<3 GOD, JESUS, HOLY SPIRIT. -trinity (durr.):X
<3 my faMiLy. especially my mummy. mUaCkx. :X
<3 my NO.1 passion, MUSIC!!! deahDEAHdeahDEAH... mUaCkx. X)
<3 my NO.2 passion, PHOTOGRAPHY! chingCHINGching! mUaCkx. X)
<3 devOtEd tO GOD de eunice jiE jiE and sElf-tHinK naivE dE evan gOr gOr. mUaCkx. :X
<3 my cOuzziEx. mUaCkx. :X
<3 my darlings. :x
<3 hui ming and prisy. (two of my darlings.) :X
<3 shuaiSHAUI and KAIWAIYINEHH de adam kOr kOr. muackish muack muack!:X
<3 BIG BULLY de albert kOr kOr. muackish muack muack!:X
<3 PIGpig de andy gOr gOr. :x
<3 tallTALL de gOr gOr, jason. :x
<3 cute and fat de di di, bryan.:x
<3 chioCHIO de mEi mEi cum "PING", jolynn.:x
<3 gorjiedimei. \X/ :x
<3 "PIANG", cai yun. :x
<3 "PING! PONG! PIANG!" :x
<3 WATER! the BEST dehydrating lotion and spot clearing cream! XD
<3 ORANGE!
<3 PINK!
<3 SKY BLUE!
<3 LAVENDER!
<3 BLACK!
<3 WHITE!
<3 bible study. :)
<3 youth camp'05. X)
<3 mission trip '06. :)
<3 ROCK THE WORLD concert'06 :D
<3 CCBC, my church youth. :x
<3 RBC's youth too. :x
<3 having very 'jumpy' worship. X)
<3 very FUNNY and 'reality check' sermons. X)
<3 hanging out with the people i love or even the guy! hahas. XD
<3 going overseas with friends or ppl i love. X)
<3 having combined youth with RBC. XD
<3 hanging out with theLOOKALIKES, AH-DAMandMICH.
<3 spending time with my adam kor kor and albert kor kor. :)
<3 talking on the phone with albert kor kor.
<3 being protected by my kor kors. XD
<3 having to go out with my couzziex.
<3 having you around me.:x
<3 frenx from everywhere. :x
<3 waking up late. heex.X)
<3 making up and go out. XD
<3 going out with friends.X)
<3 SHOPPING! XD
<3 SLEEPING! :D
<3 SINGING! :D
<3 SMILING! x)
<3 the 4 Sssss.. (the above four!)
<3 LAUGHING! :)
<3 DANCING! X)
<3 practically everything that got to do with MUSIC. X)
theHATES. PUKE!
but i shall FORGIVE and FORGET.
hate being accused! hate PEOPLE WHO LIKE TO PICK ON ME ALL THE TIME FOR NO PARTICULAR REASON!!! AGH!!(damn them man.) hate backstabbers! hate people that think they are the best!(nobody except GOD is perfect.) hate ACT as ah lian/ah beng! when they are SO NOT! hate liers! (even i do lie sometimes.x)) hate having 'rents bossing around and taking privacy from me! agh!! hate act ke lian to absorb guys' attention. (eww. so gross.) hate those that treat me so warm then after a while then so cold.
theWISHES.:)
~` be more devoted to GOD. (durr.)
~` grow in GOD more and more each day.
~` do my QT regularly. :D
~` combine CCBC's youth with RBC's youth. XD
~` hang out with the RBC's youth more. XD
~` able to go to mission trip'07. :D
~` have the fun people to go to mission trip'07. :) eg. prisy, michelle and adam.
~` have a job that is close to my passions. eg. DJ, freelance photographer.
~` the guy that i like to like me in return. X)
~` have more freedom. (which teen doesn’t want this?)
~` can have more privacy.
~` not so slack!!
~` to go to the best class every year.
~` stop all rumours about me and some odd weirdball.
~` have confidence in myself.
~` have greater hair and hair-do. x)
shout AMEN! (:
theSONG.:)
Beat of my HEART
To the beat of my
To the beat of my
To the beat of my heart
I'm thinking about,
Letting it out.
I wanna give in,
I wanna go out.
Been looking around
I've finally found,
The rhythm of love,
The feeling of sound.
It's making a change,
The feeling is strange.
It's coming right back.
Right back in my range.
Not worried about anything else,
I'm waking up
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart.
[Chorus:]
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
It tears us apart.
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
Now I'm back to the start.
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart,
I'm up from my down.
I turn it around.
I'm making it back,
I'm not gonna drown.
I'm taking a stance.
I won't miss a chance.
I want you to see
I'm not scared to dance.
The way that you feel
Could never be real.
I want you to know I finished the deal.
So I'm sayin to you
I'll always be true.
To the rhythm inside,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart,
[Chorus]
Away Away,
Away Away,
Away Away,
Away Away,
Away Away,
Away Away,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart,
Away Away,
Away Away,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
It tears us apart,
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
Now I'm back to the start,
[Chorus]
Away Away,
Away Away,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart,
Away Away,
Away Away,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart
JESUS will surely be with me ALWAYS, to the VERY END of
age.
my mascara! (:
the HAGGEN-DAZS FONDUE!!! no, this is not a "bloody" pad. this is a "dried" chocolate on my TISSUE! :D
the chinese dance!! (:
17th April 2007 - 7.58pm
i wont write this for very long cos im using this time that my mum is bathing to write. i haven bathe, that is. hahas. (: sighss.... i dunno how to describe today? good yet sad. scared yet guiltless. tired yet cant sleep. in love yet no feeling.what the heck am i feeling!? in love yet NO feelings? hahas. thats TOTAL CRAP!!! sigh ya ya...
today, i and jol went to school at 6.30AM!!! i met here at my house's void deck and my dad drove us there. WOW!!! very very early! hahas, (: once in a BLUE moon, yeahhs. you must be wondering what are we there for, right? we were there because we wanted to take photos of the CHINESE DANCERS PUTTING ON MAKE-UP! hahas. (: a little crazy, i know. but tan yan make teacher allow us to watch their performance!!!!! hahas. (: and that means WE ARE SKIPPING SCHOOL! but with our attendance taken, DURR!!!! hahas. (: heys.. see i told you. i needa go now. hahas. will be back after i bath, yeahhs. DUN PEEK HOHHHS!!! hahas. XD later!!! (:
9.02pm
heyys. hahas. cannot resist must see hohhs! hahs. (: kidding kidding!!! (: i also not nice to see de. hee hee. err. anws, yupps.. where was i...? oh oh.. skipping school part. hahas. (: okays. so i and jolynn stayed in the dance studio from like the time we reached until 6.40am. WOAH... you guys should see the make-up they put. its super white. hahas. (: i got take photo of tan yan and some other girls. (: anws, then we went to the hall and took our attendance. then cos we got some work that is needed to pass up mahhs. so i just give it to yang, the most behind person lohhs. i gave him intructions. (: "great leader, huhh! " hahas. (: later you'll understand why i say that. :D anws, yupps. then after giving intructions, i and jolynn went to find mrs yip to get her take our attendance. actually, she didnt want us to go de because "im preparing for your common test, if you fail blah blah blahsss..." hahas. (: a whole bunch of crapps. anws, then we went back to the dance studio and see them take their final preparations and warm-up. they went to the hall to have their final rehearsal. "HERE WE GO!!" we all went down and board the bus. i and jolynn took a different bus from them because "this bus is strictly for the performers." anws, then we reached UNIVERSITY CULTURAL CENTRE. the place where they are going to perform. we were all super excited. hahas. (: but we were kinda early so we are to wait outside for about 10 to 15 minutes. so i and jolynn decided to go to the toilet. yupps. we took photos along the way. XD then we hurried out in case they went in alr. but luckily, when we come out then they were told that we can go in. (: i and jolynn was a little kiasu. we kinda speed up and go in the hall first. we want to get the best seat!!! XD haahs. (: anws, then we watched watched. the first one was queensway or queenstown lahhs. not bad starting but a little unorganised. hahas. (: but all these are not for me to say. there are many memorable ones. but the most memorable one is the gelang secondary school or something geylang de lahhs. WOAH.... got GUYSperform too. and WOAH... they were funny in some parts but when some of the guys carried the girls or whatsoever. WOAH..... like the "skating with celebrities" like that. SUPER CLASSIC and SUPER HOT!!!!! hahas. there was ONE GUY that is SUPER SUPER SUPER CUTE and HOT. hahas. he is like one of the guy in the "Guess Guess Guess" variety show lahhs. the taiwan guy was one of the contestant for the competition. they are competing seeing who is the "mei shao nan", which is pretty boy in the 5 or 6 guys. hahas. (: the guy from the geylang sec is super liek him. hahas. (: then i and jolynn went to the toilet. then guess who we saw!!!! HIM and his whole dance group. WOAH.. this time they are without make up. that means natural. hahas. so shuai... *faint faint* hahas. even jolynn thinks he is HOT, can.. hahas. then then then there is one school hohhs, so so so so funny!!!! i think is nan chiu sec sch ahhs. WAH.... through out the whole thing, i laughed like crazy. hahas. :D :D they dance until so funny. they look like ghost also. but then swiss cottage sec was not bad at all!!! i and jolynn was like tired after watching so many, so we closed our eyes. but then we heard "swiss cottage sec". so we just you know "wake up" and watched lohh. WAH!!!!! they danced until so scary. hahas. rather the music ahhs. they dress up like clowns and kittens. WOAHS.. that woke us up for a moment. hahas. (: anws, the place was super cold and we were hungry too. so poor thing, right?! then hohh, at the break there, we actuallt wanna buy something to eat. but it was super expensive. so... i controlled. hahas. (: and I SUCEEDED!!! hahas. WOAHS!!!! (: at least until we got back to school although i and jol shared a packet of vitasoy in the bus back. hahas. (: anws, then ya lohh... we went to the toilet then go and buy our lunch. hahas. (: we bought fried rice. we were eating then fira, ain, douglas, sir sing blah blah come down. then fira and ain bought their food. they bought it from the same stall. then guess what. we ate together lahhs. then when they finished eating, i still have HALF THE PLATE to eat!!! hahas. (: its either they are fast, or im SUPER slow!!! hahas. (: then sri came down, she bought too, from the same stall. then... she came to eat with us. then when she finished, i still have about one-eigth of my rice left. haash .(: I AM SERIOUSLY A SUPER SLOW EATER!!! XD anws, then we had a workshop after that. we played a game called "MONKEY DO, MONKEY SEE!" hahas. then we were supposed to pick a leader to follow. then guess what. we have to point lahhs. then "1, 2, 3" yang point at me!hahas. (: i was like shocked and "HUHH!!!??? NO NO NO....!!!!" then i hide behind jolynn. lucky ONLY HE POINT. or not i die. haahs. (: but he got his retribution. hahs. XD he point at me, right. in the end, HE BE THE "LEADER"!!! hahas. (: orrh bi! :D :D :D then his first action was "bit butt". hahas. so funny, can or not!!!! :D then terence, the "catcher" cannot figure out that it was him and so he "WON!". then jia yi was next, cai yun, who was beside her, teached her to "pick her nose". ahhas. and then ya lohhs. everybody "picked their nose". hahas.(: so funny. then next was cai yun. hahas. sadly, they were both caught by mavis and yu jie respectively. hahs. (:
ai ya ya..i forgot to tell you guys that my 'rents brought to Haggen-Dazs to eat FONDAE. i dunno how to spell lahhs. its on 6th april, anws. which was like SUPER LONG AGO! but anws, its was totally YUMMY!!!! hahas. (: i took some tempting photos. hope you dont goo all over worr!!! also... that day... i saw cute europeans guys and quite exposed europeans women. i think yang will get jealous, knowing this. but too bad, he was at his aunt's house. opposite harbourfront, The Carribean. its a classic condo lahhs. anws, thenn... yupps. i saw a dead cat too!! haahs. (: with a stream of blood flowing from its mouth! EWW!! thats how im going to end this day!
anws, i dun wanna describe the sad part le lahh. i shall just summerise it in ONE SENTENCE. "my parents quarrelledl, partly because of me." ):
okays, thats all. i want to end here. its getting late and i need to do my tuition hw le. byes!! (:
Psalm 68:19 P R A I S E be to the LORD, to GOD our SAVIOR, who daily bears our burdens.