<3 GOD, JESUS, HOLY SPIRIT. -trinity (durr.):X
<3 my faMiLy. especially my mummy. mUaCkx. :X
<3 my NO.1 passion, MUSIC!!! deahDEAHdeahDEAH... mUaCkx. X)
<3 my NO.2 passion, PHOTOGRAPHY! chingCHINGching! mUaCkx. X)
<3 devOtEd tO GOD de eunice jiE jiE and sElf-tHinK naivE dE evan gOr gOr. mUaCkx. :X
<3 my cOuzziEx. mUaCkx. :X
<3 my darlings. :x
<3 hui ming and prisy. (two of my darlings.) :X
<3 shuaiSHAUI and KAIWAIYINEHH de adam kOr kOr. muackish muack muack!:X
<3 BIG BULLY de albert kOr kOr. muackish muack muack!:X
<3 PIGpig de andy gOr gOr. :x
<3 tallTALL de gOr gOr, jason. :x
<3 cute and fat de di di, bryan.:x
<3 chioCHIO de mEi mEi cum "PING", jolynn.:x
<3 gorjiedimei. \X/ :x
<3 "PIANG", cai yun. :x
<3 "PING! PONG! PIANG!" :x
<3 WATER! the BEST dehydrating lotion and spot clearing cream! XD
<3 ORANGE!
<3 PINK!
<3 SKY BLUE!
<3 LAVENDER!
<3 BLACK!
<3 WHITE!
<3 bible study. :)
<3 youth camp'05. X)
<3 mission trip '06. :)
<3 ROCK THE WORLD concert'06 :D
<3 CCBC, my church youth. :x
<3 RBC's youth too. :x
<3 having very 'jumpy' worship. X)
<3 very FUNNY and 'reality check' sermons. X)
<3 hanging out with the people i love or even the guy! hahas. XD
<3 going overseas with friends or ppl i love. X)
<3 having combined youth with RBC. XD
<3 hanging out with theLOOKALIKES, AH-DAMandMICH.
<3 spending time with my adam kor kor and albert kor kor. :)
<3 talking on the phone with albert kor kor.
<3 being protected by my kor kors. XD
<3 having to go out with my couzziex.
<3 having you around me.:x
<3 frenx from everywhere. :x
<3 waking up late. heex.X)
<3 making up and go out. XD
<3 going out with friends.X)
<3 SHOPPING! XD
<3 SLEEPING! :D
<3 SINGING! :D
<3 SMILING! x)
<3 the 4 Sssss.. (the above four!)
<3 LAUGHING! :)
<3 DANCING! X)
<3 practically everything that got to do with MUSIC. X)
theHATES. PUKE!
but i shall FORGIVE and FORGET.
hate being accused! hate PEOPLE WHO LIKE TO PICK ON ME ALL THE TIME FOR NO PARTICULAR REASON!!! AGH!!(damn them man.) hate backstabbers! hate people that think they are the best!(nobody except GOD is perfect.) hate ACT as ah lian/ah beng! when they are SO NOT! hate liers! (even i do lie sometimes.x)) hate having 'rents bossing around and taking privacy from me! agh!! hate act ke lian to absorb guys' attention. (eww. so gross.) hate those that treat me so warm then after a while then so cold.
theWISHES.:)
~` be more devoted to GOD. (durr.)
~` grow in GOD more and more each day.
~` do my QT regularly. :D
~` combine CCBC's youth with RBC's youth. XD
~` hang out with the RBC's youth more. XD
~` able to go to mission trip'07. :D
~` have the fun people to go to mission trip'07. :) eg. prisy, michelle and adam.
~` have a job that is close to my passions. eg. DJ, freelance photographer.
~` the guy that i like to like me in return. X)
~` have more freedom. (which teen doesn’t want this?)
~` can have more privacy.
~` not so slack!!
~` to go to the best class every year.
~` stop all rumours about me and some odd weirdball.
~` have confidence in myself.
~` have greater hair and hair-do. x)
shout AMEN! (:
theSONG.:)
Beat of my HEART
To the beat of my
To the beat of my
To the beat of my heart
I'm thinking about,
Letting it out.
I wanna give in,
I wanna go out.
Been looking around
I've finally found,
The rhythm of love,
The feeling of sound.
It's making a change,
The feeling is strange.
It's coming right back.
Right back in my range.
Not worried about anything else,
I'm waking up
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart.
[Chorus:]
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
It tears us apart.
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
Now I'm back to the start.
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart,
I'm up from my down.
I turn it around.
I'm making it back,
I'm not gonna drown.
I'm taking a stance.
I won't miss a chance.
I want you to see
I'm not scared to dance.
The way that you feel
Could never be real.
I want you to know I finished the deal.
So I'm sayin to you
I'll always be true.
To the rhythm inside,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart,
[Chorus]
Away Away,
Away Away,
Away Away,
Away Away,
Away Away,
Away Away,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart,
Away Away,
Away Away,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
It tears us apart,
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
Now I'm back to the start,
[Chorus]
Away Away,
Away Away,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart,
Away Away,
Away Away,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart
JESUS will surely be with me ALWAYS, to the VERY END of
age.
15th June 2007 - 10.46pm
heys people, i really feel like ending my blog. i lost my enthusiasm for writing my life. its not that my life sucks but yeahhs.. i just dun feel like writing anymore! sighs... but i know that writing my life events is worth it when the time i have white hair and i read back. okays... shush with the emotions! i shall continue with my retreat! (:
FIRST DAY! (con't)
after the lunch, we had ice-breaker. it was led by luke and his dad, uncle alex. we played a game called "squirrel and nuts". it was SO SO SO messy! haha. the winner wasn't mention but i guess we won because in just like 40 SEC, we managed to finish our task. and our task as the squirrels, is to get the opposite gp, the "nuts" over to our side. in the middle, will be the blind mice! hahas! it was fun, though. after a game or two, we sat down with a WIDE smile and listen to uncle chee meng brief about a play that the west group will be performing. its called "Mind Your Language". it was FUNNY!!! haha! my 'rents were part of the play and they acted like "HAHA!!" my mum acted as a crying student that got bad results! HA HA! YES, CRYING! hahahahah. then after that, we had like quite some time as we were waiting for the keys to be ready. so i and jolynn saw micheal, showing his magic in front of the little kids! hahas. as i was kinda crazy then, i sat down with the little kids and played with them. jolynn joined me and so did enoch, luke and even isaac! hahas. (: we play and play!!! we even throw "snow flakes" at each other! haha! the "snow flakes" are made up of teared styrofoam cup! HA HA! but we did had fun, of cos! i mean, DURR! with me, where got not fun de hohhs? x) we played like crazy and FINALLY, the kets are READY! YAYS!! (: i quickly exchanged our room numbers and "ZOOM" to our rooms! i remembered that my 'rents said that the place had just renovated. HA HA HA! AS IF! it did not changed a bit! but anws, we rest for a while and next up was prayer at sunset #1. it was BORING!!!! after that, we had our dinner! YUM! i think its much better than lunch! hahas! GREAT DESSERT, though! LOVE IT! :D after a scrumptious dinner, we had our first Worship and Word Session. i expected it to be great becuase my mum kept on praising him and stuffs but nahhs.... its NOT! BORINGGG!!!!!! it was on the sabbactical lifestyle! OH WHATEVER! haha. im not saying that God's word is boring, but really! the pastor say until i cant stand it plus i WAS tired!!! haha. okay okayy... here comes the JUICY, HOT and SPICY part!! (: after the sermon, we decided to go back to our rooms but instead we changed our minds and we went to isaac and luke's room as we reached it first! i and jolynn was the last to go in the room and so we decided to be naughty! i took out the card that start the electricity. okayyys... it was my idea. jolynn only helped in keeping the card! hahas. (: we waited and waited for the lights to go off! and YES!! IT WENT OFF! hahas. (: it was pitch dark! it was so dark that i cant even see my 5 fingers! XD as we was so dark, we couldn't see so we toppled on each other! HA HA HA! (: we knocked onto here and there! it was SUPER HILARIOUS! (: the guys were shocked and they panicked too! hahas. (: isaac's reaction was so funny! he was like "OPEN THE DOOR, OPEN THE DOOR!!" x) yeahhs,... in the end, ivan opened the door and WE ARE SAVED! HAHA! we laughed super much then we on the tv and guess what!!! its INCREDIBLE TALES! OH NO!!! hahas. (: the show is about people that had experienced the spirits. even though i know its not true, but i cant help but to think about it! sighs! we watched the whole show and i was SO SCARED that i kept on screaming! hahas. (: to jolynn, its NOT scary! she can even ta han "The Omen", dun say incredible tales. and to the first-timers' luke and isaac, they say its NOT exactly that scary! i was like "OH SHUT UP!" haha! after the show, we decided to go back and bathe then after that, we'll meet in our room. i and jolynn went back to our room! we both are quite open so, we stripped together. then we bathe together in two SEPERATE CUBICLES! hahas! (: when we stripped down to our bras and panties, a knock was heard! it was isaac and luke! we quickly take the nearest shirt and short and put it on! and guess what! it turned out that i wear jolynn's shorts and jolynn wore my shirt! it was super damn funny! (: HA HA! then okay.. we talked talked talked and told them to come back in another 30 mins! we stripped again, this time we were naked. haha.(: then a knock was heard again! AGAIN, it was isaac and luke! we told them behind the door that we were naked and told them to come back in 30 mins SHARP! hahas. (: we went to bathe and there was a knock again! HA HA HA! too bad, my boys. we are wet with soap on our naked skin! hahas. (: i was so scared after watching increidble tales that everytime i close my eyes, i see her! the banana tree spirit! EWW!!!! it was so scary! so i bathe quite fast and i hurried to dry myself. i was almost ready except that i havent comb my hair nor put toner on my face. but overall, i was dressed and can be seen in public! hahas. and YUPPS, they knocked again. this time, we opened the door PROPERLY DRESSED! haha. ivan, isaac and luke came to our room. we chatted and took pictures and everything. it was fun! we even played cards. it was about 2 in the morning when they decided to go back. i wanted isaac and luke to stay in our room. hahas. (: but nahhs, they were like "CRAZY AH!" hahas. (: then yeahhs lahhs! but i seriously was scared and only their presence made me not soo scared. so we used the cards in our room as an excuse to go to their room. we went there and "gave back" the cards. they say that their pone isnt working and they need a alarm clock. so we used this excuse and asked them of they wanna come to sleep with us. surprisingly, luke immediatly agree! and it was isaac that was thinking hard! hahas. (: but we still won! haha. they came over and sleep. :D i and jolynn slept on one bed and luke and isaac took the other one! but poor isaac, he did not have a good night sleep. he only had about 2 hours of sleep as we kept on changing from bed to the chair. poor thing, huhhs! :( hahas.
SECOND DAY!!
isaac and luke woke up at 5.12am. because isaac need to bathe and since luke is his roomie so he wake up too and went back with isaac. they kinda woke us up. but i went back to sleep. hahas. (: and i only wake up at bout 6 plus! hahas., and i was seriously tired!!! we were late for sunrise devotion. isaac and luke waited for us so.. they were late too! hahas! X) but instead, we went to eat our breakfast earlier. it was NICE! but hohh,... the egg cooking man was so damn idiotic! GRRS!! he gave me like DAMN ATTITUDE! sheesh!! i shall forgive and forget. like the previous sermon, BORINGG!!! we took some crazy photos at the photo-taking session that was held after the BORINGG sermon. i was in between hui ming and jolynn. (: i wanted to go back to sleep. my 'rents finally agree to let my go back and yet jolynn do not want! i was like "WHAT THE HECK!!! you were the one who suggested this idea! DAMN YOU!" i of cos did not say that aloud but i guess jolynn can see that i was rather serious about going back. she only wanted to stay because she do not want her 100 dollars to go to waste! DAMN! i told jolynn that i'll stay for the workshop for half and hour and if i cant stand it's boringg-ness, i will GO BACK ALONE if i have to! and YES, i really cannot take it and i went back ALONE! on the rather long route from the conference room to our room, i felt like crying. for no particular reason! SIGHS! probably its because i cannot believe this happened? but anws, i went back to our room. i washed my face and crawled to bed. before i actually fly to my dreams, jolynn came back. she said that it was "personal time", so she decided to come back. we rested and said that we'll go to the gym before we go for lunch. but it turned out that we slept to 1.20 plus. jolynn was awoken by the knocking of luke. and i was awoken at the jolynn's wakening! hahas. (: thats like domino. anws, yeahhs. luke went away. and i continue sleeping. then isaac came knocking this time. and FINALLY, i was awaken! hahas. (: however, jolynn wanted to continue sleeping. but i pulled her out of her bed and i pulled her to lunch. left only a little bit lohhs. but it was better than nothing. we went back to our room where isaac is waiting for us. haha. the youthwent to play snooker while jolynn and i went to the gym! we decided to go to gym because it was NOT above 18! YAYS! hahas. :D after that was amazing race. jolynn and i pair up to find our question which is this hand shape thingi. we ran here and there but we couldn't find the answer. so we were helped by the other group members. (: and YAYS! finally we found it. (: next was prayer at sunset#2. it wasnt as boring as yesterday. it was led by e-shen. (: dinner was up next, not bad though! :D after dinner, i helped my mum with the kids! hahas! it was fun yet tiring! hahas. (: it was messy, crazy, noisy and everything that come to your mind when kids are playing! hahas. (: caleb was uncooperative so... i made him cooperative but playing with him. (: it turned out good! (: i swing caleb round and round! (: and he LOVED it! hahas. :D we finally finished but the sermon have not ended so i sat down. wan suan sat down next to me too. and she started blabbling about her friends, SEX and guys! her content was bad enough plus my ear has hearing probs and she is mummbling her words! i tried so hard to concentrate on what she was trying to say! even though i totally DO NOT wanna hear! haha! sometimes, they're just so immature. i cant stand it so i went to sermon. hahas. jolynn wanted to know the time and so she just take isaac's pouch from his leg and see the time. i was like shocked! she is getting the attitude that i totally detest. the 大小姐脾气! when the sermon finally ended, isaac went to play the guitar when the remaining people discuss what performance we are going to do. we discuss for a while then we dismiss ourselfs. isaac was playing the guitar. then jolynn wanted to learn the "more than words" struming. as i was kind of left out, i was absolutly green with jealousy!!! i kept asking them if they wanted to go back to bathe but they kept ignoring me. ): to say the truth, i regretted bringing jolynn here at that moment of time. but after that, i realise this thinking of mine and reprimended myself for think this way! she is my girlfriend, 同甘共苦 mahh. i cant be so selfish. anws, they finally decided to go back. isaac with the guitar and luke came to our room too. jolynn was obsessed with playing the guitar so she decided NOT to bathe! EWW! hahas. i was dirty and cant survive if i dun bathe so i went to bathe alone while they played the guitar. after i come out, we were crazy for a while but then jolynn sang "First Love", the super emo song. it made us emo so.... yeahhs.. we were all emo... until ivan came. we were a little high but we soothe down. luke, the poor little thing was so tired that he fell asleep on my bed! hahas. luke cant take it anymore and he said that he is going back first. isaac and ivan stayed in our room to about 2 plus and then they went back. i did have a good night sleep. but not enough! hahas. (:
okayys... its 12.47 already! and im super tired after the craziness at the bbq today! WOO! hahas. (: i'll detail the 3rd and 4th day of the retreat, yesterday's k-box treat and today's 3F and FMU bbq tmr, yeahhs! GOOD NIGHT! :D
Psalm 68:19 P R A I S E be to the LORD, to GOD our SAVIOR, who daily bears our burdens.
