<3 GOD, JESUS, HOLY SPIRIT. -trinity (durr.):X
<3 my faMiLy. especially my mummy. mUaCkx. :X
<3 my NO.1 passion, MUSIC!!! deahDEAHdeahDEAH... mUaCkx. X)
<3 my NO.2 passion, PHOTOGRAPHY! chingCHINGching! mUaCkx. X)
<3 devOtEd tO GOD de eunice jiE jiE and sElf-tHinK naivE dE evan gOr gOr. mUaCkx. :X
<3 my cOuzziEx. mUaCkx. :X
<3 my darlings. :x
<3 hui ming and prisy. (two of my darlings.) :X
<3 shuaiSHAUI and KAIWAIYINEHH de adam kOr kOr. muackish muack muack!:X
<3 BIG BULLY de albert kOr kOr. muackish muack muack!:X
<3 PIGpig de andy gOr gOr. :x
<3 tallTALL de gOr gOr, jason. :x
<3 cute and fat de di di, bryan.:x
<3 chioCHIO de mEi mEi cum "PING", jolynn.:x
<3 gorjiedimei. \X/ :x
<3 "PIANG", cai yun. :x
<3 "PING! PONG! PIANG!" :x
<3 WATER! the BEST dehydrating lotion and spot clearing cream! XD
<3 ORANGE!
<3 PINK!
<3 SKY BLUE!
<3 LAVENDER!
<3 BLACK!
<3 WHITE!
<3 bible study. :)
<3 youth camp'05. X)
<3 mission trip '06. :)
<3 ROCK THE WORLD concert'06 :D
<3 CCBC, my church youth. :x
<3 RBC's youth too. :x
<3 having very 'jumpy' worship. X)
<3 very FUNNY and 'reality check' sermons. X)
<3 hanging out with the people i love or even the guy! hahas. XD
<3 going overseas with friends or ppl i love. X)
<3 having combined youth with RBC. XD
<3 hanging out with theLOOKALIKES, AH-DAMandMICH.
<3 spending time with my adam kor kor and albert kor kor. :)
<3 talking on the phone with albert kor kor.
<3 being protected by my kor kors. XD
<3 having to go out with my couzziex.
<3 having you around me.:x
<3 frenx from everywhere. :x
<3 waking up late. heex.X)
<3 making up and go out. XD
<3 going out with friends.X)
<3 SHOPPING! XD
<3 SLEEPING! :D
<3 SINGING! :D
<3 SMILING! x)
<3 the 4 Sssss.. (the above four!)
<3 LAUGHING! :)
<3 DANCING! X)
<3 practically everything that got to do with MUSIC. X)
theHATES. PUKE!
but i shall FORGIVE and FORGET.
hate being accused! hate PEOPLE WHO LIKE TO PICK ON ME ALL THE TIME FOR NO PARTICULAR REASON!!! AGH!!(damn them man.) hate backstabbers! hate people that think they are the best!(nobody except GOD is perfect.) hate ACT as ah lian/ah beng! when they are SO NOT! hate liers! (even i do lie sometimes.x)) hate having 'rents bossing around and taking privacy from me! agh!! hate act ke lian to absorb guys' attention. (eww. so gross.) hate those that treat me so warm then after a while then so cold.
theWISHES.:)
~` be more devoted to GOD. (durr.)
~` grow in GOD more and more each day.
~` do my QT regularly. :D
~` combine CCBC's youth with RBC's youth. XD
~` hang out with the RBC's youth more. XD
~` able to go to mission trip'07. :D
~` have the fun people to go to mission trip'07. :) eg. prisy, michelle and adam.
~` have a job that is close to my passions. eg. DJ, freelance photographer.
~` the guy that i like to like me in return. X)
~` have more freedom. (which teen doesn’t want this?)
~` can have more privacy.
~` not so slack!!
~` to go to the best class every year.
~` stop all rumours about me and some odd weirdball.
~` have confidence in myself.
~` have greater hair and hair-do. x)
shout AMEN! (:
theSONG.:)
Beat of my HEART
To the beat of my
To the beat of my
To the beat of my heart
I'm thinking about,
Letting it out.
I wanna give in,
I wanna go out.
Been looking around
I've finally found,
The rhythm of love,
The feeling of sound.
It's making a change,
The feeling is strange.
It's coming right back.
Right back in my range.
Not worried about anything else,
I'm waking up
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart.
[Chorus:]
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
It tears us apart.
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
Now I'm back to the start.
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart,
I'm up from my down.
I turn it around.
I'm making it back,
I'm not gonna drown.
I'm taking a stance.
I won't miss a chance.
I want you to see
I'm not scared to dance.
The way that you feel
Could never be real.
I want you to know I finished the deal.
So I'm sayin to you
I'll always be true.
To the rhythm inside,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart,
[Chorus]
Away Away,
Away Away,
Away Away,
Away Away,
Away Away,
Away Away,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart,
Away Away,
Away Away,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
It tears us apart,
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
Now I'm back to the start,
[Chorus]
Away Away,
Away Away,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart,
Away Away,
Away Away,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart
JESUS will surely be with me ALWAYS, to the VERY END of
age.
27th July 2007 - 11.27pm
hmmm.... just now, i was smsing shang wee weeee!!! HAHAS! *smiles. i feel much happier, having the fact that im smiling from my heart. (:
*^*^ sms conversation history ^*^* shang wee wee and me: blah blah blahs... me: ...Oh ya, you guys wanna watch 不能说的秘密mahhs? Maybe national day or something? :D shang wee wee: Wan sia.. Hw u noe d.. Ur qy oso wan lei.. me: HAHA. LAME LEHHS, YOU! anws hohhs, i say hao with him le mahhs. so... yeahh lahh... (: shang wee: Huh? Orh.. Diao.. Wadeva.. i dun wan be lightbulb.. me: HAHA! what the heck!! i will never go out with him ALONE lahhs. haha. SIAO... (:
haha. thank you, wee wee. (: okays.. where was i ahhs? right.. i stop at yesterday hohh. okays.. yesterday,... GOSH!!! yesterday was the start of my two consecutive days of tears. ): yesterday when we were released for class, i and jolynn went up class and put our stuffs. mrs yip haven come yet so we decided to go to the toilet. we saw jia yi and cai yun in there. they didnt want to go back to class, neither do us. so we stayed in the toilet to study our geog and also to chat. we wanted to go up soon after but,...cai yun said she wanted to poo. so we waited for her. we studied for a while more until the bell rang. we went up and saw mr tannable there talking to mr momo. we didnt think much about it until when we went in class. then quite a number of people told us that we're dead because mr tannable finding us. DAMN!!!! then he say that when recess time, go find the dm. "f***" was the first word that come in mind. then ya lohhs... we had our history. guess what, suffering wasnt over yet. mr momo wanted us to finish the essay by friday, which is today. i haven even started doing nor even read the notes for GOODNESS sake! whatsmore, write a essay of at least 2 pages long!!! GOSH!!! anws, then after history was recess. so we went to find the dm. the dm asked us to write the 过程of what happened and also why and stuffs. we sat down at the detention area and wrote. by the time, we wrote finish, the bell rang. we asked the dm if we could eat some stuffs. but he said we cant. sighs... sian! the dm stapled the four papers with a note to the form teacher. over there, stated that mrs yip have to call our 'rents and we'll have detention until 5."f***" came to my mind again. sighs, i so hate this word yet ironically, im using it. sighs.. anws,.. because its better if we broke the news to our 'rents than having the 'cher to do so. so cai yun and jia yi called their 'rents. i didnt want to call cos i really have nothing to say nor dare to say anything. i was supposed to go home and changed and also take my BC file before i go BC. but now, i have no time to do so. how am i supposed to go home and changed and not be late for BC? sighs... this is so damn *___*ing lahhs! I HATE THIS WORD!!! AHHS.. anws, then... i dunno how to tell my mum about this so i broke down. i try not to cry but... the tears were too heavy. the others told me not to cry. but sighs... then.. after that,... when we went back class, it was science. i was shocked that terence and shang wee wee is sitting at my side! COOL!!! terence sat at my place and shang wee wee sat at farhan's place,leaving qing yang's place empty. so... naturally i have to sit there, but the damn problem is that there is no chair!!! terence called me to take his chair. so i went to the other side and took a chair that was in front of yang. then.. he was like "why take the chair? i want to put my feet de lehhs."i gave him my "dun irritate me" stare and he shut up.i took the chair and slammed it before i sat down. i was normally the "laugh laugh" girl in class with very little bad moods. so shang wee wee was kinda shocked that i actually slammed the chair. i forgotten what he say alr but i laughed at it. for once, i forgot all about the bad things and concentrate on laughing with wee wee and terence. (: but then when it was maths, mr mucus called shang wee wee and terence to go back but PHEW, he did not. (: at that moment, i remembered that i have detention and i have to tell my mum about it. sighs... i told her and everything. even she asked me, why i had detention. i didnt tell her but i say that i'll tell her at home. she didnt scold me at all but instead she told me what to do. haha. i was so guilty, causing me to almost cry. even as i write this, there are a few tears whelming up alr. i was in a kinda moody mood so i kinda gave attitude to terence. but he kinda make a joke out of it. shang wee wee, the more sensitive one, realised that i was in a bad mood so he tell terence not to play alr and that i was angry. sighs... anwss.. after school, we went for detention. as we didnt eat recess, we were rather hungry. i and jolynn bought snacks and put it in our bags so we could eat. (: then we went to "register". we did our work and also ate secreatly. about 4.30, we were allowed to go. i quickly went home. while i was waiting for 920, i smsed mummy. "take care when you run" made me so so so guilty!!!!!! anws,... i think i shall speed up. im very tired. anws, i sped home and to BC too. i was still late for class, though. hmm.. sadly, kay hian never come. ): then... after BC, i have to take my own bus home. surprisingly, when i came out, the bus came too. haha. (: i board the bus and listen to my mp3. guess what, my mp3 went out of batt after a while. DAMN IT! then i on my phone's mp3. while listening, i smsed people because i was seriously bored bored bored. i smsed yang and yun.(: ehhs... both y lehhs. haha. (: oh ya,.. i dunno am i a little sensitive but.. i think yang still cares for me. (: i mean who dun care their friends. but im happy that we are at least still friends. anws,... after that, i ate my dinner. my mum asked me who was the 'cher that had us for detention. i said "mrs yip lohh, still got who?" but she didnt really hear properly so she was like "HUHH?" i was a little pissed off so i told her to let me eat first. then i went to bathe and i did my history essay. i burn midnight oil. haha. (: i did until bout 12.30 plus. then i went to sleep FINALLY!!
talking about sleeping makes me want to sleep too. today is another long day so,.. i shall continue tmr, yeahhs. (: nite te nites!!! muacks!
PSST!! thankies wee weeefor making my day, though im back to square one now. THANKIES!! and sorry terence for giving attitude at you. i was really in a bad mood. SORRY!!
Psalm 68:19 P R A I S E be to the LORD, to GOD our SAVIOR, who daily bears our burdens.
