<3 GOD, JESUS, HOLY SPIRIT. -trinity (durr.):X
<3 my faMiLy. especially my mummy. mUaCkx. :X
<3 my NO.1 passion, MUSIC!!! deahDEAHdeahDEAH... mUaCkx. X)
<3 my NO.2 passion, PHOTOGRAPHY! chingCHINGching! mUaCkx. X)
<3 devOtEd tO GOD de eunice jiE jiE and sElf-tHinK naivE dE evan gOr gOr. mUaCkx. :X
<3 my cOuzziEx. mUaCkx. :X
<3 my darlings. :x
<3 hui ming and prisy. (two of my darlings.) :X
<3 shuaiSHAUI and KAIWAIYINEHH de adam kOr kOr. muackish muack muack!:X
<3 BIG BULLY de albert kOr kOr. muackish muack muack!:X
<3 PIGpig de andy gOr gOr. :x
<3 tallTALL de gOr gOr, jason. :x
<3 cute and fat de di di, bryan.:x
<3 chioCHIO de mEi mEi cum "PING", jolynn.:x
<3 gorjiedimei. \X/ :x
<3 "PIANG", cai yun. :x
<3 "PING! PONG! PIANG!" :x
<3 WATER! the BEST dehydrating lotion and spot clearing cream! XD
<3 ORANGE!
<3 PINK!
<3 SKY BLUE!
<3 LAVENDER!
<3 BLACK!
<3 WHITE!
<3 bible study. :)
<3 youth camp'05. X)
<3 mission trip '06. :)
<3 ROCK THE WORLD concert'06 :D
<3 CCBC, my church youth. :x
<3 RBC's youth too. :x
<3 having very 'jumpy' worship. X)
<3 very FUNNY and 'reality check' sermons. X)
<3 hanging out with the people i love or even the guy! hahas. XD
<3 going overseas with friends or ppl i love. X)
<3 having combined youth with RBC. XD
<3 hanging out with theLOOKALIKES, AH-DAMandMICH.
<3 spending time with my adam kor kor and albert kor kor. :)
<3 talking on the phone with albert kor kor.
<3 being protected by my kor kors. XD
<3 having to go out with my couzziex.
<3 having you around me.:x
<3 frenx from everywhere. :x
<3 waking up late. heex.X)
<3 making up and go out. XD
<3 going out with friends.X)
<3 SHOPPING! XD
<3 SLEEPING! :D
<3 SINGING! :D
<3 SMILING! x)
<3 the 4 Sssss.. (the above four!)
<3 LAUGHING! :)
<3 DANCING! X)
<3 practically everything that got to do with MUSIC. X)
theHATES. PUKE!
but i shall FORGIVE and FORGET.
hate being accused! hate PEOPLE WHO LIKE TO PICK ON ME ALL THE TIME FOR NO PARTICULAR REASON!!! AGH!!(damn them man.) hate backstabbers! hate people that think they are the best!(nobody except GOD is perfect.) hate ACT as ah lian/ah beng! when they are SO NOT! hate liers! (even i do lie sometimes.x)) hate having 'rents bossing around and taking privacy from me! agh!! hate act ke lian to absorb guys' attention. (eww. so gross.) hate those that treat me so warm then after a while then so cold.
theWISHES.:)
~` be more devoted to GOD. (durr.)
~` grow in GOD more and more each day.
~` do my QT regularly. :D
~` combine CCBC's youth with RBC's youth. XD
~` hang out with the RBC's youth more. XD
~` able to go to mission trip'07. :D
~` have the fun people to go to mission trip'07. :) eg. prisy, michelle and adam.
~` have a job that is close to my passions. eg. DJ, freelance photographer.
~` the guy that i like to like me in return. X)
~` have more freedom. (which teen doesn’t want this?)
~` can have more privacy.
~` not so slack!!
~` to go to the best class every year.
~` stop all rumours about me and some odd weirdball.
~` have confidence in myself.
~` have greater hair and hair-do. x)
shout AMEN! (:
theSONG.:)
Beat of my HEART
To the beat of my
To the beat of my
To the beat of my heart
I'm thinking about,
Letting it out.
I wanna give in,
I wanna go out.
Been looking around
I've finally found,
The rhythm of love,
The feeling of sound.
It's making a change,
The feeling is strange.
It's coming right back.
Right back in my range.
Not worried about anything else,
I'm waking up
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart.
[Chorus:]
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
It tears us apart.
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
Now I'm back to the start.
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart,
I'm up from my down.
I turn it around.
I'm making it back,
I'm not gonna drown.
I'm taking a stance.
I won't miss a chance.
I want you to see
I'm not scared to dance.
The way that you feel
Could never be real.
I want you to know I finished the deal.
So I'm sayin to you
I'll always be true.
To the rhythm inside,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart,
[Chorus]
Away Away,
Away Away,
Away Away,
Away Away,
Away Away,
Away Away,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart,
Away Away,
Away Away,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
It tears us apart,
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
Now I'm back to the start,
[Chorus]
Away Away,
Away Away,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart,
Away Away,
Away Away,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart
JESUS will surely be with me ALWAYS, to the VERY END of
age.
26th January 2006
hallos! long time never post le! its been a very fast week, i gotta admit. hahas. (: quite many things happened. there are sad but there are good stuffs too. :D there are even arkward ones too. XD on monday, nothing really happened, or more like i cant remember le. but i wrote the important stuffs. hahas. and on mon, it writes "feed qing yang cookie. bought wallet and shoe." hahas. err... i shall say te one which come first. errr. yupps. mon, after school, wai ying asked cai yun and i if we want to stay back to decorate the school. but i and cai yun really feel like going home. so, i said i wanna go home, then if i go home then cai yun will follow me. then wai ying say me always like that de, go home go home. i was like so pissed but i shut up and let her say. then i asked still got who. then she say got feng khai, qing yang and yong sheng. then ya lahh.. sighs.. i said ok lohh. then we go deco lohh. then we deco the enterprise stall first. (: jolynn did the "gong xi da jia" but one was out so cai yun took it out using the metal bar that is used to close the metal grilling. anws, jolynn went to buy food. then cai yun wasnt that tall to paste it up nor she is short enough to step on top of the table and paste. i was scared of heights, so i didnt really want to climb onto the table. so i since i saw qing yang inside, i call him to go paste. then me, feng khai and cai yun tell him isit straight or whatever. then feng khai said some wrong directions like "move up move down. no... up.." hahas. so funny. then qing yang follow then in the end, he say dun play le lahh. or not he angry le. hahas. i seriously thinks that he need more anger management courses. hahaas. and also since he once told me that stacking cards could train patience and concentration. i really thinks he needs more of this. hahas. (: anws, crystal bought a cookie. but the cookies broke into halfs. then crystal gave us the smaller half. then cai yun and i took bites. then left one small de. then i saw wai ying with the guys, kinda poor thing. so i took the last piece and went there. i said "who want?" but i kinda point it at wai ying. but then qing yang said he want. i was like uhh ohh. hahas. but then wai ying said that she dun want, she has one in her pocket or whatsoever. so i was like fine and i gave it to qing yang. but they were all busy with their hands, you see. so qing yang call me to feed him. i was like "WHAT?! orh." hahas. was i stupid or what?! hahas. now i know why albert kor kor and kenneth ah gor say i dumb dumb de. hahas. (: anws, i fed him. i shove the peice of cookie in my fingers to his mouth. then ya lohh. cos we have rumours de mahh, now its still going strong lohh. but we both know its kinda.. hahas you know. no way! hahas. (: anws, ya. yong sheng, feng khai and wai ying were like "WOOOAAAAA~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!". whatsmore, they "WOAAA!" until damn loud lahh okays. hahas. i was like so you know.. hahas. (: then i went to help wai ying for a while then i went to jolynn there, over there got cai yun and crystal also. then i tell them what happened. then jolynn gave me a "WHAT?!" face and said that qing yang is like taking advantage of me. hahas. (: i was like ok lahh. if other guy friends, i also will feed de mahh, hohh. hahas (: so its still ok. XD anws, then blah blah blah. not juicy le. hahas. then that night i went jurong point with my parents. :D hahas. i going there to buy my wallet. cos i know what i want le mahh, so i made them follow me to the shops that has sell the things i want. anws, then we went to the wallet shop first and bought my wallet. (: then after that, we went to the third storey. over there has my shoe. hahas. (: my shoe is so chio lohh! (: i actually wanna buy the silver de. but the white match my new year clothes more and also suit my normal outfit. hahas. (: so ya lohh.
then on tues, i had a dream. i had a dream that albert kor kor was my boyfriend. actually, it started with him saying that he dun wanna be my kor anymores, but instead he wanna take a step further and be my boyfriend. and i said "yes." OMG! hahas (: anws, then the next day (in my dream), i had tuition. but i dun want to go, i wanna hang out with my boyfriend so i lied and said i have something to do in school, i think its remedial. and then the tuition was cancelled. "YAYS!" hahas. and so, i went out with my boyfriend. all my friends all have something on in school and wont be able to go home so fast. (: then albert kor kor came and fetch me from school. then i said while walking to plaza, hand in hand, that i need to do my homework also. then we walked to plaza le then cos i need to do homework mahh. so we went to mcdonald's and sat at the table behind the dustbin. then we sit next to each other. then i think i was doing maths, then i dunno how to do then i asked him to teach me. then he sat nearer and put his arm around my waist and started teaching. cos he teach teach teach until i also quite tired le, despite the whole day in school. and so i rest my head on his shoulder, his arm still around my waist. (: i still listen to his explanation even though the shoulder was very comfortable. hahas. XD anws, ya... i was so shocked when i wake up.
then on wed, i talk on the phone with albert kor kor then there was one stage when we dunno what to say so i just remembered that i had a dream of him and i just said it out not considering the dream's details. then he asked me what did i dream of. hahas. i obviously CANT SAY with my own mouth. hahas. but i told jolynn about it in the afternoon. then he call me to call jol conference. hahas. (: then when jol came in, she said lahh. but in two simple sentences. "isabel dreamt that you were her boyfriend and you even hugged her, you know." hahas. i was so embarrassed! hahas! (: anws, ya... (: then on wed also, in IT class. i called shang wei to go in my blog. then he so naughty go spam my tagboard. hahas. with his name as nippleboii. hahas. shang wee wee ahh.. hahas. (: naughty naughty. hahas. but i like. hahas! XD shang wei is cute lahh, hohh. hahas. (: anws, today in english period, i and cai yun skipped the ending part and went to the toilet with shang wei's handphone. (: then we took a lot of zi lian photos. XD we really took a lot. then after school le, me, cai yun, wai ying, valerie and ellen were still in class, taking even more zi lian photos. then after that, yan ting and crystal came in. then i and yan ting also took more. hahas. (: i took so much. then after that, we went to eat lunch... blah blahhhh... then after that, when my friends all wanna go le, then i go and find shang wei and borrow his phone and go to the toilet with my junior, jorel. hahas. we took photos. hahas. too bad she not zi lian so we only took two photos. at least got, right? hahas. (:
anws, ya.. i think i dun wanna say anymore. i very tired le. hahas. (: good nites! muackishhs! :X
psst! cai yun! remember hohh, this mon bring jacket, okays?! hahas. (: love ya!
Psalm 68:19 P R A I S E be to the LORD, to GOD our SAVIOR, who daily bears our burdens.
