<3 GOD, JESUS, HOLY SPIRIT. -trinity (durr.):X
<3 my faMiLy. especially my mummy. mUaCkx. :X
<3 my NO.1 passion, MUSIC!!! deahDEAHdeahDEAH... mUaCkx. X)
<3 my NO.2 passion, PHOTOGRAPHY! chingCHINGching! mUaCkx. X)
<3 devOtEd tO GOD de eunice jiE jiE and sElf-tHinK naivE dE evan gOr gOr. mUaCkx. :X
<3 my cOuzziEx. mUaCkx. :X
<3 my darlings. :x
<3 hui ming and prisy. (two of my darlings.) :X
<3 shuaiSHAUI and KAIWAIYINEHH de adam kOr kOr. muackish muack muack!:X
<3 BIG BULLY de albert kOr kOr. muackish muack muack!:X
<3 PIGpig de andy gOr gOr. :x
<3 tallTALL de gOr gOr, jason. :x
<3 cute and fat de di di, bryan.:x
<3 chioCHIO de mEi mEi cum "PING", jolynn.:x
<3 gorjiedimei. \X/ :x
<3 "PIANG", cai yun. :x
<3 "PING! PONG! PIANG!" :x
<3 WATER! the BEST dehydrating lotion and spot clearing cream! XD
<3 ORANGE!
<3 PINK!
<3 SKY BLUE!
<3 LAVENDER!
<3 BLACK!
<3 WHITE!
<3 bible study. :)
<3 youth camp'05. X)
<3 mission trip '06. :)
<3 ROCK THE WORLD concert'06 :D
<3 CCBC, my church youth. :x
<3 RBC's youth too. :x
<3 having very 'jumpy' worship. X)
<3 very FUNNY and 'reality check' sermons. X)
<3 hanging out with the people i love or even the guy! hahas. XD
<3 going overseas with friends or ppl i love. X)
<3 having combined youth with RBC. XD
<3 hanging out with theLOOKALIKES, AH-DAMandMICH.
<3 spending time with my adam kor kor and albert kor kor. :)
<3 talking on the phone with albert kor kor.
<3 being protected by my kor kors. XD
<3 having to go out with my couzziex.
<3 having you around me.:x
<3 frenx from everywhere. :x
<3 waking up late. heex.X)
<3 making up and go out. XD
<3 going out with friends.X)
<3 SHOPPING! XD
<3 SLEEPING! :D
<3 SINGING! :D
<3 SMILING! x)
<3 the 4 Sssss.. (the above four!)
<3 LAUGHING! :)
<3 DANCING! X)
<3 practically everything that got to do with MUSIC. X)
theHATES. PUKE!
but i shall FORGIVE and FORGET.
hate being accused! hate PEOPLE WHO LIKE TO PICK ON ME ALL THE TIME FOR NO PARTICULAR REASON!!! AGH!!(damn them man.) hate backstabbers! hate people that think they are the best!(nobody except GOD is perfect.) hate ACT as ah lian/ah beng! when they are SO NOT! hate liers! (even i do lie sometimes.x)) hate having 'rents bossing around and taking privacy from me! agh!! hate act ke lian to absorb guys' attention. (eww. so gross.) hate those that treat me so warm then after a while then so cold.
theWISHES.:)
~` be more devoted to GOD. (durr.)
~` grow in GOD more and more each day.
~` do my QT regularly. :D
~` combine CCBC's youth with RBC's youth. XD
~` hang out with the RBC's youth more. XD
~` able to go to mission trip'07. :D
~` have the fun people to go to mission trip'07. :) eg. prisy, michelle and adam.
~` have a job that is close to my passions. eg. DJ, freelance photographer.
~` the guy that i like to like me in return. X)
~` have more freedom. (which teen doesn’t want this?)
~` can have more privacy.
~` not so slack!!
~` to go to the best class every year.
~` stop all rumours about me and some odd weirdball.
~` have confidence in myself.
~` have greater hair and hair-do. x)
shout AMEN! (:
theSONG.:)
Beat of my HEART
To the beat of my
To the beat of my
To the beat of my heart
I'm thinking about,
Letting it out.
I wanna give in,
I wanna go out.
Been looking around
I've finally found,
The rhythm of love,
The feeling of sound.
It's making a change,
The feeling is strange.
It's coming right back.
Right back in my range.
Not worried about anything else,
I'm waking up
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart.
[Chorus:]
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
It tears us apart.
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
Now I'm back to the start.
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart,
I'm up from my down.
I turn it around.
I'm making it back,
I'm not gonna drown.
I'm taking a stance.
I won't miss a chance.
I want you to see
I'm not scared to dance.
The way that you feel
Could never be real.
I want you to know I finished the deal.
So I'm sayin to you
I'll always be true.
To the rhythm inside,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart,
[Chorus]
Away Away,
Away Away,
Away Away,
Away Away,
Away Away,
Away Away,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart,
Away Away,
Away Away,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
It tears us apart,
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
Now I'm back to the start,
[Chorus]
Away Away,
Away Away,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart,
Away Away,
Away Away,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart
JESUS will surely be with me ALWAYS, to the VERY END of
age.
15th May 2007 - 10.27pm
err.. before i start writing what happened, i think i want to sing a birthday song first. (:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO QING YANG!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!!!
sighs.. im not exactly in a very happy mood, though. i mean, now that is. i was listening to the radio and i heard a girl's heart cry. her story was touching, very touching. probably because its similar to mine? yeahhs. i think that why. sighs.. i dun wanna blab on my sadness now. i'll write about what happened in school today. can be group under embarrassed? happy? shy? aghh... whatever.
today, its QING YANG'S BIRTHDAY! (: i gave him a postcard with a HOT MAXIM BABE on it! hahas. (: ai ya... if you asked me why i like torture myself, i truthfully think nothing about it. really, though i seriously regretted it now. hahas. its not about the maxim girl thing, its the words. OH MY! i cant believe i was so easily wavered by a song and of cos, his words! he said that he wasnt excited about his birthday or so. then you know me lahhs, im the kind of girl that thinks damn deep into words especially you know. then after a while, he said that he was tired because he had a long day rehersing the student councillour investiture and he was going to sleep. sighs... i suddenly become damn ): . i also do not know why! grrs.. anws, i was listening to the radio when i was writing the card. and then because i wasnt very happy, so i craved for sad melody love songs. what the HECK am i doing?! sighs.. anws, then... yeahhs... i was super emotional then. then ya lohhs.. i wrote damn emotional stuffs. okay okay... this was what i wrote EXACTLY. "happy birthday! wierdo! X) one more candle on your cake!! should be happy, yeahhs! to be honest, i do not know where to start. hahas. (: just wanna say THANKIES for being there when i needed and for the tremendous advices! :D can't imagine what i'll become WITHOUT you! (: EHHS! dun so flirt, can! hehes. your girlfriendS will NOT like it! anws, muchh huggs & kisses! RAWK ON!! :D" AI YA YA YA YA YA YA YAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!! very mushy, I KNOW!!!! who call me?! so blinded in love. im helpless. how i wish i could an ostrich NOW!! dig a hole and just hide! sighs.. anws, i FINALLY gave the 麦芽糖 to the rightful owner! hahas. (: i've kept it for SO LONG! ever since last dec! hahas. (: lucky it could still be eaten. it could be stored for ONE YEAR! i just gave it to yang, so he only can keep it for another half a year. hahas. (: but now, i finally gave it to HIM! hahas. YAYS!! (: sighhs.. im so ironic!!! for one second, i'm in JOY. the next second, i'm sighing again. what has love done to me?! sigh yo... but anws, i really want to take back my words!! really really want to! even jolynn thinks its a little over. if she say a little, that means its SUPER! "i can read your mind-ind", jolynn! (: sighs.. although i know i will not have an beginning with him, but love is all about seeing your loved ones being in joy, isnt it? sigh.. but isnt easy to let him go just like that. today, when in student councillour investiture, i was very crazy. screaming at every person i know quite well, eg my WHOLE CLASS'S! but deep inside, now, i know that we are walking different routes and we can never meet. whatsmore, have a beginning. even if he would asked me again, i would not agree too. i just dunno why, i feel digusted by him sometimes. and sometimes, i seriously doubt my taste in guys. sighs... lets COMPARE the two longest crushes in my life. sylvester and calvin. hahas. (: dun say the appearence lahh. they both are totally opposites. hahas. XD but really, now looking back at sylvester, i'll just think EWW!!! he IS SO UGLY! and even now, calvin. i feel disgusted sometime by his super high pitched laugh and maybe his method of walking, totally like a gangster. when he IS NOT! i'll never like a gangster, i hope. i dunno lahhs! why is it always near the holis when i want him desperately! AHHS!!
Psalm 68:19 P R A I S E be to the LORD, to GOD our SAVIOR, who daily bears our burdens.