<3 GOD, JESUS, HOLY SPIRIT. -trinity (durr.):X
<3 my faMiLy. especially my mummy. mUaCkx. :X
<3 my NO.1 passion, MUSIC!!! deahDEAHdeahDEAH... mUaCkx. X)
<3 my NO.2 passion, PHOTOGRAPHY! chingCHINGching! mUaCkx. X)
<3 devOtEd tO GOD de eunice jiE jiE and sElf-tHinK naivE dE evan gOr gOr. mUaCkx. :X
<3 my cOuzziEx. mUaCkx. :X
<3 my darlings. :x
<3 hui ming and prisy. (two of my darlings.) :X
<3 shuaiSHAUI and KAIWAIYINEHH de adam kOr kOr. muackish muack muack!:X
<3 BIG BULLY de albert kOr kOr. muackish muack muack!:X
<3 PIGpig de andy gOr gOr. :x
<3 tallTALL de gOr gOr, jason. :x
<3 cute and fat de di di, bryan.:x
<3 chioCHIO de mEi mEi cum "PING", jolynn.:x
<3 gorjiedimei. \X/ :x
<3 "PIANG", cai yun. :x
<3 "PING! PONG! PIANG!" :x
<3 WATER! the BEST dehydrating lotion and spot clearing cream! XD
<3 ORANGE!
<3 PINK!
<3 SKY BLUE!
<3 LAVENDER!
<3 BLACK!
<3 WHITE!
<3 bible study. :)
<3 youth camp'05. X)
<3 mission trip '06. :)
<3 ROCK THE WORLD concert'06 :D
<3 CCBC, my church youth. :x
<3 RBC's youth too. :x
<3 having very 'jumpy' worship. X)
<3 very FUNNY and 'reality check' sermons. X)
<3 hanging out with the people i love or even the guy! hahas. XD
<3 going overseas with friends or ppl i love. X)
<3 having combined youth with RBC. XD
<3 hanging out with theLOOKALIKES, AH-DAMandMICH.
<3 spending time with my adam kor kor and albert kor kor. :)
<3 talking on the phone with albert kor kor.
<3 being protected by my kor kors. XD
<3 having to go out with my couzziex.
<3 having you around me.:x
<3 frenx from everywhere. :x
<3 waking up late. heex.X)
<3 making up and go out. XD
<3 going out with friends.X)
<3 SHOPPING! XD
<3 SLEEPING! :D
<3 SINGING! :D
<3 SMILING! x)
<3 the 4 Sssss.. (the above four!)
<3 LAUGHING! :)
<3 DANCING! X)
<3 practically everything that got to do with MUSIC. X)
theHATES. PUKE!
but i shall FORGIVE and FORGET.
hate being accused! hate PEOPLE WHO LIKE TO PICK ON ME ALL THE TIME FOR NO PARTICULAR REASON!!! AGH!!(damn them man.) hate backstabbers! hate people that think they are the best!(nobody except GOD is perfect.) hate ACT as ah lian/ah beng! when they are SO NOT! hate liers! (even i do lie sometimes.x)) hate having 'rents bossing around and taking privacy from me! agh!! hate act ke lian to absorb guys' attention. (eww. so gross.) hate those that treat me so warm then after a while then so cold.
theWISHES.:)
~` be more devoted to GOD. (durr.)
~` grow in GOD more and more each day.
~` do my QT regularly. :D
~` combine CCBC's youth with RBC's youth. XD
~` hang out with the RBC's youth more. XD
~` able to go to mission trip'07. :D
~` have the fun people to go to mission trip'07. :) eg. prisy, michelle and adam.
~` have a job that is close to my passions. eg. DJ, freelance photographer.
~` the guy that i like to like me in return. X)
~` have more freedom. (which teen doesn’t want this?)
~` can have more privacy.
~` not so slack!!
~` to go to the best class every year.
~` stop all rumours about me and some odd weirdball.
~` have confidence in myself.
~` have greater hair and hair-do. x)
shout AMEN! (:
theSONG.:)
Beat of my HEART
To the beat of my
To the beat of my
To the beat of my heart
I'm thinking about,
Letting it out.
I wanna give in,
I wanna go out.
Been looking around
I've finally found,
The rhythm of love,
The feeling of sound.
It's making a change,
The feeling is strange.
It's coming right back.
Right back in my range.
Not worried about anything else,
I'm waking up
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart.
[Chorus:]
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
It tears us apart.
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
Now I'm back to the start.
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart,
I'm up from my down.
I turn it around.
I'm making it back,
I'm not gonna drown.
I'm taking a stance.
I won't miss a chance.
I want you to see
I'm not scared to dance.
The way that you feel
Could never be real.
I want you to know I finished the deal.
So I'm sayin to you
I'll always be true.
To the rhythm inside,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart,
[Chorus]
Away Away,
Away Away,
Away Away,
Away Away,
Away Away,
Away Away,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart,
Away Away,
Away Away,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
It tears us apart,
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
Now I'm back to the start,
[Chorus]
Away Away,
Away Away,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart,
Away Away,
Away Away,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart
JESUS will surely be with me ALWAYS, to the VERY END of
age.
2nd April 2007 - 8.34pm sighs.. its been super long since i post, right? hahas. my deepest apologies, yeahhs. err.. many things happened this few days. sighs.. hahas. where should i start? hmm.. okays.. lets start from... 24th March, which was a saturday. hahas. i make this super short, yeahhs. i saw ADAM KOR KOR! hahas. i was shocked and a little awkward. hahas. okays. thats all for 24th. hahas. 25TH MARCH! hahas. today meant something super important to my KOR KOR! its his birthday!! hahas. WOOTS WOOTS! let me sing a birthday song here, okays! BLESSED BIRTHDAY TO YOU! BLESSED BIRTHDAY TO YOU! BLESSED BIRTHDAY TO ADAMU KOR KOR!!!! BLESSED BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!! (: yupps. happy birthday to ADAM KOR KOR! !! ｾﾞｰｰ! i also dunno correct or not lahhs. hahas. but it meant adamu ge ge. hahas. anws, calvin said something to me that got me blured until recently, which i finally understand what he meant. this was what he said. "Sry.i do nt hav time...i shall try to treat u well.no conspiracy bhind this.program terminated." he sent this at 8.59pm. hahas. (: yupps. its still in my hp now. but now... im going to delete it. lets move on to 27 March, yeahhs. hahas. the day my class went to science center. hahas. hmm. okays. my class went to science center with 2A and 2C. hahas. we went there to watch "The Human Body". like the title itself, it shows about the human body in 3D mode. kinda. hahas. (: then when we reached, shang wei bought popcorn. hahas. then a lot of people snatched. hahas. i wanted though but it was too squeezy to get one myself. hahas. then after the crowd kinda fade off, i went and get some. hahas. still there were tonnes of people, i went there and tried to take some. but then got people's hand everywhere and so i cant take. then qing yang beside me mahhs. then "WOAH!" he helpedme take one. hahas. and whatsmore its one that has lots of caramel. "WOAH SIAO!" sweet until fly ahhs. hahas. X) anws, then we went in the theatre. i sat in between cai yun and shang wei. hahas. so cute! hahas. XD we ate, we play. hahas. i gave them a lollipop each. i bought three. i knew that jolynn will not want. so i thought of giving to somebody who wants to treat me well. but then i decided not to. and so, i gave it to shang wei and cai yun. i gave one to myself too. (: anws, then i wasnt really in a good mood though. i also dunno why. but that was only just after getting out of the theatre. anws, then we went back lohhs.. then at night, i got chat with calvin through sms mahhs. then i told him that jolynn's shoulder very nice to sleep. hahas. and indeed it was. i slept on her shoulder on the way back to school. hahas. then guess what he reply? hahas. "Ah.cool..wan slp my shoulder?" hahas. i mean i dun mind. X) the prob is when and where and of cos, what status. haha. (: oh oh oh.. he also say that if i were to sleep on his shoulder, i would be the FIRST one! hahas, (: whatever. hehe. OMG! here it comes.. THE SAD PART of the week. ): all these happened on 29th March, a thursday. ): ): sighs... is this all my fault? not exactly. okays... it was.today guo long called calvin to see my blogpost. those that said that i cried for him and stuffs. anws, then.. i guess he saw a little too much and read the part that i wrote about him and his ex. he told me not to tell anyone about this but... i actually betrayed his trust and wrote it in my blog for everyone to see. even though i wrote it as "calvin" but practically my whole class knows who is calvin. sighs.and i guess he is totally enraged with this. i asked him if he was angry. and he replied me this "Even if i m angry,wat can i do?wat can u do?n wat is my motive bhind all dis? n wat r yrs motive?" i was eating my dinner then. so i didnt reply. he admit that he was a little harsh when he said that sentence. but... what he say do make a point. so what if he IS angry? what can he do, whatsmore me? sighs... head explode. i asked him to forgive me this time. but he say he wouldnt say that he'd forgive me but he doesnt want me to repeat my mistake again. as this shows the trust my friends had in me. sighs... at that time, i really doubt he will ever trust me again. but he erased that thought with a "i will trust u.but i nvr expect u to let me nt trust u.i noe u r gd...nt bad...so,dun dissapoint me.again..." woah.. hahas. that was... hahas. i dunno. anws, then i told him not to say anymore as i scared that i may have a sleepless night again. hahas. you know, red swollen eyes, bleeding heart and stuffs. (: but then he say he actually wanted to say something to me de. but since i dun wanna have a sleepless night then he dun wanna say le. but then i wanna know... so i called him to tell me. its okay de.. but then his reply made me cry even harder inside. "Err.i guess nt.i shall hav to wait sometime b4 i tell u anything." woah... hurting, right? anws, then i cried like.. nvm.. )': but there was a funny part too. i accidentally admit that im qing yang's girlfriend. hahas. what the heck! hahas. NO, IM NOT HIS GIRLFRIEND! hahas. (:cos that day after history, we went up then wai ying and jolynn was at the toilet. then i was with ain. i and ain went to class first. buta then.. i wanna go down and and find them. so, i walked out of the back door. but i have to tell ain where i go mahhs. so i shout something at her about i going to toilet. cos long and yang were just right behind me. so they kinda heard lahhs. then long said something along the lines of "yang, your girlfriend say ji bai." he said in chinese lahhs. then you know me lahhs, i dun say this kind of words de mahhs. so i turned back and then shouted back saying that i did not say ji bai. then i was like "GOSH!" hahas. long said "HIS GIRLFRIEND", so i just admitted that i was his girlfriend. WHAT THE HECK! then i was so embarrassed that i screamed all the way down to the toilet and still continued screaming inside. hahas. even after going back to class. hahas! XD then the next day, which is 30th. this friday was like one of the worst. hahas. I LOST MY WALLET AND THUMBDRIVE! damn it man! everybody went for CIP then we left our bag in class. then how i know will lost. cos i alr put my hp in my pocket le mahhs. then alr very bulky le. so i just leave it there. then you know what, LOST! but before that, we played in the classroom for a while. hahas. the "we" include me, jolynn, ain, yang, ben, wee, gab and blah blahsss. hahas. (: then we played lahhs. but mostly its me playing with the guys. hahas. XD cos we have to finish a CIP worksheet mahhs. then i do finish le and when i wanna pass up. yu jie is no where to be found. then just nice, yang in front of me. he asked me whats the problem. then i told him to help me keep my paper cos i lazy to keep. hehes. and WOAH! he really keep lehhs. (: but in the end, when we go downstairs, we saw mrs yip then he gave her. (: oh oh oh ya... haven finish the lost wallet yet. hahas. X) i and jol walked to plaza then i took a bus back home, as usual. i thought my wallet was in my bag. so i went up the bus. the bus was already moving off. only then i realised its not in my bag. then i thought it would be in my pocket. but it was NOT! so i went to the nearest seat and search my bag throughly. but still, i cannot find it. but my stop haven reach yet. its just one more. hahas. X) so,.. i fake fake search again and again until my stop then i "sigh!" and go down. hahas. :x and you know what, terence's mp4 lost and yang's bag was open BUT nothing was lost. yang was the one who told me all these. GRRSS!!! hahas. so stupid, right! GRRSS.... oh ya, then on sun. which is APRIL FOOL'S DAY. calvin told me that he is going to jio his che door. hahas. X) its all because i told him that she told me before last year that she liked him. whatever. i didnt feel anything, surprisingly. hahas. (: and you know what, i think i dun like him le lehhs. hahas. because today, we went to Woodlands Library for IPW. then when we going there, ben forced me to sit with yang. hahas. GRRS... ai ya... sui bian lahhs. X) then i like no feeling le, you know. although there was a little of awkward at first, but it turned out normal. hahas. (: but that stupid wai ying go keep on calling carmen to see me and yang. wah lao... hahas. (: i dun care much though. im getting bitchy...! hahas. (: no lahhs. then.. ya lohhs. through out the whole trip, we played a little. but mostly was with terence and ye wei in front. very disgusting content, not for the weak hearts though. hahas. (: then its like we go to the library lahhs. i just dun get it man.. why everybody wants to go upstairs? hahas. (: i, jol, yun, ain and fira went up then i was like we go up for what? hahas. then we go all the way down again. then we went there to hear songs. we did do our hw though. hahas, (: then its like wee wee and wen hao came down and talked to us. they say that there was this 50+ guy masturbate in the children's section toilet! OMG!!! hahas. you know like in a guys' toilet. they have this rectangle "cubicles", where they used to pee. he was there masturbating. EWW!!! according to what they say, it was a hand wide and its black! hahas. (: GROSS!!!! hahas. they keep on saying until we were all gross out. hahas. (: anws, then ya lohhs... EWW!!!! hahas. then we went back. this time, i sat with jol. (: there are still more though.. but i think i dun wanna continue already. its already 11.06pm. i better sleep, yeahhs! nite te nites, people! (: sweet dreams worr! :D :D :D
Psalm 68:19 P R A I S E be to the LORD, to GOD our SAVIOR, who daily bears our burdens.
