<3 GOD, JESUS, HOLY SPIRIT. -trinity (durr.):X
<3 my faMiLy. especially my mummy. mUaCkx. :X
<3 my NO.1 passion, MUSIC!!! deahDEAHdeahDEAH... mUaCkx. X)
<3 my NO.2 passion, PHOTOGRAPHY! chingCHINGching! mUaCkx. X)
<3 devOtEd tO GOD de eunice jiE jiE and sElf-tHinK naivE dE evan gOr gOr. mUaCkx. :X
<3 my cOuzziEx. mUaCkx. :X
<3 my darlings. :x
<3 hui ming and prisy. (two of my darlings.) :X
<3 shuaiSHAUI and KAIWAIYINEHH de adam kOr kOr. muackish muack muack!:X
<3 BIG BULLY de albert kOr kOr. muackish muack muack!:X
<3 PIGpig de andy gOr gOr. :x
<3 tallTALL de gOr gOr, jason. :x
<3 cute and fat de di di, bryan.:x
<3 chioCHIO de mEi mEi cum "PING", jolynn.:x
<3 gorjiedimei. \X/ :x
<3 "PIANG", cai yun. :x
<3 "PING! PONG! PIANG!" :x
<3 WATER! the BEST dehydrating lotion and spot clearing cream! XD
<3 ORANGE!
<3 PINK!
<3 SKY BLUE!
<3 LAVENDER!
<3 BLACK!
<3 WHITE!
<3 bible study. :)
<3 youth camp'05. X)
<3 mission trip '06. :)
<3 ROCK THE WORLD concert'06 :D
<3 CCBC, my church youth. :x
<3 RBC's youth too. :x
<3 having very 'jumpy' worship. X)
<3 very FUNNY and 'reality check' sermons. X)
<3 hanging out with the people i love or even the guy! hahas. XD
<3 going overseas with friends or ppl i love. X)
<3 having combined youth with RBC. XD
<3 hanging out with theLOOKALIKES, AH-DAMandMICH.
<3 spending time with my adam kor kor and albert kor kor. :)
<3 talking on the phone with albert kor kor.
<3 being protected by my kor kors. XD
<3 having to go out with my couzziex.
<3 having you around me.:x
<3 frenx from everywhere. :x
<3 waking up late. heex.X)
<3 making up and go out. XD
<3 going out with friends.X)
<3 SHOPPING! XD
<3 SLEEPING! :D
<3 SINGING! :D
<3 SMILING! x)
<3 the 4 Sssss.. (the above four!)
<3 LAUGHING! :)
<3 DANCING! X)
<3 practically everything that got to do with MUSIC. X)
theHATES. PUKE!
but i shall FORGIVE and FORGET.
hate being accused! hate PEOPLE WHO LIKE TO PICK ON ME ALL THE TIME FOR NO PARTICULAR REASON!!! AGH!!(damn them man.) hate backstabbers! hate people that think they are the best!(nobody except GOD is perfect.) hate ACT as ah lian/ah beng! when they are SO NOT! hate liers! (even i do lie sometimes.x)) hate having 'rents bossing around and taking privacy from me! agh!! hate act ke lian to absorb guys' attention. (eww. so gross.) hate those that treat me so warm then after a while then so cold.
theWISHES.:)
~` be more devoted to GOD. (durr.)
~` grow in GOD more and more each day.
~` do my QT regularly. :D
~` combine CCBC's youth with RBC's youth. XD
~` hang out with the RBC's youth more. XD
~` able to go to mission trip'07. :D
~` have the fun people to go to mission trip'07. :) eg. prisy, michelle and adam.
~` have a job that is close to my passions. eg. DJ, freelance photographer.
~` the guy that i like to like me in return. X)
~` have more freedom. (which teen doesn’t want this?)
~` can have more privacy.
~` not so slack!!
~` to go to the best class every year.
~` stop all rumours about me and some odd weirdball.
~` have confidence in myself.
~` have greater hair and hair-do. x)
shout AMEN! (:
theSONG.:)
Beat of my HEART
To the beat of my
To the beat of my
To the beat of my heart
I'm thinking about,
Letting it out.
I wanna give in,
I wanna go out.
Been looking around
I've finally found,
The rhythm of love,
The feeling of sound.
It's making a change,
The feeling is strange.
It's coming right back.
Right back in my range.
Not worried about anything else,
I'm waking up
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart.
[Chorus:]
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
It tears us apart.
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
Now I'm back to the start.
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart,
I'm up from my down.
I turn it around.
I'm making it back,
I'm not gonna drown.
I'm taking a stance.
I won't miss a chance.
I want you to see
I'm not scared to dance.
The way that you feel
Could never be real.
I want you to know I finished the deal.
So I'm sayin to you
I'll always be true.
To the rhythm inside,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart,
[Chorus]
Away Away,
Away Away,
Away Away,
Away Away,
Away Away,
Away Away,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart,
Away Away,
Away Away,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
It tears us apart,
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
Now I'm back to the start,
[Chorus]
Away Away,
Away Away,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart,
Away Away,
Away Away,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart
JESUS will surely be with me ALWAYS, to the VERY END of
age.
23th June 2007 - 11.41pm
its getting late and i need to get my sleep soon. its going to be another long day tomorrow. hmm... its been quite long since i last wrote in. there's a few reasons though. one is that i kinda lost my enthusiasiam to write it all down. and that this few days im rather busy and lazy. haha. we had a cca and 3F combined bbq last friday. we took photos! only at niight. haha! i even took with jing min. see the pics! (: because i went out with my aunt on last sun and mon. on sun, i bought a 3/4 slake at ice lemon tee. it cost 16 BUCKS! WHEE... its expensive. but my aunt still buy it for me. aww.. haha. it was nice btu not exactly what i want. but we still bought it. after that we cross by mango and decided to go in. guess what, my aunt bought another slack. this time its for herself. but trust me, after a few times she wear. the owner will be me. haha! (: its nice and it cost 36 BUCKS. haha. (: anws, then on mon, she gave me two belts. its nice! really. haha. (: and she say its expensive. i was like "its there anything that is NOT expensive in your closet?" haha. i didnt say it out though. okays. then on tues and wed, i went to EXERCISE..!! haha! yupps, massive low-fat diet and massive workout at the gym and swimming pool. haha! i didnt actually lost weight. but i toned up. WHOA!!! and the biggest and most obvious achievement is MY BUTT!!! it was like so... haha! solid, you know? HAHA! XD really really, no kidding. i love my butt! hehhehes. :D VIP sneakpeeks will only be given to my girlfriends! (: and boyfriend, if i have, that is. that was what GYM has done to me. now, swimming pool. haha! i think i grown taller? i dunno. but i feel stretch. haha! anws, i got like super tanned. haha! my retreat tan haven even fade off and yeahhs, two more days of tanning. haha. then today, i went for my work out again. haha. (: but i think the caleries burned have been replenish with what i ate later. i ate dinner then went to tuition. then we went to orchard. we rushed from john little to another john little and then to this fashion then robinsons then cold storage. we rushed here and there. there was a 20% off storewide. but the thing is that with all the DAMN RUSHING,how am i suppose to find what i want? even though its SUPER DUPER CHEAP! like... 2 pierre cadin bras for 10. cheap or whatt? but lehhs. "material not good lahh, lets go lets go. dun waste time!" WHAT THE HECK! then i wanna go find some clothes. then they were like "lets go find the sunscreen lotion" which is like DOWNSTAIRS! oh, SHUT UP! i was so fed up! so what if its 20% storewide or even 50%, they also dun give time to go see. to me, thats NOT shopping. thats SHIT. even window shopping, also can take your own sweet time. yeahhs, i agree that we have to hurry a little because all the shops closed at 10. but we are NOT in short of time. its like what 8 plus 9? then we go this fashion, i was finding white shorts. i finally found soem not bad ones and wanted to ask my mum for opinion. guess what she did. she look at me and said "no more mini skirts, okay." then she turned back to see her pants. i was like "ITS SHORTS, WHITE SHORTS!!!!!" OMG!!!! im going mad...! but she did not care and kept on looking at her damn pants. then i had no choice but to ask my dad. my dad's reaction was even worse. "white very easy dirty lah. once dirty, very hard to wash the stain off. and with the stain, forever cannot wear." I WAS LIKE FUMING. i went back to finding the suitable pants, using MY OWN FASHION SENCE. both my 'rents were looking at me, their body reaction is like telling me "can you like hurry?!!" i was so pissed, that i had no mood to shop alr. then i said to them "lets go lahh lets go lahhs. sigh!" in a very disappointed manner. i HOPE they get it but they simply DO NOT. this is the damn reason why i HATED to go out with them. they keep on nagging bout me not thinking about others. HEY, thats life. and now what, aren't they too? nag nag nag... what SHIT, can. im like so damn angry. then suddenly they stop at this store selling some kind of singapore souvenirs. i had ABSOLUTELY interest or so. so DURR, i walked on myself since there's this store that sells accessories and belts. so yeahhs.. i look at the belts. theres this crown belt which is like so nice. and yet, they say "走啦". "go lahh" in chinese. i was like WHAT THE HECK. i was tired, pissed off and everything you can think of. in the end, i did not buy anything except cabury chocolate, my shave leg thing and i think nothing else already. luckily, they bought Haggen-Dazs tiramisu pint. or not i'll go hot hot hot. we ate finish the WHOLE PINT on the way home. its was delicious. anws, i think i have to sleep. its 12.25am already. tmr, maybe still have to go to Lighthouse. if priscilla go then i go. or not then dun lahh. as mich as i hope to go another church, i kinda hope priscilla dun go. because i dun really feel like going either. oops. x) good nites, people!
Psalm 68:19 P R A I S E be to the LORD, to GOD our SAVIOR, who daily bears our burdens.