<3 GOD, JESUS, HOLY SPIRIT. -trinity (durr.):X
<3 my faMiLy. especially my mummy. mUaCkx. :X
<3 my NO.1 passion, MUSIC!!! deahDEAHdeahDEAH... mUaCkx. X)
<3 my NO.2 passion, PHOTOGRAPHY! chingCHINGching! mUaCkx. X)
<3 devOtEd tO GOD de eunice jiE jiE and sElf-tHinK naivE dE evan gOr gOr. mUaCkx. :X
<3 my cOuzziEx. mUaCkx. :X
<3 my darlings. :x
<3 hui ming and prisy. (two of my darlings.) :X
<3 shuaiSHAUI and KAIWAIYINEHH de adam kOr kOr. muackish muack muack!:X
<3 BIG BULLY de albert kOr kOr. muackish muack muack!:X
<3 PIGpig de andy gOr gOr. :x
<3 tallTALL de gOr gOr, jason. :x
<3 cute and fat de di di, bryan.:x
<3 chioCHIO de mEi mEi cum "PING", jolynn.:x
<3 gorjiedimei. \X/ :x
<3 "PIANG", cai yun. :x
<3 "PING! PONG! PIANG!" :x
<3 WATER! the BEST dehydrating lotion and spot clearing cream! XD
<3 ORANGE!
<3 PINK!
<3 SKY BLUE!
<3 LAVENDER!
<3 BLACK!
<3 WHITE!
<3 bible study. :)
<3 youth camp'05. X)
<3 mission trip '06. :)
<3 ROCK THE WORLD concert'06 :D
<3 CCBC, my church youth. :x
<3 RBC's youth too. :x
<3 having very 'jumpy' worship. X)
<3 very FUNNY and 'reality check' sermons. X)
<3 hanging out with the people i love or even the guy! hahas. XD
<3 going overseas with friends or ppl i love. X)
<3 having combined youth with RBC. XD
<3 hanging out with theLOOKALIKES, AH-DAMandMICH.
<3 spending time with my adam kor kor and albert kor kor. :)
<3 talking on the phone with albert kor kor.
<3 being protected by my kor kors. XD
<3 having to go out with my couzziex.
<3 having you around me.:x
<3 frenx from everywhere. :x
<3 waking up late. heex.X)
<3 making up and go out. XD
<3 going out with friends.X)
<3 SHOPPING! XD
<3 SLEEPING! :D
<3 SINGING! :D
<3 SMILING! x)
<3 the 4 Sssss.. (the above four!)
<3 LAUGHING! :)
<3 DANCING! X)
<3 practically everything that got to do with MUSIC. X)
theHATES. PUKE!
but i shall FORGIVE and FORGET.
hate being accused! hate PEOPLE WHO LIKE TO PICK ON ME ALL THE TIME FOR NO PARTICULAR REASON!!! AGH!!(damn them man.) hate backstabbers! hate people that think they are the best!(nobody except GOD is perfect.) hate ACT as ah lian/ah beng! when they are SO NOT! hate liers! (even i do lie sometimes.x)) hate having 'rents bossing around and taking privacy from me! agh!! hate act ke lian to absorb guys' attention. (eww. so gross.) hate those that treat me so warm then after a while then so cold.
theWISHES.:)
~` be more devoted to GOD. (durr.)
~` grow in GOD more and more each day.
~` do my QT regularly. :D
~` combine CCBC's youth with RBC's youth. XD
~` hang out with the RBC's youth more. XD
~` able to go to mission trip'07. :D
~` have the fun people to go to mission trip'07. :) eg. prisy, michelle and adam.
~` have a job that is close to my passions. eg. DJ, freelance photographer.
~` the guy that i like to like me in return. X)
~` have more freedom. (which teen doesn’t want this?)
~` can have more privacy.
~` not so slack!!
~` to go to the best class every year.
~` stop all rumours about me and some odd weirdball.
~` have confidence in myself.
~` have greater hair and hair-do. x)
shout AMEN! (:
theSONG.:)
Beat of my HEART
To the beat of my
To the beat of my
To the beat of my heart
I'm thinking about,
Letting it out.
I wanna give in,
I wanna go out.
Been looking around
I've finally found,
The rhythm of love,
The feeling of sound.
It's making a change,
The feeling is strange.
It's coming right back.
Right back in my range.
Not worried about anything else,
I'm waking up
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart.
[Chorus:]
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
It tears us apart.
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
Now I'm back to the start.
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart,
I'm up from my down.
I turn it around.
I'm making it back,
I'm not gonna drown.
I'm taking a stance.
I won't miss a chance.
I want you to see
I'm not scared to dance.
The way that you feel
Could never be real.
I want you to know I finished the deal.
So I'm sayin to you
I'll always be true.
To the rhythm inside,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart,
[Chorus]
Away Away,
Away Away,
Away Away,
Away Away,
Away Away,
Away Away,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart,
Away Away,
Away Away,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
It tears us apart,
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
Now I'm back to the start,
[Chorus]
Away Away,
Away Away,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart,
Away Away,
Away Away,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart
JESUS will surely be with me ALWAYS, to the VERY END of
age.
6th February 2007 - 9.28pm
i cant believe im writing this in tears. and by a DAMN 11 o'clock this F***ing laptop must be out at the DAMN living room. sorry guys, im really very sad, angry, whatever feeling, i dun care! sighs. but just for you guys and this blog, i'll try to make myself in the state as i am on that day. but i may not finish all by this post or maybe i shall just cut short everything. cos by 11, this laptop have to be shut down and out. sighs.
jasmine's!
the signatures i got!
paul twohill's!
and we all live happily ever after.... XD
my ticket for the superstar final. (:
my darren poster!
me and darren (:
me and sugiyato. XD
me and errr.. i dunno. XD
gary!
darren and diya hearing their results. *yikes!
the live band.
the REDies, di ya's fans!
shuai shuai de darren singing his first song.
diya singing her first song too
ohh.. BLUE BLUE BLUE!darren, the BLUE warrior.
SUPERSTAR!
yu yang, yi yuan cute hohh?! XD
before the show starts.
me, paul twohill and jasmine
bloopers of the pictures. :D
hallos, i should have been writing this like on sun but i no time and by the time i come back on sun, its already close to midnight. anws, on sun i was quite happy. hahas. (: ( sighs) today i went to RBC and the SUPERSTAR FINAL. hahas. "thank you, maine!" (: on that day, i wake up to a quite encouraging sms from evelyn. it says "sorry for the late reply.. later den i scold you for blogging it! haha.. i actually wanna say thanks.. cos adam and i chatted abt it.. i kinda understand why i shldn't be sad over this.. Yeah! thru yr blog den i know tomorrow will see you! haha.. gd nitez." yupps. i mean to me, it meant that they "patch back". not that kind of BGR, instead its more of like FRIENDS. then i feel real happy and then in youth, i kinda shared this as a thanksgiving. BUT BUT BUT, when we go RBC. when i got the chance to actually you know talk to adam kor kor, i asked him about evelyn then i say he very evil. hahas. i mean its SO TRUE if you hear evelyn's "story". but i totally forgot that i should hear both sides of the stories then i go judged whose evil and whose not. so i dun blame adam kor kor for saying "you only hear one side of the story and you are calling me evil." IM SO SORRY! gomen nasai for saying that you are evil. because as your mei mei, i should trust you more, yeah? but instead i trusted someone that i only know on the face and allowed what she said impacted my looks for you. GOMEN NASAI GOMEN NASAI!!!! mphm.. anws, the mission trip gathering at bout 3.30 and thats very fast. anws, then i, prisy and serena went to wait for the bus to novena. but then suddenly, "RING RING!" my caller id said it was adam kor kor. hahas. so i was quite stunned to say the truth. (: but anws, he asked if i wanted to go meet him and michelle, his REAL sister at the near by kopitiam. i was like "alright!" anws, i have loads of time to waste. then ya lohhs. i walk there. then i found them. okays... then i go sit with them. anws, ya.. then.. i asked about evelyn. then he was like "i cant help that sometimes people think too much." he said something along the lines. quite true though. X) but because of what evelyn told me, my image of kor kor is kinda wavered. but i will not let this continue. i will build my 100% trust on kor kor again, no matter how hard it will take. (: anws, ya.. then my parents drove me to the indoor stadium. the superstar final was held there. (: WOAH!! maine and my seat was the second row! hahas. thats like so so front lahhs, can! and its real clear too. anws, when we were finding our seats, maine saw paul twohill and jasmine. i was like OMG! hahas. and as you all know, when it comes to this, my skin is as thick as a cow's. hahas. (: yupps, and so i asked them if they were alright if i take a photo with them. and without hestitation, he said "SURE!" then cos got berrier mahhs, then very hard take photo so i run and went behind the barrier. and guess what did pual did. he said "lai lai lai..." with his hands calling me to come. HAHAS! OMG OMG! i was like half stunned and half laughing. (: it was really funny. you should see man. anws, then we went to find our seats. then the show started and stuffs like that. (: (: anws, then i saw so many stars lahh. mo xiao lin was just right in front of me hao bu hao. she got the figure but... no boobs. hahas. XD anws, ya.. i saw yu yang, renfred, geraldine and blah blahs. then when i saw clara, khim and some of the campus superstar girls went to the toilet, i called charmaine to go toilet. hahas. (: then on the way up, we saw even more stars. then hurriedly, we went to find paper to let them sign on. then since we saw the poster of darren and diya. we hurriedly bought one darren poster and we took my pen and ran back and we let then sign. i saw paul again. and so, i called him to sign. then he turned over my poster and saw darren, hahas. after he sign, i let jasmine sign. then paul say he know why i buy this poster. hahas. cos in the poster, darren is half naked. then he pinched darren's nipple. hahas. it was so funny. then he asked me who did i support. then i said darren! hahas. then he said "me too! WOAH!" then he gave the high-10 pose. and so, i high 10 him back! hahas. (: he is so damn fun lohhs! :D anws, then i took photos and also called them to sign. then i think when chen wei lian was performing, charmaine and i were running back to our place after getting all the signatures and photos too. (: anws, then when i got back to my seat, my phone vibrated. it was from qing yang. he said that he saw me on tv. hahas! OMG OMG! i was so damn shocked and happy. hahas. then nicholas smsed me too that he swear that he saw me in my green jacket with yellow strips on tv! hahas. i cant be more than happy. then when it was one of the rock song or slow song, i forgot le lahh, then the judges comment on their performance, then the first two judges, nobody screamed and so, i didnt too. but hahas. you know, a volcano? collect and collect lava, until cannot take it le then "POOM!!" hahas. thats what happened to me. the third judge, i didnt care and cannot help too. i screamed! SOLO! hahas. ONLY ONE in the thousands lahh! then everybody looked at me. hahas(: so ma loo! but i dun care! i had my fun. anws, yupps. it was so fun. (: they are looked so much better in rea face than on tv. more real. DURR! hahas(: anws, ya... hahas. TA DA.. i finished. hahas. (:
if you are wondering why i cried just now, i got scolded by parents. as for what, im not going to tell you. but you can asked me if you are that concern or bluntly that is ka poh. (:but i told albert kor kor, thinking that he could maybe cheer me up.. ANWS! hahas. i gotta go le. times not up. its only 10.51. i better hurry do my other stuffs. (:
Psalm 68:19 P R A I S E be to the LORD, to GOD our SAVIOR, who daily bears our burdens.
the signatures i got! 
paul twohill's!
my ticket for the superstar final. (:
my darren poster!
me and darren (:
darren and diya hearing their results. *yikes! 
the live band.
the REDies, di ya's fans!
shuai shuai de darren singing his first song.
ohh.. BLUE BLUE BLUE!
darren, the BLUE warrior.
SUPERSTAR!
before the show starts.
bloopers of the pictures. :D 
