<3 GOD, JESUS, HOLY SPIRIT. -trinity (durr.):X
<3 my faMiLy. especially my mummy. mUaCkx. :X
<3 my NO.1 passion, MUSIC!!! deahDEAHdeahDEAH... mUaCkx. X)
<3 my NO.2 passion, PHOTOGRAPHY! chingCHINGching! mUaCkx. X)
<3 devOtEd tO GOD de eunice jiE jiE and sElf-tHinK naivE dE evan gOr gOr. mUaCkx. :X
<3 my cOuzziEx. mUaCkx. :X
<3 my darlings. :x
<3 hui ming and prisy. (two of my darlings.) :X
<3 shuaiSHAUI and KAIWAIYINEHH de adam kOr kOr. muackish muack muack!:X
<3 BIG BULLY de albert kOr kOr. muackish muack muack!:X
<3 PIGpig de andy gOr gOr. :x
<3 tallTALL de gOr gOr, jason. :x
<3 cute and fat de di di, bryan.:x
<3 chioCHIO de mEi mEi cum "PING", jolynn.:x
<3 gorjiedimei. \X/ :x
<3 "PIANG", cai yun. :x
<3 "PING! PONG! PIANG!" :x
<3 WATER! the BEST dehydrating lotion and spot clearing cream! XD
<3 ORANGE!
<3 PINK!
<3 SKY BLUE!
<3 LAVENDER!
<3 BLACK!
<3 WHITE!
<3 bible study. :)
<3 youth camp'05. X)
<3 mission trip '06. :)
<3 ROCK THE WORLD concert'06 :D
<3 CCBC, my church youth. :x
<3 RBC's youth too. :x
<3 having very 'jumpy' worship. X)
<3 very FUNNY and 'reality check' sermons. X)
<3 hanging out with the people i love or even the guy! hahas. XD
<3 going overseas with friends or ppl i love. X)
<3 having combined youth with RBC. XD
<3 hanging out with theLOOKALIKES, AH-DAMandMICH.
<3 spending time with my adam kor kor and albert kor kor. :)
<3 talking on the phone with albert kor kor.
<3 being protected by my kor kors. XD
<3 having to go out with my couzziex.
<3 having you around me.:x
<3 frenx from everywhere. :x
<3 waking up late. heex.X)
<3 making up and go out. XD
<3 going out with friends.X)
<3 SHOPPING! XD
<3 SLEEPING! :D
<3 SINGING! :D
<3 SMILING! x)
<3 the 4 Sssss.. (the above four!)
<3 LAUGHING! :)
<3 DANCING! X)
<3 practically everything that got to do with MUSIC. X)
theHATES. PUKE!
but i shall FORGIVE and FORGET.
hate being accused! hate PEOPLE WHO LIKE TO PICK ON ME ALL THE TIME FOR NO PARTICULAR REASON!!! AGH!!(damn them man.) hate backstabbers! hate people that think they are the best!(nobody except GOD is perfect.) hate ACT as ah lian/ah beng! when they are SO NOT! hate liers! (even i do lie sometimes.x)) hate having 'rents bossing around and taking privacy from me! agh!! hate act ke lian to absorb guys' attention. (eww. so gross.) hate those that treat me so warm then after a while then so cold.
theWISHES.:)
~` be more devoted to GOD. (durr.)
~` grow in GOD more and more each day.
~` do my QT regularly. :D
~` combine CCBC's youth with RBC's youth. XD
~` hang out with the RBC's youth more. XD
~` able to go to mission trip'07. :D
~` have the fun people to go to mission trip'07. :) eg. prisy, michelle and adam.
~` have a job that is close to my passions. eg. DJ, freelance photographer.
~` the guy that i like to like me in return. X)
~` have more freedom. (which teen doesn’t want this?)
~` can have more privacy.
~` not so slack!!
~` to go to the best class every year.
~` stop all rumours about me and some odd weirdball.
~` have confidence in myself.
~` have greater hair and hair-do. x)
shout AMEN! (:
theSONG.:)
Beat of my HEART
To the beat of my
To the beat of my
To the beat of my heart
I'm thinking about,
Letting it out.
I wanna give in,
I wanna go out.
Been looking around
I've finally found,
The rhythm of love,
The feeling of sound.
It's making a change,
The feeling is strange.
It's coming right back.
Right back in my range.
Not worried about anything else,
I'm waking up
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart.
[Chorus:]
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
It tears us apart.
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
Now I'm back to the start.
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart,
I'm up from my down.
I turn it around.
I'm making it back,
I'm not gonna drown.
I'm taking a stance.
I won't miss a chance.
I want you to see
I'm not scared to dance.
The way that you feel
Could never be real.
I want you to know I finished the deal.
So I'm sayin to you
I'll always be true.
To the rhythm inside,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart,
[Chorus]
Away Away,
Away Away,
Away Away,
Away Away,
Away Away,
Away Away,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart,
Away Away,
Away Away,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
It tears us apart,
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
Now I'm back to the start,
[Chorus]
Away Away,
Away Away,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart,
Away Away,
Away Away,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart
JESUS will surely be with me ALWAYS, to the VERY END of
age.
2 July 2007 - 9.53pm
sigh yo, its been another long time since i post again. hmm... im checking at my calender now to see if there's any "WOWIE" events. but it seem that its not much only for these few days. haha. lets start from last thurs? haha. (: because of what victor had done to mavis, everybody had to change their places. victor just sprayed some water under mavis' chair and so everybody started saying that she peed or her menses overflowed. it was all a joke, but somehow mavis fragile little heart break and she cried!!! WHATEVER!!! haha. (: i mean she cried for what! SIAO! haha. (: it was chinese class then. and it was english after that. so the guys started saying that she very bitch. she purposely cry longer until mrs yip come then she'll scream at victor. i heard that and surprisingly, i thought she was a bitch too. TSK TSK TSK!!! i feel like slapping myself. how could i think like that. haha. hmm... after school, i decided to go home before going to british council. i wanted company then so i asked jolynn if she wanted to come my house and she agreed. so we happily went to my house. then since jolynn had quite some experience for cooking maggie. so for the sake of time, i told jolynn to cook the maggies and i'll go bathe. haha. (: it went well at first. then when i was happily clean and fresh. even though i smelt some chao da smell, i thought it was downstairs or something. but when jolynn look super lost when she came in the room. i guess it but i was praying that its not. above her was clouds of smoke. SIGHS. i rushed to the kitchen. my eyes sting and my breath was choked. i cant see anything except smoke!!!! it is that horrible!!! then i realised that jolynn never add water before she put in the bowl of maggie. and ait burned! and she is like so stupid that she cant even smell the chao da smell, even in the kitchen. i can smell it from my toilet, why cant she? i was like angry. i was like "why didnt you add water?", "you never smell mehhs?" and all that. but she kept on saying "im really sorry, im really sorry" i was like "its okay." but i was NOT okay! HELLOO~~~ what am i supposed to do with this damn mess?! say "mummy, this is jolynn do de."? crazy! my mum dun even know she came my house for damn goodness sake. and "SORRY"? where's the "sorry", when you give your damn "大小姐" attidude. it always ME compromising with her. sometimes im just so tired, but i know i cant let our girlfriendship sink. its too priceless! SIGH YO! jolynn was also "i give you eat my mee lahh." again, i said "its okay." GRRS!!! sometimes i really wish i can squabble out! haha. but anws, i dun want to you know.. make a mountian out of a mole. so i just quickly cook another mee. and we continued to eat. i just "cant wait" what my mum will say bout this. she is so going to go crazy because tonnes of washed and almost dried clothes are on top. and with the smoke, its going to smell as if they are the ones that were in the microwave itself. i rushed to british council. on the bus, i saw isaac! haha! that is like so coincidental! oh, and its the isaac from my british council not church. haha! we were like as if strangers. then we alighted at the same bus-stop, DURR! haha. and we both walked there too. but i was wearing my short denim skirt. which tend to go up very often whenever i walk fast. haha! and since i was like so late, so i had you know, walk fast. OH GOSH! haha. anws, then yeahhs... we went to class. i was in need of the toilet. so i asked the new teacher if i could use the washroom. she look SO SWEET!!! haha! im so in love with her but not exactly her personality though. haha. anws, the teacher called me to take my materials first before i go to the washroom. i took my notes but i also need the file, which is at the other side of the class. that doenst really matter, though. the problem is that guo jie is just infront of the box of files. so he could easily help me take. OH MAN! but my buddie, xin ying, volunteered herslef to help me take. then yeahhs. because i walk to the door, then guo jie was right in front of me. i was talking to xin ying to help me take and thank her too. but guo jie was like so shocking. haha! he say "OH, i help you take." haha. then he stand up and look behind. but i said "no need, xin ying help me take liao." haha. he look kinda ma loo. anws, then i went to the toilet. did my hair and everything. haha. so i went back to class. i sat at the table with xin ying. but the teacher asked me to sit behind because the table i was on is kinda crowded and it wasnt even numbers in a table. so she moved me behind. haha. oh, and before she moved me. there's this quite cute guy came in. he sat at the table behind. haha. so yeahhs... i sat behind. i was kinda sad though. i mean i cant sit with my buddie. but nahhs... be socialble, my dear. and since this is the first lesson of the term. theres this intro thingi. we are supposed to find people that have these things. haha! yeahhs. then i, of course, asked the girl beside me. after a chat or so, i knew her name. it was jia ying. haha. then i went on asking the quite cute guy. it was quite obvious his name lahh. he wore his school uniform. he is from maris stella and he is called kay hian. haha! not a very cute name but AI YO! haha. (: we are supposed to move around and stuffs. so... guo jie was like so scary! he zoomed to my table and sat with isaac. isaac was in my table too. he sat quite near to me lahh. so i mean guo jie came and he was just beside me! BRR.. haha! chills. but anws, he treated him as usual. i didnt hide nor avoid. haha! (: isnt it nice for a guy to like you? but.... sometimes its just so irritating. haha. anws, then class went on. sometimes, i can feel that someone is looking me.i pretend to glance around and saw guo jie looking at me! AH LA! hhaa! so whatever. anws, my table had tonnes of fun. kay hian's voice is like so broke. he really should eat pi pa gao every day. it will help his breaking voice. haha! (: fine, its geting late. so i shall shorten it. class ended and i called my mum. we talked and talked until papa came. we could have out down long ago but... i kept on pushing my mum to continue talking because i can SEE that guo jie is looking at me. and it seems that he is waiting for me to put down the phone and then he'll talk to me. so i tried to be on the phone as long as possible. but somehow, he walked towards me and he mouthe to me "waiting for your 'rents?" haha. i was like yeahhs. then he nodded his head and waved goodbye to me. hha. i was like "orh okay, bye bye." haha. then i went on talking to my mum. hhaa, (: anws, after that, we went to chinatown. we went there to make my specs! :D YAYS! we did my specs before we went to eat our dinner. haha. i choose a lot of specs. but after a long run of specs-choosing, i finally found one! AHS! and you know what, its the first specs i choose. hahas. its red, rectangle, yeahhs. i look very very professional in it. i look like a clever student, which is a fact. ahha!!! but i really love my specs. and i should be able to get it by tmr. but most prob, i'll go on wednesday to collect or something. because i want the british council people to see me!! haha! :D anws, yeahhs... i told quite a number of people already. haha. (: ot like 10.58pm already. and i haven even say what happened on fri, sun and today!!! haha! nahhs,... i shall continue another day. i have to get to sleep now. i already pass my supposedly sleepng time. so,.. NITES!! (:
Psalm 68:19 P R A I S E be to the LORD, to GOD our SAVIOR, who daily bears our burdens.
