<3 GOD, JESUS, HOLY SPIRIT. -trinity (durr.):X
<3 my faMiLy. especially my mummy. mUaCkx. :X
<3 my NO.1 passion, MUSIC!!! deahDEAHdeahDEAH... mUaCkx. X)
<3 my NO.2 passion, PHOTOGRAPHY! chingCHINGching! mUaCkx. X)
<3 devOtEd tO GOD de eunice jiE jiE and sElf-tHinK naivE dE evan gOr gOr. mUaCkx. :X
<3 my cOuzziEx. mUaCkx. :X
<3 my darlings. :x
<3 hui ming and prisy. (two of my darlings.) :X
<3 shuaiSHAUI and KAIWAIYINEHH de adam kOr kOr. muackish muack muack!:X
<3 BIG BULLY de albert kOr kOr. muackish muack muack!:X
<3 PIGpig de andy gOr gOr. :x
<3 tallTALL de gOr gOr, jason. :x
<3 cute and fat de di di, bryan.:x
<3 chioCHIO de mEi mEi cum "PING", jolynn.:x
<3 gorjiedimei. \X/ :x
<3 "PIANG", cai yun. :x
<3 "PING! PONG! PIANG!" :x
<3 WATER! the BEST dehydrating lotion and spot clearing cream! XD
<3 ORANGE!
<3 PINK!
<3 SKY BLUE!
<3 LAVENDER!
<3 BLACK!
<3 WHITE!
<3 bible study. :)
<3 youth camp'05. X)
<3 mission trip '06. :)
<3 ROCK THE WORLD concert'06 :D
<3 CCBC, my church youth. :x
<3 RBC's youth too. :x
<3 having very 'jumpy' worship. X)
<3 very FUNNY and 'reality check' sermons. X)
<3 hanging out with the people i love or even the guy! hahas. XD
<3 going overseas with friends or ppl i love. X)
<3 having combined youth with RBC. XD
<3 hanging out with theLOOKALIKES, AH-DAMandMICH.
<3 spending time with my adam kor kor and albert kor kor. :)
<3 talking on the phone with albert kor kor.
<3 being protected by my kor kors. XD
<3 having to go out with my couzziex.
<3 having you around me.:x
<3 frenx from everywhere. :x
<3 waking up late. heex.X)
<3 making up and go out. XD
<3 going out with friends.X)
<3 SHOPPING! XD
<3 SLEEPING! :D
<3 SINGING! :D
<3 SMILING! x)
<3 the 4 Sssss.. (the above four!)
<3 LAUGHING! :)
<3 DANCING! X)
<3 practically everything that got to do with MUSIC. X)
theHATES. PUKE!
but i shall FORGIVE and FORGET.
hate being accused! hate PEOPLE WHO LIKE TO PICK ON ME ALL THE TIME FOR NO PARTICULAR REASON!!! AGH!!(damn them man.) hate backstabbers! hate people that think they are the best!(nobody except GOD is perfect.) hate ACT as ah lian/ah beng! when they are SO NOT! hate liers! (even i do lie sometimes.x)) hate having 'rents bossing around and taking privacy from me! agh!! hate act ke lian to absorb guys' attention. (eww. so gross.) hate those that treat me so warm then after a while then so cold.
theWISHES.:)
~` be more devoted to GOD. (durr.)
~` grow in GOD more and more each day.
~` do my QT regularly. :D
~` combine CCBC's youth with RBC's youth. XD
~` hang out with the RBC's youth more. XD
~` able to go to mission trip'07. :D
~` have the fun people to go to mission trip'07. :) eg. prisy, michelle and adam.
~` have a job that is close to my passions. eg. DJ, freelance photographer.
~` the guy that i like to like me in return. X)
~` have more freedom. (which teen doesn’t want this?)
~` can have more privacy.
~` not so slack!!
~` to go to the best class every year.
~` stop all rumours about me and some odd weirdball.
~` have confidence in myself.
~` have greater hair and hair-do. x)
shout AMEN! (:
theSONG.:)
Beat of my HEART
To the beat of my
To the beat of my
To the beat of my heart
I'm thinking about,
Letting it out.
I wanna give in,
I wanna go out.
Been looking around
I've finally found,
The rhythm of love,
The feeling of sound.
It's making a change,
The feeling is strange.
It's coming right back.
Right back in my range.
Not worried about anything else,
I'm waking up
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart.
[Chorus:]
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
It tears us apart.
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
Now I'm back to the start.
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart,
I'm up from my down.
I turn it around.
I'm making it back,
I'm not gonna drown.
I'm taking a stance.
I won't miss a chance.
I want you to see
I'm not scared to dance.
The way that you feel
Could never be real.
I want you to know I finished the deal.
So I'm sayin to you
I'll always be true.
To the rhythm inside,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart,
[Chorus]
Away Away,
Away Away,
Away Away,
Away Away,
Away Away,
Away Away,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart,
Away Away,
Away Away,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
It tears us apart,
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
Now I'm back to the start,
[Chorus]
Away Away,
Away Away,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart,
Away Away,
Away Away,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart
JESUS will surely be with me ALWAYS, to the VERY END of
age.
2nd February 2007 - 11.38pm
hallos. hahas. its been another week. (: isnt it fast? this week had different emotions each day or rather every hour or so. sighs. could be cos of my mens too. anws, recently, i feel kinda gloomy. i don't know is it because of what evelyn said. OKAYS! anws, i'll start with mon again. actually, nothing really happened lahhs, or more like i cant really remember. but i wrote in my calender that our class arranged seats and i was sitting next to qing yang. not a very good thing, if you want to stop a rumour which invovles both of us. on tues, i wrote i conference with albert kor kor. only then, i remembered why i want to call him. its because i want to su ku. hahas. i want him to cheer me up and he always without fail, makes me laugh hard. that day, we had music tech. and i had a quite a big quarrel with the teacher. it was her fault anyways. but she says its me. blah blahs. i talked back at her, which was what i always do when i strongly feel that what somebody is saying is wrong, or rather crap. i like to be honest and just shoot, not caring of the consequences. and this could be my weakness but yet could be my strength too. honest yet could get to serious trouble. whatever, anws, albert kor kor always brighten my day. i just so loved him. hahas. as a brother lahhs kies. then on wed, this was when emotions started to get mixed. wed, i had my cca. and then i went onlined. we learned microsoft publisher which i already learnt last year, so i didnt borhter to listen and i did my own stuffs. but at the end of the day, i still have to finish the newsletter we were assigned. anws, then bout 6 i was still in school and also onlined. then i saw evelyn onlined. and so, i chat with her. i told her that i saw her blog and she spelled my name wrongly, its isaBEL not isa. haha. (: then, i dunno what we say le lahhs, we say until adam kor kor in her blog. then ya... cos adam is my kor kor. so i was damn curious. but then evelyn shocked me when she msned me that if i think i will be sad, after reading her blog then better dun read. but i didnt take her advise and i went to read. but i was very very cold in the IT room. so i kinda had a brain freeze. that means i cannot think or digest anything in my head cos its frozen. but then i still read evelyn's blog post but i only can get some in. its about her and adam kor kor, she was very close to adam kor kor but now adam kor kor is being a little sarcastic to her. last time, evelyn would share almost everything with adam kor kor but now they are more of a church friend than a normal friend. in case you dunno whats the difference, i shall tell you. church friend is just like you talk all about holy stuffs while a normal friend is a norml friend lohh! hahas. okays, normal friend is like you share some stuffs and things like that. these are all what evelyn told me. then she chatted for a while bout adam kor kor and stuffs. but then i needa go home le. so i gave her my number and told her to sms me if she want, that is. then she smsed me lahhs. then she apologised for saying my name in her blog. i was like its okays de but i asked her what she said. hahas then she replied, "hahas. no la. i.. only said take it easy if adam leaves you like what he did to me. :x" i was like okays... (: i was kinda speehless to say the truth. i began to doubt adam kor kor's goodness to me and i asked myself "will this kor kor and mei mei last or will it just be a total childish act when we're young?" hmmm... i dunno..... anws, today, adam kor kor shocked me by asking me "hey mei mei! wanna cook something together for the potluck on sun?" hahas. i was like what potluck? i dun even know what potluck? haahs. then he said its a lunch. hahas. but i still very blur. but then he never reply me so i asked prisy. then she say is you bring food there that kind. hahas. (: ohh... CHEY! hahas. of cos can lahh! but then my mum just reminded me that i got yoga class and tuition after that. so not enough time. so sad, but then i told him that i and my mum could actually make the jelly. then we can go there and push the jelly out of the mould. (: then i asked him if he want or not lohh, but kor kor ahh.. take so long reply de. :D hahas. then ya lohhs. at first when kor kor asked me, i was so "AHHHHhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!" but then i recalled evelyn's words. and i started to let my imagination run again. sighs. hahas.
i DREAMT of ADAM KOR KOR! hahas. (:
anws, yupps! i dreamt of adam kor kor. but its kinda sad. adam kor kor is going to japan BUT he go there to study. and its NOT for a few months, its A FEW YEARS. SEVEN YEARS, to be exact. hahas. (: i really wonder i can actually remember all these man. i remember that he will only come back on the 3rd of apr 2014. hahas. so exact hohh! (: good memory bahhs. XD anws, so if you minus 2014 and 2007, its SEVEN years. WOO!!!!!! NOT GOOD! i dun want my precious kor kor to leave. at least not like that. there is a picture that says "so close yet so far." that is so ironic lahh kies. but its so true too. if this really happens, which i pray that it will not. this verse will really matched this situation. Genesis 31:41 "May the Lord watch between you and me when we are absent one from the other." isnt it so match? but CHOY CHOY CHOY CHOY!!!! ADAM KOR KOR WILL NOT LEAVE UNTIL SO LONG DE! he will NEVER abandoned this mei mei and go to somewhere that far, i hope. (:
Psalm 68:19 P R A I S E be to the LORD, to GOD our SAVIOR, who daily bears our burdens.
