<3 GOD, JESUS, HOLY SPIRIT. -trinity (durr.):X
<3 my faMiLy. especially my mummy. mUaCkx. :X
<3 my NO.1 passion, MUSIC!!! deahDEAHdeahDEAH... mUaCkx. X)
<3 my NO.2 passion, PHOTOGRAPHY! chingCHINGching! mUaCkx. X)
<3 devOtEd tO GOD de eunice jiE jiE and sElf-tHinK naivE dE evan gOr gOr. mUaCkx. :X
<3 my cOuzziEx. mUaCkx. :X
<3 my darlings. :x
<3 hui ming and prisy. (two of my darlings.) :X
<3 shuaiSHAUI and KAIWAIYINEHH de adam kOr kOr. muackish muack muack!:X
<3 BIG BULLY de albert kOr kOr. muackish muack muack!:X
<3 PIGpig de andy gOr gOr. :x
<3 tallTALL de gOr gOr, jason. :x
<3 cute and fat de di di, bryan.:x
<3 chioCHIO de mEi mEi cum "PING", jolynn.:x
<3 gorjiedimei. \X/ :x
<3 "PIANG", cai yun. :x
<3 "PING! PONG! PIANG!" :x
<3 WATER! the BEST dehydrating lotion and spot clearing cream! XD
<3 ORANGE!
<3 PINK!
<3 SKY BLUE!
<3 LAVENDER!
<3 BLACK!
<3 WHITE!
<3 bible study. :)
<3 youth camp'05. X)
<3 mission trip '06. :)
<3 ROCK THE WORLD concert'06 :D
<3 CCBC, my church youth. :x
<3 RBC's youth too. :x
<3 having very 'jumpy' worship. X)
<3 very FUNNY and 'reality check' sermons. X)
<3 hanging out with the people i love or even the guy! hahas. XD
<3 going overseas with friends or ppl i love. X)
<3 having combined youth with RBC. XD
<3 hanging out with theLOOKALIKES, AH-DAMandMICH.
<3 spending time with my adam kor kor and albert kor kor. :)
<3 talking on the phone with albert kor kor.
<3 being protected by my kor kors. XD
<3 having to go out with my couzziex.
<3 having you around me.:x
<3 frenx from everywhere. :x
<3 waking up late. heex.X)
<3 making up and go out. XD
<3 going out with friends.X)
<3 SHOPPING! XD
<3 SLEEPING! :D
<3 SINGING! :D
<3 SMILING! x)
<3 the 4 Sssss.. (the above four!)
<3 LAUGHING! :)
<3 DANCING! X)
<3 practically everything that got to do with MUSIC. X)
theHATES. PUKE!
but i shall FORGIVE and FORGET.
hate being accused! hate PEOPLE WHO LIKE TO PICK ON ME ALL THE TIME FOR NO PARTICULAR REASON!!! AGH!!(damn them man.) hate backstabbers! hate people that think they are the best!(nobody except GOD is perfect.) hate ACT as ah lian/ah beng! when they are SO NOT! hate liers! (even i do lie sometimes.x)) hate having 'rents bossing around and taking privacy from me! agh!! hate act ke lian to absorb guys' attention. (eww. so gross.) hate those that treat me so warm then after a while then so cold.
theWISHES.:)
~` be more devoted to GOD. (durr.)
~` grow in GOD more and more each day.
~` do my QT regularly. :D
~` combine CCBC's youth with RBC's youth. XD
~` hang out with the RBC's youth more. XD
~` able to go to mission trip'07. :D
~` have the fun people to go to mission trip'07. :) eg. prisy, michelle and adam.
~` have a job that is close to my passions. eg. DJ, freelance photographer.
~` the guy that i like to like me in return. X)
~` have more freedom. (which teen doesn’t want this?)
~` can have more privacy.
~` not so slack!!
~` to go to the best class every year.
~` stop all rumours about me and some odd weirdball.
~` have confidence in myself.
~` have greater hair and hair-do. x)
shout AMEN! (:
theSONG.:)
Beat of my HEART
To the beat of my
To the beat of my
To the beat of my heart
I'm thinking about,
Letting it out.
I wanna give in,
I wanna go out.
Been looking around
I've finally found,
The rhythm of love,
The feeling of sound.
It's making a change,
The feeling is strange.
It's coming right back.
Right back in my range.
Not worried about anything else,
I'm waking up
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart.
[Chorus:]
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
It tears us apart.
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
Now I'm back to the start.
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart,
I'm up from my down.
I turn it around.
I'm making it back,
I'm not gonna drown.
I'm taking a stance.
I won't miss a chance.
I want you to see
I'm not scared to dance.
The way that you feel
Could never be real.
I want you to know I finished the deal.
So I'm sayin to you
I'll always be true.
To the rhythm inside,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart,
[Chorus]
Away Away,
Away Away,
Away Away,
Away Away,
Away Away,
Away Away,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart,
Away Away,
Away Away,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
It tears us apart,
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
Now I'm back to the start,
[Chorus]
Away Away,
Away Away,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart,
Away Away,
Away Away,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart
JESUS will surely be with me ALWAYS, to the VERY END of
age.
3rd September 2007 - 9.59pm OH GOSH OH GOSH OHHH GOOSSHHH!!!! i have SO MUCH to say!!!! hahas. (: okays.... i'm going to cut short, oakys. last last sat, which is also 25th Aug! we went to NUS for the volunteering briefing. WE WERE SO SO SO SO LOST when we were at NUS!NUS is SO big! in the end, we were late for ONE HOUR! it starts at 10 but we only reached the "hall" at 11!!! HAHA! (: we were called the "lost sheep". then.. after it ended, we went out. we went to bugis street. jolynn went off with her 'rents to see their new house. so only left me, kai wen, ain, fira and sri. we shopped shopped shopped. then bout 3 plus, sri has to go so fira and ain went with her, leaving me and kai wen. so... since there isnt much time so,.. we aimed to buy a cardigen. i wanted a three-quarter one and kai wen wanted a waist level one. so ZOOM ZOOM ZOOMM... we went here and there. i had super little self-esteem then. cos i wore my class tee and a three-quarter jeans. and DAMN! im so ugly!! GRRS! and we also saw valerie, xiao qian, guo long, jia yi, ellen they all..... ): anws,... i still bought my cardi!!! it cost me 20 BUCKS!!! ahhs... kai wen's 18 bucks. cos mine longer mahhs. ah la mak! i bring 20 bucks and i spent 20 bucks. MANN.. anwws, i so envy kai wen, kinda. she and melvin was like SO sweet. lying on shoulders, brush cheeks and everything... AWW... unlike me, i lied on bryan's shoulder then he shrugged. ): but thats more than one year ago thing. but im still envy kai wen except for the part where melvin is SO petty!! GOSH! haha. (: anws, okay, next. 26th Aug!there is an outing to macrichie reserviour. i didnt want to go cos prisy never go. so i wore my cardi and my pink razor back. but in turned out that prisy got go!!! GRRS. but i went anyway. OH OH OH!! i was in charge of celebrating prisy's birthday which is the next day. there is quite a big difference between the planned and the actual. PLANNED!!isaac will prepare and take out the pudding then put it out on the tea preparation table. then hui ming'll say "EHH... got pudding!!!" then we'll all turn back THEN we'll sing her a birthday song. ACTUAL!!the candle cannot stand on the pudding cos the pudding is too soft. then... when we want to take out and start the whole thing, prisy wants to change!!! OH NO!!!! then... when she change, my mummy cut the end of the styrofoam cup and place it on the pudding and placed in the candle. but prisy saw!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but we still act finish lah!!! HAHA! it was so funny, then we went to eat prata. okay okay NEXT! last tues, which is also 28th Aug. i and cai yun went to watch 881 at causeway. we went after school. it was kinda touching, i cried about two times?! yeahhs, bout there or maybe even more than that. the second time i also dunno where lahh, but... i know i cried because i somehow thinked about calvin then yeahh lohh... "drip drip drip" haha. (: it was nice lahh! okay okay okay... NEXT NEXT NEXT!! im super speeding lahh.29th Aug, i had my english oral. and i also got my maths results. i already said bout the oral in my previous post le, so... 20th August 2007 - Maths paper-23/40 {C5}--one more mark to B4! ): -- NEXT NEXT NEXT!!! 30th Aug!! (:i kinda like and hate today!!! okay... i'll say the sweet part first!! it was CD period. jolynn, ain and fira went for their dancing prac, wai ying went for the teachers' day prac. then cai yun never come. so i was so lonely!! but i still got jane lahh, who is beside me. anws, we did our maths. then jane wanted to tell me about qing yang, then she accidentally called me qing yang, and I REPLIED!! AHS! this is the SECOND time that somebody called me "qing yang"!!! im NOT that black OKAYS!!! fira also called me "qing yang" in art lesson today!! HAHAS!!! continueing,.. we were both laughing and laughing. then she also tried on qing yang! she said "ISABEL!!" bout two times, THEN HE TURNED BACK!!!! AHS!!! HAHA!!!! i totally blushed LAHHS! HAHA!!! after that, we were like "HAHSHAHAHAHHAHAHAAHA" the whole entire time. then... terence and zhen yu were interrogating qing yang. he looked so poor thing. sexally, physically AND mentally abused by them!!! HAHS! cos they were talking quite loudly so i and jane kidna can hear. they were SO FUNNY!!!! so we laughed while we're doing our maths. :D i turned back a couple of times and i can see that he is looking at me too!!! *blushed anws, okays... this is the bad, sad part. because its thursday, so i need to eat before i go british council. but there isnt anybody to accompany me to eat. and i dont want to eat alone, so... i 打包 (which is packet in chinese) my lunch and wanted to eat at some HDB block staircase. SO SAD, right!! anws,... in the end, i ate my lunch with this ang moh girl from sec one. AI YA... anything lahh. OKAYS.. next!!! last friday!!BE YOURSELF DAY!!!i wore my cardi and my pink razor back with jeans. i was with wai ying, cos everybody were all.. performing. to say the truth, i expected shang wei to wear until very shuai cos, that time when we did our CIP at cathay. but.. it turned out that shang wei wore quite casual. and qing yang wore a long sleeve strip shirt, i think. haha! it was quite nice lahhs! not exactly handsome neither is cute. he is in the middle. handsome with a hint of cutenesss? haha! then shang wei is 98% cute and 2% handsome!! HAHAS! anws, then... after jolynn they all performed, i went to find them at the dance studio. i screamed and screamed and screamed. then the guy that looked like wu zun de and is also sri's ex was sitting next to me. he was like closing his ears!! HAHS! everybody were looking at me when i screamed. i thought they cannot hear from the stage, you know. so i screamed extremely loud!!! HAHS! how i know, when i went to find them, they said they can hear my voice crystal clear from the stage! OOPS!!! haha. (:i also screamed when kai wen they all come up. i practically screamed for whoever i know that went up to stage. HAHA! (: oh, and there's this super horrid sec 4 band. they sang "face down". i was happy, you know.. but lehhs... they... err. you see the video then you'll know lahh. then when i go dance studio, soem sec ones are there. they left their hair colour spray on the table, and they wanted to go alr. so i asked them "you all dun want your spray ahh?" then they say no more already, but when i spray, go lehhs. so i sprayed my hair, fira said that it acts like a hair spray, and i need to style my hair so that my behind hair will not fall in front. so... i sprayed it on my hair as if its like a hair spray. at first there wasnt any colour so i anyhow spray, how i know i need to wait for it to dry! HAHS! and i put like damn lot lahh! anws,.. i was kinda crazy. see the video, then you'll know. anws, after school ended, i, kai wen, jolynn, joey, jolene and tan yan went out. we ate in KOPITIAM at BPP. then... we decided that we go jurong east to take neoprints. then.. at jurong, while taking neos, i saw germaine, qian hui and charmaine. we were like "AHHHH!!!!" haha. (: then we also took neos. not with germaine they all but.. with ourself. we were posing and everything. then when we were editing, the time limit was so short!!! 10o plus seconds only. but at 35 sec, the time stop! YAYS!!! haha! (: then we edit edit edit. HAHA! (: its all in the video, see yourself. haha. (: okay lahh... i need to do the video alr. BYE BYE BYE BYE BYE BYE BYE BYE!!!! haha. :D
Psalm 68:19 P R A I S E be to the LORD, to GOD our SAVIOR, who daily bears our burdens.
