<3 GOD, JESUS, HOLY SPIRIT. -trinity (durr.):X
<3 my faMiLy. especially my mummy. mUaCkx. :X
<3 my NO.1 passion, MUSIC!!! deahDEAHdeahDEAH... mUaCkx. X)
<3 my NO.2 passion, PHOTOGRAPHY! chingCHINGching! mUaCkx. X)
<3 devOtEd tO GOD de eunice jiE jiE and sElf-tHinK naivE dE evan gOr gOr. mUaCkx. :X
<3 my cOuzziEx. mUaCkx. :X
<3 my darlings. :x
<3 hui ming and prisy. (two of my darlings.) :X
<3 shuaiSHAUI and KAIWAIYINEHH de adam kOr kOr. muackish muack muack!:X
<3 BIG BULLY de albert kOr kOr. muackish muack muack!:X
<3 PIGpig de andy gOr gOr. :x
<3 tallTALL de gOr gOr, jason. :x
<3 cute and fat de di di, bryan.:x
<3 chioCHIO de mEi mEi cum "PING", jolynn.:x
<3 gorjiedimei. \X/ :x
<3 "PIANG", cai yun. :x
<3 "PING! PONG! PIANG!" :x
<3 WATER! the BEST dehydrating lotion and spot clearing cream! XD
<3 ORANGE!
<3 PINK!
<3 SKY BLUE!
<3 LAVENDER!
<3 BLACK!
<3 WHITE!
<3 bible study. :)
<3 youth camp'05. X)
<3 mission trip '06. :)
<3 ROCK THE WORLD concert'06 :D
<3 CCBC, my church youth. :x
<3 RBC's youth too. :x
<3 having very 'jumpy' worship. X)
<3 very FUNNY and 'reality check' sermons. X)
<3 hanging out with the people i love or even the guy! hahas. XD
<3 going overseas with friends or ppl i love. X)
<3 having combined youth with RBC. XD
<3 hanging out with theLOOKALIKES, AH-DAMandMICH.
<3 spending time with my adam kor kor and albert kor kor. :)
<3 talking on the phone with albert kor kor.
<3 being protected by my kor kors. XD
<3 having to go out with my couzziex.
<3 having you around me.:x
<3 frenx from everywhere. :x
<3 waking up late. heex.X)
<3 making up and go out. XD
<3 going out with friends.X)
<3 SHOPPING! XD
<3 SLEEPING! :D
<3 SINGING! :D
<3 SMILING! x)
<3 the 4 Sssss.. (the above four!)
<3 LAUGHING! :)
<3 DANCING! X)
<3 practically everything that got to do with MUSIC. X)
theHATES. PUKE!
but i shall FORGIVE and FORGET.
hate being accused! hate PEOPLE WHO LIKE TO PICK ON ME ALL THE TIME FOR NO PARTICULAR REASON!!! AGH!!(damn them man.) hate backstabbers! hate people that think they are the best!(nobody except GOD is perfect.) hate ACT as ah lian/ah beng! when they are SO NOT! hate liers! (even i do lie sometimes.x)) hate having 'rents bossing around and taking privacy from me! agh!! hate act ke lian to absorb guys' attention. (eww. so gross.) hate those that treat me so warm then after a while then so cold.
theWISHES.:)
~` be more devoted to GOD. (durr.)
~` grow in GOD more and more each day.
~` do my QT regularly. :D
~` combine CCBC's youth with RBC's youth. XD
~` hang out with the RBC's youth more. XD
~` able to go to mission trip'07. :D
~` have the fun people to go to mission trip'07. :) eg. prisy, michelle and adam.
~` have a job that is close to my passions. eg. DJ, freelance photographer.
~` the guy that i like to like me in return. X)
~` have more freedom. (which teen doesn’t want this?)
~` can have more privacy.
~` not so slack!!
~` to go to the best class every year.
~` stop all rumours about me and some odd weirdball.
~` have confidence in myself.
~` have greater hair and hair-do. x)
shout AMEN! (:
theSONG.:)
Beat of my HEART
To the beat of my
To the beat of my
To the beat of my heart
I'm thinking about,
Letting it out.
I wanna give in,
I wanna go out.
Been looking around
I've finally found,
The rhythm of love,
The feeling of sound.
It's making a change,
The feeling is strange.
It's coming right back.
Right back in my range.
Not worried about anything else,
I'm waking up
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart.
[Chorus:]
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
It tears us apart.
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
Now I'm back to the start.
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart,
I'm up from my down.
I turn it around.
I'm making it back,
I'm not gonna drown.
I'm taking a stance.
I won't miss a chance.
I want you to see
I'm not scared to dance.
The way that you feel
Could never be real.
I want you to know I finished the deal.
So I'm sayin to you
I'll always be true.
To the rhythm inside,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart,
[Chorus]
Away Away,
Away Away,
Away Away,
Away Away,
Away Away,
Away Away,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart,
Away Away,
Away Away,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
It tears us apart,
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
Now I'm back to the start,
[Chorus]
Away Away,
Away Away,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart,
Away Away,
Away Away,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart
JESUS will surely be with me ALWAYS, to the VERY END of
age.
17th Febuary 2007 - 12.58pm
me and jol!
jol,me and ting
the crazy "PINGPONGPIANG!" "what are looking at?" jol said "chees!" three malay dancers, chio hohh? the chio chio fira and the ugly ugly me. hahas(:
the blackie in class,qing yang.
with his new white specs. "ding dind ti ding"
dunno who vs. kenneth
the two preety teachers, i guess. my very famous waterbottle.
drank before by : me, cai yun, yang, terence and many more!
AHHS! hahas(:
they pose for me! WOOTS! chicken little didi, benji papa, mama, chicken little happy family. "dun want dun want" wawa, me, farah and nadiah
wawa and me
wawa, me and farah mraz and me cai yun, ellen(head)and me.
all these photos are taken on fri.
hallos. this week was a total.. saddist. i was practically sad everyday lahh. i still thought there is one day and that is valentines' day, im going to be happy. but... sighs.. sad.. nevermind. later than i slowly unfold. :( and guess what, i woke up to a slap, or rather two slaps. OUCH! i feel like scolding "____" but.. nahh.. i will not, no vulgarities. my dad did not work today. and normally i will sleep until very late on saturdays and nobody will borther my sleep much. unless its real late than my mum will call me wake up BUT SHE"LL NEVER SLAP ME! but... DAMN IT! today at 11, my damn father slap me and scolded me to wake up then he yelled that its eleven. i was like "WHAT THE FREAK!". i got slap and cried, so you think i still can go back to sleep with damn eyes looking at me. a total pervert! anws, i shall update you guys about some details in my sad life the last few days. okays... i think the only happy day was on the 11th. last sunday. if you see my last post, i wanted adam kor kor to online. and yupps, by God's grace, he was onlined. and yupps. we chat chat. (: and i also tell him the things i want to tell. (: he didnt know that these are the things i wanna say cos i reached the subject through like normal chating then suddenly say bout it. (: only after i offlined and was encouraged by his words, he read my blog and saw that i want kor kor to online. then he asked me if im ok. of cos im okay. he already told me what im supposed to do. and that means that he kick the burden away le. hahas. then he replied, i dunno if i was of any help then if i got somethings i wanna say, i could just call him or nudge him and blah blahs.. roughly like that. then i was like ya~! of cos you are of help and stuffs like that. i mean if he wasnt any help, would i come to him for help? hahas. but of cos, i would come to him if i need help and stuffs. (: he is my kor, after all, yeahhs?! :D anws, on last fri. cos wai ying had been gossiping and bad-mouthing bout a lot of ppl. for example cai yun, yan ting, me, jolynn, emerald, wei jie and even jia jia! WOAH! that was bold. but whatever it may seem to be. then she got ticked and almost got into a fight with jia jia's friends. and what wai ying simply said was "if her or jia jia's figure was better?" and she got this kind of you know.. hahas. (: anws, at least that taught me something. i have to be careful of my words to survive in this world.
my yucky finish! hahas(: me drinking my coke!
then on mon, me and cai yun went to eat long john. hahas(: WOAH! as you guys know from my previous post, that i write some important stuffs on my calendar as to remember what happened. its just some very general statements. (: and on tues, i wrote "great fun with qy". hahas. qy is qing yang in short. he sat next to me mahhs. then in CD period that time, we played and played, laughed and laughed. hahas. :D he was sick. hahas. erm. okays, i know that like on monday. but ya, guys sound nicer when they are sick cos their voices are "sexier". hahas. yupps. to me, he sound sexier alright. XD then we were like playing and laughing and we were having so much fun. and he even sang a few songs. but i cant hear too properly cos it was quite soft. hahas. i mean a total DURR! hahas. you cant probably sing loudly in class, not only teacher will think that you are talking but you'll get ticked my friends too. why take the risk man?! hahas. (: (: anws, as i expected he sound not bad. XD then on wed, valentine's day. ): i was supposed to meet albert kor kor. i prepared everything. i even used the conditioner, which give my hair a very lasting and strong yet nice smell. (: i even put on my mascara. my lipgloss and everything. hahas. then kor kor is supposed to give a lunch treat. but in the end, he said that he have to accompany his granny to chinatown to buy CNY stuffs. "POMM!" my heart was like on the birge of dropping. i especially brought it to school and even wrote a encouragement and thank you card YET.. he never come. you say who wont sad lahh. ): sighs... anws, but since he cannot come then nvm bahhs. then after that, salt was slashed on my already "ouchie" wound. when i went to the toilet, qing yang took ye wei's sissors and cut out a patch of my pencil box's skin out. )': that pencil box was a birthday present from kai wen last year. and obviously i treasued it a lot. actually, i didnt know anything. anws, jolynn was having a headache then she said something that made benji so pissed that he slapped her. hahas. OUCH! OMG! hahas. then her head was so pain that she dropped a few tears. then i was like relax, dun cry okays. i was also asking if she wanted to go to the toilet. but jol insisted that she dun want. so i was like okay then. dun cry okays. then i let her be alone and i did my work. she was better after a while le. then she told me that after benji slapped her, her head felt very very pain but after a while, her headache was okay. so i continued doing my homework. then i saw a furry yellow patch on the floor. it was very obvious that it was from my pencil box. but i double check and went to see my pencil box. in front, was as usual but.. behind.. there was one patch that was cut out. too much had happened and i cant stand it le. albert kor kor not coming and then my beloved pencil box has a patch that is "BOTAK". then i cant stand it lohh. then i suddenly felt the urge to cry. my eyes were getting choked. then i told jol, who was sitting next to me also. that now is my turn. she can see my eyes were you know, have tears. then she was like OMG ISABEL! what happened? then i showed her my pencil box then she kinda laughed a little. then i laughed also. hahas. but pressure were still on my eyes. ohhh mann.. i cant hold it any longer and i asked the teacher to go to the toilet and she said alright. so i hurried to the girls' toilet. and cried. ohh mann.. hahas. i cant believe that, man!! i cried. cos i got put mascara mahhs. so i took a tissue to wipe off the smudges. then we chat for a while in the toilet. then we went back. then gabriel, who was behind qing yang, thought i come my menses. thats why i kept on going to the toilet. i was like HAHA! WHATEVER! then i sat down and tried to give qing yang attitude to show that im angry! very very angry! but he.. aghs! practically just asked if i cried, then i just ignored him. then jolynn looked at him and then at me. then she was like sighs.. then she continued doing our homework. then i went for my cca, cos albert kor kor not coming. then.. ya lohhh... what kind of valentine's day is this? sighs.. sad huhhs?! anws, i got two valentine day presents. one is from yan ting, the other was from jorel.
my valentine present from jorel
my valentine day present from yan ting <3
all these are my valentine day present!
anws, on thurs, qing yang changed his specs. and i gotta say he may looked a little wierd at first, but after a few more looks, he "dian" dao me liao. im so dead. anws, he was cuter, more handsome and more mature than ever. (: very shuai worrs. anws, then i went to british council alone. when i woke up and i turned around, i saw ms ong, the disipline mistress. oh man! you know me lahhs. shirt tucked out, skirt above knee, fringe everywhere. hahas. XD i smiled at her and then turned back. and i was like shit! then ya lohhs.
on fri, albert kor kor didnt come again. he told me on thurs night. he said he have soccer training. sighs.. not again.. cai yun can really predict the future man. or isit simply im just too gullible. sighs. anws, i took a took some photos on fri in school too! (: ya.. then we went to plaza and then go home. yesterday, no tuition, nothing. so i slept then after that, at night. my whole family went to evan gor gor's house to give jiu jiu a birthday surprise!! then ya lohhs. i and evan gor gor stayed at home and then the adults went to the market. then i and even gor gor were on his room. then i saw on his table got valentine's day cards and notes. WOAHH... good lohh.. evan gor gor.. hahas. (: heys~! guys, i think i needa go study le. byes. (: happy happy chinese new year! :D
Psalm 68:19 P R A I S E be to the LORD, to GOD our SAVIOR, who daily bears our burdens.
me and jol!
jol,me and ting
the crazy "PINGPONGPIANG!"
"what are looking at?"
jol said "chees!"
three malay dancers, chio hohh?
the chio chio fira and the ugly ugly me. hahas(:
the blackie in class,qing yang.
"ding dind ti ding"
the two preety teachers, i guess.
my very famous waterbottle.
AHHS! hahas(:
they pose for me! WOOTS!
chicken little didi, benji
papa, mama, chicken little
happy family.
wawa, me, farah and nadiah
wawa and me
wawa, me and farah
mraz and me
cai yun, ellen(head)and me.
me drinking my coke!
