<3 GOD, JESUS, HOLY SPIRIT. -trinity (durr.):X
<3 my faMiLy. especially my mummy. mUaCkx. :X
<3 my NO.1 passion, MUSIC!!! deahDEAHdeahDEAH... mUaCkx. X)
<3 my NO.2 passion, PHOTOGRAPHY! chingCHINGching! mUaCkx. X)
<3 devOtEd tO GOD de eunice jiE jiE and sElf-tHinK naivE dE evan gOr gOr. mUaCkx. :X
<3 my cOuzziEx. mUaCkx. :X
<3 my darlings. :x
<3 hui ming and prisy. (two of my darlings.) :X
<3 shuaiSHAUI and KAIWAIYINEHH de adam kOr kOr. muackish muack muack!:X
<3 BIG BULLY de albert kOr kOr. muackish muack muack!:X
<3 PIGpig de andy gOr gOr. :x
<3 tallTALL de gOr gOr, jason. :x
<3 cute and fat de di di, bryan.:x
<3 chioCHIO de mEi mEi cum "PING", jolynn.:x
<3 gorjiedimei. \X/ :x
<3 "PIANG", cai yun. :x
<3 "PING! PONG! PIANG!" :x
<3 WATER! the BEST dehydrating lotion and spot clearing cream! XD
<3 ORANGE!
<3 PINK!
<3 SKY BLUE!
<3 LAVENDER!
<3 BLACK!
<3 WHITE!
<3 bible study. :)
<3 youth camp'05. X)
<3 mission trip '06. :)
<3 ROCK THE WORLD concert'06 :D
<3 CCBC, my church youth. :x
<3 RBC's youth too. :x
<3 having very 'jumpy' worship. X)
<3 very FUNNY and 'reality check' sermons. X)
<3 hanging out with the people i love or even the guy! hahas. XD
<3 going overseas with friends or ppl i love. X)
<3 having combined youth with RBC. XD
<3 hanging out with theLOOKALIKES, AH-DAMandMICH.
<3 spending time with my adam kor kor and albert kor kor. :)
<3 talking on the phone with albert kor kor.
<3 being protected by my kor kors. XD
<3 having to go out with my couzziex.
<3 having you around me.:x
<3 frenx from everywhere. :x
<3 waking up late. heex.X)
<3 making up and go out. XD
<3 going out with friends.X)
<3 SHOPPING! XD
<3 SLEEPING! :D
<3 SINGING! :D
<3 SMILING! x)
<3 the 4 Sssss.. (the above four!)
<3 LAUGHING! :)
<3 DANCING! X)
<3 practically everything that got to do with MUSIC. X)
theHATES. PUKE!
but i shall FORGIVE and FORGET.
hate being accused! hate PEOPLE WHO LIKE TO PICK ON ME ALL THE TIME FOR NO PARTICULAR REASON!!! AGH!!(damn them man.) hate backstabbers! hate people that think they are the best!(nobody except GOD is perfect.) hate ACT as ah lian/ah beng! when they are SO NOT! hate liers! (even i do lie sometimes.x)) hate having 'rents bossing around and taking privacy from me! agh!! hate act ke lian to absorb guys' attention. (eww. so gross.) hate those that treat me so warm then after a while then so cold.
theWISHES.:)
~` be more devoted to GOD. (durr.)
~` grow in GOD more and more each day.
~` do my QT regularly. :D
~` combine CCBC's youth with RBC's youth. XD
~` hang out with the RBC's youth more. XD
~` able to go to mission trip'07. :D
~` have the fun people to go to mission trip'07. :) eg. prisy, michelle and adam.
~` have a job that is close to my passions. eg. DJ, freelance photographer.
~` the guy that i like to like me in return. X)
~` have more freedom. (which teen doesn’t want this?)
~` can have more privacy.
~` not so slack!!
~` to go to the best class every year.
~` stop all rumours about me and some odd weirdball.
~` have confidence in myself.
~` have greater hair and hair-do. x)
shout AMEN! (:
theSONG.:)
Beat of my HEART
To the beat of my
To the beat of my
To the beat of my heart
I'm thinking about,
Letting it out.
I wanna give in,
I wanna go out.
Been looking around
I've finally found,
The rhythm of love,
The feeling of sound.
It's making a change,
The feeling is strange.
It's coming right back.
Right back in my range.
Not worried about anything else,
I'm waking up
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart.
[Chorus:]
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
It tears us apart.
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
Now I'm back to the start.
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart,
I'm up from my down.
I turn it around.
I'm making it back,
I'm not gonna drown.
I'm taking a stance.
I won't miss a chance.
I want you to see
I'm not scared to dance.
The way that you feel
Could never be real.
I want you to know I finished the deal.
So I'm sayin to you
I'll always be true.
To the rhythm inside,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart,
[Chorus]
Away Away,
Away Away,
Away Away,
Away Away,
Away Away,
Away Away,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart,
Away Away,
Away Away,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
It tears us apart,
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
Now I'm back to the start,
[Chorus]
Away Away,
Away Away,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart,
Away Away,
Away Away,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart
JESUS will surely be with me ALWAYS, to the VERY END of
age.
3rd March 2007 - 9.34pm
all these are the photos i zi lian in my mom's pj! hahas. (:
OMG~! its been so damn long since i last post. 2 weeks? let me see... yupps. i checked, its bout there. hahahs. (: sry lahhs. i was TOO BUSY studying for my COMMON TEST! hahas. two weeks; 14 days has gone. WOOTS. happy, sad, shocked, tired, frustrated, anger... everything. hahas. but now, im happy. (: yupps, my dars. hahas. "ADAM KOR KOR!" hehhehs. shh... let the rest read on. ;) hmm... where should i start ahhh? okays.
lets start from MY RESULTS! hahas. (: MY GOODIE GOODIE RESULTS! :D wait wait.. i cut my hair again on sat. okays. and we went to eat a YUMMY dinner at clake quay on sun.. okays.. lets continue with the results. here are the scores i know so far. :)
english: -expected: A2 -actual: 22.5/25 = 90/100 (round up to 23/25 = 92/100) =A1 --higher than expectation! WOOTS!-- --top 5 in class! WOOTS!--
maths: -expected: B4 -actual: 27/40 = 67.5/100 = B3 --higher than expectations! WOOTS!-- --FIRST TIME win jolynn in maths.--
chinese: -expected: B3 -actual: 46/60 = 76.7/100 = A1 --higher than expectations! WOOTS!-- --higher than TWO grades! WOOTS!!-- --higher than QING YANG, WAI YING! WOOTS WOOTS!-- --first A1 in secondary, i think!--
hahahahahahahhahahaha. im so happy with my results. at least my hardwork cropping myself at home did pay off. hahas. (: and you know what, i have the you know light feeling inside of me. like i dun have to hide anything. im proud of myself. (: YEAHHS! to say the truth, i kinda think that really, studying isnt that bad. hahas. i mean the results helps to sweep all the PULLED hair to the rubbish bin, yeahhs?! (: hmm. if you asked for tips then maybe i just think that put one big bottle of water with a straw inside. then while you read your textbook and notes, drink while you read. it dehydrates you and it and also refreshes your brain cells and wakes you up a little. hahas. (: try it! it helped me for my geography. and also hohhs, for me lahh. on music but make it soft and make it english not chinese. (: hahas. i also dun really know why. :D anws, lets get back to the subject. i got my DINSTINTIONS results on thurs. but then... everything seem to fall out that day. sighs. i had my BRITISH COUNCIL after that. but i FORGOT to bring the file. GRR! then cos i was in a rush of time, so i hurried lahh. but then need to pass up the stupid chinese compo then i hae to climb to 6th floor and then give the damn compo then i hurried, but then the "HU HU HU" called me and jol to stay and write to one and a HALF page. WHAT THE.. then i write already hohh, then "HU HU HU" asked me change this change that. what the shit lahh. then i very pek chiak then i faster finish and then i tell jol that i go down first. then i faster went down and took my lunch. then when i bought my chicken rice. cai yun took my chilli then i didnt see her. then i accidentally knocked into her. then "SPLASH!" the chilli was on my shirt's sleeve already. and it obviously STINKS! hahas. GARLIC lehhs. (: anws, yupps. then cai yun help me washed my shirt, then she say cannot rush if rush, everyrthing will be all wrong. sighs. hahas. then i faster eat my lunch then i went home. i bathe and then changed then i hurried to the bus stop and took the bus lohhs. hahas. (: blah blahs.. all bout my tuition.
oh ya! let me backtrack a little. err. you know, i sms calvin on wed, i think. hahas. then its like he told me about britiania, his ex. OMG! their story is damn SAD SAD SAD! sigh yo yo. invovles parents, grounding for a month, and finally a break up. hahas. (: not going to tell you the story. but if you are clever enough, you can practically make a story out of the points i wrote. hahas. (: i just knew today that calvin trusted me more than his two other best friends, hahas. cos he ONLY told me this and not to others, even his best friends. hahas. GOSH! *faint! i first time know that i was so trusted. hahas. (: this is what he exactly said "blahs.. i tell u all dis is bcaus i trust u." WOAH! thank you, calvin! hees. (: trust me, my lips and hands are sealed. hahas.
ytd was the DAMN day of my life. but at least, through this. i knew who REALLY CARE bout me and who is just ON-THE-MOUTH-CARE. hahas. (: err. i "lost" my wallet and keys today. UNLUCKY OR WHAT! cos i just found out that my wallet was not with me after P.E. so i thought it was stolen. but my hp was still in my bag, so huhh?! hahas. then cos i and yang got rumour before mahhs. then i was searching for my wallet like crazy then he came back to class. then jolynn who was in front of me told yang that i lost my wallet. then he was like a little shocked. then he went back to his place then came next to me. and said that my wallet is most probably at home. then i was like "nooo.." hahas. (: then he was like who wanna steal your wallet worr. hahas. i was like grrr. hahas. anws, its an indirect confort, i guess. that spoiled my whole day. i was real moody. then after school ended, i WALKED home. then GUESS WHAT!? when i was at my doorstep, i realised my keys were not with me! my tears cannot seem to control itself and it just rolled down my cheeks. then i called uncle chua to cancel the tuition. then i walked back to my popo's house and asked for the keys. then i waited for my grandad then he fetch me home. and finally! i found my wallet AND keys IN MY ORANGE BAG! AHHHHhhhhhhhhhhss! make me moody for no reason. hahas. (: but anws, i smsed yang and cai yun that i found my wallet. hahas. anws, i asked yang if he just guess that my wallet is at home or was he trying to comfort me? hahas. then he replied something like he only comfort people in "SPECIAL CIRCUMTANCES". hahas. whatever! anws, i went and bathe then i took some real nice photos in my mom's nicest pj. i edited the dress a little. i made it to a halter neck. hahas. i took a few photos too. (: erms. i got take a few photos in the same dress before i cut my hair. hahas. (: anws, i did a PORE MINIMIZER MASK. hahas. (: then after watching a few shows, i went to sleep. as i have to wake up early the next day for the "harmony @ senja" event. hahas.
like i said, i woke up super early today for the "harmony @ senja" event. hahas. cos mr momo said that we are supposed to meet at 7 SHARP! hahas. so i wake up a little earlier than usual and then went to school. and then i was like so tired. my duty was actually to take photos. but when mr momo reached at bout 7.20 PLUS. i called mdm ik cos she was doing the interviewing and stuffs. but she wasnt feeling well. so she cannot come. then mr mo mo appointed ME to take over. i was like "WHAT!?" hahas. (: i was seriouslt shocked. anws, yupps. i spent a damn 30 minutes rehersing the introduction. DAMN IT. anws, i went there and interviewed the teachers, students, the RC members that helped us and even mr seet and mrs liao. hahas. WOAH! difficult job man! hahas. (: anws, yupps... my dad went too cos he was one of the PSG members. then the principle kinda know him and stuffs. cos everybody like kinda dismissed, only he was there. cos he was supposed to wait for me. then mr seet was like "waiting for your girl ahh?" then my dad replied yupps. then mr seet asked which one is your girl. then my dad pointed at me, hahas. then mr seet was like "oh! the girl who interviewed me?!" hahas. (:
then after that we went home then rested for a while. then my whole family went to RBC. we went to the kopitiam to eat first. then we went to house 112 to practice for tmr's combined youth worship. anws, then i was like the first who reached lahh. not really, cos adam kor kor was eating at the kopitiam up the road. hahas (: anws, then we went there then we rehersed lohhs. hahas. (: cos i and adam was first mahhs, so i gave him his VERY EARLY birthday card and present. hahas. (: his reaction was like "THANK YOU!" hahas. (: he also said that this is his FIRST birthday present! hahas(: i mean "DURR!" hahas. its onyl the 3rd while his birthday is like on the 25th. hahas(: anws, we practice practice lala. then i dun feel like writing le.
anws, its 11.20pm. i should be sleeping le. hahas. i better eat my pi pa gao then sleep! NITES! buais! see my dars tmr, yeahhs?! "BLINK BLINK FOR GOD, yeahhs!" amen! (:
Psalm 68:19 P R A I S E be to the LORD, to GOD our SAVIOR, who daily bears our burdens.
