3rd July 2007 - 9.05pm
WOAH,.. talk about late. i need to sleep at 10.30am so only then will i have my sufficient rest. anws, i think i shall just hurry continue. i'll skip what happened on fridaybecause it isnt very important. haha. (: one sentence summary : cai yun and mrs yip had a very firece quarrel. this should be enough for you to imagine already. okays... i shall say what happened on sunday. i breifly say lahh.
on sunday, i went to church as usual and the sermon is as boring as usual too. every week is the same old usual thing. but the different thing is that this week we had our barnabas group. barnabas group means you'll hang out with your gender. be it for sports or just a short sharing at ya kun. then,.. yeahhs. we went to ya kun and ate. but of course, we have to share. but we had fun sharing about relationships too. about hui ming's future wedding and stuffs. (: then after that, i and prisy went to square2 to WINDOW SHOP! we are seriously broke so,.. yeahhs. i heard from the radio that square2 is full of korean stuffs. so i thought WOW, i could go there and you know.. yeahhs.; but.... GOSH! there was NOTHING much to shop. its worse than vivo. i mean DURR. haha. vivo at least still have the shops that are cheaper yet hip. but square2 is like branded SPORTS wear! its not that i do not need those but... ai yo.. i'm not in the despo need of those. haha. anws, when we were there, there's this cancer thing. WOAH... we walk around and realise that people are volunteering to go up the stage and let somekind of hairdresser cut their hair! GOSH! i cant believe they bear to do so. even though, my hair is already quite short but!!!! if i cut, i'll be BALD! GOSH! despite this, there are still a long queue of people. there are even girls. and i saw this indian lady, she vut her hair bald! OH MY GOSH! i cant believe that. haha. (: anwss, we shopped until we were like super bored. then prisy's 'rents came and fetch us home. they fetch me to the king albert's park bus stop. it was only walking distance to the Bukit Timah Macs. so.. yupps, i went to buy a sundae then i went back to the bus stop. haha. (: and ta da... i got home. (: THE END of sunday.
okays,... i shall say yesterday. it was youth day. so obviously there isnt school. i and wai ying planned to go jolynn's house to study. we were supposed to meet at the bus stop next to pending lrt. but i was kinda late so.. wai ying came to my house downstairs' bus stop. she told me that she wasnt allowed to go out but she didnt care. she woke up at bout 8.30am to do the housework and so,... after that she quickly came out. while we were waiting for the bus, she showed me what she brought. she even brought milo! HAHA! as if jolynn's house dun have like that. haha. erm. while we were happily chatting away, her mum called. she ordered her to go home immediately. and so,... she went back. and i went myself. its not like i dunno the place like that. anws then,... i ate breakfast and jolynn's house. GOSH, it was nice! haha. (: then after that, we slack for a while then we went to the study room and studied. we had fun too. we even took videos. haha. so funny. i took jolynn most of the time. we took photos too. (: after that, we went to meet wai ying and her mum and dad! AI YOO! haha. (: after we met her, we went back to have lunch. OH MAN! the porridge was quite nice. but the ingredients was like damn nice! haha! (: but then hohh, that stupid wai ying kept on pissing me off. FINE, im considered fat when im with them. but hello!!!!!! you dun have to keep on saying as if im like a dinosaur that eats the whole entire village up yet still unfull, right. wah lao! i was super super super angry!!!! i almost lost my appetite, just by looking at her. like what victor say, "lan jiao bin". its just so irritating. she kept on saying that i eat a lot and stuffs like that. when i say im full when i haven even finish my food, she went "WOAH! im surprised that you'll say that you are full." i knew that was the last straw but i controlled. no matter what, this is jolynn's house. must be you know polite and stuffs. then after that, we make up wai ying. and please... under me and jolynn's professional skills, she became a not bad swan after being a self-disfiguring duckling. i did the outfits and assereries and also gave tips on the make up. while jolynn did the make up and did most of the hair. i did the whole punk-rock style while jolynn did the elegant style. haha. (: btws, wai ying thought the make up was too exxagerating. me and jolynn was "this is considered very little already!" jolynn even thought of putting more. haha! okays, then after that, we went for a swim. jolynn come that thing so,.. she was like damn uncooperative. and so she didnt want to go for a swim too. so me and wai ying went down lohh. we had like tonnes of fun. but the damn part is that wai ying kept on pulling my swim suit. as if she wanna raped me like that. LAME! hahas. we took photos and videos too. i was super crazy. i think the videos will speak a thousand words so i shall ot waste time and say bout today! :D
i dunno should i say im happy or angry lehhs. because im somewhere in between. haha. (: as usual, the stupid wai ying pissed me off again. i think she's borned to piss people off. anws, the damn good news is that the JoBel team won FIRST PRIZE in the Teenage Writing Competion! haha! JoBel means jolynn and me. haha! (: this was our name we made up since primary school. haha. (: i was liek super crazy bout it. fira, ain, me, jolynn and wai ying were talking when mrs yip's phone rang. its a totally "who cares!" we think nothing of it only when mrs yip suddenly said to the whole class, something along the lines of "the health promotion board just called. class, lets congratulate isabel and jolynn for winning first prize in the Teenage Magazine Writing Competition!" i screamed! i was shocked, stunned, surprised! this was so unexpected! GOODNESS! :D haha! i was still like what do we have to do health promotion board. and since when did i and jolynn joined somekind of writing competition. but after i digest everything, YEAHHS! YAYA! haha. (: i and jolynn was still like "you gotta be kidding!", "how mrs yip know de? she anyhow say one isit?" haha! it was really a total BIG FAT SHOCK! haha. (: OH GOSH! i and jolynn is going to be 250 dollars richer in like a few days! AHSS! haha. (: im so happy i so happy. then mrs yip said she wanted to make into a presentation for the whole school. OH GOSH! haha. (: i wanted but once i imagined me and jolynn up the stage reading and stuffs. OH GOSH!!! im scared. haha! (: actually, i have to owe it all to jolynn. because of her strong english, only we could win. haha, :D but also lahhss, of not for my photography skills. HAHA. we can win mehh! HAHHAHAHAH! i trying to find some credit. haha. :D but whatever it is, i so do not want to go up to the stage to present and everything. at most i could just you know,... explain the defination behind the pictures and all that and of course, collecting the prize. DURR! but i do not want to read. im scared. haha. (: i will laugh and laugh. you can imagine lahh, ojkays! and then because we are richer, cai yun and jia yi was like "isabel, i love you. can give me 20 dollars or not?" *roll eyes. if i lost 250 dollars, will you give me jsut 20 bucks? no, right? and for jia yi, i know you very well mehhs? i dun think so lohhs. and please why must i give you guys 20 dollars when you hardly even know that we joined this IGNITE thing, whatsmore help? use your brains lahh! if you asked for like a drink or so, yeahhs. i could CONSIDER. but 20 bucks! i give you i draw de, want or not? crazy! then mrs yip asked us to maybe buy some small little thing for the class. i dun mind, really. but we really worked hard and everything. so do you think its fair if we give you guys like expensive things? obviously a BIG FAT DAMN NO! and grss... and that stupid wai ying was damn ****ing lahh! i was just joking that i'll go bankit and buy one big box of chocolates that coats only 1 dollar! i was JUST KIDDING! get this term, miss chan wai ying?! if not, it means ITS NOT REAL! that damn wai ying was like "ee... you so selfish!" EHS! what selfish?! you got helped ahhs?! never, right?! say say say! only know how to say. you go joined lahh! you win, i chopped my head ahhs. i know you very rich lahh, also dun need like that,right! that was just okay. what really made me fumed was that she told cai yun what i say bout the buy 1 dollar chocolate thing! HELLO, ass hole! i was JUST KIDDING! and like always others say "你不说话，没人叫你哑巴". wah lao! i was so angry! anws, i shouldnt let what others' affect me because no matter what, im God's creation. and he made me this way. (:
prayer: thank God for letting the JoBel team win this competition. sometimes i just need your hug. even though i cant touch you, but i can and will always feel your presence. but God, i really hope you would help me to control my terrible temper. i know myself very clearly when i get angry, i can create chaos of hatred. Lord, i really would pray for this hatred of mine towards her. i really want it to be controlled. i dun want satan to use this against me. and Lord, i really hope that you could guide me to the path you want me to be and of cos, Lord, i hope that you would teach me not to take you for granted and always make you the center of my heart and everything i do. Lord, guide me. thank you. i love you. in Jesus' name, i pray. AMEN! :D
