<3 GOD, JESUS, HOLY SPIRIT. -trinity (durr.):X
<3 my faMiLy. especially my mummy. mUaCkx. :X
<3 my NO.1 passion, MUSIC!!! deahDEAHdeahDEAH... mUaCkx. X)
<3 my NO.2 passion, PHOTOGRAPHY! chingCHINGching! mUaCkx. X)
<3 devOtEd tO GOD de eunice jiE jiE and sElf-tHinK naivE dE evan gOr gOr. mUaCkx. :X
<3 my cOuzziEx. mUaCkx. :X
<3 my darlings. :x
<3 hui ming and prisy. (two of my darlings.) :X
<3 shuaiSHAUI and KAIWAIYINEHH de adam kOr kOr. muackish muack muack!:X
<3 BIG BULLY de albert kOr kOr. muackish muack muack!:X
<3 PIGpig de andy gOr gOr. :x
<3 tallTALL de gOr gOr, jason. :x
<3 cute and fat de di di, bryan.:x
<3 chioCHIO de mEi mEi cum "PING", jolynn.:x
<3 gorjiedimei. \X/ :x
<3 "PIANG", cai yun. :x
<3 "PING! PONG! PIANG!" :x
<3 WATER! the BEST dehydrating lotion and spot clearing cream! XD
<3 ORANGE!
<3 PINK!
<3 SKY BLUE!
<3 LAVENDER!
<3 BLACK!
<3 WHITE!
<3 bible study. :)
<3 youth camp'05. X)
<3 mission trip '06. :)
<3 ROCK THE WORLD concert'06 :D
<3 CCBC, my church youth. :x
<3 RBC's youth too. :x
<3 having very 'jumpy' worship. X)
<3 very FUNNY and 'reality check' sermons. X)
<3 hanging out with the people i love or even the guy! hahas. XD
<3 going overseas with friends or ppl i love. X)
<3 having combined youth with RBC. XD
<3 hanging out with theLOOKALIKES, AH-DAMandMICH.
<3 spending time with my adam kor kor and albert kor kor. :)
<3 talking on the phone with albert kor kor.
<3 being protected by my kor kors. XD
<3 having to go out with my couzziex.
<3 having you around me.:x
<3 frenx from everywhere. :x
<3 waking up late. heex.X)
<3 making up and go out. XD
<3 going out with friends.X)
<3 SHOPPING! XD
<3 SLEEPING! :D
<3 SINGING! :D
<3 SMILING! x)
<3 the 4 Sssss.. (the above four!)
<3 LAUGHING! :)
<3 DANCING! X)
<3 practically everything that got to do with MUSIC. X)
theHATES. PUKE!
but i shall FORGIVE and FORGET.
hate being accused! hate PEOPLE WHO LIKE TO PICK ON ME ALL THE TIME FOR NO PARTICULAR REASON!!! AGH!!(damn them man.) hate backstabbers! hate people that think they are the best!(nobody except GOD is perfect.) hate ACT as ah lian/ah beng! when they are SO NOT! hate liers! (even i do lie sometimes.x)) hate having 'rents bossing around and taking privacy from me! agh!! hate act ke lian to absorb guys' attention. (eww. so gross.) hate those that treat me so warm then after a while then so cold.
theWISHES.:)
~` be more devoted to GOD. (durr.)
~` grow in GOD more and more each day.
~` do my QT regularly. :D
~` combine CCBC's youth with RBC's youth. XD
~` hang out with the RBC's youth more. XD
~` able to go to mission trip'07. :D
~` have the fun people to go to mission trip'07. :) eg. prisy, michelle and adam.
~` have a job that is close to my passions. eg. DJ, freelance photographer.
~` the guy that i like to like me in return. X)
~` have more freedom. (which teen doesn’t want this?)
~` can have more privacy.
~` not so slack!!
~` to go to the best class every year.
~` stop all rumours about me and some odd weirdball.
~` have confidence in myself.
~` have greater hair and hair-do. x)
shout AMEN! (:
theSONG.:)
Beat of my HEART
To the beat of my
To the beat of my
To the beat of my heart
I'm thinking about,
Letting it out.
I wanna give in,
I wanna go out.
Been looking around
I've finally found,
The rhythm of love,
The feeling of sound.
It's making a change,
The feeling is strange.
It's coming right back.
Right back in my range.
Not worried about anything else,
I'm waking up
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart.
[Chorus:]
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
It tears us apart.
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
Now I'm back to the start.
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart,
I'm up from my down.
I turn it around.
I'm making it back,
I'm not gonna drown.
I'm taking a stance.
I won't miss a chance.
I want you to see
I'm not scared to dance.
The way that you feel
Could never be real.
I want you to know I finished the deal.
So I'm sayin to you
I'll always be true.
To the rhythm inside,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart,
[Chorus]
Away Away,
Away Away,
Away Away,
Away Away,
Away Away,
Away Away,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart,
Away Away,
Away Away,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
It tears us apart,
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
Now I'm back to the start,
[Chorus]
Away Away,
Away Away,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart,
Away Away,
Away Away,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart
JESUS will surely be with me ALWAYS, to the VERY END of
age.
7th September 2006 - 11.20pm MAN!!! zoom zoom zoom,... one week of school holiday NO MORE! happy sad, whatever. mixture of them. okays... before i backtrack too much, i'll write what happened last sat. (: LAST SAT!!! i had my "charity fiesta" volunteer-a-day thing. my group and some other groups went to EAST COAST!! trust me, i got super tanned!!! HAHAS(: kinda lahh. i've finally reunited with my long lost toy. HAHA! SAND and the BEACH. anws, WOAHH... it was a wonderful experience, i gotta say. through it, i made me realise that im super fortunate to be NORMAL!!! and i really need to be satisfied with whatever i have. like the poem in my previous previous post. :D they are just like the tramp and we're the writer. ): not a good thing because i said in my answer that "i was ashamed of the speaker" HAHA! im ashamed of myself. actually, YES I AM! XD im ashamed of looking down on them! okays, this was what happened when we reached there. we took a bus there and everything. we were late AS USUAL!!! then we went to meet up with our group leader and collect our t-shirts. we change to our shirts and put on make-up. HAHA! i put eyeliner only. i had already put on my mascara at home. but anws,.. when we were in the toilet, doing our stuffs. suddenly there was this a little "bongus" girl and another not so "bongus" one, accompanied with a normal girl came in. we were all astounded!!! we were all thinking if she would be the kind of people we'll be taking care of!!! ERR!! O M G O M G O M G O M G!!! HAHA! but it turned out that SHE IS IN OUR GROUP!!! OH MY! i was scared at first, REALLY!!! i was like OH MY GOSH!! but aftedr a while, i started to think. and i mean think DEEPLY!!! they are just normal people that are a little retarted, that's all. i started to accept the fact, and i gradually fit in with the situation. from the normal girl we met in the toilet, i was told the names of the two girls we met in the toilet. one is shu shyan and another is germaine. trust me, when we ask how old are they. germaine replied "14". i was like "COOL!! me too!" but the volunteer person told us that she was 17! HAHA! she is "ALWAYS" 14 to her. haha. okay.. then shu shyan, you'll be ASTONISHED because i was! she is 28!!! and she has a mentality of only bout 3 or less! they cant even speak properly! even my 2-year-old cousins speak more fluently then them!! that's how bad! everybody was shocked that SHE IS 28!!!! like O M G O M G O M G O M G O M G O M G O M G O M G O M G O M G O M G O M G O M G O M G O M G O M G!!! HAHA! XD anws, then i see this guy, a DISABLED ONE, dun think otherwise! i saw him alone there, so i started to talk to him, asking his name and everything. (: he said his name because he seriously cant speak properly, so i thought his name was kenneth! BECAUSE I HEARD SO!!! HAHA(: but after this quite cute guy talked to him about his cap! HIS NAME IS ACTUALLY KENNY!!! like AHLAMAK!!! HAHA! (: so funny lahh. anws, we went to the big space and there was this opening ceremony. okays, like BORINGG!!! then FINALLY, we moved off to our fun paradise. EAST COAST!!! :D we played sand and everything, but before that, we had our lunch. it wasnt really apealing but it was not bad, really! (: i ate everything! haha. (: then we were all so sian. cos we were all tired. but my long lost friend has never fail to make me high again! everybody was all quite high!! see the videos, you should understand. (: anws, we had super much fun! we had a lot of fun in the bus on the way back! there was AIN, the MONSTER and ISABEL, the WIERDO!! :D then when we were on the way back home on bus 156, we sat on a MUSIC BUS!! OH GOSH! was it cool or what! see the video, you'll understand! anws, then.. we download songs too!! the bus allowed to download songs just by on-ing our bluetooth. the songs are not bad too! see the video! (: okays,.. enough bout that day. im quire sick of typing. i'll just type whatever i wrote in my phone the last few days. 4th September 2007 - 11.46pmim using my phone to write. (: haha. thats not the point, this is THEN the point. i just watched a bit of a ochestra playing on arts central. THERE'S VIOLIN!!! then i and my mum started to talk bout it. she sat uncle benette play very nice. the first thought when i saw the volin , yupps. qing yang came to mind. X) i so wanna see him play on his violin. HAHA! i mean jasmine see before, so why can't i? "OOPS!!" HAHA. X) actually, to say the truth, i dun regret liking him. liking him had further my knowledge in many stuffs. (: especially in music genres. i dun really used to take note of jay chou's stuffs but after i know that he likes him, i started to take note of jay more and more. and now, im an addict of jay, kinda. And also! VIOLIN! i practically didnt care its existance. but now, knowing that qing yang plays it, i take note of the violin too! and im so letting my son learn play the violin LAHH! but before that, PIANO!!! hehe. and also liking himhas also made me closxer to the guys in my class. before i even like him, i barely even know he existed, kinda. ever since, i realised his existance and i gradually started liking him, i got to know his friends too! ye wei, douglas and blah blah. they are kinda my good friendsnow too! and jane! was because of yang too! HAHA! i still have the chinese part 2. but AH LAHH.. i also dunno what came into me that time. keep on blabbing on yang. anws, im SUPER SICK of typing. so....im going to do the videos, okays! (: bye bye. psst sok hui! sorry if i hurt you in one of my previous post. i really dun mean it. i guess, i was gues jealous that i cant dance and stuffs. sorry, yeahhs! dun angry, okay!
Psalm 68:19 P R A I S E be to the LORD, to GOD our SAVIOR, who daily bears our burdens.