<3 GOD, JESUS, HOLY SPIRIT. -trinity (durr.):X
<3 my faMiLy. especially my mummy. mUaCkx. :X
<3 my NO.1 passion, MUSIC!!! deahDEAHdeahDEAH... mUaCkx. X)
<3 my NO.2 passion, PHOTOGRAPHY! chingCHINGching! mUaCkx. X)
<3 devOtEd tO GOD de eunice jiE jiE and sElf-tHinK naivE dE evan gOr gOr. mUaCkx. :X
<3 my cOuzziEx. mUaCkx. :X
<3 my darlings. :x
<3 hui ming and prisy. (two of my darlings.) :X
<3 shuaiSHAUI and KAIWAIYINEHH de adam kOr kOr. muackish muack muack!:X
<3 BIG BULLY de albert kOr kOr. muackish muack muack!:X
<3 PIGpig de andy gOr gOr. :x
<3 tallTALL de gOr gOr, jason. :x
<3 cute and fat de di di, bryan.:x
<3 chioCHIO de mEi mEi cum "PING", jolynn.:x
<3 gorjiedimei. \X/ :x
<3 "PIANG", cai yun. :x
<3 "PING! PONG! PIANG!" :x
<3 WATER! the BEST dehydrating lotion and spot clearing cream! XD
<3 ORANGE!
<3 PINK!
<3 SKY BLUE!
<3 LAVENDER!
<3 BLACK!
<3 WHITE!
<3 bible study. :)
<3 youth camp'05. X)
<3 mission trip '06. :)
<3 ROCK THE WORLD concert'06 :D
<3 CCBC, my church youth. :x
<3 RBC's youth too. :x
<3 having very 'jumpy' worship. X)
<3 very FUNNY and 'reality check' sermons. X)
<3 hanging out with the people i love or even the guy! hahas. XD
<3 going overseas with friends or ppl i love. X)
<3 having combined youth with RBC. XD
<3 hanging out with theLOOKALIKES, AH-DAMandMICH.
<3 spending time with my adam kor kor and albert kor kor. :)
<3 talking on the phone with albert kor kor.
<3 being protected by my kor kors. XD
<3 having to go out with my couzziex.
<3 having you around me.:x
<3 frenx from everywhere. :x
<3 waking up late. heex.X)
<3 making up and go out. XD
<3 going out with friends.X)
<3 SHOPPING! XD
<3 SLEEPING! :D
<3 SINGING! :D
<3 SMILING! x)
<3 the 4 Sssss.. (the above four!)
<3 LAUGHING! :)
<3 DANCING! X)
<3 practically everything that got to do with MUSIC. X)
theHATES. PUKE!
but i shall FORGIVE and FORGET.
hate being accused! hate PEOPLE WHO LIKE TO PICK ON ME ALL THE TIME FOR NO PARTICULAR REASON!!! AGH!!(damn them man.) hate backstabbers! hate people that think they are the best!(nobody except GOD is perfect.) hate ACT as ah lian/ah beng! when they are SO NOT! hate liers! (even i do lie sometimes.x)) hate having 'rents bossing around and taking privacy from me! agh!! hate act ke lian to absorb guys' attention. (eww. so gross.) hate those that treat me so warm then after a while then so cold.
theWISHES.:)
~` be more devoted to GOD. (durr.)
~` grow in GOD more and more each day.
~` do my QT regularly. :D
~` combine CCBC's youth with RBC's youth. XD
~` hang out with the RBC's youth more. XD
~` able to go to mission trip'07. :D
~` have the fun people to go to mission trip'07. :) eg. prisy, michelle and adam.
~` have a job that is close to my passions. eg. DJ, freelance photographer.
~` the guy that i like to like me in return. X)
~` have more freedom. (which teen doesn’t want this?)
~` can have more privacy.
~` not so slack!!
~` to go to the best class every year.
~` stop all rumours about me and some odd weirdball.
~` have confidence in myself.
~` have greater hair and hair-do. x)
shout AMEN! (:
theSONG.:)
Beat of my HEART
To the beat of my
To the beat of my
To the beat of my heart
I'm thinking about,
Letting it out.
I wanna give in,
I wanna go out.
Been looking around
I've finally found,
The rhythm of love,
The feeling of sound.
It's making a change,
The feeling is strange.
It's coming right back.
Right back in my range.
Not worried about anything else,
I'm waking up
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart.
[Chorus:]
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
It tears us apart.
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
Now I'm back to the start.
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart,
I'm up from my down.
I turn it around.
I'm making it back,
I'm not gonna drown.
I'm taking a stance.
I won't miss a chance.
I want you to see
I'm not scared to dance.
The way that you feel
Could never be real.
I want you to know I finished the deal.
So I'm sayin to you
I'll always be true.
To the rhythm inside,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart,
[Chorus]
Away Away,
Away Away,
Away Away,
Away Away,
Away Away,
Away Away,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart,
Away Away,
Away Away,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
It tears us apart,
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
Now I'm back to the start,
[Chorus]
Away Away,
Away Away,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart,
Away Away,
Away Away,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart
JESUS will surely be with me ALWAYS, to the VERY END of
age.
23rd March 2007 - 10.58pm
sighs.. i just finished bathing. hmm... just went to the sec 2 streaming talk. "pressured", thats how i feel now. very very pressured. sighs.. anws, am i really that moody this few days? hahas. i also dunno lehhs. because of the sec 2 streaming talk, chairs were needed to be placed in the hall for the parents. so, the lower sec have to carry their chairs to the hall after school. and when i and jolynn was carrying to the hall, shang wei and benjimin had already carried their chairs to the hall and was walking towards us. benjimin asked me and played with me then after that, shang wei suddenly asked me "why you so sad?". hahas. was i?! i mean.. ya.. (: i have to admit i was a little... erm.. short-tempered this few days. but just now in the shower, i looked back and realised something. i only became moody after that day i was BADLY humilated. i recalled the days before that and i was not as moody and quiet as these few days. hmm.. i only know that i was very short-tempered because normally i have the patience to teach jolynn maths but... this few days, just when she ask me to teach her, i will feel like saying and do say it most of the time, "TSK!" hahas. i dunno what happened to me this few days either. anws, i dunno today was a good day or bad. hahas. good as in the incident in english class. but bad as in just now. hmm... i think i shall say the GOOD and NICE stuffs first. (:
in P.E today, the sport for the term or whatsoever was BASKETBALL! hahas. oh man! my dribbling totally suck. hahas. anws, then cos the guys know VERY WELL how to play mahhs. so the P.E teacher let then play themselves while the girls practiced our passing. hahas. then when the teacher was blabbling on the basketball stuffs, i turned to look at the guys play for a while as it was like BORING. hahas, kinda. (: then suddenly, "CHOP!" the basketball went in the ring and it was a far throw too. hahas. erm... guess who was the lucky guy i saw throwing in and now, im writing about him. hahas. ya... QING YANG! what a coincidence hohh. hehes. (: ehhs... but really very shuai de lohh. WOAHS! hahas. i tried shooting after a game of tough monkey. AHS! the first ball i shoot WENT IN!!! hahahahahahas. "thank you thank you." keke. then i so happy that i screamed and cheered to myself. hahas. IM PROUD OF MYSELF, yeahhs?! hahas. (: anws, I HURT MY INDEX AND MIDDLE FINGER, especially my index finger. it hurt man. hahas. i was looking at the guys playing then i never see the ball then when i realised the ball was flying towards me. i tried to "push" it away. but it turns out that i hurt my index and middle finger. ): hahas. but im strong, amen! hahas. all to God's glory.
today, in english period. mrs yip wanted to have the debate. and for whatever reason, she likes to call me "BEL!" hahas. tsk tsk tsk. cant blame lahhs. im TOO adorable to actually resist. hahas. X) then you know what, she called my group to do the debate. i was like "grr.. hahas." but actually i felt quite honoured. hahas. (: then she said that she chose our group because that our group has the articulate speakers. WOO~~ hahas. articulate sia... hahas. to those who do not know what is articulate right. hahas. articulate is being fluent in speech. i think she meant me and jolynn. "ahs.. im so buay ba" anws, then when we finally go in front, mrs yip kept on saying "bel ... bel ... bel ... bel ..." hahas. ai yoo... then its like so many people laughing lahhs,can.. hahas. anws, then guess who was the other group?! MING KANG'S! which is also QING YANG, BENJIMIN and TERENCE! OMG!!! hahas. AHS! when it was about to start, we were pushing "the first person to speak" but it was finalised on jolynn. hahas. WAY A GO, my darling. hahas. then she went and sat down on the HOT seat. hahas. then woo... ming kang went up and sat at the opposite seat. hahas.
"let the debate begin!"
WOW! hahas. fierce firece. hahas. (: anws, then mrs yip say change person and.. AHS! it was my turn! OMGoshie...! hahas. so,.. hahas. i just went up to the VERY HOT seat. ( extra heat caused by jolynn's butt. ) hahas. i was actually quite scared that qing yang would might actually would come up and take the opposite seat. YIKES! hahas. but then, terence went up instead. PHEW! or not i wont dare to look into the eyes. hahas. (: anws, then.. i think everybody thought that terence is going to boring and stuffs. but then you know what?! hahas. instead, he was SO SO FUNNY. after i said my stand, he had to oppose. and just what he did was he bang the table and said that "work is more important." HAAAHAAS! the whole class laughed! hahas. even mrs yip. hahas. then mrs yip said that he had to say it GENTLY but STERNLY. hahas. but terence do not know what to say at all. even after carmen, who was seated right in front of the hot seats, told him what he can oppose repeatedly. hahas. he kept on repeating what he first said. "GRR~~!!" hahas. no fun but... lots of laughter. hahas. anws, then cai yun went up. but then qing yang went up. hahas. then cai yun see him then she "AH....." and tried to back away and plead mavis to go. but mavis just wouldnt move an inch. hahas. so... the blackies battle! hahas. "cai yun vs. qing yang" hahas. then whatever cai yun said can say is mostly crap. hahas. but yet, qing yang blur like sotong, dont know how to oppose. hahas. then he just let cai yun crap all the way. then in the end, mrs yip called the "public" to help qing yang.. hahas! then shang wei, feng khai, wen hao dot dot dot helped lohhs. but mostly was "qing yang ahhs.. you very shi bai lehhs..." hahas. if im qing yang, i'll be under like tonnes of stress. hahas. but anws, then change to mavis and benjimin. hahas. so many mistakes they made. hahas. then mrs yip called us to conclude. hahas. but before we even decide who to go up. "DING DONG DONG..." the school belll rang! hahas. go home time! hahas. (:
anws, before eng. it was chinese period. and... hahas. i slept through practically the whole lesson. hahas. XD i used my folded uniform to become my pillow then "SNORES...." hahas. i slept. then i was awoken by benjimin. hahas. then he sat at the seat beside me. then i wanted to continue to sleep mahhs. but if i sleep, i will be facing him. hahas. but i dun want but if i face the other side. even worse. hahas. (: so i just sleep a little but i cant. all thinks to benjimin's too audible voice. so i just had to wake up. hahas. i didnt know that my hair was in a mess. hahas. only when jolynn told me that my hair was messy then just used my fingers to comb but in the end, i still used the comb. hahas. then you know what, i realise that calvin was looking at me. maybe benjimin but... i caught his eye. hahas. (:
i think i will not write the BAD stuffs already. anws, God teached us to FORGIVE and FORGET! hahas. (: i have to end here le. its already 12.14am. if i dun sleep, how am i going to meet my relatives at my granny's 2nd year anniversary place. (: NITES, love you! :x
Psalm 68:19 P R A I S E be to the LORD, to GOD our SAVIOR, who daily bears our burdens.
