<3 GOD, JESUS, HOLY SPIRIT. -trinity (durr.):X
<3 my faMiLy. especially my mummy. mUaCkx. :X
<3 my NO.1 passion, MUSIC!!! deahDEAHdeahDEAH... mUaCkx. X)
<3 my NO.2 passion, PHOTOGRAPHY! chingCHINGching! mUaCkx. X)
<3 devOtEd tO GOD de eunice jiE jiE and sElf-tHinK naivE dE evan gOr gOr. mUaCkx. :X
<3 my cOuzziEx. mUaCkx. :X
<3 my darlings. :x
<3 hui ming and prisy. (two of my darlings.) :X
<3 shuaiSHAUI and KAIWAIYINEHH de adam kOr kOr. muackish muack muack!:X
<3 BIG BULLY de albert kOr kOr. muackish muack muack!:X
<3 PIGpig de andy gOr gOr. :x
<3 tallTALL de gOr gOr, jason. :x
<3 cute and fat de di di, bryan.:x
<3 chioCHIO de mEi mEi cum "PING", jolynn.:x
<3 gorjiedimei. \X/ :x
<3 "PIANG", cai yun. :x
<3 "PING! PONG! PIANG!" :x
<3 WATER! the BEST dehydrating lotion and spot clearing cream! XD
<3 ORANGE!
<3 PINK!
<3 SKY BLUE!
<3 LAVENDER!
<3 BLACK!
<3 WHITE!
<3 bible study. :)
<3 youth camp'05. X)
<3 mission trip '06. :)
<3 ROCK THE WORLD concert'06 :D
<3 CCBC, my church youth. :x
<3 RBC's youth too. :x
<3 having very 'jumpy' worship. X)
<3 very FUNNY and 'reality check' sermons. X)
<3 hanging out with the people i love or even the guy! hahas. XD
<3 going overseas with friends or ppl i love. X)
<3 having combined youth with RBC. XD
<3 hanging out with theLOOKALIKES, AH-DAMandMICH.
<3 spending time with my adam kor kor and albert kor kor. :)
<3 talking on the phone with albert kor kor.
<3 being protected by my kor kors. XD
<3 having to go out with my couzziex.
<3 having you around me.:x
<3 frenx from everywhere. :x
<3 waking up late. heex.X)
<3 making up and go out. XD
<3 going out with friends.X)
<3 SHOPPING! XD
<3 SLEEPING! :D
<3 SINGING! :D
<3 SMILING! x)
<3 the 4 Sssss.. (the above four!)
<3 LAUGHING! :)
<3 DANCING! X)
<3 practically everything that got to do with MUSIC. X)
theHATES. PUKE!
but i shall FORGIVE and FORGET.
hate being accused! hate PEOPLE WHO LIKE TO PICK ON ME ALL THE TIME FOR NO PARTICULAR REASON!!! AGH!!(damn them man.) hate backstabbers! hate people that think they are the best!(nobody except GOD is perfect.) hate ACT as ah lian/ah beng! when they are SO NOT! hate liers! (even i do lie sometimes.x)) hate having 'rents bossing around and taking privacy from me! agh!! hate act ke lian to absorb guys' attention. (eww. so gross.) hate those that treat me so warm then after a while then so cold.
theWISHES.:)
~` be more devoted to GOD. (durr.)
~` grow in GOD more and more each day.
~` do my QT regularly. :D
~` combine CCBC's youth with RBC's youth. XD
~` hang out with the RBC's youth more. XD
~` able to go to mission trip'07. :D
~` have the fun people to go to mission trip'07. :) eg. prisy, michelle and adam.
~` have a job that is close to my passions. eg. DJ, freelance photographer.
~` the guy that i like to like me in return. X)
~` have more freedom. (which teen doesn’t want this?)
~` can have more privacy.
~` not so slack!!
~` to go to the best class every year.
~` stop all rumours about me and some odd weirdball.
~` have confidence in myself.
~` have greater hair and hair-do. x)
shout AMEN! (:
theSONG.:)
Beat of my HEART
To the beat of my
To the beat of my
To the beat of my heart
I'm thinking about,
Letting it out.
I wanna give in,
I wanna go out.
Been looking around
I've finally found,
The rhythm of love,
The feeling of sound.
It's making a change,
The feeling is strange.
It's coming right back.
Right back in my range.
Not worried about anything else,
I'm waking up
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart.
[Chorus:]
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
It tears us apart.
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
Now I'm back to the start.
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart,
I'm up from my down.
I turn it around.
I'm making it back,
I'm not gonna drown.
I'm taking a stance.
I won't miss a chance.
I want you to see
I'm not scared to dance.
The way that you feel
Could never be real.
I want you to know I finished the deal.
So I'm sayin to you
I'll always be true.
To the rhythm inside,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart,
[Chorus]
Away Away,
Away Away,
Away Away,
Away Away,
Away Away,
Away Away,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart,
Away Away,
Away Away,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
It tears us apart,
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
The beat of my heart,
Now I'm back to the start,
[Chorus]
Away Away,
Away Away,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart,
Away Away,
Away Away,
To the beat of my,
To the beat of my heart
JESUS will surely be with me ALWAYS, to the VERY END of
age.
1 January 2007 - 10.31pm
hallos. everybody. hahas. :) im supposed to say bout last sat, the day i got my new kor kor. :D but i think i shall say my NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS first. :D isabel liew yan ling's NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS.
my walk with GOD
= get baptist. :D ( most probably on 8th April. )
= grow in GOD more and more each and every day. :)
= do my QT regularly. ( trying to do every two days, one QT. ) ** PRAY for more time yeah.
= obey GOD's commands. ( i can be quite rebellious and stubborn at time
= go for mission trip '07! X)
myself
= be bold and adventurous, try something new. ( i very scared to take risks de. pray for this too. )
= understand myself more.
me and my friends/in school
= get more friends to KNOW GOD. ( cai yun, yan ting and others. )
= do well for my studies and get stream to the subjects i want.
= dun so rebellious. (with the teachers)
church
= lead worship?! (in YOUTH ONLY.)
=expand the youth.
=share more with them.
home
=take initiative to do stuffs like chores.
=understand parents more.
hmm.. this should be all bahh... i still not sure. hahas. but these all the supposed ones. :) i hope that i can leave the past behind, you know. cos, i really love my past. :) kinda. there all ups and downs, of cos. but with GOD, i know that i'll be happy everyday. if i reach the dark moments and i cant take it anymore, i will leave it to GOD! for GOD holds my tomorrow and He holds my hands. amen?! hahas. :) hmm... i suddenly love to say "amen?!". hahas. :) ok... 2006 was a year that made me got closer to God. He showed me many miracles but i just didnt see it. i just thought it was all as it is and nothing to do with God. and in things that i achieved, i thought that it was all my glory. but now, i realised that it was actually Him who helped me. :) there was one thing i really think i should share here. :) i shared it to my bible studies baobeiis and also my youth. :) and i think this is one of the things that really had showed me. i think you guys should know cos i wrote in my old blog before. the last few posts bahh, i think. i prayed for me and calvin to be together. but always when he asked me to be together, i will always always reject him. hahas. :) but my prayer wasnt answered, of cos. and i realised that if i stead with him, i will be hurt deeper than i was before. he spoiled my taiwan trip. i missed him until tears tears came out. but in mission trip, God has showed me. He showed me that without calvin is a better life. and i really have to agree with that! i mean God is always right. hahas. :) he has his own reasons for putting in thw downs in our lifes. and that is to shape our lifes to be more like Him. hahas. mission trip has really touched me in many ways. :D and im going next year, if time gives way. but im sure God will help me too. :) ok... i think i better start saying bout what happened last sat. cos its 11.12pm le. and im supposed to sleep by latest 12am. :)
last sat, 30th December
hahas. today is considered one of my happy days. but i still have some unhappy things in the middle. but i think im gonna say the happy things only. dun wanna spoil the happiness. hahas. anws, i cut my hair today. i cut it short and its a little bobby. hahas. :) i was quite happy lahh. new hair cut and stuffs. :) then that night i went to my aunt's house to stay over. :D then i used the com. when i was onlined, adam said "hello". i think its both cos i wrote him a testi in friendster and also i said hallo on fri, at prisy's house then he was busy or something then he never reply. hahas. feeling guilty huhh.. hehhehs. XD anw, we chat and chat... cos my blog a little dead lahh.. so i call him to go my blog and read and also tagg. :) anws, he was quite free. so he read. hahas. :) there were things that i wrote about him. nice ones, to be exact. you can go my old blog to read. XD and so he became my kor. hahas. actually, i called him "gor gor" but... he said its "kor kor". so ok lohh.. hahas. he will be the only kor kor i have then. :) special de. hahas. :D anws, he is one guy that i really looked up to. that's why i want him to be my kor kor. :) i dun accept anyone as my gor/kor de. :) they have to have the expectations. ai yaa.. but actually my expectations a lot of guys can give de. :) must give the kind of "i will protect you" de feeling, shuai/cute, nice to me and others, cannot be gangster gangster that kind. :) say vulgar de, still can lahh.. but.... must say lesser. or dun say it in front of me. unless he is very very angry, then maybe i still can understand. but best is to dun say at all lahh, of cos. :) then when he became my kor kor, i was SO SO SO SO HAPPY. :D i want to scream at the top of my voice man. hahas. :) but i cant lahh. later my aunt dun let me used the com le. hahas. that made my day! i got the best kor kor anyone could get. he is more than my expectations. he is a CHRISTIAN. he takes care of me, a way that all my other gor gor will not do de. :D so... am i lucky or what?! hahas. :) but hohh.. i treat my gor/kor really my gor/kor. hahas. :) so when they sick or in pain, i will get quite sad too. X0 so sometimes, i get a little over. :o so sometimes, i get a little scared that they might think i like them as a boyfriend that kind of thing. but actually no lahh.. instead, I LOVE THEM. but, as brothers. :) anws, after that, eunice jie jie, my cous onlined. she talked to me. hahas. she said that angie jie jie, my other cous has been saved and she is going to heaven. :) amen!!! i was so damn happy. more like overjoyed. i got the best guy ever to be my kor and now, i have a another cous saved! i will seeing her in heaven when we all leave the world. :) PRAISE THE LORD man!! then i talked to my adam kor kor and hui ming. hui ming just got onlined and so i add her to the conversation i and kor kor is having. :) we chat and chat. :D i was a little blur though. they were saying something that i dun get. hahas. :) but its something to be happy about cos adam kor kor has rededicated his life to God. :D amen! then after that, about 12.30am, my aunt chased me to off the com and go to sleep. so i reluctantly said my goodbyes to my precious adam kor kor and baobeii hui ming. then i offlined and went to sleep. i didnt sleep that early cos, i was too overjoyed. but so, i dozed off and went in to my dreams. :)
hahas. this is all! hahas. :) i cant say much now, anws. its 11.41 le. and i think i better get some sleep. cos i just now drank some wine. im now quite blur and also a little headache. hahas. :) i deserved it huhh.. :( hahas. anws, goodnites! to all my precious precious. muackies. :x and all of you guys too lahh.. dun jealous. hahas. :)
Psalm 68:19 P R A I S E be to the LORD, to GOD our SAVIOR, who daily bears our burdens.
