS'S! but deep inside, now, i know that we are walking different routes and we can never meet. whatsmore, have a beginning. even if he would asked me again, i would not agree too. i just dunno why, i feel digusted by him sometimes. and sometimes, i seriously doubt my taste in guys. sighs... lets COMPARE the two longest crushes in my life. sylvester and calvin. hahas. (: dun say the appearence lahh. they both are totally opposites. hahas. XD but really, now looking back at sylvester, i'll just think EWW!!! he IS SO UGLY! and even now, calvin. i feel disgusted sometime by his super high pitched laugh and maybe his method of walking, totally like a gangster. when he IS NOT! i'll never like a gangster, i hope. i dunno lahhs! why is it always near the holis when i want him desperately! AHHS!!

2007-05-18T07:32:00.000-07:00

12th May 2007 - 10.28pm

sighs.. im bored, very bored. yang haven reply my sms yet. im done with with the IPW project except for the " The history of five stones", which i'll only search tmr night on the net probably. yun and my mum cant seem to find any. is their reseach skills sucky or is there NO info about it. this is so pathetic. sighs... i kind of cant wait for tmr! hahas. after i come back from church, im going to use my new scrub and peel off mask! hahas. XD you are gonna see the pretty ISABEL. hahas. (: ahh... finally.. yang replied me. (: so you think i should end here? hahas. (: since im here, i shall just wish LIM MEHHS MEHHS a early happy birthday! (: i got ready your pressie alr, kinda. i haven write the card yet, but i'll write it asap, yeahhs. (: dun worry! you'll get it on time, not like mine! WHERE'S MINE?! hahas. HUHH?! mehhs mehhs! :D nahhs... i wont chase you for it. (: hee hee. er.. i think i'll end here. i shall go and sort out my cards! and sun bian search for the best card that fit mehhs mehhs. (: BYES! XD

2007-05-18T07:10:00.000-07:00

results of MUGGING!!!!!!! XD

11th May 2007 - 9.46pm

guy guys GUYS!! im so SORRY for not posting for like more than countless weeks. but FEAR NOT, exams are OVER! and that means!!! IM FREE FROM MUGGING!!! PRAISE THE LORD, babys!! and FREE FROM MUGGING = MORE TIME TO PLAY and POST! (: hahas. XD okays.. anws, ever since i stop writing, i feel so cramped up because all my feelings are all BOTTLED UP IN MY HEART. it can burst any crucial moment, man! i have SO MUCH to say.
let me tell you the equation i arrived for MY LIFE this few days then i didnt write a post.
"exams x project + love x MSN = STRESSED UP LIFE!"
hahas. im a little maths freak now! who call i keep on practice maths until i maths SORT liao! (: before i start blabbling my life, i shall begin with a BIRTHDAY SONG!! (:
BLESSED BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!
BLESSED BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!
BLESSED BIRTHDAY TO ISAAC LIM!!!!
BLESSED BIRTHDAY TO YOU.......!!!!!! (birthday on 3rd MAY but celebrated for him on 6th MAY!! )
OK.. i shall start now. (: err... i didnt tell this to anyone but i really cant stand it. hahas. (: so if you read this post, then lucky you! hahas.

on last MONDAY, which is on the 7th. there was IT lesson then since im done with my flash game, i log on to window messenger and chat lohhhs. then i saw bryan online."EHHS?!" hahas. why he online ahhs? he no school mahhs? then i talk to him lo. cos his dp was something along the lines of "we broke up but that doesnt mean i dun love you. i still love you, believe me" lalala. something like that lahhs. so long le, i forget alr. hahas. (: its kinda straightforward, so if you dun get what he say, you are a TOTAL IDOIT!! hahas. then i give cai yun see, who is sitting only next to me. as soon as she saw, she said "belinda ahhs?" hahas. belinda is bryan recent ex. hahas. (: they broke up like a few months ago, i think. (: anws, then i said hallos then i wrote this "caiyun : belinda?" hahas. i wrote on cai yun's behalf but i also wanna know lahhs. then cai yun and him talk talk talk. but i saw every word they say lahhs. hahas. (: i was kinda blur. but then i kinda get it when i asked him. hahas. (: OMG!!! hahas. he said the girl he refering to is "bel". could be me, isaBEL. could be BELinda!! OMG!!! hahas. you might think "SO?" hahas. here comes the DAMN thing, when he and cai yun talk that time, he said this that OMG me! hahas. "bel know my dp referring to her ahhs?" bel is me lahhs, cai yun assured me that. hahas. OMG OMG OMG!!! *faint!! hahas. IN short, bryan still likes, or rather still loves me! OMG!!!! thats...! AHHSS... i didnt want to confirm that statement. hahas. (: but he did ask me what if that girl is me or belinda. hahas. i was in TOTAL SHOCKED! i didnt dare to tell anyone, even jolynn. YES!!! even jolynn because i haven even confirm that girl IS me. then if i tell her, like i very buay bahh like that. whatsmore, we three were like SO CLOSE... last time. hahas. (: anws, yupps! OMG! im still recovering from the shock. (:

i went to JACKS' PLACE with my parents for lunch on 28th april. hahas. its kinda a birthday treat too. haas. (: its so nice. i ordered a tenderlion with prawn or something like that. hahas. (: it was scrumptious, baby! then on mon, my aunt came back!!! hahas. (: she asked me sleep in her house that day because she want me to download songs into her iPod. hahs. (: then ya lohhs. i slept there for a night. hahas. (: then calvin asked me out on labour day. hahas. (: he asked me on mon lahhs but i rejected him. hahas. (: i need to study and im with my aunt, so DURR.. i obviously CANNOT go out! hahas. (: then on labour day, i and my aunt went out for lunch. we went to takashimaya then paragon. we went to eat the great irish souffle at Bakerzin. hahas. (: its was so so so nice!!! hahas. (: then at that time, i also got sms calvin. then he say he was at BPP with his dad. his dad was discussing business with his collegues. then he was like so sian. (:

okays okays!!! i was very busy mugging from my common test 2. you know why? if my overall score is the TOP THREE in class, A NEW LAPTOP!! if i get GOOD GRADES, A NEW PAIR OF SPECS!!!! AHHSSS!!!! hahas. the TWO things i've been eyeing to since FOREVER!! hahas. (: and then im having a little competition to get better grades then qing yang. hahas. (: yang even said he is aiming to get FIRST IN CHINESE in class. hahas. (: by doing so, he'll get a PSP! WOW!! hahas. he said he have very fierce competition with jia yi. but err.... hehhehhs. i GOT FIRST IN CHINESE PAPER!! 62.5/80 hahas. (: sorry hohhs, yang. XD work harder, yeahhs! i work hard to get this kind of marks de. anws, on the same day. on MON, mrs yip kinda complain to mr seah about ellen's attire, hair, everything lahhs. then mr seah asked mrs yip to point out the people who have all these problems. GRRS.. then she anyhow go and say me. wah lao!! she also got say jia yi, cai yun and jolynn. PATHETIC!!! i only got shirt problem, can! who call my skirt so high and also my shirt so short. lame!!! then mr seah say he'll bring us to see mr seet to discuss whatever shit. but before that, we got talked to mr seah lahhs. then we talk everything out. then he called us to come and find him the next day then he'll "escort" us to the principle's office. what the heck! but we kinda had fun. and we even miss one and one and a half lesson can. (: we talked talked talked. my hair is UNACCEPTABLE, according to the vp! what the heck!!! ms ong also never catch when i have this hair. how i know cannot worr! LAME SHIT! anws, then we say say and say. then in the end, the principle say he'll consider to put a elastic band below the girls' shirt. YAYS!!!! (:

oh oh oh!!! and on WED, it was science. the paper was easy. for ME, rather. jolynn and cai yun asked me for answers. hahas. (: then when i was trying to figure out what jolynn say, suddenly A BLACK HEAD "POP" OUT behind jolynn! hahas. yupps, you got it!!! its mehhs mehh!! which is also yang. hahas. SO FUNNY, CAN! cos jolynn is white... hahas. like you know .. ya.. hahas. then yang is black. and common sense would tell you that WHITE AND BLACK are VERY CONTRASTING!!! hahas. (: then its so so so funny. suddenly behind a white person, got a black head.. hahas.!!!!!!! heheeheheheheh!!!!! i should have take a photo and let you see. then whatsmore both were looking at me!! got eye-contact!! hahahs. (: i dunno how to say lahhs. very funny jiu shi le.

anws, ytd was the LAST DAY OF EXAMS!!!!! yay!!!!! and its MATHS!!! hahas. (: i put my alarm clock to wake me up at 5.30am. but i'll snooze it so about 5.45 like that then i will actually wake up. i even called yang to sms me to wake me up at 5.45am. since he say he'll wake up at 4AM to practice! CRAZY BLACKIE!! hahs. (: and so my alarm clockS woke me up on time. hahs. (: but i was too tired then i only wake up at 6. haha. still better than nothing. i normally wake up at like 6.20 plus. sometime even 6.30. hahas. (: then i went to british council after going home to change and eat. my 'rents fetch me after BC. they bought my dinner already. it was fried rice plus chicken chop plus fried egg. they bought it from holland village. (: YUMMY YUMMY!!! even though the food was GOOD, the place we eat SUCK! hahas. XD my dad drove to some kind of road then opposite the road there is one.. how to say lehhs? one... recreation centre with tonnes of greenary around. its like a garden, really. hahs. (: we sat at this stone bench then they see me eat. hahas. (: it was DARK!!! only the moon light shined on our heads. the place was not really that bad. but the stone chairs is dirty. we have to sweep the soil particles away before we could sit and not fear that our butts will turn to brown with soil. hahas. (: but the worst part was that!!!! THERE WERE IDOITIC MOSQUITOS!!! it doesnt matter as long as it dun sting me. BUT UNFORTUNATELY!!! im too sweet to resist. and they kept on feeding on me. hahas. (: then i cant stand it, so we went back to our van and then i eat it inside. hahas. (: at least, im free from MOSQUITOS. hahas. (: then after i finished, we drove off to ORCHARD. we went to JOHN LITTLE. hahas. (: they have this GREAT SUMMER SALE. WAHHSS.. all items were 20% off the original price. EVERYTHING except food. then i went to shop for clothes!! i need shirts DESPERATELY!! hahas. :D there were some nice shirts. i went to try it on. there was this TWO sleeveless shirts, which are not bad. i tried it on. but then one was kinda too big. then the other fits nicely except for the chest part. i think my boobs are already big enough, right? then why the chest part so big. hahas. (: so i decided not to buy them. i LOVED this white shirt. its loose and bubbly. its plain white, though. but thats how its supposed to be. (: i placed it on my front to check if it suit me and guess what!! IT ROCK!!! hahas. (: but then when i tried i on. it was not bad, really. but the material is liek SUPER SUPER THIN. i wore a blue bra yesterday, so ya.. my whole bra can be like SEEN CLEARLY! hahas. (: then my mom says its looks like a pyjamas. ): so i didnt buy that too. and im left with no clothes. all the other clothes are for like those my mum's age, clothes which you wont see me in. then ya lahhs... ): no clothes. then i and mu mum, wth my dad went to buy famous amos biscuits. YUM!! chocolate chip and macadamia!!! WAHHSS.. so heavenly.. hahas. (: then i and my mum went to the toiletries corner. this time, i bought something!! hahas. i bought a St Ives Hydroxy Mask. its peel off. hahas. (: it removes impurities and stuffs like that, so it'll reveal my beautiful, healthy face. hahas. XD i also bought a Nivea lip care gloss. its rose flavour. so when you wanna kiss me, must tell me then i put. hahas!!! OOPS!! since when i so what ahhs? i think its because of the song im playing now. "Boyfriend" by Ashlee Simpson. hahas. anws, i bought a VEET hair removal cream too. hhahas. (: im going to flant my long, beautiful tanned legs!! wait and see! hahas. XD XD XD

anws, today!!! hahas. (: the first day of "NO EXAMS". ahhas. (: today very funny lohh. in chinese class, i, wai ying and jolynn went totally crazy!! hahas. we laughed and laughed and LAUGHED!! hahas. (: next was science. mr khoo brought us to IT lab 6 to watch a little short clip about animals mating. hahas. (: then the clip showed turtle, elephants, birds, seals, crabs, fish, seagull and some other animals i cant really remember. hahas. (: turtle makes the "agh agh" sound when they sex!!! hahas. (:i laughed and laughed!!! hahas. then seals very violent!!!!
they RAPED the females!! hahas. then the crabs TAKE OFF their shells when they are going to sex. hahas. (: they very... WAHHS... meng lehhs! that means they sex until very fierce. hahas. (: oh oh oh. i almost forget. because science is the last lesson, so we are supposed to pack our bags and go. hahas. (: then cos i, wai ying and jolynn laughed until oblivious to the surroundings mahhs. so when we noticed that we are supposed to go, more than half the class had already got out. hahas. (: then my waterbottle was on the table, then the stupid yong sheng go use yang's umbrella to knocked down my waterbottle. hahas. then behind him was qing yang lahhs. then yang saw mahhs. then he helped me take up and put it on my table. then after that, he kinda say yong sheng. he say something like "EHHS! how can like this?!" in chinese. hahas. (: then yong shong was like" WAHH... 英雄就美" hahas. (: , if 英雄就美 direct translation is "hero save beauty" hahas. (: ya lahhs. then he keep on saying until they walked away. so it faded off. hahas. (:

i haven say how i felt about my papers yet, right? and the marks too. hahas. (: okays.. here you go..

27th April 2007 - English paper
=okay lohhs... i DID NOT write my "history"! hahas. so sad):
-18/30 highest=20/30 PHEW!!! XD
28th April 2007 - Chinese Paper
=EASY! hahas. (:
-62.5/80 highest in class! (:
4th May 2007 - History Paper
= ): ): ): hahas. so sad!! i only left 10 MINS to finish my last structured question and ALL my SBQ! ):
7th May 2007 - Geography Paper
= still okays lahhs! (:
8th May 2007 - Literature Paper
= i studied until 12.30am. so of cos, not as hard as i thought, especially the poetry part. hahs. (: thank you , ms chong! XD
9th May 2007 - Science Paper
= i studied until 12am plus too. and it certainly PAID OFF! hahas. (: IT WAS SUPER EASY. finish in 30 mins. :D
10th May 2007 - Maths Paper
= even uncle chua said im studying hard for this test! hahas. (: so.. it wasnt that bad! will obviously PASS! (durr!) how good is the BIGGIE! hahas. Xd

lalalas! today is 11th!!! hahas. no more EXAMS!! HIP HIPP HORRAY!! hahas. (: come on, darlings! CHEER WITH ME!! THREEE CHEEERS FOR NO EXAMS!! THREE CHEERS THREE CHEERS!!1 HAHAS. (: Oo LEHh Oo LEHh Oo LEHh Oo LEHH.. Oo LEHh Oo LEHh!!!! hehe. :D :D :D

2007-05-18T06:36:00.000-07:00

28th April 2007 - 12.24pm

SIGHS... im officially FOURTEEN!! you must be wondering why am i sighing, right? because yesterday was so so so fun but it was dampen a little then i was in high spirits again then down again then THE END of my precious 27 APRIL 2007. hm.. i should have wrote this yesterday but i was too tired and DRUNK to write. hahas. (: anws, yupps. here i am OFFICIALLY fourteen. hmm.. where should i start? i shall sing a birthday song to myself first, the "who cares" version. (: it was created by... cai yun bahhs, i guess.

WHO CARES!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!

HAHAS. okays... i shall start from the FIRST "happy birthday" then i will end with the last "happy birthday", okays!! (: hahas. my first birthday wish was by VALERIE!!!! she wake up at 12.34am just to wish me happy birthday. am i touched or what?! cai yun also wanted to do that but she cant wake up. okays.. lets say what happened in school! the best day of my life, baby. (: when i reach to school, i went to the locker, as usual, to find jol. ehhs?! she wasnt there. so i went to the toilet and.. ehhs?! not there too.. so i went up to class. jolynn wish me happy birthday, so did wai ying and fira. hahas. jolynn gave me a present but i called her later than give me cos later we MEETING ALBERT kor kor!!!! (: then after that, people started filling in. then when everybody arrived, we sat for our ENGLISH COMMON TEST!! so shuay hohhs. my birthday then got common test. hahas. (: no lahhs. i purposely write at the date there, my birthday. hope the marker would give grace marks because of my birthday. (: hee hee hee!!! anws.. the common test was about an earthquake. we are supposed to write with the "notes" in the question paper. not exactly easy but easier than i expected. hahas. but anws,.. because the test end at 8.45 and the teacher leave at bout 8.50. then fira and ain gave me a birthday present. it was a keychain and a hp strap. the keychain was a guy, a pretty cute guy. ahahs. (: they thought he was wu zun!!!! (: hahas. thats why they bought it because they know im totally obessed with him!!! hahhas. (: SO CUTE hohh, they?! hahas. (: but at least he IS cute. jolynn even say he is cuter than wu zun!!! GRRS!!! how dare she!!! hahas. (: then we took photos here and there. then after that victor wished me happy birthday. hahas. so did guo long. guo long not only wish me happy birthday, he gave me 14 years of punches. hahs. (: that means 1 year = one punch! and that equals equals to..!! FOURTEEN OUCHIE PUNCHES!!!!!!!!! (: hahas. then after that they suddenly group together. i then smell a very very smelly rat!!!! hahas. (: its a idoim, if you are stupid enough.. then they started singing a birthday song for ME!!! AWWWW... im so touched!!! :D yupps, you got it! they sang the "WHO CARES!!" version. HAHAS. :D jolynn, cai yun, ain, fira, valerie, jia yi and ellen sang it super loudly. cant blame them, though. who asked them, borned with such loud "speakers"!! hahas. XD but... yuppsss. they sang it SO LOUDLY, i bet 2A heard lahh, can... the whole class was looking at me. kinda ma loo. but.. hahas. "WHO CARES!!!" HAHASHX!!!!!!!!! :D :D :D then... we continue taking photos. (: then cher come le, so ya lohh... hahs. (: CLASS START!!! i prayed the day before that i hope the weather would be good, and guess what, IT WAS BRILLIANT!! hahas. anws, then cos since now, PRACTICALLY EVERYBODY know that its my birthday, unless they're seriously deaf. there are still some people who have not wished me happy birthday like the guys. hahas. (: then since everybody thinks that i and yang is a couple then he haven wish me happy birthday. so they were like.. "EHHSSS isabel!!!, qing yang wanna wish you happy birthday!!!" hahahs. (: i was like "rightt...." hahas. but inside of me was like melted honey, that sweet. OOPS!!! hee hees. get it?! dun get it, then forget it. hahas, (: then... WAHHS.. i'll skip the unnessary details or not this will take forever. (: hmm... mr khoo wished me happy birthday too. hahs. (: then.. somewhere somewhere in class, wen hao and qing yang was like playing , i think. then!! wen hao shouted "i wont tell isabel that you like her de!!!!" to qing yang. hahas. (: its so loud that the whole class, can hear lahhs. hahas. (: wen hao purposely de, hao bu haos!!! (: hahas. (: anws, then ya lohhs... then also somewhere somewhere in class, jolynn and the girls were like "QING YANG! you GAY ahhs?! say happy birthday lahhs!!!" hahas. but he already said before that HE WILL but.. not now.. hhaahs. (: wierdo!! hee hee hees..(: anws, then "ring ring ring ring ring ring ring ring..." the dismissal bell went off. YAYYSSS!!!! (: hahas. im going home to change and put make up and everything then come back to school to meet albert kor kor. (: then on the way downstairs, qing yang was kinda in front of me mahhs. then jolynn was like "QING YANG!!! GAY!!!! GAY GAY GAY!!!!" hahas. i laughed then said hurry lahhs, not enough time le. (: then we "broom broom" down and out of the gate, we went and home. (:

i hurried and bathe and then change and then here comes... THE MAKE UP!!! to say the truth, i went to my aunt's and some of her make up. and WAHHS.... really is FANTASTICO!!! hahas. (: and i gotta admit this is my FIRST TIME putting so much make up and whatsmore BY MYSELF. hahas. (: IM PROUD OF MYSELF!!! hhahas, but here come the biggie problem, it was raining. ): i dun want my make up to smudge lehhs. X) then i called my mummy to call gong gong to fetch us. (: and YAYYS!!! my gong gong went to fetch me and then jolynn, then back to school for albert. i kinda went in. then feng khai was on his way home, so he saw us!!! hahas. and guess what was his reaction. he lean forward like liang po po like that then he said "i never see wrong bahhs." in chinese. he looked stunned. (: he was supposed to go home but he went in and told yong sheng. hahas. then i waved at albert kor kor. then he come lohh. (: then we went vivo. (: we were kinda awkward, or rather VERY awkward. sighss.. he gave us each a cute teddy bear and i gave him his valentine's day gift. hahas. then when we reached vivo, we went to eat Long John. albert kor kor treat me. hahas. (: WAHss... i ate until so so FULL, can.. hahs. (: then albert kor kor say he have to go back after lunch. i and jolynn both have the same thought. "WHAT?!!! sighs... " then ya lohhs.... we ate then albert kor kor sad sad de go liao.. then i and jolynn are like so so... GUILTY!!!! ): then ya lohhs. we put all these behind us and we SHOPPED!! window shop, i gotta say. we actually wanted to try out a bikini then take photo in the fitting room. BUT.. there wasnt enough time. hahas. (: then we went to guardian because jolynn wanted to check out some stuffs. then there was this auntie, a promoter. she said she would want to give us a free consultation. then.. hahas. ya lohhs. we went there and spent like half an hour there. idoit or what?! hahas. then my dad called me and he said that he can fetch us home. then i mean "durr... of cos can.." then ya lohhs. my dad drove jolynn home then drove back home. he went up and change then he came down with my mum then we go to my popo's house for dinner. then my 'rents went to Warren Club for bowling with the home group people.

then i walked home alone. i walked rather fast. i wanted to take photos of me in this FANTASTICO make up. fira waited for me and jolynn in school, just to see us in make up, you know. but she was in the library then she never see. (: she was quite sad. hahas. then i promised to take photos to let her see. but then when i was at vivo, my camera was flat when i was eating lunch. so so suay.. hahas. (: then i also promised to let maine see too. hahas. (: then i go home and touched up and then took like millions of photos. hahas. (: i very zi lian hohhs? but really.. it was very very nice. if you think the photo is already very nice, then OMG!!! real face is ABSOLUTLY BREATH-TAKING. hahas. XD then... after that, i went to see my hp and then i saw i got 3 missed calls. and it was from QING YANG! hahas. i was like curious then i smsed him lohhs. then he never reply so i go take off my make up and clothes then bathe. hahas. then when i come out with a towel wrapped around me. i saw my hp vibrating. hahas. (: then i hurried and pick it up. it was from qing yang again. but when i picked up, he put down. hahas. (: then i smsed him saying that he could call me if he wants. (: hahas. then yupps, he called me. hahas. and guess what, he called for? "happy birthday!" hahas. (: so cute!!! in school die die also dont wanna say, now.. call me then say.. hahas. (: heys mehhs mehhs, if you see this hohhs. prepare to get a birthday present from me, okays! (: you are the last one to wish me happy birthday, thats why! :D :D :D thats an excuse, i know. XD

i watched a TV series then my 'rents came back at bout 10 plus with a Starbucks Oreo Cheese Cake. they know very very well how much I LOVE OREO!!! hahas. (: then they opened the white wine. and then we drank and ate the cake. then i drank kinda too much and i was a little drowsy. then without brushing my teeth, i went to cuddled myself in my bed. hahas. (: LIGHTS OFF!

THE END!!!

psst!! uncountable thankies for the "WHO CARES!!" version birthday song!! THANKIES JOLYNN(birthday present and singing of birthday song), FIRA(birthday present and singing of birthday song), AIN(birthday present and singing of birthday song), WAI YING, CAIYUN ( creator of "WHO CARES!!"version ), JIA YI (singing of birthday song), ELLEN(singing of birthday song), VALERIE (first birthday wish and singing of birthday song)), GUOLONG (fourteen years of punch), VICTOR, CARMEN, SHU HUI, BENJIMIN, GABRIEL, YAN TING, CHARMAINE, MICHELLE, DAVID, PASTOR DAVID, PASTOR TIMOTHY, AUNTIE SHARON, MR KHOO, MUMMY(everything), DADDY(everything), SHANG WEI, YE WEI AND QING YANG ( last birthday wish and only birthday wish on phone ) for wishing me "HAPPY BIRTHDAY!" i'll love you, come what may, yeahhs! (:

2007-05-15T02:38:00.001-07:00

22th April 2007 - 4.42pm

hahas. hallos! i think this will be my second last or third last post until my common test is over. hahas. (: aww.. i think i'll say happy stuffs first lahhs, hohhs. today, the youth went to East Coast to cycle. but the problem is I DO NOT KNOW HOW TO CYCLE!!!!!!! hahas. X) really... i seriously DO NOT know how to cycle. i tried to learn but all was in vain. anws, because i dunno how to cycle, prisy... hee hee. say with me the 2-person bike. :p im like so evil lahhs. i think she want a bike of her own lohhs. :P hmm... anws, yupps... we both ride the bike the whole of 2 hours. :D halfway, we had a break. then i tried to learn how to cycle with the help of david and prisy. but.. grrs!!! STILL CANNOT! i cannot balance. AHHS!!!! hahas. (: so pathetic. then there is this little european boy, he ride his bike pass me while i was learning. then he was like "do you mean you DON'T KNOW how to cycle?!" i think he is talking bout ME!!! GRRS!!! so ma loo, can... david and prisy at each of my sides, helping me to balance. PATHETIC!!! i just hope that my class could go learn ice-skating for the post-exam activitiy. then the next time, we ice skate. at least, i dun need to be.. you know.. "a girl that does not know anything"!!! what the HECK!!!! whatever. but anws, then we went to Burger King for lunch after the butt-hurting cycling. i ate so much!!! hahas. (: a double black pepper burger value meal. or whatever its called. HEY!!! wait~! i got the receipt. okkays... SIGHS!!!! never say. they only write "1 B.PEP DBL ML". hahas. anws, i even bought a additional cookie crumble ice cream. and altogether, it cost $7.80! hahas. (: but got $5 youth fund mahhs. so only needa pay $2.80. but haven get the money yet. hahas. (: then justin shared a thanksgiving saying that he actually wanted to invite his friends but they dun wanna come. hahas. (: i also did invite like SO MANY people but it end up NO ONE came! pathetic or what! okay.. here is the list of people i invited. charmaine, cai yun, yan ting, wai ying, guo long, qing yang, shang wei didi, joey, yen teng, amelia, jolynn, albert kor kor, kelvin, jason gor gor and bryan didi. but they say excuses like "go out with parents", "so far", "so early", "not free", "don't want to go", "parents dun let" stupid! hahas. but anws, i managed to have fun. hahas. (: because the youth celebrated wei qiang and my birthday at Burger King. they bought us each a Hershey's Sundae Pie. i was super damn full! hahas. (: but the Hershey's Sundae Pie was SO NICE, that i managed to finish it with the help of prisy and hui ming bites. (: its was SUPER NICE!!! serious!! hahas. (: they gave us each a paper "Burger King" crown with their sincere birthday wishes. (: so NICE, yeahhs. hahas. and then i take uncle chee meng's car home. hahas. (: auntie mee ling sat at the front. then i, priscilla, justin, wei qiang sit at the back respectively. hahas. (: then we talk and laughed. hahas. (: then it suddenly poured heavily at KJE, i think. then uncle chee meng drove me home. then i bathe lohhs. with the sweat and the rain, i dun think i smell nice. then i take off my clothes, i realised... hey! you guys dun think dirty okays. hahas. i realised that i was red at some parts. NO~~ dun think dirty. its my hands and my legs. hahas. because i wear my fbt mahhs. so very short then got the red red tan. hahas. then i used warm water to bathe because i was a little drenched. but then the red parts of my hands and legs was a little pain. so i changed it cold water. felt better, of cos. in case, you wont be seeing me lately. i took a photo of my different coloured hand. hahas. (: its a little pain, though. but i kinda like the tan. hahas. (: hope it'll last till tmr then i can show the others my pretty hands and legs. HAHAS. kidding lahhs. (: hahas. THE END of today. should i say what happened yesterday? i dun think i want lahhs. i dun wanna get the bad mood. but i'll summerise it in ONE sentence. "i got a terrible, tearful and moodless day" (:
this is where i feel like ending, so it shall be. :D
psst! if you can see this, im DEAD MEAT cos this is TOP SECRET. somebody told me yang say he dun like carcar cos of her attitude. but HE LIKES ME! if i treat him better or something, he'll ask me for stead again. OMG!! XD

2007-04-19T01:40:00.000-07:00

my mascara! (:

the HAGGEN-DAZS FONDUE!!!

no, this is not a "bloody" pad.
this is a "dried" chocolate on my TISSUE! :D

the chinese dance!! (:

17th April 2007 - 7.58pm

i wont write this for very long cos im using this time that my mum is bathing to write. i haven bathe, that is. hahas. (: sighss.... i dunno how to describe today? good yet sad. scared yet guiltless. tired yet cant sleep. in love yet no feeling. what the heck am i feeling!? in love yet NO feelings? hahas. thats TOTAL CRAP!!! sigh ya ya...

today, i and jol went to school at 6.30AM!!! i met here at my house's void deck and my dad drove us there. WOW!!! very very early! hahas, (: once in a BLUE moon, yeahhs. you must be wondering what are we there for, right? we were there because we wanted to take photos of the CHINESE DANCERS PUTTING ON MAKE-UP! hahas. (: a little crazy, i know. but tan yan make teacher allow us to watch their performance!!!!! hahas. (: and that means WE ARE SKIPPING SCHOOL! but with our attendance taken, DURR!!!! hahas. (: heys.. see i told you. i needa go now. hahas. will be back after i bath, yeahhs. DUN PEEK HOHHHS!!! hahas. XD later!!! (:

9.02pm

heyys. hahas. cannot resist must see hohhs! hahs. (: kidding kidding!!! (: i also not nice to see de. hee hee. err. anws, yupps.. where was i...? oh oh.. skipping school part. hahas. (: okays. so i and jolynn stayed in the dance studio from like the time we reached until 6.40am. WOAH... you guys should see the make-up they put. its super white. hahas. (: i got take photo of tan yan and some other girls. (: anws, then we went to the hall and took our attendance. then cos we got some work that is needed to pass up mahhs. so i just give it to yang, the most behind person lohhs. i gave him intructions. (: "great leader, huhh! " hahas. (: later you'll understand why i say that. :D anws, yupps. then after giving intructions, i and jolynn went to find mrs yip to get her take our attendance. actually, she didnt want us to go de because "im preparing for your common test, if you fail blah blah blahsss..." hahas. (: a whole bunch of crapps. anws, then we went back to the dance studio and see them take their final preparations and warm-up. they went to the hall to have their final rehearsal. "HERE WE GO!!" we all went down and board the bus. i and jolynn took a different bus from them because "this bus is strictly for the performers." anws, then we reached UNIVERSITY CULTURAL CENTRE. the place where they are going to perform. we were all super excited. hahas. (: but we were kinda early so we are to wait outside for about 10 to 15 minutes. so i and jolynn decided to go to the toilet. yupps. we took photos along the way. XD then we hurried out in case they went in alr. but luckily, when we come out then they were told that we can go in. (: i and jolynn was a little kiasu. we kinda speed up and go in the hall first. we want to get the best seat!!! XD haahs. (: anws, then we watched watched. the first one was queensway or queenstown lahhs. not bad starting but a little unorganised. hahas. (: but all these are not for me to say. there are many memorable ones. but the most memorable one is the gelang secondary school or something geylang de lahhs. WOAH.... got GUYS perform too. and WOAH... they were funny in some parts but when some of the guys carried the girls or whatsoever. WOAH..... like the "skating with celebrities" like that. SUPER CLASSIC and SUPER HOT!!!!! hahas. there was ONE GUY that is SUPER SUPER SUPER CUTE and HOT. hahas. he is like one of the guy in the "Guess Guess Guess" variety show lahhs. the taiwan guy was one of the contestant for the competition. they are competing seeing who is the "mei shao nan", which is pretty boy in the 5 or 6 guys. hahas. (: the guy from the geylang sec is super liek him. hahas. (: then i and jolynn went to the toilet. then guess who we saw!!!! HIM and his whole dance group. WOAH.. this time they are without make up. that means natural. hahas. so shuai... *faint faint* hahas. even jolynn thinks he is HOT, can.. hahas. then then then there is one school hohhs, so so so so funny!!!! i think is nan chiu sec sch ahhs. WAH.... through out the whole thing, i laughed like crazy. hahas. :D :D they dance until so funny. they look like ghost also. but then swiss cottage sec was not bad at all!!! i and jolynn was like tired after watching so many, so we closed our eyes. but then we heard "swiss cottage sec". so we just you know "wake up" and watched lohh. WAH!!!!! they danced until so scary. hahas. rather the music ahhs. they dress up like clowns and kittens. WOAHS.. that woke us up for a moment. hahas. (: anws, the place was super cold and we were hungry too. so poor thing, right?! then hohh, at the break there, we actuallt wanna buy something to eat. but it was super expensive. so... i controlled. hahas. (: and I SUCEEDED!!! hahas. WOAHS!!!! (: at least until we got back to school although i and jol shared a packet of vitasoy in the bus back. hahas. (: anws, then ya lohh... we went to the toilet then go and buy our lunch. hahas. (: we bought fried rice. we were eating then fira, ain, douglas, sir sing blah blah come down. then fira and ain bought their food. they bought it from the same stall. then guess what. we ate together lahhs. then when they finished eating, i still have HALF THE PLATE to eat!!! hahas. (: its either they are fast, or im SUPER slow!!! hahas. (: then sri came down, she bought too, from the same stall. then... she came to eat with us. then when she finished, i still have about one-eigth of my rice left. haash .(: I AM SERIOUSLY A SUPER SLOW EATER!!! XD anws, then we had a workshop after that. we played a game called "MONKEY DO, MONKEY SEE!" hahas. then we were supposed to pick a leader to follow. then guess what. we have to point lahhs. then "1, 2, 3" yang point at me! hahas. (: i was like shocked and "HUHH!!!??? NO NO NO....!!!!" then i hide behind jolynn. lucky ONLY HE POINT. or not i die. haahs. (: but he got his retribution. hahs. XD he point at me, right. in the end, HE BE THE "LEADER"!!! hahas. (: orrh bi! :D :D :D then his first action was "bit butt". hahas. so funny, can or not!!!! :D then terence, the "catcher" cannot figure out that it was him and so he "WON!". then jia yi was next, cai yun, who was beside her, teached her to "pick her nose". ahhas. and then ya lohhs. everybody "picked their nose". hahas.(: so funny. then next was cai yun. hahas. sadly, they were both caught by mavis and yu jie respectively. hahs. (:

ai ya ya..i forgot to tell you guys that my 'rents brought to Haggen-Dazs to eat FONDAE. i dunno how to spell lahhs. its on 6th april, anws. which was like SUPER LONG AGO! but anws, its was totally YUMMY!!!! hahas. (: i took some tempting photos. hope you dont goo all over worr!!! also... that day... i saw cute europeans guys and quite exposed europeans women. i think yang will get jealous, knowing this. but too bad, he was at his aunt's house. opposite harbourfront, The Carribean. its a classic condo lahhs. anws, thenn... yupps. i saw a dead cat too!! haahs. (: with a stream of blood flowing from its mouth! EWW!! thats how im going to end this day!

anws, i dun wanna describe the sad part le lahh. i shall just summerise it in ONE SENTENCE. "my parents quarrelledl, partly because of me." ):

okays, thats all. i want to end here. its getting late and i need to do my tuition hw le. byes!! (: