<3 GOD, JESUS, HOLY SPIRIT. -trinity (durr.):X
<3 my faMiLy. especially my mummy. mUaCkx. :X
<3 my NO.1 passion, MUSIC!!! deahDEAHdeahDEAH... mUaCkx. X)
<3 my NO.2 passion, PHOTOGRAPHY! chingCHINGching! mUaCkx. X)
<3 devOtEd tO GOD de eunice jiE jiE and sElf-tHinK naivE dE evan gOr gOr. mUaCkx. :X
<3 my cOuzziEx. mUaCkx. :X
<3 my darlings. :x
<3 hui ming and prisy. (two of my darlings.) :X
<3 shuaiSHAUI and KAIWAIYINEHH de adam kOr kOr. muackish muack muack!:X
<3 BIG BULLY de albert kOr kOr. muackish muack muack!:X
<3 PIGpig de andy gOr gOr. :x
<3 tallTALL de gOr gOr, jason. :x
<3 cute and fat de di di, bryan.:x
<3 chioCHIO de mEi mEi cum "PING", jolynn.:x
<3 gorjiedimei. \X/ :x
<3 "PIANG", cai yun. :x
<3 "PING! PONG! PIANG!" :x
<3 WATER! the BEST dehydrating lotion and spot clearing cream! XD
<3 ORANGE!
<3 PINK!
<3 SKY BLUE!
<3 LAVENDER!
<3 BLACK!
<3 WHITE!
<3 bible study. :)
<3 youth camp'05. X)
<3 mission trip '06. :)
<3 ROCK THE WORLD concert'06 :D
<3 CCBC, my church youth. :x
<3 RBC's youth too. :x
<3 having very 'jumpy' worship. X)
<3 very FUNNY and 'reality check' sermons. X)
<3 hanging out with the people i love or even the guy! hahas. XD
<3 going overseas with friends or ppl i love. X)
<3 having combined youth with RBC. XD
<3 hanging out with theLOOKALIKES, AH-DAMandMICH.
<3 spending time with my adam kor kor and albert kor kor. :)
<3 talking on the phone with albert kor kor.
<3 being protected by my kor kors. XD
<3 having to go out with my couzziex.
<3 having you around me.:x
<3 frenx from everywhere. :x
<3 waking up late. heex.X)
<3 making up and go out. XD
<3 going out with friends.X)
<3 SHOPPING! XD
<3 SLEEPING! :D
<3 SINGING! :D
<3 SMILING! x)
<3 the 4 Sssss.. (the above four!)
<3 LAUGHING! :)
<3 DANCING! X)
<3 practically everything that got to do with MUSIC. X)
theHATES. PUKE!
but i shall FORGIVE and FORGET.
hate being accused! hate PEOPLE WHO LIKE TO PICK ON ME ALL THE TIME FOR NO PARTICULAR REASON!!! AGH!!(damn them man.) hate backstabbers! hate people that think they are the best!(nobody except GOD is perfect.) hate ACT as ah lian/ah beng! when they are SO NOT! hate liers! (even i do lie sometimes.x)) hate having 'rents bossing around and taking privacy from me! agh!! hate act ke lian to absorb guys' attention. (eww. so gross.) hate those that treat me so warm then after a while then so cold.
theWISHES.:)
~` be more devoted to GOD. (durr.)
~` grow in GOD more and more each day.
~` do my QT regularly. :D
~` combine CCBC's youth with RBC's youth. XD
~` hang out with the RBC's youth more. XD
~` able to go to mission trip'07. :D
~` have the fun people to go to mission trip'07. :) eg. prisy, michelle and adam.
~` have a job that is close to my passions. eg. DJ, freelance photographer.
~` the guy that i like to like me in return. X)
~` have more freedom. (which teen doesn’t want this?)
~` can have more privacy.
~` not so slack!!
~` to go to the best class every year.
~` stop all rumours about me and some odd weirdball.
~` have confidence in myself.
~` have greater hair and hair-do. x)
shout AMEN! (:
theSONG.:)
Beat of my HEART
To the beat of my
To the beat of my
To the beat of my heart
I'm thinking about,
Letting it out.
I wanna give in,
I wanna go out.
Been looking around
I've finally found,
The rhythm of love,
The feeling of sound.
It's making a change,
The feeling is strange.
It's coming right back.
Right back in my range.
Not worried about anything else,
I'm waking up
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart.
[Chorus:]
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
It tears us apart.
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
Now I'm back to the start.
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart,
I'm up from my down.
I turn it around.
I'm making it back,
I'm not gonna drown.
I'm taking a stance.
I won't miss a chance.
I want you to see
I'm not scared to dance.
The way that you feel
Could never be real.
I want you to know I finished the deal.
So I'm sayin to you
I'll always be true.
To the rhythm inside,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart,
[Chorus]
Away Away,
Away Away,
Away Away,
Away Away,
Away Away,
Away Away,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart,
Away Away,
Away Away,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
It tears us apart,
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
Now I'm back to the start,
[Chorus]
Away Away,
Away Away,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart,
Away Away,
Away Away,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart
JESUS will surely be with me ALWAYS, to the VERY END of
age.
20th January 2007 - 11.34am
hahas. no... i didnt just woke up. i even went to bankit and bought my mum and my breakfast! anws, guess what time i wake up today? hahas. i wake up at bout... 9.15 then i go pee. then i went back to sleep. but i cant sleep. then suddenly i stomach pain then i wake up again and go poo! hahas. :) after pooing, i cant sleep le so i went to buy breakfast. :) and yupps. i just finished eating. im so so so full..! anws, i think i shall give a quick and maybe a little detail update on my last week. hahas. err... ok... here goes!
this week is actually.. err.. ok lohh. on mon hohh, qing yang "PIACK!" wai ying on her back. hahas. you might be wondering 'so?'. hahas. ok.. details: wai ying 'kissed' me so i 'kissed' her back. but i is suddenly turned my head then 'muack!'. then wai ying shocked then she step back. then she knocked onto qing yang, who was behind her. DURR! :) then qing yang say something like "dun play with me, i bad mood' or something, then "PIACK!!". i saw the whole entire scene and i screamed when he "PIACK!!" wai ying. OMG lahh..! that was so damn damn hard! i was so damn shocked! a guy beating a girl, ok.. still.. you know. hahas. but a totally loud SMACK! OW!! ai yo yo... hahas. then on tues, hahas! nothing really happened for as far i can remember, but my albert gor gor add colour to the day. :) i was quite angry with something that got to do with art and qing yang. so i called him, because i know he can make me smile and laugh! :) so.. ya.. i called him and we chatted about.. everything! hahas. about homework, about school, about him, about me, about everything! hahas. :) and as i expected, i was smiling and laughing even AFTER putting the phone down. :) and guess what, only i and albert gor gor was on the phone. :) i was actually scared cos i dunno what are we gonna say and stuffs. but ai ya... hahas. in the end, we chatted for like an hour or so. TALKING CRAPS!!! :) hee hee. but ya.. he rock my day and night too! :D then ytd, oh man... i think this is going to be the most detailed one. cos i can remember ytd vividly. :) ytd was a..... sad, angry, pissed, bullied, moody, happy and crazy. XD ytd recess, i tried to smuggle up my soy bean milk and jol tried to smuggle her mashed potato. then cai yun and wai ying helped us distract the student councilours. but then they saw. and chased after us. but i cannot drink the can of soy bean milk at one shot cos i will puke. sighs, we actually tried to plead and stuffs. actually the qing yun or something from 2A de, actually allowed but then the wei ling grabbed my hand and pulled me back and make me drink finished before i can go up. DAMN HER man! then i no choice then i drink lohh. when i drinked the soy bean milk, i suddenly feel like crying. i dunno why also. AHHhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!! then ya lohh.. sighs. but i never cry lahh, of cos. then after i drink finish, cos my wallet is with cai yun mahh then she and wai ying was sitting down chatting. then i snatched from her my wallet and said "go lahh! a bunch of idoits!" i said it very loudly for them or rather for her to hear. then ya lahh. i went up, felt like puking. then ya lohh. back to class, i went. i put my wallet on my table then i walked up to the teacher, giving her my homework. then ming kang took my wallet, and flap through everything. sighs. i was like "whatever!" i cant be borthered, really cos i feel very uncomfortable. then when he took my money, that was when i was like "hey!" then i still managed to snatch it back. then gabriel took my coins. sighs. then i called him to return, then he throwed one by one to me. sighs... i feel so damn bullied, i feel so.. sighs.. i dunno. oh man.. i cant believed i am tearing as i write this. sighs. i guess 'bullied to the core' is the best phrase to describe these. i still thought that calvin would call them to stop or whatsoever. cos that time yong sheng wanted to pull carmen's chair or something like that then calvin slapped his face and said some vulgar then went back to his seat. sighs... but he didnt. he just look at this unfortune! USELESS BUM!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i dun care if he got helped or whatever, but NOBODY STOPPED THEM! sighs! AHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! anws, ya.. then after that, cai yun went to qing yang and guo long there. cos i just came back from the toilet, so i was like what are they talking. so.. i went there and asked them what are they talking about. but then they looked at me and then cai yun replied "go away go away. you cannot hear this." i was like sighs. right! nvm then. i still got GOD, yeah! then after school ended, we went down to eat cos later we got cca. then when we were putting our bags on the seats we found. kenneth looked at me and he said "she scolded you"? he is talking to wei ling but he was pointing to me. that means the 'she' is me and the 'you' is wei ling. and that obviously meant that she told kenneth. OH GOSH! i was so pissed. then kenneth asked me if i got scold her or not, then i said she scolded me first so not my prob! i was so damn pissed!!!!!!!!! AHHhhhhhh! i was already in a very bad mood then still got this. sighs. then after eating, my whole click went for their cca that started at 1.30pm. but ours is at 2.30pm. agh! what am i gonna do?! then i saw macs then he shocked me by asking "did i scold anyone vulgar after recess?" i was like "WHAT?! wei ling told you de isit?" what the man! then i said i didnt! i never ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever scold vulgar only unless im really very VERY angry! but still i seldom say de. then i was like what the person say i say! then he said 700. i was like "WHAT THE!!!!!!!" i never ever said that in my whole 13 years and 20 days life! i can swear but i cannot swear cos im a christian! AHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!! why is it always like that!!!!???? AHHHHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! sighs! i am like accused for something that i'll DID NOT do and will NEVER do!!!! and I HATE TO BE ACCUSED WRONGLY LAHH! :( anws, ya... that blocked the sun in my heart. but at night, once again my darling albert gor gor blowed away the clouds in my heart and let the sun shine again. :) jol, albert gor gor and me chatted on the phone for at least two hours. :) and through out the whole conversation, i was laughing, crapping, smiling and stuffs like that. :D hmm.... aii shii te albert gor gor! XD mUaCkishh! then after that, i smiled to sleep! :) smiling to sleep is a very nice feeling. the smile just seem to be stuck on your face, no matter how you pull, its still there. :) so... for albert gor gor to paste a smile on my face, and i still sleep with it. thats a BIG accomplishment. :D anws, i think i better do my homework and pack for my yoga class le. :) bye byes. aii shii te albert gor gor! XD
psst! i think albert gor gor can promote le! promote to kor kor! :) so... from now on, albert is albert kor kor le. XD aii shii te albert KOR KOR! :D
Psalm 68:19 P R A I S E be to the LORD, to GOD our SAVIOR, who daily bears our burdens.
